the Last Battle To Fight...

cmon adam u can do it..
focus!!!
ni last paper yg ang kena face pastu u r free!!
PAD170 Government N Politics.
aku xmau fail n repeat paper ni..pls..
paper2 len byk aku kantoi kot..
Acc114-Kantoi
Eco162-ble r pass kot
Bel260-confirm dah xkn dpt A
CTU151-xble nk A gak
PAD160-kalu dah C+ pn dah cukup bagus dah

so ni paper last ak..
xkna nk kantoi lg kot..
aku xmau ngadap muka Junaida lagi sem depan..
dia la Lecturer plg serr aku penah jumpa sepanjang aku study kat UiTm ni..
NO!!!!
i dun want to face her again next semester..pls..
i need to focus n study..
tonite is the last fight i have to go through..
i can do it..
i noe i can..just let me focus..

* Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold my focus when I'm around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that paper to be pass through
But I left it when I found my latop
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
My Studies*

Avenged Studyfold
Dear God

lets tagged.

THE SELF

[01] Real name: Adam Ar-Rashid Bin Mohamad Rasdi
[02] Nickname: Adam/aCe+
[03] Status: dah sangkut..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aries
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 18
[07] High School: SMK Tun Hussein Onn
[08] College/Univeristy: Uitm Kedah
[09] Height: xtaw r..lama xcheck
[10] Weight: 65-70 KG kot..
[11] Do you like yourself: teramat suka
[12] Piercings: nope.bcuz mcm teramat girlie.
[13] Right or left: xdak..
[14] Are you a freak : tgk mood ngn situation
[15] Hair: spiky or mohawk
[16] Skin: dulu cerah skrg dah gelap..maen panas byk sgt time kecik2 dulu
[17] Allergic: veggie..makanan yg aku plg meluat
[19] What will you be doing 1 hour later: hm..mandi kot
[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: ntah..xsuka r plan future

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: still parent/family.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3.aku tetgh n the only boy.
[23] Eldest: Kakakku- Hawa
[24] Youngest: adikku Hajar
[25] Love/hate your family: teramat sayang

THE LOVER

[26] You found your another half: dah..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Nur Nabila/ ~My Shiteru~ / My Sweet Lil' Blood Angel
[28] Who you want he/she to be: anyhwere she want to?..
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: timeless..
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: er.. xmau jwap ble?
[31] Anyone woo you before: still xmau jwp..
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: bnyk gak r..cian kat cian..
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: the waiting, the heart ..
[34] Ever argue with your other half: skali jew..
[35] You with your other half since: 18/05/2008
36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Lesbo..haha..FUCK..musti r straight.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: shes indie,smart,n love me n also trust me
38] You and your other half in which stage: stage? mengenali each other??
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: dua2 x..
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: once..

THE FRIEND

[41] Your first best friend: terlalu byk..suma org yg kawan ngn aku beshfren aku.
[42] Your first enemy: xigt..
[43] The friends you love the most: hm..ramai gak..
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): ntha..xble nk recall skrg nih
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: iman n sachira i guess.. o ya..fatin.fatin yg mana xble gitau.
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: chester bennington n deryck D
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: gedik terlebey2
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: ass kisser
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: all the time
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: yup..Hana
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Tapak di Muka jgn tny Kenapa!!
[52] If your friend betray you: Raise Ur Middle finger N Say FUCK U!!!
[53] If your friend woo your lover: FUCK U...
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: aduh..xtaw r nk wat cmna
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: slalunya ended break up..seriously..true story..

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student:nope.. the worst..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: laa assignment kan ble copy paste.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Madam Syazliyati n Miss Ardiyanti
[59] Always late to school/college: xpenah mai awai kot.
[60] Your class: Ok..Besh Gila
[61] You love your seniors: ntah la
[62] Senior who you love the most: xdak kot..oo ya..weena..
[63] Your classmates good/bad: sengal..kata Boy..
[64] Excellent result classmate: amini.. CGPA dia 3.93 kot..
[65] Laziest classmate: aku la kot

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people: suma smart dgn cara diorang sendri
[67] Stupid people: suma gak.kdg2 wat stupid move
[68] Good looking people: Suma gak.
[69] Ugly people: xdak kot..
[70] Funny people: Suma..
[71] Cute people: ramai gak r.
[72] Bad people: geng2 yg suka pangkah memangkah org termasuk aku.peh
[73] Honest people: ntah..suma xtunjuk.
[74] Acting people: Poser!!
[75] You are what kind of people: I Am Who I Am

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: hmm.tough one..maybe lips
[77] Hugs or kisses: both..ha3..tamak gila aku nih
[78] Shorter or taller: shorter..so dat i wont feel intimidate..
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: xkesah..
[81] Listener or talker: both..baru balance.
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic kot.
[83] Good husband or Good Father: husband.

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: tgkr cmna t.tp rasa atas 30 kot.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 cukup.boy n gurl
[86] Career: tgk la cmna
[87] Salary: sebyk yg boley
[88] Retirement age: never thought of that yet.
[89] Properties value: xtaw lg.
[90] Wishes: sucess in life..

THE VICTIMS

-mr.devil
-blitzizni
-hannan
-sarah bukhari
-sarah yasmin

About Me That u Might Wanna Know

one think about me dat havent change since i was a little kid.. if i dun nothing wrong, till the end of time i will say

I DIDNT DO IT!!!

because why should i confess bout sumthing dat i didnt do?
yup, dats just the way i am..

once, i have i fight wif my mother..
i think im in form 4 or 5..
my mummy accuse to dat i smoke..
cita dia camni, mummy jumpa puntung rokok kat blakang umah n tuduh i smoke
at that time i didnt..
so i did not confess o her bcuz i didnt do it..
we had a hell of a fight but i kept dening bcuz it is the truth bcuz i didnt smoke..
well, at the end my mummy gave up bcuz shes tired..
and we didnt talk for about a week bcuz of that..
but i just so stubborn dat time bcuz i no im on the right side..
in the end after a few month, finally my mum found out dat the real person is my neighbour's son..
dia yang sial gila babi isap rokok pastu buang puntung rokok dlm kwsn umah aku..
so, dat it.. the truth had been reveal.. im not the one who did it, and at the end my mum finally trust me.. n she said she had trust me a few month back when i said dat i didnt bcuz she can see into my eye n she noe dat i didnt lied..
so the moral of my story is, if i didnt noe sumthing which is wrong till my final breathe i WILL NOT confess.. so, if anybody, i mean ANYBODY acuse me doing sumthing dat i didnt n then u hope i confess,

U CAN FUCK THE HELL UP..

u can do anthing,
u can torture,
u can say anything,
u can put me aside,
u can do anything.
but,
the fact wont change..
i i didnt do it, i will not confess.
not in a million years
not in anytime around,
not in another life

NO!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL NO!!!!

the long talk

last nite,well not exactly nite maybe early in the morning around 2 or 3 i had a long talk, or should i say debate wif "my brother" aimi. well it first start just about me repeating my LDK session next semester n its ended up being sumthing else. first he question my act bout just letting it be the way it is bout the LDK session.. well the situation is this.. well in a kesat student(Kesatria Negara) n we here in uitm had to go through LDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan) session every semester to build up our confident on blah2.. well the probs is, i had a camping wif Kesat which is clashed wif my LDK session which is compulsary..so i ask my Kesat Comander whats it gonna be.. n they say dun worry boutt it, we'll take care of it which they didnt.. n i ended up been fuck up by the Kesat team beccause i had to repeat my LDK next sem n they just lepas tgn cm2 jew.. so aimi questioned my act because i just let it be n dun fight for my rite,, n i counter by saying dat why should i fight where else i noe dat im not gonna win..well, lets face it. LDK is compulsary n Kesat is just a camping but instead i choose to go to Kesat's camping..so my thought is, it is my mistakes to be dumb enough to trust all the comander.so i wont fight.so dats what i said to aimi n he disagree..im kinda like a realistic person but he is the other way around.. our debate end up from LDk to life. i gave him a example bout the situation. the example is "If my dream is to have 1 Billion n i noe dat its kinda impossible so why should i fight for it" n if i even reach to the dream i imagine for but by dat time i'll look back n realize that i'd lost to much just to achieved one dream.. he totally disagree with me n he fought very hard for dat fact.. one of his rebut is oprah winfrey(it is the correct spelling?)..she start from nothing n now shes a billionair n she does not loose anything instead.well our debate didnt ended up to dat.. aimi make a statement after dat.. "kenapa hah budak2 part 2(by part two he mean december intake students) mcm heart broken semacm jew"..well its kinda true..kami suma mmg ala2 heart broken pun.. dah jdk realistic semacm..berpijak di bumi yg nyata to be exact.. cthnya ajam..xabih2 ckp yg bdl2 DPA will ended up just being Kerani..plg baguih pun ble jdk Ketua Kerani.. maybe dats why aimi stated dat part 2 student kinda heart broken..well, my argument is dat we "the december intake" students had fall, had been to the bottom of the sea b4 we hit up back to the solid ground.. well its kinda true.. bdk2 december ni kbykannya mmg heart broken..ada yg bru kena tendang dr matrix, ada yg tlah heart broken sebab xdpt masuk u time julai intake,ada yg dah ambik stpm n didnt score well, ada yg dr U or college len n dipaksa masuk cni..so, yes i agree..kami mmg heart broken but we have our reason..and dats why we kinda been realistic bcuz we had lost the fight b4.. we failed b4 this a we dun want dat to happen again.. thats why we r who we r today.. so, aimi replied shouldnt u guys should be stronger than ever rather then been heart broken..well its kinda hard to get back on ur feet after ur been hit so hard.. so again i give him the example of my life..which is about being realistic type.. i told aimi that before dis used to have a dream which is to be a Rockstar n live my life as a musician..but the truth is its hard to be a rockstar.. well take the indie band in malaysia 4 example.. how many of them had fall..yes sum of them survived but many many if u want to compared to the one that fall n failed? so i told aimi dats the reason why my band stop n being realistic n further our study. well he argue again.he said dat that kinda thinking why u guys keep failing apart.. u should just keep fighting.well, i told him the reality of rockstar.. being a newbie in indie/underground scene of music take a lot more then just dream.. money, time n many more.plus the payment for a gig is too liltle to support everything.plus how many of the indie band had a second job to support their music career? rite? so dats why i gave up the dream n stand on solid ground n been here to further my study because i noe its the only way to survive in the real world..

so what do u think..please leave a comment.. i really need a reply..

- im i too realistic?
-it is truth the december intake students are heart broken?
-am i making a mistakes not pursuiting my dream to be a rockstar?
-should we be realistic in life?

slow talk wif my knuckles buddy

well thanx Saf..
for the soft talk dat we had this evening..
it really means a lot to me..
well, for ur info i xpenah reveal myself that much to anybody before..
u r the first to get to noe the real me..
the old me..
the rebelish,anger,hot tempered, short fuse and suma yg berkaitan ngn nya..
i thanx for open up ur self to me to..
now i can noe u more..
n i think ur frenship is getting stonger n ever..
thanx for beinng there for me..
dgq i merapu2 ttg idup i..
thanx for the support..
n dun worry, im gonna be there for u to..
no matter what..
because u r one n only
knuckles buddy dat i have..
dat signature knuckles is only for u..
specially hand gestures made for u..
sorry, for us..
no one can have dat..
ist our signature move..
thanx babe..
for being my frens..
u a true frens..
thanx Safena Izfazura Haji Ishak..

sesiapa yg berkenaan..

kpd sesapa yg berkenaan,
apa aku dah wat sampai dilayan camni?
setau aku aku xwat papa salah pun kat ang n aku xmengakutkan hati sesapa pun dlm kesedaran aku.. kalu aku ada wat salah, sorry tp kalu xjgn harap aku nk mintak maaf..
wat pa aku nk say sorry utk benda yg aku xwat.. frankly speaking, aku pun xtaw pa masalahnya.. tetiba jew layan aku cmni, tuduh aku cmni, wat naya kat aku (bak kata anwar ibrahim).. cuba face 2 face n say wats da probs.. aku blur xtaw papa setiba jew ko sound aku kat page aku plak yg taw.. apa mslh aku? aku xdak masalah ngn org selagi org tuh stat wat masalah ngn aku.. hanya tuhan yg tahu? tuhan mengetahui yg aku xtaw papa.. nk bila plak aku tagged ko? setaw aku aku xsempat pun lg nk tagged ko.. blum sempat tagged ko dah post tagged tuh kata aku tagged ko.. aku blum pn lg tagged ko..seriously.. well, amybe ada og len kot guna id aku tagged ko.. maklumlah laptop aku nih hakmilik awam suma org yg masuk blik aku suma guna laptop aku.. so maybe ada org yg login blog aku tagged ko..honestly, its not me.. laptop aku dah set dah masuk je page aku dah trus log in xyah buh password..maybe dat da case? is it? sebab aku tagged ko? pa plak masalahnya kalu aku tagged ko? salah ke? eventhough buka aku yg tagged ko...

terserah la kat ko.. aku xwat papa pun..ikut suka ko la nk kaat pa.. but spoiler alert.. u dun wanna see me angry, bcuz when im angry im an asshole n bastard dat noe no limit.. im also a hot tempered.. so, dun test my patient.. once i explode, theres no turning back! dats just who i am

pad160 down pad170 r next..

yup..one more to go..
PAD170 Government N Politics
after this i'll b free from this academic bond for a month n i can live my live freely..

dah start trebayang dah kat pala otak aku
hang out kat khaleel ngn rizal n imran,
lepak umah e-in mkn nasik tomato dia wat
hang out kat mcD pepagi buta,
jamming ngn band aku
jogging time subuh
borak2 ngn kak aku
p mlawat anak menakan aku duarang kt kulim
hm.. pa lg?
mcm2 r..
ops!! terlupa plak
ble p jumpa My Sweet lil' Blood Angel time sem break nih..
peh,, rindu gila kat ~My Shiteru~ aku..
jumpa dia t nk hug dia puas2..lepas rindu

wait2!!!

adam... final xabih lg.. focus kat 170 dulu bru pikiaq suma2 tuh.. k r nk g study ckit pas2 nk teruskan campaign red alert3 aku..

chow!

6 days 2 go

6 hari lg pasni aku dah free dr kekangn exam yg menyiksakan(seksa k?).. 2 more paper 2 go

PAD160-principles of management
PAD170- government n politics

actually 2 2 paper ni aku xdak probs sgt sebab aku nih jenis yg kuat merapu n slalunya paper2 PAD nih aku merapu jew n pikiaq logik.. so, aku slalunya lepas cm2 jew..he3.. maybe its just dumb luck..

paper2 aku sem nih bkn susah pun aku yg malas nk pegang n menelaah pelajaran. so, i got no one to blame except for myself.. aku mmg xsalahkn sesapa pn.. aku redha jew.. aku mmg amat teramat malas sem ni.. relax jew byk.. ni tgk r skrg nih.. ble plak blogging esok ada paper ni.kalu nk bg statistic maybe aku study 20% jew kot 4 the whole sem, n suma tuh time study week jew.. so kalu pointer aku ser sem nih mmg aku deserve it.

dah ar aku malas nk ckp pasai study2 nih bek aku sembang pasai benda yg menentu aku time lepaih final nih.. well pasni aku dah free n ble keja..

swenz kopitiam, wait 4 me!!!
sebulan lebey gak r aku ble keja.. keja dah konpem dpt..boss aku ckp anytime when u r ready.he3.. pasni, kira 2 taun r aku menjadi staff swenz.. walaupun not all d atime i where there but it still count 4 sumthing.. pastu aku dah ble ada kat rumah teman makpak aku.. cian diorang boring jew dok umah suma anak2 xdak kat umah.tp pasni suma dah blk ble r kita satu family hang out lepak2 gelak2 kuat kat umah.. n the kak ngn adik aku pun akan pn balik gak.. so, once again we will be faimly again..eventhough its just gonna be for 1 month but its totally worth it..
maybe sebab tuh ar aku slalu maleh blk walaupun umah dekat jew.. xcukup korum.. kak ngn adk aku xdak xbesh r.. member2 pun bz.. suma study.. sem break nih ble r lepak2 sebab depa suma pn cuti..its gonna be a blast, 4 sure..

ok, gotta go.. nk study nih.. esok ada paper management

my biodata...

FULL NAME
+ADAM AR-RASHID BIN MOHAMAD RASDI+

NICKNAME
+ADAM,aCe+,RUCKFULES+

AGE
+18+

BURFDAY
+17 APRIL 1990+

BIRTH PLACE
+PULAU PINANG+

ADDRESS
+######+

EMAIL ADDRESS
+ ruckfules4real@yahoo.com.. (FOR MYSPACE N YM)+

HOBBY
+DOWNLOAD STUFF, WATCHING WWE, SURFING DA NET, SMOKING, TEASING PEOPLE+

AMBITION
+SUPERHERO+

MY FAVOURITE FOOD
+MY MUM'S COOKING+

MY FAVOURITE DRINK
+LYCHEE, CORDIAL DRINK, SORT DRINK+

MY FAVOURITE COLOUR
+BLACK,WHITE N PINK+

MY FAVOURITE CLOTHE DESIGN
+A.L.I-ACTION LADFIGURE INC+

MY FAVOURITE ACCESSORY
+RUBBER BAN+

MY FAVOURITE ANIMAL
+CAT+

MY SWEETEST MEMORY
+ONE OLD LADY CALL ME A HERO,SAVIOR,GOOD PERSON OVER AND OVER AGAIN BCUZ I SAVE HER FROM BEEN HIT BY A MOTORBIKE+

MY DARK TIME MEMORY
+LOST TOO MANY LOVE ONE IN LIFE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME+

MY PREVIOUS SCHOOL
+SRK PERMATANG PAUH, PENANG FREE SCHOOL, SMK TUN HUSSIEN ONN+

MY CURRENT STUDY INSTITUTION
+UiTM KEDAH+

MY PREVIOUS WORKING PLACE
+SWENZ KOPITIAM+

MY PRINCIPLES OF LIFE
+ENGLISH IS MY PASSION, MALAY IS MY LIFE+
+HE WHO LAUGH LAST, LAUGH LOUDEST+
+DUN JUDGE A BOOK JUST FROM ITS COVER+
+DUN HUNT WHAT U CANT KILL, DUN KILL WHAT U CANT HAVE+