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January 15, 2009

Lucky..Again!

well by muet result pooped out.. i got Band 4..hahaha..better that what i could imagine.hahahahere is my result

listening-32/45
speaking-36/45
reading-85/120
writing-60/90
full-213/300
band achieved-4

well i get 220/300 i'll get band 5, but i got nothing to complaint bout..i got lucky, again! thank god!

January 14, 2009

Time Will Only Erase The Pain,It Wont Heal The Scar

when the time we were happy, everything seems rite.everything seems perfect.love conquer all, people choose to believe that but the fact remains, love also can destroy..its has destoy me before, it has blindfold me again n again, i choose to believe that love can conquer all.still, i been fool, again.i try not to think bout it,but it stil bother me.it keep haunted me.guys had their ego, ego that im not proud of, but im apart of.still, thanks to u, u kill the ego by ur appearance,the one that i believe its truly yours.u lied straight to me face, attack straight to my guts. u steal my heart away, just to throw it away deep deep inside the dark hole of lies.a guys heart is softer in different part.yes, girls a vunerable, but it is their advantage.guys, are strong, manly but when they give their heart to somebody, they r more vunerable than girls could ever be..girls who noe this info, well educated in relation choose to take an advantage out of it.well, thank you.u did it.. u are one of the person that succeed..the one that can pass trough all obstacle i create, all hard way i build to protect my heart from being hurt.i dun it! Congrats! mission accomplish..my life been in living hell afterward.thanx.well, u should be thankful, enough cuz ur survive out of it in one piece.survive!if i am what i used to be, i bet u, u r the bitch that i will hunt down.u r the prey that im gonna fully dedicated to kill.thank god i've changed.in a good way.maybe its a wrong reason to be fall in love again..after all that i've been through with u, i should be done by now..still, my heart is strong, my will is undenialable.i care to try again.i want to make another mistakes, cuz thats how i gonna learn.thats how im gonna find MISS RITE..by all fashioned way..try n error.im gonna keep trying..u r history to me.u r no one to me.btw, u noe that i lied by saying that we had a clear break up.clean n smooth eventhough it real one is damn ugly.remember how big ur fight was?u just gonna forget that? just like dat..goddamn! dun u have a heart? dun used that that asshole name as an excuse.. respect me enough by not lying straight to my face, again.. for once, be true, be u, be a girl. "we can be a friend again"..hahaha..how funny is it that fucking words coming out ur mouth..how funny u just gonna put all things behind n have a new clean cut..how, u r amazing..i admire u.. u gonna be the best of the best SLUT in the world.thank god, u r my past.thanks again for going through all the hardwork to find my blog n leave a comment.thanks, please come again.please, drop by one more time.i insist!
p/s-jangan tanya dah napa aku koyak dan buang gambaq kami dalam laut! enough said!

Beautif00l Betrayal

if someone ask me, what is it feel like when u been betrayed?
its kinda hard for me to answer.not because i dunno how its feel, it is because i dunno how to put it in word.its inaffable.unexplained.some might say its feel like i just been kicked by horse straight to ur chest.or maybe a rambo knife been stabbed rite to ur heart.but dun be suprise if someone answer its feel like im the king of the world, cuz i noe one who love to be betrayed, esspecially in relation.he said, it gud cuz now he had an opening to betray bax,rite to her face.ignore that..we,human being, who have heart shouldnt be that cold.we should be ripped out if been betrayed..its not good, its negative but its an experience that we have to face.cuz when we felt the pain, so we'll learn not to put other people in the same shoe.well, i noe, most of us want other people to suffer as much as we did, but it is wrong.
betrayal sometime can turn people around.its a disease with no cure.a full throttle pain in the ass that just wont go away..plus, who in the world want to be betrayed? most of us want a cool,soft,warm relation that gonna cherish ur life every single day, every moment..but, life isnt sweet..sourly n slowly, ur happiness that we thought gonna last, vanish in ashes of injustice.how? how we gonna survive this kinda brutality? both party is affected..guys n girls.some might say, guys dun suffer as much as girls..that is completely wrong..guys do suffer.is just that on the surface is look like we all okay,but deep inside, its killing us.mostly the pain left a scar that permenantly effected ur personality..that, is just the fact.
p/s-i really like to see the happiness on Hakim's face..i just realize that during ur sport day meeting..behind those fierce kinda look, theres happiness n pleasure in his look.it shown..he really love saidah..some might say its silly for him to stand right beside her all the time, just like a bodyguard, but i thought differently.thats is some of the way for him to express his love towards her..Bro, go for it,tiger.u deserve her.u guys are a perfect match..keep it that way..

January 12, 2009

Cable System

ya..cable system..sistem yg hampeh, cibai,lancau suma ada r.aku mmg fuck ngn cable system ni..bg yg xtahu apa itu cable system, cable sistem ialah sistem di mana makpak sesetgh org menggunakan org dlm utk menyumbatkan anak2 diorang dlm institusi pembelajaran kerajaan.sama ada sekolah asrama atau universiti.cmon lah..kalau yg pakai cable tu result gempak2 xr nk bara sgt.ni yg result mcm haram pastu dpt masuk sbb makpak yg nak anak2 diorang masuk u, padahai anak2 tu sendri unwilling to do so..last2, kena kick or keluaq ngn terhormat..kalau diorang suma kluaq pastu institusi tu replace tempat diorang ngn org len xpa rgak.ni kalau kena kick, abih r..another empty spot.fuck! taw x brapa ramai lg org kat luaq sana yg mmg layak n betul2 nk masuk U tp xberpeluang..peluang diberikan pada anak2 org yg mempunyai connection ngn menteri2 or kwn2 menteri..well, nk wat cmna.quota khas utk spot dlm U mmg dah disediakan utk "golongan khas" ni..so, xpyh tgk result diorang mmg dah ada tempat.so, cmna? still trying to convince me to support the government? fuck it!! absolute power tends to corrupt, kata ayie.betul r..bila dah ada power mmg akan corrrupt..PA aka public admin pny sector pun sama..pilih kasih,bias, suma r..bukan dlm pendidikan jew...government menetapkan pembelajaran dlm Diploma Public Admin bab2 politics, PA, management suma which is on the rite track but, do they even practise it? NO!!! not at all..all politician do the same..yup, the government can change faces or regime, but the disease will still be there..walaupun ada org len yg menguasai taktha kerajaan , perlakuan diorang akan tetap sama..aku dlm line admin, aku mungkin akan berada dlm line admin bila grad, tp will i coop will all this shits? a wanna make a change!!! but can i? all against one? NO!! i cant top that..so, fuck government, fuck democracy! anarchy should be te one to praise..
p/s-aku freelancer..aku xsupport government xsupport opposition.

January 11, 2009

Bestie

SAFENA ISFAZURA BINTI HAJI ISHAK IS MY BESHFREN IN THE WORLD..

I WILL CROSS AN ARMY OF DEMON TO GET HER BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK,
I WILL SWIM THE FEARLESS OCEAN JUST TO HELP HER OUT FROM DROWNING,
I WILL GET DOWN TO THE DEEPEST PART OF THE WORLD JUST TO BRING HER BACK TO LIFE,
I WILL DODGE A BULLET FOR HER SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT HER,
I WILL KICK ANYBODY'S ASS IF THEIR TRY TO PLAY HER,
WHY?
CUZ SHES MY BESTIE
WHY?
CUZ I KNOW SHE"LL DO THE SAME FOR ME..
p/s- we r not a couple..we r a *knuckles* buddies

Here In My Home

aku trasa nk blk umah..tetiba aku rindu umah aku..aku rindu katil aku di rumah.bilik aku yg cerah ngn cat orennya.motor kapcai abah aku yg slalu aku latam gegila babi..sampai masuk longkang pun penah masuk.ya..aku tahu..aku penah ngaku yg aku slalu maleh nk blk umah bila aku masuk campus..tp skrg aku trasa nk blk umah.mostly, aku rindu family aku.mummy..big sis.lil sis.abah.tapi if i go home, it stil wont feel rite.akak ngn adik aku xdak..akak aku kat campus dia.adik aku kat skolah dia.yg ada mummy abah n probs yg blom settel..probs yg aku blum ready nk face..respo which im not willing to carry around my ass all the time..im sorry mummy.im not ready..i keep trying but still i cant..maybe im not gonna be ready till the end of time..why dun u past it to big sis? shes gonna carry it with pride, shes gonna do a magnificient job, shes gonna turn out fine.eventhough u keep denying it, the truth is shes better then me, shes turn out to be a savior of the moment.the gladiator of glory.me? im just a lost cause.thats who i really am.
still, aku rindu umahku.aku rindu familyku.aku rindu penang..aku syg umahku.aku syg familyku.aku syg penang.

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