my top 10 list....

MY TOP 10 BAND

1) Linkin Park
2) Sum 41
3) My Chemical Romance
4) Blink 182(+44 n Angels and Airwaves)
5) Billy Talent
6) GreenDay
7) Breaking Benjamin
8) Bullets for My Valentines
9) Fall Out Boy
10 Avenged Sevenfold

MY TOP 10 LOCAL BAND

1) Pop Shuvit
2) DragonRed
3) Disagree
4) Hujan
5) OAG
6) Couple
7) eStranged
8) Meet Uncle Hussain
9) Plague Of Happiness
10 The Official

MY TOP 10 SONG

1) When Your Heart Stop Beating- +44
2) Walking Disaster- Sum 41
3) Hey There Delilah- Plain White T's
4) So Cold- Breaking Benjamin
5) Never Too Late- 3 Days Grace
6) Cute Without The E-Taking Back Sunday
7) Tears Dont Fall- Bullets For My Valentines
8) Ready, Set, Go- Tokio Hotel
9) Surrender- Billy Talent
10 The Only Song- Sherwood

TOP 10 TV SERIES

1) Lost
2) Prison Break
3) Supernaturals
4) How I Meet Your Mother
5) Desperate Housewives
6) My Name Is Earl
7) 24
8) Las Vegas
9) Terminator-Sarah Connor Chonicles
10 Heroes

TOP 10 REALITY SHOW

1) Survivor
2) Pirate Master
3) Amazing Race
4) Rockstar
5) Ikon
6) Charm School
7) One In A Million
8) MyTeam
9) 30 Second To Fame
10 Are You Smarter Than 6 Grader?

MY ACTIV10

1) My Shiteru- cinta hatiku
2) Dayat- one my beshfren, MMU-Degree in EngineerinG
3) MaxeemuSe-one of my beshfren,MMU-Degree In Law
4) Hana- hm.. im not sure her status..maybe one of my frens
5) Lyn- my coursemate
6) Saf- my buddies,my babe fren, my knuckles frens
7) Fatin- hm ex-clasmate
8) Sheela-my beloved cousin
9) Nadeeya- long-lost frens
10 Sachira-hm.. just a frens. i dun even noe my she stil in my avtiv10

MY TOP 10 SOFTWARE

1) Ares- my downlaod gears.
2) Mp3maker
3) dBPowerAMP Music Converter
4) Photoshop
5) Youtube Downloader
6) Limewire
7) BearShare
8) Movie Maker
9) 3GP Converter
10 HiDownload

MY TOP 10 WEBSITE

1) www.ruckfules4real.blogspot.com - my blog
2) www.myspace.com/ruckfules4real
3) www.wwe.com
4) www.youtube.com
5) www.channelv.com/amp
6) www.wikipedia.com
7) www.anwaribrahimblog.com
8) www.yahoo.com
9) www.google.com
10 www.faradibanuar.blogspot.com

MY TOP 10 TV CHANNEL

1) Starworld
2) Starmovie
3) AXN
4) 8TV
5) MTV
6) [V]
7) Hitz.tv
8) Starsport
9) ESPN
10 TV3

MY TOP 10 WRESTLERS

1) Jeff Hardy
2) John Cena
3) Edge
4) Phenomenal AJ Styles
5) Matt Hardy
6) Christian Cage
7) Batista
8) Randy Orton
9) Triple H
10 Kane

MY TOP 10 FOOTBALLERS

1) Cristiano Ronaldo
2) Wayne Rooney
3) Steven Gerard
4) John Terry
5) Ryan Giggs
6) Micheal Ballack
7) Kaka
8) Lionel Messi
9) Fernando Torres
10 Ronaldo

MY TOP 10 FOOTBALL TEAM

1) Manchester United
2) Liverpool
3) Chelsea
4) AC Milan
5) Real Madrid
6) Reading
7) Newcastle United
8) Manchester City
9) Hull City
10 Arsenal

happiness is....

gembira, seronok, suka,excited,, happy go lucky keriangan dan seantero dengannya.

but it it true?

can people be truely happy?

apa itu happiness?

apa itu kegembiraan?

seronok time dpt hadiah time burfday?
seronok time dipuji?
suka bila ada org appreciate hasil kerja kita?
suka bila ada org trima cinta kita?

adakah itu happiness??

sesetgh org mungkin setuju yg kegembiraan itu sesuatu yg menyenangkan..

BUT

for some other people,,,

happiness seem imposible...

agak mustahil bg sesetgh org utk mengecapi kegembiraan.
agak sukar utk merasai keriangan kerana hidup mereka sentiasa penuh dgn kedukaan, sengsara, keperitan.. kegembiraan bg golongan ini hanya utk terus bernyawa n teruskan hidup yg sentiasa penuh dgn pancaroba...

kegembiraan boleh dicipta dgn wujudnya

KEPALSUAN

FAKE...

how many poeple fake their happiness?

kepura-puraan mengisi ruang hidup mereka demi sebuah kehidupan yg normal..

BUT

HOW LONG CAN THEY HOLD IT BEFORE

EXPLODE??


kepura-puraan memerlukan kesabaran yg tinggi...

sampai manakah tahap kesabaran seseorang itu?

mampukah dia bertahan till the end of time?

adakah berbaloi utk berpura-pura gembira sedangkan merana menusuk jiwa?


WATS GONNA HAPPEN IF THIS PEOPLE STOP TRYING TO FAKE IT?



it be the end for them?
wat if they choose to stop believing?


can other people have the happiness?

mampukah org lain melihat org len merana?

adakah ia mustahil ?


ONLY TIME WILL TELL....

Priceless piC from last semester..

DAP1B.. all boys suit Up!!! hahaha.. syg amini xdak dlm gmbaq nih.. syg amir ngn edd dah xdak kt cmpus nih..hmm...

DPA1B candid Pic..cute hah??

meor call dis pic just half....

i luv dis pic so much.. spontan gila babi.. amir tgh cuci mulut kuddus nk tgkap gambaq.. pic nih dkt tanda blok TEC

NEXT BUNCH OF PIC IS FROM MY LAST DAY PIC

amir last day in uitm.. all of us did not noe he was leaving..

standing-(l-r)hakim,jufri, kuddus, me n syahril

sit-meor n amir

yg cemperak ckit ngn botol-Edd

hahahahaha..lawa x pic nih?

syafiq yg ambik pic nih.. smart x?

NEXT PIC IS BOUT OUR CRAZY HOUR!!!!!

wat tangga...

cam rock band pny album cover x?

huhuhuhu...

friendship....

is kinda weird if i just keep writing bout life isnt it?



so today im gonna write bout friendship.. most wonderful thing dat around teenagers life.. its can hurt us, make us happy, even make us closer or further to our family.. i belive evryone have a friends rite? but wat does friendship means to us? everybody have their own P.O.V bout frenship.. n wat does frenship mean to me? n wats do mean to us?







some say,







FRIENDSHIP MEANS BRO's OR WE ARE SISTERS!!!







for somebody else friendhsip mean







A SECRETS DATS EACH OTHER SHARE



somebody else say



FRIENDSHIP IS ALL BOUT BACK U BACK N COVER FOR U?


and some say




FRIENDSHIP IS ABOUT PLACTIC N FAKE...



so which one is the true meaning of frenship?



to me frenship is bout....







WELL, I DUN REALLY NOE, SERIOUSLY!!!

i have so many frens and for each of them frenship bring differents meaning.. i dun noe.. maybe i just being silly or maybe it just true.. for rite now i do have some really good frens..




first of foremost, i like to about AJAM(azam bin zakaria)..


well, his my rumates, my besh buddies here in uitm kedah, well ok he is my mentor.i learn so many things bout life from him.well maybe bcuz the fact that he is older then me(he's 20 n im just 18).. he is so realistic person well its kinda differents from me bcuz i'm kinda person dat realistic sumtimes n sumtimes optimistic..so its really weird how we ended being frens eventhough our personality kinda different is every angle. u noe how we can be frens?






CIGARETTES..



yeah.. its true.. he



's responsible for me being a smoker, but its not really his fault becuz i choose to be a smoker.. its my decision not his.. so, from sharing cigars, we get close, hang out together playing games, talking sharing stories n we become close.. as wrong as it sound, but we ended ebing a rumates this semester n yes we r sharung locker.. my mum used to said in hostel life if u really close wif somebody dun be in the same room bcuz its gonna effect ur relationship.. she spoke based on her xpereince but not to me.. me n ajam getting closer just becuz we r rumates.. so dat theory is not really true..




so wats my frenship wif ajam is all about



IS IT JUST ABOUT CIGARETTES?




but we did share some stories togother so wat can i say is cigarettes is only as a steooing stine of our frenship so i should thanx cigarettes .. bcuz of it, me and him r close frens..







so wat ever frenship means to us, its doenst matters bcuz its wat make us who we r.. some might say dats is a fake frenship but, it is true? no.. a just a part of frenship.. eventhough is our frenship is based on lies, is still a frenship bcuz dat wat make us click.. dat wat make us talks.. dats wat maku us share..

ajam n me..

MY SHADOW GUARDIAN

In this lonely day nothing standstill upon the way
Beautiful sky in blue vanish and turn to grey
Fear full in when people choose not to stay
The one who’s weak become a bait for a prey

Demolition past through like a wind blows by
No one shall cry because tears have dried
The one who still live which to die
But not for me, it just a beginning not goodbye

I’ll fight them all with all the guts I got
MY SHADOW GUARDIAN always there behind my back
She will never let me be ambrosia or anyone whack shack
I’m like a brick wall that no one can ever crack

Amendable creature that you are
You make me strong and come this far
Pull me up when I’m feeling down
Hold me back when I’m about to drown
Thank you, because saving me from darkness of time
Now my life worth more than a dime

I do know that your power have limitation
I’m sorry; it’s just to much temptation
I’d push you too much under desperation
I just want to make the world free from destruction

My hope right now that’s someday you will come back
Be by my side like Sally and Jack
I’m willing to give my soul for eternity
As long as you’ll come back and we stay in this fraternity
We can make this world bright again and full of entity
Most important is love of us can conquer all, entirely…

THE SQUARE ROOT OF THREE

I fear that I will always be
As lonely number root three
A three is all that’s good and right
Why must my three keep out of sight?
Beneath a vicious square-root sign
I wish instead I were nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick
With just some quick arithmetic
I know that I’ll never see the sun
As 1.7321

Such is my reality
As sad irrationally
When hark, just what is I see?
Another square root number three
Has quietly come waltzing by
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer
Rejoicing as integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square-root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed


A poem of love by
Kumar Patel
Harold and Kumar 2:
Escape from Guantanamo Bay

adapted from FD myspace...

1 Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?
- but it myself.. i have 3, i lost one of it

2 Who is the main person you talk to daily?
-ajam, meor and adi(my besh buddies)

3 When was the last time you commented to number 2?
-last ten minutes

4 Where are your guy and girl friends?
-on her bed, i guess..

5 Did you enjoy your weekend?
-hell yeah.. especially today.. we went out..hav a hell of a time at CS..hahaha.. karoke, bowling, teasing each other,.. besh thing ever


6 Could you live without a computer?
-i used to, but now, cannot!!!!!

7 Could you live without your phone?
- hmm.tricky question.. i think i can for the first half n hour, after im gonna start killing poeple...

8 Suppose you see your boy/girlfriend kissing another person; what would you do?
-hmm. first, smile, then raise my middle finger, say "FUCK YOU, BIACHT.."

9 Is your phone within a meter radius of you?
-mesti lah...

10 Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from?
-adi ciput..he call and ask bout PAD160 eventhough his from just nearby..pemalas pny ciput...

11 If you were given $100 would you spend it or save it?
-save it..hahahaha.. xmungkin terjadi..joli r!!!

12 How many different people have sent you a text in the last 20 msg's?
-~My ShiteRu~, hana my besh fren,adha my rumate, boy my coursemate,aimi, n hotlink

13 Are you listening to music right now?
-breaking benjamin-so cold.. fucking lovin' dis song.. never gonna b out-of-date in my playlist

14 What exactly are you wearing?
-hmm.. alain delon spender(hahaha), my rm5 3/4 short beli kat pasar mlm, n my form5 basketball sleeveless t-shirt..

15 When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with out life?
-the last second.. i enjoy my life every second of it

16 Do you text or call? How often?
-depends on my pre-paid

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?-ADI CIPUT..kan dah jawap td.mangkuk pny soklan!!!!

18 When was the last time you ran?-last nite at 2 am.. kejaq ajam sebab nk trajang dia.hahaha..childish rite? who can blame us..

19 What should you be doing?-sleep.. i got clas next morning at 8am.. now ist alredy 3.42am

20 What is the status of the last person who texted you?-hana? my beshfren now, n my Ex..haha..cliche hah?

21 Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
-nope. but invisiblely? yes!!!!

22 Do you have any friends named Robby?-nope. robin ada r.. tu pun nick name ja la.. kami org mesia r..pa la...hahaha

23 Do you get annoyed when people dont text back?
-depends..

24 Who were your last 3 texts in your phone Inbox?
-bapak r... td top20 ni top 3 plak.. all hana texts..

LIFE IS FULL OF SUPRISES

sumtimes is good sometimes is bad.. depends on the suprises itself.. suprises sometimes(brapa byk sometimes daaa..) make us happy,bright up of boring day n make it meaningful make us want to push ur self to the limit..

BUT

sometimes suprises come at the less time dat we xpect, sumtimes da suprises was just on a simple thing,like raining day, date canceled(dats really suck!!!), we Coincidencely bang ur head wif ur Ex in da mall.. and sometime surprises can be on the thing dat really really hard to accept such as, break up, something we love so much is taken away from us and sometimes
death of someone we cared bout.....

HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS??

theres nothing we can do about suprises... its was alredy writen, so we just hav to deal with it..maybe it seem hard for someone, make us feel down, make us to stop believing,make us to stop living ur life..yeah i noe its some of the decision dat we will make, but

SHOULD WE???

or we can be strong n fight it.. past it trough.. make it as a lesson of life dat will make us a better person in da future.make us stronger than everyone else, evenhough others wont even notice, but we noe dat its true.. so

wish decision dat we will make??




LIFE ISnt ABOUT RUNNING AWAY

yeah.. is d easiest choice.. but

SHOULD TAKE IT??

till when we gonna keep running? the the end of time? our entirely life? r we willing to spent ur life just on running? or

HAVE SOME GUTS

and have our problems like n adult, grown up....yeah again, its hard but its da rite thing to do.. how look at it this way, how many people dat willing to stop running? how many people dats willing to mae a choice to stay n fight? dun we want to be da one dat stay? dun we want so look back someday when we old n say,

I"D NEVER RUNS AWAY I FIGHT IT WILL ALL I GOT N WITH DIGNITY...

wouldnt it be nice to remember dat moment.. its damn priceless.. eventhough how suck our life gonna turn out to be, at least we can hold on to something.. something dat will make us proud n feel good n when we bout to leave da world we wont have any grudge on ourself or feel something wrong...


LIFE IS ALL BOUT MAKING CHOICE

simple choice, hard choice, life treaten choice.. wat dress should i wear today, hwo hairstyle should i do today, should i couple with this gurl/guy, should i pay from my parent sins, should i DIE for it?

like it or not we have to make a choice in any situation.. whether its a right decision, we'll never noe until we make one.. will we regret da decision? we'll never noe. will dat decison effect our life entirely? we'll never noe.. is it da biggest wrong decision dat we'd made? we'll never noe..

BUT

its something dat we have to live with.. like or not, decision had been made.. we cant turn back da time to re-do it, so just live with it.. at least we noe its wrong, n we'll learn sumthing..


LIFE IS ALL ABOUT MAKING MISTAKES...

we r normal human being.. all of us make mistakes.. but will we make da same mistakes twice? dtas lie in our own hand.. sum people they just never learn.. dey keep making da same mistakes over n over again.. wats shame on them.. will we be like them? decision its in ur own hand.. make a choice.. mistakes dat we make is actually

A BLESSING IN DISGUISE..

becuz of the mistakes, we learn somthing new n gain a new experience.. we maybe hate ur self so much at the moment, but after dat maybe never, we'll realize dat the mistakes we made, make us a better person. some, keep doing mistakes.hahahaha