memory of The Greatest Band

yup..this is my former band.. "The Greatest Band".. ya ya i noe.. the name quite self-proclaimed but ist catchy.. this band only live for hm.. 5-7 month i guess.. we started this band rite after we finish our spm.then, after all of us further our study we buried it wif all the good memory..

The Band Members-

me(aCe)-bassist, 2nd vox..
maXeemuse(join a nu band called Lazy Morning)-vox, n 2nd guitarist
Zul- Lead guitarist
rizal- the drummer


the history-

well, the first song that we jam 2gether is "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams-GreenDay".. well, the song quite impress us.. n its one of the song that zul can play.. so we giv it a try..n its good.. and since then everytime we jam, we'll started wif that song.. we even created our own opening act for dat song.. hm its quite good.. our very own single entitled "Ace anthem Towards Destruction".. hm its kinda like heavy-nu-metal genre type of song.. we didnt record it so there s no memory of that song but i can still reme,ber every bit of the song.. hmm.. the good all days

the life after-

since we start the band in 2007 after our spm so we kinda busy-all of us except zul have a job by that time.. me, i work at swenz kopitiam for a year. yup a year.. rizal work at another kopitiam nearby named coffee tree/coffee shop.. unlucky for him, no no.. unlucky for the owner that kopitiam closed after 3 n half month.. dats to rizal who work as bartender who made an awful drink dat cause a lot to the shop.. hahaha.. max in the other hand frist work at a mall called Fajar(after a few week, that mall was closed.. i dunno maybe all my buddies r cursed or sumthing) then he work at swenz kopitiam wif me.. yup, we rised hell at that place.. its almost like our playground..hahaha.. the only different is dat we get paid for it.hehehe.. in mid june 2007 max left swenz becuz he got an offer for Foundation of law in MMU, in mlaka.. rizal got an offer in Politeknik Kulim-electric.. zul also get n offer in JMTI(Now he in a PHI programme in Cheras).. they all left me hanging by a moment.. i got no more buddies, no bright future at dat time n no band.. its kinda suCk.. when im bout to learned to accept the fact that im not gud enuff to further my study i got an offer to UiTM Kedah n my nu life is await me..


the conclusion-

well its kinda suCk to left the band but we all are seperated.. max in mlaka, zul in cheras.. just left me n rizal who r nearby(kedah ngn penang jauh mana la sgt).. but ist not the same wihout two of them. me n rizal had planned to make a nu band but we r commited to our study n we are rarely seen each other.. so that it for The Greatest Band.. but, the memory will still be fresh n alive in our mind..

Blind..

Farah diba as requested, here it is.. a poem entitled Blind.. hope u like it and understand it..


BLIND

Sometimes we can’t really see what in front of us
Or maybe we choose to disregard it because it maybe lust
A desire that just want to bother our feeling
And we will end up confusing
Mystify and puzzled between lies and love
But yet, think about it, maybe that’s what we deserve

Acquisitive is that, what we are?
Wealth seduction takes us till this far
Shade us from the truth and the real thing
Make us be a part of this awful jinx
Maybe it’s not ignorance that takes us near
Maybe we want to be because the end is here

We are blind because we can’t really see
We are blind because we choose to be
We are blind for many reasons
We are blind because we don’t want to learned
We are blind and we are faked
We are blind and keep repeating the same old mistakes
We are blind and we refused to play it nice
We are blind and now we are paying the price
We are blind until we open up our eyes
See it all that it’s just a lies
That we are living in full fantasy
Blindness will lighten until we face the reality..

So open up our eyes and stand on solid ground
Don’t be an Ass or and loyal hounds
We can live up and make our own luck
Whom which taunt us, just rise your middle finger, and say FUCK..

and counting..

life in campus..

some say is difficult some say is fun, somesay is crazy but somesay is awesome..

so which one is da truth??

to me, is all above...

its just how u live wif it.. if u compare it wif ur life in school, hell yeah its totally different from any angle.. but, still life hood in skool its da best time of my life.. dats just from my P.O.V.. some may say other but i stand for it.. bcuz when we r in skool we r growing up.. trying to figured out our self, trying to find our path, making our click, learning life as we grow.. but some of us make a mistakes during dat period n face da consequence till now.. including me.. but, its a mistakes dat will change our life n make us better, stronger n careful.. so, if any of us makes mistakes during our skool hood time, just be thankful dat we made dat mistakes in da past.. bcuz now, we alredy noe bout it n lerned sumthing..just dun make da same mistakes twice..

but in campus life,

we a young adult..we r in the process of living life not learning.. we have to ake care of out self.. feed of our own, surviving n many more.. its or last playful time of youth.. after dis, we r adult.. no more playing around, lesser time for hanging out.. we got bigger responsible..

our self, our family, job dat need our attention...


no more quitting.. no more relaxing.. yes maybe we can take a short break but its not forever.. sooner or later, we r back on the job..

so fellas, enjoy ur life in campus.. its da last pit stop of joyful, fun, amazing, crazy stuff, frenship..
after this pit stop we will enter da real world.. da world dat know no value of frenship, the world of back stabber, the world of Hypocrite, the world dat know no stopping no resting no enjoyment.. as we enter dat world, the is no turning back.. so brace urself, prepare for the real deal bcuz it aint far away.. its just by da corner.. its no more living, its surviving..

will we survive? or should i say can we survive??

we will or can find out reall soon....

im sorry..

sorry ek lama x uppdate.. thanx 2 uitm pny wifi yg telah tergengdala selama beberapa ari membuatkan aku xble nk online.. siot pny wifi.. btw, skrg tgh bz ngn study..

believe it.. aku tgh pulun study skrg ok.. aku xmau repeat apa apa paper pn sem nih.. nk kekalkan tuh smpai last semester..

so, wish me luck... to hana (farhannah nishaa bkn hannah-j) sorry xble nk reply msg ang.. bz ckit.. sbnrnya maleh r nk reply.hehehehe

out!!!!!

wish me luck on my muet today..

skrang nih bru pukui 6.30 pagi.. no!!! aku bkn xtido2 lg aku dah tidoq, believe it or not aku tidoq pukui 10.30 smlm n aku bru jew bgn.. xtaw pasai pa ble bgn awai plak maybe sebab aku tdoq awai kot smlm tu r pasai.well gud 4 me..

today its a big day..

MUET..
wish me luck ok..

im aiming 4 band 5..

THERE!!!!

i said it!!!!

band 5!!

maybe sebab Boy gitaw aku smlm yg Mazliza dapat band 5 utk muet dia sbb tuh tiba2 aku pn ras tercabar.. well if she can do it, so can i.. tp tuh suma rezeki r kan.. kalu dapat band 4 pn dah kira ok dah.. i just need 2 improve my essay a lil bit-less grammar mistakes, more2 unique ideas, well organization n DONT FORGET DA TOPIC SENTENCES..in listening test, i just need to focus.. i must focus.. speaking-which is today, i just need to calm down n talk slowly.. no need to rush..an no mistakes.. fight for my point, support some of the other candidates n just do it..

i think i can do it..
i just need a lil faith..

go aCe go!!!!
u can do it...

A Simple Kiss..

WHEN TIME HAD IT GRUDGE ON OUR FRAIL LOVE
WHEN DISTANCE KEEP US APART AND MAKE IT TOUGH
WHEN BREAK UP JUST AN INCH AWAY TO APPROACH IN
WHEN “THE FIRST LOVE” FIRE UP IN A FORM OF A GIRL NAME LYN
WE ARE SO CLOSE, NO TOO DAMN CLOSE TO BE SEPERATED
I WON’T DENIED IT, I’M THE ONE WHO DIDN’T PUT THE EFFORT
THE DISTANCE, IT JUST ANOTHER EXCUSE I WANNA MAKE
BUT THE LOVE FOR YOU JUST WON’T FADE

THANKS TO YOU WHO ALWAYS BELIEVE IN ME
NEVER STOP FIGHTING, NEVER STOP SAYING THAT YOU LOVE ME
THE ONE THAT MAKE ME REALIZE AND FINALLY SEE CLEARLY
THE ONE THAT HOLDS MY HEARTS WHERE IT SHOULD BE

A SIMPLE KISS IT’S NOT REALLY WHAT I SEEK
A SIMPLE KISS THAT U GAVE ON MY CHEEK
A SIMPLE KISS THAT CHANGE IT ALL
A SIMPLE KISS TURN MY EGO DOWN AND MAKE IT SMALL
A SIMPLE KISS RESTORE, RENEW, REJOICE MY FEELING
A SIMPLE KISS RIP OUT THE KNIFE OF LOVE KILLNG
A SIMPLE KISS THAT I DIDN’T SEE IT COMING
A SIMPLE KISS THAT MAKE ME QUIT PLAYING
A SIMPLE KISS THAT MAKE ME TO START LOVING..
YOU..
MY ONE AND ONLY
~MY SHITERU~

The Shape of Things To Come..

hm.. wat can i say..
2 days from now(1 and half to b exact) i will have my muet exam..
one week from now my final exam will start...

guess wat?

i not really ready yet..
well to tell the truth my ready can be defined as 60% of effort n preparation..wlaway be..
but this time im not even dat close..

what the hell im doing??

i should be studying.. im suCk in accounting n Eco but i still care less bout it..

do i wanna repeat both of dat paper?

hell no..

so wat da hell im doing rite now?

blogging, just finish lost season 3 n i will continue season 4 2morrow(eventhough this will be my third watching them)...

i have my eco quiz 2morrow on Oligopoly... stil im not holding eco's book on my hand instead im typing this damn blog.....

what da hell im doing?

do i wanna get my ass kick out of here?

hell no...

so wat am i doing ??

i dunno..

maybe my spirit is flied away..

away from my heart..

the spirit dat always keep me going on my study..
the spirit dat always hold me on...
the spirit dat always make be believe dat im good at it..
the spirit dat always make my luck n survive this academic world..
the spirit dat alway hold my anger down..
where is the spirit?
where the hell is it?

without it im nothing..
useless..
unworthy...
a fake..
an asshole....
a pretender..

maybe dis is not wat i should..
maybe i should further my study..
maybe i should just continue working at Swenz Kopitiam
the one thing im actually good at..
waybe dis is all wrong..
maybe i make a mistake..
maybe im da one who wrong..

i dunno..

i wish i know..