Aint It To Soon?

shes crazy, n thats what i like about her.

Better Of Dead

pernah dengaq stigma? percaya pada stigma? well bagi aku, aku xpercaya sangat unless aku experience sendri benda tu. contoh paling baek ialah stigma "budak klantan ni berpuak".. seriesly aku dari dulu xpercaya benda ni. dulu aku xble r nak argue sbb aku xpenah ada member2 dr klantan, but now aku da 2 member dr klantan, housemate aku lg, n as far as it goes, still aku xpecaya ngn stigma tu sbb awe ngn bulu xberpuak pun siap peramah lg,ramai kawan dr pelbagai jenis n peringkat umuq. ok stop first, post ni bukan pasai stigma di atas tapi stigma laen which is

"SORANG ANAK YG JAHAT TIME KECIL AKAN JADIK ANAK YANG AKAN MEMBELA IBUBAPA DIA DI MASA DEPAN"

pernah dengaq? well first thing first, confession. yes, aku ngaku awai2. aku bkn anak yg baek, soleh, positif2 pny sifat la. aku anak yg cmna? well,antara 3 bradik kami, aku paling trouble maker, aku paling kuang ajaq, aku paling byk menjawap, aku paling banyak bagi mummy aku nangis, aku paling byk perabih duit mummy aku, aku yg paling banyak bagi hati mummy aku terguris,aku yg paling banyak macam2 lg. so yes, aku consider diri aku sebagai anak yang jahat, sie, pa2 len lagi r. so the big goddamn question left to answer is this, ble ka aku jadik anak yg akan membela makpak aku in future? mampu ka aku? diri sendri pun tunggang langgang nk bela makpak aku. tapi cam mak aku cakap la, adik bradik aku yg lain dua2 pompuan so depa akan kawin da ikut laki depa, tapi aku x. aku ngn mak aku xkan putus sampai bila2 even if kau da kawen, makpak aku stil akan jadik tanggungjawap aku. mampu ka aku? seriesly aku xtaw. sbb cam yg aku cakap, i live for the moment not past nor future. so pikiaq pasai masa depan is not my kinda area. tapi, if i could, yes i will do. aku akan bela makpak aku. even im not sure i can but stil, i will try to. xkesah r pa nk jadik kat aku, janji aku fullfill benda ni. sbb time skrg aku paling byk wat sie, so i need to redeem myself in the future. what ever it takes. thats my oath! everything else, its not up to me to decide!

Another Stupid Piece Of Mind

somesay, the sooner you started to accept the fact, the better you will be. well, isnt that just a piece of shit? well, thats the probs with people's mind. refusal to believe, n worst refusal to accept the fact. we prefer to dream n fantasized. aint that dead heartbeat huh? well reality alway kick u ass, but fact dont. fact make you stay real, but in our eyes fact is some stinking shits that we will alway stay away from. so, gudlux guys. keep dreaming though!

Hook

the simple catchphrase for someone who in letting other to be on his/her hook is this,

I CANT BE WITH YOU..... RIGHT NOW

No Man Is An Island But Im Different Though

When you cant contact or connected when someone you love cuz i love the communication device, was it your fault? damn technology. why? why we'll mushy2, lovey dovey only when we cant connected with each other through any tech method as such facebook, text messages n etc. why cant we love someone just the way they are without needs for attachment to each other with all the type of communication? does it really necessary? do we really need to report to our love one our where ebing 24/7? if yes, wow! thats suck! thats suck hard! i hate attachment. i hate when people tell me what to do. i hate when someone keep tailing me on everything that i'd done on very single day, nay every single minutes. i need breathing room, i need personal space.i need time of my own. thats one of the reason i really glad i los my phone. seriously, i never felt free like this. seriously i dont miss my phone. im freaking happy cuz i dun have a phone rite now cuz no one i mean no one can contact me whatsoever, and i like it. im free. i think i'll try not to buy a new phone in near time being.