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July 8, 2011

Malas


Langkah Perjalanan Tersimpang Ke Kiri,
Namun Kaki Terus Berlari
Madah Berkata Tak Sempurna Segi,
Namun Niat Pembawa Nan Suci
Kita Sering Jatuh Tersembam
Berselingkuh Kerana Jalan Hidup Yang Curam
Hampir Kita Menyerah Segala
Tetapi Perjuangan Belum Sempurna
Sering Kita Mengeluh Berbunyi Manja
Kerana Hidup Senang Nan Leka
Terlupa Kita Akan Perjalanan Yang Jauh
Membuat Kita Terus Berpeluk Tubuh

July 6, 2011

Sampah Tak Mungkin Menjadi Bunga


Kenyataan Di Tolak Namun Hakikat Teguh Berdiri
Kita Semua Sampah "Wangi" Yang Tidak Mengenang Budi,
Lupa Akan Asal Usul Kita Dulunya Keturunan Tuli,
Impikan Menjad Bunga Namun Masih Kurang Segala Segi.

Sampah Tetap Sampah Walau Dikitar Semula Berulang Kali,
Ditukar Ganti, Diubah Rupa Namun Tetap Tiadanya Suci
Habis Madu Sepah Dibuang, Tetap Jua Di Makan Caci
Mati Ditunggu Tiada Ke Mari, Terus Dan Terus Dicemari Badi.

Di Sepak Di Tendang Bukan Lagi Kudis Yang Bernanah,
Tempatnya Tiada Mulia Melainkan Tersungkur Di Tanah,
Dibiarkan Hapus Tanpa Belas Akhirnya Tewas Di Mamah,
Mencari Baru Namun Semuanya Masih Di Ambang Punah.

Tiada Pilihan Untuk Berubah Kerana Hakikatnya Kekal Sama,
Sampah Tetap Sampah, Tak Mungkin Sekali Menjadi Bunga,
Harapan Di Kendung, Sinar Di Puja Tetap Jua Di Pandang Hina
Tiada Jalan Keluar Terbentang, Terus Jua Bermandi Zina.

Sampah Oh Sampah, Bukalah Mata Terangkan Cendera,
Bangunlah, Keluarlah, Jangan Terus Di Empuk Leka
Sampah Tetap Sampah, Tak Mungkin Sekali Menjadi Bunga,
Kerana Bunga Akan Tetap Laku, Namun Sampah Kekal Di Takuk Sama.

Bunga Yang Sering DI Puja, Akhirnya Layu Tumbang Menyembah Bumi,
Tiadanya Seri Hilangnya Keayuan Bau Wangi,
Nasib Bunga Yang Layu Sekarang Hilangnya Bersemi,
Akhirnya Bunga Tetap Menjadi Sampah Yang Di Benci..






July 2, 2011

You're A Broken Machine


T-BAG:

"You here to analyze me , doc?
fix me up before I go back to the animal factory?
ask me some probing questions?
find out how I go tick-tock?"

"You wanna know if I kill with ease because my daddy raped his
retarded sister , and I got spit out slightly more useful than
the afterbirth?"

"Or maybe I didn't make captain of the gridiron gang
never had a cherry valance of my own."

"Or maybe cause of the bookworm queens, who later grow up to be PHMD's
stared down their noses at me so much I thought the sun was a big , old
snotball."

"Or maybe it's cause when I watch a man die at my hand,I finally feel
Theodore Bagwell matters more than all those gnat's asses in the world!"

"Because I know, dear kind doctor, in that moment nothing matters more
in that soon-to-be-dead man's eyes than I!"

"Because I!, I am his gatekeeper to life or death."

"well?
Is it that menagerie of misery that make me so special a case study, doc?
is it?"




Lloyd Lowery:

"You know it's not Theodore."

"When we started this case I thought i was going to get some great insight
into why you are the way you are,"

"A look into a complex psyche,
a glimpse into the neurological map of a madman, that could show some light
on some bigger truths, that could maybe help other sick people one day."

"As I got up-close and personal with you and your handiwork, I found a truth."

"It was a small one , though."

"As unexciting as it may sound, some machines just come out the factory broken."

"YOU'RE A BROKEN MACHINE."


T-BAG:

"No Shit."


p/s-Theodore "T-Bag" Bagwell. Total Killed-31 People. A Genius,A Madman, A Creative Killer.A Broken Machine.

June 26, 2011

Jack Without Sally





We Were Lucky, Bacause We Were Once Happy

Every Other Couple Seem Suck, And We Were Like Jack And Sally

Our Bond And Chemistry Is Priceless, A Special Thing Of Beauty

On Top Of The World, Others Just Simpleton Peasants, We Were Mighty.

Now I am Just A Face In The Crowd, You Are A Complete Stranger
Hatred Had Now Overruled, And Love Is Something Cannot Be Lingered
Revenge May Seem Sweet, Because It Was Driven By Anger
Driven To The Escalation Point Where We Almost Traded Middle Finger.

When The Dust Is Settled, All I Have Is Myself To Take The Lead
Although I Am Wondering Whether Someday The "Perfect Someone" I Will Meet
But Yet Somehow, I Was Able To Pick Up All The Broken Pieces
Eventhough I am Still In The Search For Someone To Share Blow Kisses.

The Future Seems Scary, Now That I Am Alone To Face It
Deep Inside, I Am Still Wondering That I May Not Be Able To Handle It
Make It To The End Without Have To Experience Another Heart Break
A Hope Of Smooth And Easy Love Without Any Toll To Take.

Jack And Sally, It Is All Now Just Another Sore Memories
Memories In The Past That Keep On Tempting Me Like Crazy
But I Am Stronger Now After That Beautiful Letdown
I Am Now Able To Cross The Ocean Of Doubt Without Being Drown.

Sally, A "Thank You" You Don't Deserve But I Owed You I Guess
I Am Far Off Better Now Without You To Make A Mess
You Are Now Someone Whom Love I Should Not Confess
You Are Now A Scar Of What Used To Be Pain In My Ass.

June 23, 2011

Soldier


I fight to make you stronger, to make you love your life.
I fight to show you purpose, to keep you satisfied.
I fight to make you happy. I war to win your heart.
I'd fight forever for you. I ache when we're apart.

I fight to stay together, to bring us eye to eye.
I fight to speak your language, to keep you by my side.
I fight to make it easy. I push to give you time.
I fight our losing battle. I bleed to stay alive.

I fall like a fighter when you give me a shot. I'll live like a lover when you're all that I've got.
I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

June 21, 2011

Only God Can Plays God


Human is limited. Limited is every possible way that we can imagine. But yet, somehow, some of us gain extra in some way which put them in position where most of people adore, or even worship. But lets face it, they only superior in certain area, not all of it. In this case, they are still need to be consider as human, human whom can and will at any time, make a mistakes. Some are small, some may be big enough to ruin life. So, why we keep blaming those people if a mistake happened. We are whom adored them, worshiped them at the first place, putting them in the highest hierarchy in the system, and when they screw up, we put all the blame to them? That is not fair. Because Only God Can Play God, Not Human.

June 9, 2011

Runaway Monalisa



Run Monalisa Keep On Running
Don't Doubt Yourself Now Even Though Nobody Is Gunning
Keep On Your Pace And Your Head In The Game
Keep Pretending Forever That Everything Is Still The Same
But The Fact Remains That Everything Cannot Be Overturned
Every Piece Of Trust Shattered As You Left Me Burned
No Problem At All That's Everything We Build Is Now Ruined
Just Keep On Running Monalisa, For God Sake Keep On Going...

Put Your Act On Now Monalisa, Keep On Pretending
Play Your Roles As Puppet Master Now As I'm Stupid To Still Granting
To Still Be Waiting To Be Justified Even Though It's Never Happening
Toy My Emotion Away As I Moronic Enough To Still Be Believing
Believing Is Something So Impossible That We Will Someday Be Together
Dreaming Of Being At The End Of The Aisle As You Walk To The Altar
Dream Which Appear In Motion That We Somehow Happy Here And After
A Dream Of Stupidity What Left Me Broken And Suffered...

Yeah Monalisa, Keep On Running Away
Don't Stop Now Because I Am Inching Away With A Sway
A Sway Of Payback That I Keep Long Enough Peeling
Once I Release It For Sure You Be Numb Without A Feeling
But Somehow With All That Pain And Anger I Still Choose Not To
Because Right Now The Revenge Is Coming In Due
Not By My Doing But From Someone Who Did Stole Your Heart
Does That Make Me Happy? Happy Is A Funny Word and Yes, It Is A Start...

June 6, 2011

Redemption Come With A Price


Erlösung kommt mit einem Preis
la redención viene con un precio
la rédemption vient avec un prix
riscatto ha un prezzo

الخلاص يأتي مع السعر
verlossing komt met een prijs
λύτρωση έρχεται με μια τιμή
הגאולה באה עם מחיר
visszaváltási ára van
penebusan datang dengan harga

"redemption comes with a price"

June 5, 2011

Justified


Crush Me, I'll Still Get Up.
Kick Me, I'll Absorb The Pain.
Humiliated Me, I Still Laugh Out Loud.
Break Me, I'll Pick Up The Pieces.
Forget Me, I'll Somehow Survived.
Hate Me, I'll Still Be The Same.
Whatever, I Still Care..
Its You Who Walk Away.
I Am Still Here.
Waiting...
Waiting...
Waiting...
To Be Justified!

May 31, 2011

Coretan Hati Derita


Orang cakap hidup ini kadang kadang umpama roda, sekali sekala kita di puncak membelah awan biru, ada kala kita tercampak jatuh "kedebuak" ke tanah dengan kadar kesakitan terlampau. Di tokok tambah pula dengan perumpama seperti, apa sekalipun yang terjadi hidup perlu diteruskan. Kita masih perlu melangkah ke depan tanpa menghiraukan apa yang telah menconteng pada sebuah kehidupan yang bagai sempurna sebelum ini. Yang Mungkin betul apa di coretkan oleh manusia sebelum ini.

Tapi, bukan semua pernah merasai suatu ketewasan , satu kekalahan yang mungkin menjatuhkan kita tanpa memberi peluang untuk bangun semula dan cuba sekali lagi. Sesetengah insan mampu, tapi bukan semua. Sayap yang sama membawa kita terbang tinggi juga merupakan sayap yang bakal membawa kita kebawah semula. Kita rapuh. Manusia sering rapuh dalam perjuangan hidup. Rapuh untuk bertahan, rapuh untuk melawan.

Keseluruhannya, kita bakal tewas akhirnya. Tak kira apa pun yang kita juangkan, apa pun yang kita pegang sebagai pendorong, kita hanya mampu melewatkan penentuan. Penentuan yang noktah, penentuan yang menyatakan kita hanya seorang pengalah yang sentiasa kalah pada cabaran. Tewas pada kepayahan. Terus menghurung derita yang tiada penghujung. Ya, kita sentiasa kalah. Selamanya akan kalah.

May 21, 2011

Care To Try Again?


Care To Try Again? I Do Actually
Because I'm The Guy Who Always Do Things Silly
Its Not Stupidity Its Just A Simple Act Of Bravery
Because To Me Rejection Is Whole Lots Better Than Sorry

Crash And Burn Plays Along As My Similarity Outcome
Why? Because Height Is My Phobia But I Still Make The Jump
A Jump Which Simply Defined As Rush Decision
But Is Showed That I'm Reckless More Than My Passion

But I Guess I'm Not Just One The Guy
The Type That Keep It All Bur Rather Than Just Let It Fry
Not One Of The Predictable Typical Type
One Of The Only That Keeps On Rocking The Vibe

Maybe You Are My Next Maybe You Are Not
So I Refuse To Keep In Shut In The Log
Because If You Are, I Have A Chance To Be Happy
Its Lot Than Wondering In Blurry

Care To Try Again? This Time I Am Damn Sure
Its Not Feel Like Love But The Affiliation Is Pure
I Not Gonna Tag Along Playing It Save
Because This Time I Got The Signal You Gave
In The End I Control My Own Choice, And Its You
Because, I Do Like You





May 19, 2011

Moving On Is Effing Hard


The sky turned dark make it hard for sore sight,
It make us all helpless, a lost cause without a guide,
Leaving you on thought how to get through the night,
sympathy alone make no good to put a strength of a fight.

A baby steps only easy as it been said,
But a suffering heart knows better as hope starting to fade,
Good 'ol memories repeated itself as sadness created,
In the end, you are all alone again like a confused soul in a maze.

Nobody can really understand how you feel inside,
As perfect moment seized, it disspeared in a glance of slide,
"You Will Never Move On!", this thought comes by as a might,
But you control your own life, you alone capable of making it right.

The pain alone killing you inside, without a doubt,
Makes you wonder on how to put a smile to the crowd
The same crowd of people who keep on asking why,
The same crowd who'll never understand why you cry.

No question that moving on is "effing" hard,
As you keep on trying, everything starting to fall apart,
But do remember, within every heart there's a soldier,
A soldier that haven't decided whether to be a fighter or a quitter.

Do yourself a favor, please be a fighter,
A fighter whom made out of believer,
A believer whome comes from weak becoming someone stronger,
With that you own yourself happiness which is better.

Life is not a fairytale, because you'll never be the same,
Times might heal the pain, but the scars remain,
But the scars do serve you as a reminder,
That you are once hurt but it will not stay on forever,
Bacause you will move on to something greater,
In the end, You, Only You Yourself Which Is Matter.

May 16, 2011

Bench Warmer With Zero Credit


One Simple Act Define Every Move,
One Single Mistake Destroy Your Well Build Turf,
The Rest May Relax But Your Still Gotta Fight,
Because You Are The Type Whom Always Need A Guide,
Weight On The World Is Aint On Your Shoulder,
Why? You Got No Guts To Be One Of The Fighter,
Playing It Save Might Save Your Ass From The Pit,
But Nothing Gonna Happen If You Just Playing It Sick,
You Are Not One Of The Tough Guy, Believe Me You Are Not,
Just Another Idjit Whose Ego Can Simply Be Bought,
Yet You Claimed That You Own The World,
Still You Not Getting It And Always Keep Your Card Fold,
An Beautiful Idiot Thats Where You Stand,
A Bench Warmer Who Stay Behind The Grand,
While Everyone Making The Bold Of Every Shot,
You Still Sitting Waiting For Your Guts,
Its Okay, Keep Playing It Save Brother,
Because In The End You Never Gonna Be Any Better.

May 11, 2011

This Post Is Not About You!



Miss The Time, Not, The Time Shared.
Miss Being There, Not The Place.
Miss The Spotlight, Not The Fame.
Miss The Hero Attitude, Not The Action.
Miss The Craps Of Life, Not The Shit Going Around.
Miss The Moment, Only The Moment, Not Her.
Definitely Not!

May 6, 2011

Hear Me Now

Band- Hollywood Undead
Song- Hear Me Now
Album- American Tradegy




As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I wear my crown of thorns and pull the knife out my chest.
I keep searching for something that I never seem to find.
But maybe I won't, because I left it all behind.
Now I'm stuck with this, and that'll never change
Always a part of me, until the very last day.

Where to go from here? What road to travel on?
I spent my whole life choosing, and I always chose wrong.
Will I try to have the will to be alive?
Will I try because I've never seen the light?
Blow it to the ground and it's now you see,
You spent your whole life taking the best of me

Where'd you go? Where's your home?
How'd you end up all alone?
Can you hear me now?
There's no light, there's no sound.
Hard to breathe, when you're underground.
Can you hear me now? Hear me now

How low can I keep pretending to be?
That all the stars in the sky could mean something to me.
Heaven will open up if I live on my knees.
A man of many words, but of few deeds.
Walking these streets, so absent of hope.


A pillow of concrete, a man with no home.
Lend him a hand, then we're walking the way.
Leave the virtue of pity, but we live with the shame.
So scared to dream in a world with no sunlight.
When you wake up, you know it's darker than last night.
Quickly we forget, sacrifice gone by.
Born to walk away, been walking my whole life.

Where'd you go? Where's your home?
How'd you end up all alone?
Can you hear me now?
There's no light, there's no sound.
Hard to breathe, when you're underground.
Can you hear me now? Hear me now

Look into my eyes and I see
What do I see? Nothing at all
Take another look around me
What do I see? Nothing at all

Where'd you go? Where's your home?
How'd you end up all alone?
Can you hear me now?
There's no light, there's no sound.
Hard to breathe, when you're underground.
Can you hear me now? Hear me now

May 3, 2011

Osama Bin Laden- The World Is A Better Place Without Him



Its definitely a busy day for every news servantsin the world. As the world learned by now, the news strike early today claimed that, the fearless leader of Al-Qaeda network, Osama Bin Laden is now K.I.A in Pakistan. It hits the news pretty damn big, everyone no matter where they are, effected by this news. Even some teacher in U.S finally shaved his more-than-10-years-old beard as the result of this pleasant/unpleasant news. But the interesting news, hit the net again, when someone claimed that the whole thing is a hoax. Claiming that Osama death is just another propaganda by the western to show the whole world that they are indeed fearsome, they are truly the "Police of the world". So, the remaining question lay, "Is It True that America's Public Enemies Number One Is Dead?



As for me, I rather choose either whether to believe that Osama had finally been gunned down or even If he is still alive and kicking. The truth is, I do agree with our prime minister, Najib when he said that, "The World Is A Better Place Without Him". It is though. Osama is without a doubt a disgrace of Muslim. He is Indeed a terrorist. I know I am not a good or excellent example of Muslim myself but I do know one thing, killing is not what Allah s.w.t approve to be done. Yes, Osama is a killer. It doesn't matter if he is killing non-muslim, killing is still a bad deeds in our account. And yet, he claimed that Killing is appoved by the All Mighty? Yes, he is Muslim, so we shouldn't take joy in his death but he is not an purely hearted man with beard. He is the bad example of Muslim, he is on of the reason why people around the world hate Islam to begin with. People viewed Islam as terrorists, as cold-hearted killer because the action taken by Osama and his die-hard followers. We, the innoncence Muslims,paying the price for all the hatred of the world as by some action done by them. So tell me again, why should I feel sorry for him? The truth is, I really do not know whether he is still walking the Earth or ended been shot down, but I do know one thing, Osama is a terrorist who claimed killing as a rightful choice, and thats is just wrong.





Again, "The World Is A Better Place Without Him"

April 20, 2011

Lose Yourself Bitch



"If You Had, One Chance, One Opportunity, To Seize Everything That You Ever Wanted, For One Moment, Will You Capture It, Or Let It Slip?"

Shut the fuck up. This Ain't Eminem single. Life is far from that. Trust me. You want your chance? You want your opportunity? You work your ass off, earn it by the hard way. Nothing come by easy in life.


Peace!

April 14, 2011

Edge Retired- So Long Rated R Superstar!


When I head about it, to be frank and completely honest, yeah I was in shocked. I really cannot believe it. Edge was gonna retired from wrestling industry? You gotta be kidding me right? That's what first struck my mind. Then I search it all, find out all I can to verify the news, I was starting to adapt and realise that yeah, it is time for Edge. Who can blame him? The guy honestly been to hell and back every single time. As I recall, he got an injury more than any present Wrestler that step into WWE ring nowaday (except for all the legend such as The Undertaker). But do remember, everytime he made a comeback, he will shock the world!

Hate him, love him, despise him, he is who he is. The tag line for himself said it all, "Do You Thing You Know Me?", that's Adam Copeland, that's Edge. I do believe him when he said that if he can, he'll do it all over again in a heart beat. But it's not up to him, his body cannot take it any longer. It is time for him. It's better this way, for the least. If not, it could take his life if he's continue. Plus, as for a fan of him, I think he has done it all through out his career. From championship to Slammy, he won it all.

Rated R Superstar, The Ultimate Opportunist, The Master Of Manipulator, Mr. Money In The Bank. Edge goes with many names, as by the name, he build himself to keep being the nickname the he was labelled with. Rated R Superstar? Who will forget the sex celebration he and Lita have on Raw a few years ago. The Ultimate Opportunist? Edge the most person that i could remember that cash in the money in the bank and steal away title from others. Edge without a doubt a trend setter. He is the first to be the one who cash in the money in bank in suprise, and since then, everybody does is, and it what make the Money In The Bank what it is today. That, prove that Edge is the only person deserve to be called, Mr. Money In The Bank.

Edge, who are without doubt my favourite wrestler of all time. It doesn't matter if who played face or villain, who still are my idol in wrestling. Retiring as 11 times World champion, thats something to be proud of. Edge is indeed some, I do mean some, of the superstar that could hold the World title in double number. The other Wrestler that ever done it, the only that I can think of is Ric Flair (16 times) and Triple H (13 times). Edge, you are among the legend. Truthfully, you do earned it. You earned my respect. You earned everybody else's. Seriously I dunno how I'm gonna keep on watching WWE Smackdown after this because the Rated R Superstar is no longer in it. DAMN!

p/s- Christian will continue Edge "Legacy", trust me!

April 11, 2011

Make Of Stone And Silk

"Ambik la Law Adam, seswai dengan hang." "Blajaq la Mandarin Adam, senang nanti nak keja" "Kurang2lah isap rokok tu Adam"

Guess what, aku aply degree ritu 4 choice, satu pun xdak aku apply law. Mummy aku pesan suro blajaq Mandarin utk Third Language nanti time degree, aku still xmau, nak gak ambik bahasa len, German maybe. Isap rokok nak brenti? lama banyak ada la.


So, apa konklusinya? senang. apa yang Mummy aku suro, aku akan wat benda yang bertentangan. Derhaka kah aku? Tak sayang kat Mummy ka aku? No. Mummy tetap priority number 1. Macam yang penah aku ikrar, even kalu Mummy aku bunuh orang sekali pun, dia tetap di pihak yang benar bagi aku, fullstop, no argument there. balik kepada soalan asal, kenapa bila mummy aku suro wat something, aku resist and buat otherwise? kenapa? kenapa? kenapa? Maybe dah lumrah agaknya, aku paling benci bila di suruh buat sesuatu, sebab tu bila disuruh, aku aku memberontak. lesson here, kalau nak aku wat something, manipulate me, jangan suruh, sbb aku xkan wat, point me into the direction you want me to do, then I'll blindly follow. senang kan? well, kalu macam tu kira aku ni memang payah nak handle la kan? memang payah pun. dealt with it.

April 7, 2011

Acceptance Is One Click Away


In terms of lying, its an excusable act because no matter what, everyone did every once in awhile. But the most unforgivable lie is that we lie to our own self. Some might ask a sloppy question as such, "How come we can lie to ourself?". Well, one of the simplest example is pretend to be some else just to fit in alienated enviroment rather than to take a stand for what you are. Can't really blame them for the action because acceptance is something that most of people seek. Acceptance not to be labelled as one of the freakshow who may seem a lil different from other.


Why? Why do people willingly pretend to bee someone else just for the exchange of being said yes to? Is it really matter how people view us? it does, but people tense to let go the most important acceptance, the real truth lie beneath every one self, which is people won't accept us as we are unless we accept it sincerely. How we gonna make 'em believe if we ourself didn't put a well amount f trust on ourself? Yes, its silly but undeniable.


If its up to be, i said, to hell with it. I feel comfortable with the way i act, the way i behave, the words i said, the colour i choose to wear, hell i feel comfortable with my own lifestyle. Why? its that mean that i really believe in myself? No. At some point i do question myself, but it really doesn't matter because in the end, you are all by ourself to face the world, and me and myself it all i got. So whether I like it or not, i am sticking with myself. So go ahead, shut me down, reject me, I aint gonna wait for approval, i earned it for those who willing to give. Wishful thinking? No, its the truth!

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