Thin Line Between Guys Type

lepaih baca post FD@ FaraDib @ Diba @ Fara @ akak Faradiba (byk tol nickname ang weh.ish2),http://faradibanuar.blogspot.com/ aku tergerak nk wat entry ni. bukan nk critic bukan nk defense, tp just nk bagi opinion aku. laki yg suma mark up diri sendri? hm..

frankly speaking, aku pun kdg2 mark up gak diri sendri.besa r manusia kan. sapa yg xpenah wat benda ni. nomel. tapi byk kes yg jadik, arrogant terlebih. or dgn erti kata len, bajet. besa r tuh. kadang2 kita sendri pun xsedaq yg kita dok mark up @ bajet diri sendri. maybe in this type of people defense, diornag bangga dgn whatsoever life gaining exp yg diorag ada. makpak diorang success or diorang tergolong dlm golongan yg elite. mmg kdg2 dgq arrogant or menunjuk2 tapi stil diorang bangga dgn apa yg diorang ada. kalau diorang xbangga sapa lg nk bangga kan. kaalu xbangga org ckp xbersyukur plak kan. standed r mulut org. bak kata Mat Jan, mulut cm juboq ayam.ha3. people choose to critic in everything but its not that they r 100% wrong. tapi, kdg2 mark up lebih yg mmg annoyying @ mejengkel kan(perkataan favorit sem ni). cmon r kalau ya pun bangga xpayah r lebih2 kan. ckit2 org ble trima g. plus, org len bkn suma loser in term of life. suma ada kejayaan sendri cuma kebanyakan org they choose to not let it glow in public. just be anon. bagus pa cmtu. nk tayang pun, ckit cukup r. sbb nnt org akan pikiq len nk wat conclusion plak. bak kata lect aku Sir Nash, "Perception Is Everything, Reality Is Nothing " (which i dun disagree!). bila org dah wat perception abih r, benda tu yg akan jadik reality dlm kes mark up diri sendri nih.

pasai mark up diri sendri depan pompuan, maybe thats one of the method yg diornag nk guna utk pikat gurl. so, at least theres an effort rite? i give credit tu them on that matter. cuma jgn lebih2 r. mungkin ada pompuan yg akan fall dgn taktik ni, tapi bukan suma. materialistic type sng fall, miss right type, sorry, jgn harap r hampa nk dapat kalau pakai taktik ni. plus, one more thing mungkin org xprasan tp taktik cmni kebanyakan laki guna. seriesly. cuma approach dia berbeza. sbb sesetgh laki diorang x pakai mark up pny style tp , pity style. byk kot, an most of the time it works. so, lu pikir la sendri okay.

p/s- nak ulang skali lg, ni suma just pendapat aku! realitunya, hampa suma manusia, hampa suma aku rasa penah exp sendri benda tu, plus hampa suma dah besaq, pandai2 la pikiq sedri okay. remember, nevertheless, life to be enjoy not wasted!

Walking In The Rain

i look up,

straight to the sky,

its dark,

like my heart when its in pain,

pouring rain, lightning twice strikes

clearing the loneliness of the moment,

i take a walk,

in the heavy rain,

boy scout style of packing,

black favorite sweater as loyal shield,

i turned down the hood,

feeling the wet and water,

falling straight on my head,

i could get sick,

i know that fact,

but still,

i enjoy it,

cherish the moment,

walking in the rain,

its not really a bad idea,

its just the way i enjot life,

nevertheless,

life to enjoy not wasted,

so,

i enjoy every single detail of it,

plus,

my buddies always on my side,

my bro n big bro,

azam and aimil,

together,

we can conquer the world,

nothing can stop us,

not even pak guard,

not anyone,

we laughed,

we jokes,

we smoked,

in the rain,

in sunny day,

anywhere,

proof of memory that i wont erase

walking in the rain,

make me thinking a lot of stuff,

a lot of things,

one things will never changes,

the fact that i wanna change myself,

i can never changed,

im still gonna be me,

the smart ass. the badass, the fuzzy one,

maybe its not a good qualities,

still,

i love myself just the way i am,

in the rain,

walking right through it,

i wont regret it..

The Past Of Revenge Of Ex's

FUCK!!!!

its kinda harsh but, its the truth. at least im being honest about how i feel. i dunno babe. why now? its been 3 years already, grow up, move on. NO!!! i had no more feeling towards u babe. just live with it. i am different now, im not the old dude that dumb enough like before. not like u, i evolve. better being. so, i sugget u do the same. get over me man, live ur life for god sake. dun let that obsession ruin ur frenship babe. seriesly. its been a nice journey that we ride on, but make a crash as the ending of the story. please. let it go. let me go!!! remember what i used to said dun be a maniac!!

one more thing, why in the blue hell all of my past come back n haunting me huh? why now? why when im in this sitaution? hana, i get it. shes alway around but u bitch, go to hell! fuck u lil' blood angel. yes, like i said, i never get gid of our pics in my folder, but i changed its name. the folder now entitled, FUCK U LIL' BlOOD ANGEL!! happy? u should feel lucky i'd bow to myself never hurt a lady, but if im gonna break that, u'll be my first blood victim.bare that in mind.

i guess these thing happen to anyone though. our past trying to pick up where we left off. the truth is, there nothing more to patch on, except frenship. rite? i guess so. but, these people they just dun get it, MORON!!

p/s- one word sorry, is just another blurry of shame..

Actually...

"abang adam, terima kasih sebab jadi abang saya di sini, abang adam sangat baik.. kawan2 aimi dulu kata abang adam nampak macam gangster sebab abang adam nampak macam ganas, tapi abang adam sangat baik.. terima kasih sebab jadi abang aimi di sini ya abang adam, maafkan aimi kalau aimi terkasar ke dengan abang adam, aimi tau aimi banyak buat abang adam annoyed, tapi jangan marah tau abang adam sebab aimi takde niat apa2 pun, aimi saje je.."

citation dr blog aimi-adik aku.bukan niat nk up diri sendri cuba sbb utama kau cite-kan statement ni cuma nk cita bab yg highlight or bold tu ja. ganas? gengster? wow! agak r kan.kalau x nampak ganas xkn la aku kena tahan (aku dah xtaw dah brapa kali kena) ngn pak guard. amk guard sebenarnya tapi sng cita suma guard kami kat cini pggl pak guard jew.ha3. sepbek aku slow talk leklok kalau x naya kena saman.ha3. ok2. dah stat melalut dah. gengster ngn ganas. well, persepsi yg normal pasai aku yg slalu aku dpt dr org yg xkenai aku. mmg aku ngaku, agak ganas r personality aku ni. wlel, tp mcm yg aimi ckpkan, aku ni baik (baik? ha3). well bukan baik actually, tapi sifta n prangai sebenaq aku xfit ngn personality yg aku tunjukkan kan dunia. tapi hakikatnya aku bukan sejahat yg disangka. tapi aku xkesah sgt apa org nk kata. kalau ambik pusing apa org kata ampuih r nk ikut suma kan.plus, kita kenai diri kita.tu yg penting, thats the most important thing that matter.aku kenai diri aku cmna nk g mampuih r apa org nk kata.chop2.aku melalut lg.tujuan utama aku tulih entry ni actually nk gitaw yg aku nk berubah. yup.aku nk ubah personality aku.x mau dah di-chop jahat ngn gengster.aku nk di-chop sbg org baek2. actually xpayah baek2 pun xpa, as long as org xchop negative kat aku dha cukup. napa nk brubah? actually aku dah plan. lepaih burfday aku 17th april ni aku nk ubah diri aku sbb aku nk mausk 19 tahun dah. last year in teen-hood.pasni tahun ni aku akan melangkah ke alam young adult. so bila aku dah 19 nnt aku nak try tgk aku ble brubah ke x.seriesly aku xtaw ble ke x.sbb tu aku nk try time aku 19 tahun kalau time dah 20 bru nk try susah r time tu dah jdk adult dah. so, wish me luck. nnt aku postkan benda2 yg aku nk ubah pasai diri aku. but as for now, i stil got 16 days to enjoy the "old" me before i change.so wish me luck!

p/s- aku ada wawasan hidup okay! this changes that i wanna make is the stepping stone..

April Fool

setelah lebih 3 tahun aku xkena, last2 tahun ni aku kena april fool.well, sblom ni aku dah buckle up ngn shield2 n anti-virus2 suma agar x tertipu ngn lahabau2 yg aku kenai sbg member2.last2 aku jadik careless. n as the result, tahun ni aku kena april fool sbyk 3 kali dlm masa 3 jam. suma aku xprepare lgsg.suma maybe aku ble predict kalau aku in the alert mode except yg imah wat punya r, tapi sbb aku xpasang alert mode aku tahun ni aku dah kena bang.ha3. well, the record ended this year. im still proud of it cuz 3 years man.ha3. well, thanx suma yg april fool aku.at least bg yg dah dkt setahun lebih x call aku tetiba call just nk wat april fool, aku ambik tu sbg satu ingatan yg still bermakna sbb aku still nk april fool aku walaupun agak lama x contact. thanx lahabau! sedia ang tahun depan aku pekena ang balik. hazwan, ang pun aku xaspect nk wat bang kat aku, thanx gak anyway.taun depan pun ang jaga2.nama ang dlm top list org2 yg bakal aku april fool.imah ngn ocot..thanx. first time aku kena april fool ngn budak2 campus aku sendri.xpa2, tggu nanti.ocot, ang mmg xhot! haha! thanx suma! april fool rule ble wat time 1st april, so stil ada masa nk bang org, so apa lg, jom bang org suma ramai2.enjoy life ok! out!

p/s- test PA mlm ni, wish me luck.hm, clap2.xpyh wish r weh. wat penat hampa ja.aku bkn baca papa pun.ha3.

How I Feel Towards You Rite Now!

Baby, Come On- plus 44

She's a pretty girl She's always falling down
And I think I just fell in love with her
But she will never remember, remember
And I can always find her At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk sincerity A sad and lonely girl

And she said, I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight I hate this fucking town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
And they won't ever remember, remember
So please take me far away Before I'm melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me You sad and lonely girl

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby, come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

Empty- The Click Five

Try to take a picture, of love
Didn’t think I’d miss her, that much
I wanna fill this new frame, but it’s empty
Try to right a letter, in ink
It’s been getting better, I think
I got a piece of paper, but it’s empty

Maybe were trying, trying to hard
Maybe we thorn apart maybe the timing is beating the heart,
Were empty

The Only Song- Sherwood

Im okay, since like I just need a break,
Set down town and now im up against
Finding out that im alone, my friend left me behind
And into another town,
Where this boy is not around
And I don’t blame them cuz I do the same
And now im alone again

So I sing along this only song,
I rather known
And I sending out to the lonely one
Those day are gone but the night roll on
Taking their place

Hey, lets write this story again,
Where im your lover and bestfriend
Pack ur back and we’ll leave this old goes down behind
Into another time
Where this boy is not around


Far away- Nickelback

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long to late
Who am I that wanna make you wait

Just one chance, just one breathe
Just in case this wont last
You know, you know, you know

I love you, I love you all along
I miss you, far away is far too long
I kept dreaming, that u’ll be with me and u’ll never go
Stop seeing when I don’t be with you anymore

On my knee I’ll last
One last chance for one last stand
With you, I’ll stand, to just hold your hand
Give it all, give for us, but anything I just wont give up
Cuz you know, you know, you know,

I love you, I love you all along
I miss you, far away is far too long
I kept dreaming, that u’ll be with me and u’ll never go
Stop seeing when I don’t be with you anymore

Here Without You- 3 Doors Down

100 days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separated
They disspear now when I dreaming of ur face

Im here without you baby
But you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby,
And I dream about you all the time

Im here without you baby
But you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby,
And I dream about you all the time

Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and and steal your pain, away
I kept your photograph cuz I know its serve me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain, away

Cuz im broken when im lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you you gone away
You gone away, I dun feel me right anymore

Fall for you- Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Only One- YellowCard

Broken this fragile thing now,
But I cant I cant pick up the pieces
And I thrown my word all around,
but I cant I cant give you a reason

I felt so broken up
And I give up,
Just wanna tell you so u know

Here I go
Screams my lung out
Try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
There just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Until the day I Die- Story Of The Year

Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you,
Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you

As day goes by, I race the clock with you
But if u day right now, u now that I die too
you remind me of the time when I knew who I was
Till the second hand will catch us, like we always does
We make the same mistakes; I take the fall for you
I hope you need this now, cuz I know I still do

Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you,
Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you

p/s-this is exactly whats my feeling for the past few days.dunno. she rock my heart.

Smile

For once, it is hard even for me
To be in the situation that I don’t want to be
To take the beat, I am cool with it
As long as I know where it would leads

Same reflection past by me every day and every night
It’s doesn’t matter because I know it’s what I like
For the true love I seek, that’s why I will fight
It is okay for me, even if you “might”

Because,
You are the one that I dull about like and love
You are the one that make me not stopping my puff
You are the one that I open my heart to happiness
You are the one that have the key to my fragileness

Your smile makes my heart melted
Your smile the reason I tried many method
Your smile heals my wounding hurts
Your smile put up my moods

The smile upon your face bright ups me day
Even though sometimes its buzz my tongue and left me no word to say,
The cute smiles of you make me exposed and cloud my judge
It could make my day better or make it fuss

Your smile is one of the reason I’m falling for
It is also because you are special and raw
I like you just the way you are
As the same reason I’d fight till this far
Once, I tried to give up on you
But my heart won’t let it though
So from now on I will keep on trying
Because it’s you that I’m craving.

Earth Hour-Malinja Styles

UiTm All Black Out..8.30pm-9.30pm..earth hour..handphone as torchlight to everyone.. everybody screaming out soo damn loud.. making noises..anonymous student turns to a very active one..choatic moment.im included.. candle as a source of light so some groups..paper burning for fun.. tshirts been burned accidently.. porn wayang kulit's show..trash throwing.. bustbin throwing.. pak guard attacking..

p/s- thats sum up earth hour malinja style.we should do it again next sem.