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May 23, 2009

Words

It Takes A Big Man To Make An Apology, And Today, I Am That Big Man.
So, I Am Sorry.....

May 22, 2009

At Some Point

remember when i used to quo that Bro's Before Ho's. well, at some point, i refuse to believe that. i do think that Ho's at some point come firsts before Bro's. really. i do came up with that prevously eventhough i quo it a lot in my life. but after i read Eddy's blog, i do realize, no, shouldnt done that. Bro's should first everytime. u know why, Ho's give u pleasureness, everytime. they make u feel love, feel appreciated n all of that lovey dovey stuff make it u wishes that u'll marry her at some point. but when we in love, i tense to forgot one cold fact. which is, all the fun we had with our Bro's. all the prank, all the hang out, all the stupid things we will done, all the mind blowing stuff that we never thought we'll cross. aint it? yeah! so i knwo understand u "angel..", why u will choose ur frens at some point, eventhough it seem reckless to me at that time. i didnt think straight at that time. but now, i totally understand, cuz i will make the same call as u if i am in the same situation though. so, Bro's Before Ho's.

p/s- SAF. u aint just my babe frens. u r in my Bro's list.remember that!

May 21, 2009

Mildseven Suck Ass!!!

u heard me, mildseven suck! i will never, again, NEVER ever gonna buy mildseven anymore. mildseven suck!!!!! but stil, credit to winston the best ciggys ever, not even dunhill can beat its my top 1 spot. fuck mildseven

May 19, 2009

The Selection.

okay2. baru aku sedaq yg slama ni aku xpenah pun cita yg aku nk pi interview ni. okay2 meh kita stat dari mula. time aku form 4 cmtu dulu aku ada join satu program ni wakil penang. nama program ni Perkampungan Penulis Muda Bersama Sasterawan Negara, seminggu kat Seremban kami berkampung ngn A.Samad Said. Hm.. mmg besh gila program tuh. aku kenai ramai org n wat byk kawan baru, siap ada wat Team lagi, kami buh nama team kami F!sHb0nE n kami beli satu t-shirt suma sama dimana ada gambaq tulang ikan kat baju tuh. stat dari program tuh aku mula kembangkan bakat aku dalam penulisan puisi, awat skema sangat ayat aku ni. okay2, kat program tu aku kira agak shine r dlm group aku. so sesetgh student yg pi yg depa rasa berbakat diorang ambik nama n diorang kata kalau ada open competition ke apa ke diorang akan jemput join. aku terpilih gak. n lebey kurang time lepaih spm ada skali diorang jemput aku join pertandingan sajak tapi aku turn down.so dari situ diorang telah offer aku join satu lagi program di mana kami akan di interview. bukan interview kita patut panggil selection lagi betui. lepaih selection diorang akan pilih around 80 org cmtu utk pegi intensif art program kat KL ke Seloangor aku xsure Januari taun depan. lepaih intensive to pla, diorang akan select lg brapa org ntah untuk further study dlm degree in english litereture kat UK ke US aku xsure. sorry, byk info aku xtaw, aku kat reckless mana nk ambik taw info2 suma.ha3. so, itulah yg terjadik ari ni. aku tlah pi selection tu tadi. stat dari pukui 9.30 pagi tadi sampai around 6 cmtu tadi. sama masa ja cam aku pi keja kat Swenz. siot tol. result akan dapat taw lagi sebulan camtu whether aku dapat join intensive program depa ke x.



the selection. hm.. camna nk cita ek. okay around pukui 9.40 camtu kami suma di minta untuk daftarkan diri. agak2 aku dalam 100 lebih gak r diorang interview utk penang punya section. so, pastu diorang bahagi kami dlm 3 group. kami suma dipisahkan dlm 3 bilik yg berbeza di mana kana akan di judge.aku dpt no bilik no 2. no aku plak 17. camtaik kan? ahaks. so, first session kami kena perform 3 poem atau puisi. sorry, amybe aku xsedaq benda ni sblom ni tapi aku perform suma puis english kot.aku perform poem My Sweet Lil' Blood Angel, Life Aint Sweet Outcasters, For You Imah. kalau nk baca seacrh tajuk poem tu kat blog aku. org len suma kebykannya perform puisi melayu utk ketiga-tiga. ada la sorang dua yg perform melayu ngn english campuq.hm.. tu yg wat aku agak neves tuh. so aku wat bodo ja la. first poem aku perform My Sweet Lil' Blood Angel aku pakai back up music lagi kot, bunyi lead gitar lagu Someday-Flipsyde. komen yg aku dapat dari ketua judge, laki middle age aku lupa nama dia.ahak. dia komen- puisi anda agak conflicted. phrase pertama anda ckp yg anda xbetui2 cintakan dia tapi bila masuk second phase anda mcm expresskan perasaan plak.tapi saya suka penggunaan kata dlm puisi anda.kalau ble jawap memang aku dah balas dah, xbaca leklok kat scrapbook aku tuh. dlm first phrase aku dah xplain kot yg pasai pa aku buh ayat "i never truly love u" tuh. biaq r.tggu punya tunggu2, ntha brapa lama ntah sampai turn aku blk utk peform poem kedua. aku perform poem life aint sweet outcasters.backup music stil ada. aku pakai bunyi lead guitar radio-video ngn question! -system of a down.judge tu ckp simple jew- full of anger tapi nice.peh, bangga gila aku. seriesly.pastu tggu lagi sampai turn aku blk utk peform last poem aku. actually time sblom last perform tu aku dah teragak2 dah. nk perform poem "For You Imah" ke atau nk perform "change the world".last aku pick For You Imah sbb aku pikiq kalau poem love2 ni senang nk feel ckit. so i gamble ja la.pas perform judge to soal aku- awak semua perform english ja? aku angguk ja. dia wat muka slamba pastu tanya lagi. fatimah dzuhra ni betui2 wujud ke atau aku reka watak dia. aku jawap dia ngn melalut mua, "dia mmg org betui nk skrg dia ada kat kl tgh keja kedai donut"pastu aku sambung g. "pada saya, senang nk menjiwai kalau kita put a real person in our words kalau kita cipta susah nk feel. itu bagi saya la xtaw org len." pastu judge tu tanya balik. "masria's bay tu kat mana". aku jawap "yg tu metaphor ja. masria tu sebenarnya nama kolej pompuan kat campus saya". dia wta muka pelik.pastu dia senyum.haha.pastu tggu pny tggu lagi abih suma performance diorang bagi kami break n bagi kami lunch. pastu masuk plak session 2.




session tu suma bab2 drama. bab yg aku lemah gila babi kena blakon.peh cam haram. aku prepare 3 screenplay utk session ni tapi aku mmg dah taw nk pakai yg mana. aku pakai drama "life as a rockstar" aku. skali lagi tggu2 las2 lepaih mamat no 16 dah setel aku perform. kami hanya perlu perform satu scene je. aku pilih scene yg monlog dalaman. senang ckit. pastu pas daha bih diorang bahagi kami lagi bagi kpd 9 group.setiap group akan di beri tajuk n kena perform drama.agak susah r. tu ja la session 2.
session last skali. kami semua diberikan motion yg berbeza2 n dlm masa sejam kena wat poemn then perform ikut number. aku dapat motion "tradegi" so ntah mana pala otak aku pi aku ble slamba ja wat poem lebih kurang macam poem aku yg title "my love triangle". xsampai setgh jam aku dah siap. siap ble pi isap rokok lagi.peh, relax ja aku kan. pastu aku perform la. judge gemok tu tanya lagi. "apa tradeginya dalam puisi anda ni?" aku jawap "tragedi hati dan perasaan, dimana seorg laki harus membuat pilihan antara dua pompuan yg sayangkan dia.". dia wta muka blur dia lagi.



so, tu ja la selection aku ari ni. aku seriesly xsure la aku ble jadik top 80 utk pi intensive program tu ke x. 50-50. sebab? first aku perform suma english kot, bagi aku xdak salah papa r tapi mana kita nk taw dari mata judges tu suma kan.kedua, banyak gak mamat2 ngn minah2 len yg baguih2.bersemnngat gila babi perform, suma kebykn patriotic punya puisi, maybe di situ pin point aku utk lepaih selection ni, aku guna them love so aku berlainan gak r kan.kita tgk la nanti ek aku ble lepaih ke x.letih ni. nk rehat jap okay.thanx sb bac. panjang gla babi aku tulih kali ni.

May 18, 2009

Its Time For Me To Prove Myself

Tommorow's Interview..Well Prepared..3 Main Poem..2 Back-Up As Good As Main.. 1 Posibble ScreenPlay..2 Back-Up ScreenPlay..One Group Work..One Suprise Attack Art Form.. Over 400 Candidates.. 80 Something Will Be Selected To The Art Program In January 2009..Am I The One? We'll See..

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ni lah dia warga2 swenz dikala xdak customers. ahaks. aku baru stat keja balik seminggu dah macam2 prangai kluaq, yg plek2 plak tuh. suma dah brubah personality dah.


May 17, 2009

Political NickName

Ir Nizar- Bintang Tiga
Dr.Zambry-Mamak, Mahatma Zambry
Pakatan Rakyat-Fuckatan Rakyat

Baguih la tuh Wahai warga BPN-Blogger Penegak Negara Sekalian wat la nickname banyak2 lagi.hancurkan lagi bangsa melayu yg sememangnya di ujung tanduk dah pun. jangan suatu hari nanti malaysia jadik cam india suatu masa dulu dimana Mahatma Gandhi Dibunuh Oleh Org India Sendri. Pikirlah sendri. Pegangan aku stil sama.aku xsokong mana2 parti, aku xsokong mana2 political institution. aku cuma suka bagi pendapat.as far as my vote goes, aku ikut pemimpin, bukan parti. walaupun gaya aku macam aku akan pangkah kat pakatan rakyat, dun be so sure guys. kalau DUN kawasan aku Seberang Jaya, aku akan still vote untuk Ariff Shah, sbb pada aku, dia pemimpin yg baguih. tu ja!

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