Valentine Huh?

valentine..seriesly, aku xpenah pun nk celebrate valentine.bkn aku fuck valentine or sumthing xpenah, it just doesnt fit in right.actually kalau bagi sestgh org yg fuck valentine, dgn menggunakan alasan keagamaan dan semua aku xtentang diorang, cuma xsetuju.mmg tarikh tu sama ngn paderi ngn church mana ntah tapi its just a yearly routine that people do.kalau nk fuck napa kita xfuck bday celebration? tipu lilin, cake pa kaitan ngn sambutan hari kita lahir.napa nk kena wish tiap kali bday sedangkan ajal kita makin hampir setiap kali bday menjelang..napa kita bersanding bila kawin.bukankah itu amalan hindunism? budaya diorang.napa org melayu ikut? napa xfuck benda tu r tol x? dlm islam hanya menyatakan agar membuat kenduri utk mengelak fitnah, tu ja.bagi aku, tak salah kita nak celebrate, tapi dgn cara yg betul.tp pa pasti, valentine celebration always end dirty n horny.dat just fact.lovey duvey suma mcm2 ble jadik.feeling tgh memuncak time tu tol x.brapa ramai member2 aku yg make love time valentine.aku taw dan aku sdaq.tapi pa yg aku ble buat.2 jala entry aku ttg valentine.slamat menyambut hari memperingati kekasih.peace out!

Hidup Ini Memang Palat Tapi Esok Masih Ada

*pinjam tagline Kami The Movie Jap

first time aku dgq tagline ini around tahun lepaih r dr preview kami the movie.time tu aku xtaw pun kami nk wat muvi.ugt nk wat second season.aku mmg minat cita kami.bkn sbb gig2 yg indie band perform saja, bkn sbb mostly of the character speak english, bkn sbb kehidupan sosial aank2 remaja mesia, tapi di sebabkan jalan cita dia.the way the story goes.awai2 mmg shits r gak kan sebb ulang2(bagi sesetgh org), aku plak aku dah suka dah flash back2 suma sbb aku layan Lost(lost kalau xtaw flashbax xkn taw cita dia)..

Hidup Ini Memang Palat, Tapi esok Masih Ada.Ya.hidup ini mmg palat.Life's sucks.so get a helmet.everybody gotta sob story but not everybody becomes a loser.some keep fighting.cuz they noe, tommorow still will come..cmna teruk pun, cmna hina pun, cmna gila pun, cmna kotoq pun hidup ini, esok tetap ada.esok yg mungkin menjanjikan sinar yg lebih cerah dr semalam, atau esok yang mungkin menyajikan sajian yang lebih jijik dari semalam.namun apa daya,kita akan tetap menghadapinya.situasi yg bebeda tapi watak yg sama.tidak disangkal remaja pemikirannya cetek, tapi kami bkn bodoh.kami cuma tersimpang, kdg2 ada yg terlpas jauh..nk wat cmna? keadaan memaksa..tapi ini bk maksud kami ni sampah yg tidak berguna.kami sampah yg boleh di recycle dan jd bahan baru yg boleh diguna pakai kembali smapai daya tulang dua kerat kami habih dikerah..namun, ada sesetgh yg memilih utk give up. a lost cause they said.xguan nk memberontak kalau tahu yg kita akan tetap tumbang.TIDAK!! mereka salah..i noe.this world gonna end badly, damn bad..but thats doesnt mean we shouldnt keep fighting.ada sinar dihadapan yg menantikan.apa yg menghalang, kecekalan dan penungguan.dlm fasa ini ramai yang tumpas dan jatuh tanpa mapu bangun semula.itu hanya sebahagian dari kitar hidup remaja..hidup ini mmg palat, tapi esok masih ada..

Song's Story Of A Girl

When Your Heart Stop Beating..
girl.dun worry.i'd be there..i promised.i'd be there when ur last breathe taking away.i sweared.


Make You Smile
last time i saw u, u turn away..i say hello but u kept on walking..
dun worry, i holds no grudge..i understand.i'd make u smile, i'd never make u sleep alone.i'd stay with u for a while.


Baby, Come On
u r a pretty girl n u'll alway falling down.i felt in love with u, but u dun remember.i alway find u at the bottom of plastic cup, drown in drunk insanity, u r a sad n lonely girl.but i remember..i dun forget it.quit crying ur eyes out,girl, i'd been there rite? n all YOUR best friends had been the death of us cuz they'd never remember n all my words get used against me..its ok girl


Weatherman
i'd let u sleep away cuz i noe i barely holding on.every now n then i felt the end of us is near, dun you? i never meant to say im sorry girl.


No It Isn't
please..understand..this is not gudbye.this is where the road crashin to the ocean.i noe..now we're barely breathing.i'd listened to u cried, i noe girl.im sorry.


Lillian
the place we used to been, make us felt like a tourist,rite? is kinda arkward.sorry. im the one that couldnt co-exist.when the last laugh started to filtered, it seem as a perfect time to THINK bout the future.



THERE!!! thats all plus 44 song that i could dedicated to u.specially to u.the one n only that fits the story of the album..bout us, bout the past bout u girl.when your heart stop beating, i'd make u smile.i'd said baby,come u said no it isnt..i called u lilian n u called me weatherman..sorry things didnt work out between us.

but for now, i mean rite now, the only song that suite the moment is-

FUCK(I Dun Want U Back)-Eamon

i dunno why i like u so much,
i gave u all, all my trust
i thought u i love u

FUCKWHAT I SAID
IT DUN MEAN SHITS NOW
FUCK U WHORE I DUN WANT U BACK

get it?

Arkward-NESS

Susah kan nk reconnect ngn kwn2 yg kita dah lost contact lama? maybe bg sesetgh org xsusah, tp aku susah..aku nnt blur n arkward,sgt3! ari tu time cuti raya cina aku ada jumpa member lama aku..lama gak r terpisah.kami skolah skali time secondary skool.sama clas.time darjah 3.pastu dia naek darjah 4 aku trus express naek darjah 5 so xslalu jumpa dah n xjdk clasmate dah..tp skool aku dulu kecik jew, SKPP-(Permatang Pauh). so kdg2 jumpa r gak..pastu dha abih secondary aku blah g boarding skool-PFS-Penang Free School pastu dah jarang jumpa bdk2 skoolmate aku dah..bkn jarang mmg xjumpa pun..so after quite sumetimes aku jumpa blk dia time CNY ari tu..peh awai2 okay la ada gak story nk share.pastu aku wat clap g offer dia lepak2 smebang catch up suma la..time lepak2 kat mamak tu peh mmg arkward kot..aku dok wat tekan2 hphone dia pun sama.so last2 dia yg make a move.dia kata dia ada hal ckit nk setelkan,walhal aku taw tu suma excuse jew utk dia blah dr situ..so, sorry la ek..aku ni mmg cmni..susah ckit nk bersembang kalau dah lama xjumpa..kalau wat reunion ke pa ke, orait r g ramai2 kan x arkward sgt..sebenarnya, skrg pun sama.kalau aku xrapat sgt pun ngn seseorg tu kalau kami lepak berdua arkward kot..agak r..ni antara probs yg aku ada dlm berkwan..so, member2ku sekalian, sorry la kalau aku wat korang rasa arkward ek..aku xreti sgt.musti ramai yg xcaya pa yg aku tulih ni tp ni la kebenarannya..seriesly..sorry sgt2

I Dont Know Though

Everything Is not As It Seem.its hard to deny but its the truth.it is the fact tha wont change, unless we learn to accept it.if that, its gonna be a lot easy though..it wont be any more pain in the ass.the moment we learn to accept, we can open up for forgiveness.forgive n forget..thats what people alway say, mostly on the side whom making the mistakes or mess.well, it both two different thing.forgiving doesnt mean we r forgetting what had happen.bad memory is hard to fade.it takes time.a lot.give it some.if we are on the other side, the side of wrong doing, dun push it to hard.let time does it magic on the wounded heart.of cos, scar remain but it wont inch anymore.it just gonna be there, maybe forever as a reminder for the people whom been hurt, n the side of hurt doing.reminder that gonna tick when crisis arisen.so be careful.ya thats rite.one silly mistakes, we pay teh price for ur entire life.it sucks, but reality.but worst of all, the perception of people.ya some of us might say that we r strong, we can handle all the bullshit-ing people talk bout, but deep inside we noe, we r lying.mostly to urself.it hurt, a lot..but we choose to be strong..sir Nash was rite..reality is nothing, perception is everything.