So Long....

bye2 Penang.. aCe+ out! merbok, kedah, im back!!! only for few weeks.then im back to this hellhole. i kinda like it though. well, so long

JANGAN BACA NI, KALAU HIDUP INI HANYA KONGKONGAN!

AKU ADA RUANG SENDIRI,

JANGAN TANYA KENAPA & MENGAPA,

DEWASA ADALAH ASET AKU,

CERIA SELALU HINGGA KE TAHAP MAKSIMAS,

TERBANG BERSAMA AKU,

JANGAN TUDUH AKU JAHAT SEBELUM KENAL,

AKU TAHU APA YANG AKU BUAT,

TAPI KORANG TAKKAN PERNAH TAHU!,

HIDUP INI MESTI BEBAS,

MAKAN, MINUM, BERMAIN...

ATAU JANGAN BUAT APA-APA,

INI ADALAH KEHENDAK MAKSIMAS AKU..

TAPI DIHUJUNG MESTI ADA SEMPADAN,

INGAT ITU!!!!

Buckle Up, There's A War Comin'!

okay, this is it guys.im going bax to Merbok today, going bax to UiTM, going bax n finish what i've started. there a war comin'! n this time, im not going down without a fight, i'll fight in hell if i had to.. this is my redemption, this maybe my damnation but stil if im going down, im goin down swinging, im going down fighting my ass off. wish me luck..

p/s- ayat gempak2, padahal bukan apa pun, just nk get ready utk ambik final..ahaks

Happy Birthday Adam! Sweet 19!

first of all, aku nk ucapkan epy bday utk diri sendri.ye r asik2 org ja ucapkan. taun ni merupakan first time aku ucap happy bday utk diri sendri.. clische? try to look back. time bday korang penah x korang ucap kat diri sendri? jarang kan? so , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM AR-RASHID BIN MOHAMAD RASDI, sweet 19.. actually, aku xsuka sgt celebrate burfday sbb its reminds me dat im getting old n i am one step closer to death. so, biaq r. maleh nk kupas lebih2. meh nk cita ckit. tepat jam 9.15 malam 17 april 1990 dekat Hospital Besaq Penang sorang baby seberat 3.25 kg telah Uwek! lahir ke dunia dgn matanya yg sepet n kulitnya yg agak putih suam2 kuku.ahaks. time tu la first time aku tgk dunia. org ckp sapa yg lahir malam ni ketegaq dia lebih keras.. mmg betui pun.. skrg genap dah umuq aku 19 tahun. tahun akhir sbg sorang remaja.ya, mcm yg aku ckp sblom2 ni aku nk brubah.dah dekat sebulan aku dok ckp, ciap ada wat kontrak lagi n saf ngn aku dah sain dah..tapi as time goes by, aku sedaq. i am a type of person that resist to change. tol x? susah aku nk brubah.. byk benda kalau aku dah stick mmg aku liat nk ubah benda tu. ambik benda simple dah r. limua ais ngn aiq kosong. benda common yg slalu aku oder time makan kat luaq.kalau x limau ais musti laici. tu ja. yup aku mmg kalau dah stick ngn satu benda it takes years for me to change that. sama ngn diri aku.. tapi itu xbermakna aku xkn brubah langsung.. aku akn berubah. tapi slow2.sejak perubahan ni dok lekat kat pala otak aku, benda pertama yg slalu mai ialah pasai drinking. benda tu yg aku nk ubah first. aku nk stop drinking n aku xkn sentuh dah benda haram tuh.yup, mmg dgq geli, tapi series cmon brapa ramai remaja yg drink kan? bukan nk kata aku heavy drinker tapi stil aku nk ubah benda tu.. bkn pa, xbaguih kot.plus, haram dr sisi agama. lagi benda yg aku nk ubah, prangai aku.prangai childish maybe blom nk ubah g, tapi prangai panas baran n short fuse aku.. aku akan try ubah benda tu. xmau dah bebai2 xtentu pasai, xmau dah moody on silly stuf.. aku nk jadik more patient person pasni. thirdly, life management.stat dr ari ni aku nk stat plan idup aku. bkn aku nk uabh truih prinsip aku yg xmau pikiq pasai future aku xplan nk ubah benda tu pun just nk organized idup aku ckit bg x mess up mcm slalu.at least ada plan ckit dr xplan lgsg. susah kaalu xplan lgsg ni n just follow the flow. in some matter ble but in some matter, it wont fit in. forth, punctuality? wow! aku dapat adiah dua jam taun ni. so, paham2 r double meaning org bagi kat aku tu, suro punctual ckit.actually kalau nk tau aku sblom2 ni xpenah ada masalah punctuality ni. seriesly tanya la sapa yg kenai aku sblom masuk uitm kedah, aku mmg punctual. but as life goes on, aku jadik malas. aku slalu punctual tapi org sekeliling aku xpenah nk punctual.. janji nk jumpa pukui 3, aku slalu aku get ready around 2.45 cmtu dah ciap dah, last2 org tu akan mai around 3.30. WTF? so, xmau ubah r aku pny punctuality.aku tggu suma org stat punctual bru aku ubah. tu ja dulu.. aku xmau plan n make revolution byk2 sgt takut nnt suma xble nk wat. mcm nu year pny revolution r. last hampeh satu pun xwat. sepbek tahun ni aku xplan apa2 time nu year. ok, tu ja kot. btw, thanx pada suma yg wish aku.MUMMY, ABAH, AKAK,HAJAR adikku, SAF,IMAH, INA, AIMI, SHAYID,DAYAT, E-IN, AYIP, ADIB, KHUSAINI, SAM, AFTAL, AH SIU, AH MAY, LING LING. n to suma yg igt, thanx. sweet 19 adam..

Aku & Mohawk

kata la apa hampa nk kata.. aku xkesah.. apa, "punk makan sampah? ", "rambut cam durian?", "cicak jatuh konpem mati?". sikit pun xkesah n sikit pun xtrasa.. aku dan mohawk mmg xble nk dipisahkan.. sorry r , walaupun aku dlm proses nk mengubah diri aku tp aku xplan nk ubah hairstyle aku dlm masa terdekat.. peh...mati aku, konpem naek court uitm lg sem depan. ahaks.
pak guard, u better watch out ok!! ahaks

Special Award Dari Rekha

wow.. thanks rekha.. sbb bagi award ni.. aku ngn rekha mmg rapat. ari2 dia baca blog aku n xpnah skali pun dia miss tggal comment kat blog aku.. aku sgt berbangga ada kawan mcm dia.. lots-of-love, mmg dia penuh dgn kasih sayang..rekha mmg caring pada suam kwn2 dia.. walaupun kami hanya berkenalan di alam blogs, but still aku care kat dia.. tahnks again for the award ok.. igt rekha, lots of love..

I Hate Being SiCk....

xshiok kot.. tapi for what its worst, aku sendri yg gatai maen ujan. dah demam nk bebai2 plak.. bodoh gak ek.. tp, besh pa maen ujan.. dulu yime kecik2 slalu kena marah bila maen ujan, ni dah besaq2 pun stil kena marah gak.ish2.. life aint sweet.. haha..xpa, demam ja pun.. eh, jap.. bkn demam ja..selesema g, batuk g.. mmg aku suka carik penyakit r.

p/s- apa aku dok merepek ni????

Specially For You

"angel.."

I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I LOVE YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU,,I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU.. I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU

p/s-only u...

We R Not SkoolMate, We R Not War Buddies, We R Gay!!!

yup.mmg agak keras statement kat atas ni.. jgn risau, akmi 4 4 suma straight.. xdak yg gay, bi pun xdak.. cuma kdg2 kami terover jew. ni lah dia kwn2 aku yg kalau aku nk ubah jdr straight guy ke gay, mungkin sbb depa 3 3 ni la. azam aimil ngn fizi. mmg gila2. to all girls, kalau hampa rasa yg azam tu mulut mmg cm gampang n prangai mmg cm ser, hampa xtgk 100 % lg.. kalau hampa rasa aimil baek n pemalu, fuh anda cilap disitu.. kalau hampa sangka fizi tu pendiam, silap lagi. try r skali skali jenguk masuk malinja espeselly malinja A220, A216 atau A213. try la tgk cmna kami suma bila kat malinja laen x.ha3. ni la 3 org member yg slalu ada kat sisi aku. 24 jam kot ngn depa ni.. gi clas pun skali.. yg paling awai slalu fizi, yg paling lambat slalu aimil.. aku ngn ajam tgh2.kami sedang2 ja lambat.ahaks..

4 gay sejati

first couple, aku ngn fizi..

2dia. tgk second kapel, aimil ngn ajam..



gay siot gmbaq ni..

time ni fizi jadik ceti bg pinjam duit kat aku ngn ajam.last2 skrg dia pun dah pokai dah.ahaks.

cute x ajam tidoq?? haha

ni la first time aku tgk aimil tidoq mata tertutup.series!

hamtu gay tgh merasuk!!!!

tiga tiga bajet hot!!

tgk, sbb tu mai lmbt time clas. time dah dah 2 suku, xgerak2 pun lg g clas.ish2

aku baru pas ciap, ajam baru pas mandi

bajet suma nk wat muka ganas aimil pi wat muka comey dia plak.ish2

mmg gay!!!!

ajam tgh melalak time ni, aku ngn fizi snap pic dulu!!!

gay gaya jepun!!!

Hard Penny..

as i was puffing my morning smkoking just now, while my mind flying nowhere annoyed about life sucking experience and bout my empty pockye wothout any penny left to spent, theres a middle age man walk past me. i stared at him curiously. as i sat down on anonymous motorecycle whom i dunno the owner, puffing my ciggys, that man walked into garbages dump. i crook.. i kept on wondering what the hell hes doing in that garbages dump. i ignored him for a while. 5 minutes later, he popped out from that damnation of life. with a few empty 1.5 litre pepsi's bottles.i stunned. know i understand.hes picking up some empty bottles and cans to sell. wow. im speechless at that time. my mind whcih had flew away just now, came back to mys soul.. i wondered. i respect.he willing to do anything just to earn some money so that he can survived life, or maybe feed his kids n spouse. as he walked to another garbages dump, i relished myself. wow! sometimes life is hard, even harder for soem other people. it is hard even for them to eat n stay living. i look at myself. how spoiled i am. my life maybe isnt damn sweet as i aspected but is far far better is compare to some unlucky bastards out there. wow! i walked away from there just to avoid any more filty thoughts that could ruin my day n moods. i'd learned a hard lesson by just looking at that man. again, life aint sweet, get a helmet, what i used to said. but how bout them that dun even affort a helmet to buy? still, they survived. me? i dunno.

I Heart DPA3D

seriesly, aku sayang sgt2 clas aku, DPA3D.. sgt2 syg..clas ni plg rock, plg poyo, plg gila babi, plg mengjengkelkan.still, aku syg. aku bangga jadik clas rep utk dpa3d. aku ngaku dulu awai2 aku mmg bebai gila babi bilamasa sem lepaih aku(time tu clas B) terpaksa di tendang kluaq n dipaksa masuk ke clas D.skrg, aku sikit pun x menyesal.sgt2 sonok ada la.kpd suma outcasters, remember, we r the outcast but stil we r the best..nothing gonna change that fact.tol x? arap sgt suma 21 outcasters suma akan still ada utk sem depan. jgn tukaq clas ok.. n kepada org2 len, please r clas kami dah nk crowded dah.cukup2 r tuh ok.. n aku nk nyatakan kat cini, aku kat cini nk melepaskan tanggungjawab aku sbg clas rep utk DPA3D. sory, bkn aku xsuka pegang jawatan ni, aku suka sgt tambah2 utk cla sni, utk clas len jgn arap aku nk pegang jawatan. sbb pa taw, clas ni senang sgt nk urus.. xbyk karenah, suma ikut ja.. xpening pala aku. aku nk lepas jawatan aku bkn pa sbb sem dpn aku akan bizi ngn tugaq sbg exco2 dipac. aku xmau la aku xwat plak keja aku sbg clas rep.. xmau keja bertindih plak nnt., so bek aku lepaih n bg org len plak pegang..actually dr awai sme ni lg aku nk lepai tp hampa suma xmau..so, sem depan sory sgt ak xterpaksa lepaihkan jugak.. nnt aku xble nk perform susah hampa plak nnt, plus bg r chance kat org len plak kan.aku dah pgg dua sem dah pun. cukup2 r tuh..btw, syg hampa suma. ajam,aimil,fizi,adi,boy,baby,awe,yus,pak lah,ijat,amini,mirul,saf,imah,zati,aten,wani dolphin,CT,wani penang ngn reen.syg hampa suma!!!

Without You

yes.. i am missing u rite now. who? YOU!!! yes i am refering to you,girl. the only one.. the one who stole my heart. yes YOU, "angel..".. i miss u.. without you here, im lost track in time, i lost my appetite to eat, i lost my mood even to smoke.god i wish i could just teleport myself back there to be with u.. without you, im helpless, really..so i dedicated this song to you..

Hinder

Without You

Extreme Behaviour

I just wanna be alone tonight

I just wanna take a little breather

Cause lately all we do is fight

And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something's changed

You've been acting so strange

And its taking its toll on me

Its safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seein myself so differently

I didn't wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away Well I never thought I'd say

I'm fine Without you

Called you up cause' it's been long enough

And you said that you were so much better

We have done a lot of growing up

We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange

And it's taken its toll on me

It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seein myself so differently

I didn't wanna believe it thenBut it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away Well I never thought I'd say

I'm fine Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange

And it's taken it's toll on me

It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seein myself so differently

I didn't wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say

I'm fine, Without you

Without you

Without you

Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight,

I just wanna take a little breather.

Sweet Life In A220

kalau entry sblom ni pic2 aku tgh sewel mlm2 buta entry ni bukan okay. entry ni just my ussual routine bila aku dpn AcePire aku aka laptop aku yg xabih bayaq lg tu.. benda2 nomel yg aku wat dpn AcePire aku-tersenyum sengeh, senyum nampak gigi, bergelak terbahak2 pun ada tp xsempat snap pics, bakaq rokok, hembus rokok, padam rokok. noeml.sweet life in front of lappy in Malinja A220. sepbek sem depan still ble dok dlm kolej lg kalau x tggai memory ja suma ni. sepbek gak smpat snap pic.ahaks.enjoy

Bila AKu Dah Sewel..

hahaha.. mmg sewel. ni pic2 aku sem lepaih.time ni xclap aku pukui 4 ke 5 pagi,xsure..tgh study accounting 1 sbb pukui 9 pastu aku ada final.xtidoq langsung.aku stayed up dr awai smapi pagi sblom pi ambik final.patut pun kau repeat.ahaks. actually suma paper except BEl sem pelaih suma aku stayed up.. xmau buat dah cmtu. blur kot time dok jawap paper bila stayed up.sem ni aku nk brubah. nk prepare awai2..ni pic2 ni suma prove kesewelan time demam final merebak ke UiTM Kedah..sweet memory though!!!