The Dinner..

well, about 1 n half hour ago i had a dinner wif all my buddies in kedai Pattani..
actually plan aku kuddus adi azam aimil jew..tetiba ezzati ngn FD mai which is kinda arkward n then almost suma bdk2 pompuan clas DPA2B datang..well, actually is kinda like a reunion..dah lama kowt kami xlepak2 skali ngn gurl2 dr 2B since kami suma pindah clas masuk 2D except kuddus r sebab dia mmg 2B pn.gelak ketawa,sakat meyakat,kutuk mengutuk dah mengjadi amalan mulia yg diamalkan org bebudak dr 2B..hahaha.. kinda miss it..well mmg r sem lepas aku kat clas 2B sem ni kat 2D.rindu bila terigt blk masa2 kau DPA1b dulu..time kami gila2 suma..time amir masih ada kat UiTM KEDAH.. bkn la aku nk kata DPA2D xbesh, DPA2D tetap dihati aku..maybe its better this way.i bet if i still in the same clas in wont be dis fun..rite? bila lama xjumpa pas2 jumpa jdk lg besh dr jumpa hari2..so, let it just stay dis way ok..Mr.mahadir please jgn r rombak clas lg sem depan..suma dah ok dah.. let it be dis way..i like it more then before,seriously...lgpn kalu xsama clas xsemestinya xble jumpa,xble hang out sama2, xble nk kutuk2,xble nk pangkah2..suma tuh tetap berlaku walaupun kami xsama clas.. like azam used to said "tgk dulu time adi xsama clas ngn kita, still ble jumpa dia hari2 sampai naek meluat.ha3"
well its true.. kuddus ayie hakim suma tetap lepak2 kat bilik aku walaupun dah xsama clas..still ble join kitorang g karoeke kat CS.well, i just hope things will stay like dis till the end of my studies in Merbok..please god..dun change a thing..

everybody!! Lets FUck Urself Up!! seriously..

wooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!1
i end my misery today wif a killing ending..
peh ayat nk gemoak jew..
akhir stelah sekian lama berhempas pulas(2mggu je pn) akhir tamat la sudah exam aku..

IM FUCKING FREE FROM ACADEMIC BOND 4 1MONTH!!!!

YES!!!!!

fuck U exam..im fucking hate u..
kita jumpa lg dlm masa 5 bulan..
till then dun ever bother me..

btw, risau gak time reslut nk kluaq..
xpa r redha jew pa yg dpt..(ayat cm gampang! ha3)

kepada sesiapa yg blum abih exam teruskan la perjuangan anda ok..(special dedicated to Izni Amalina.ha3.. 2 more days to go babe.hu3.study2.jgn dok blogging jew.)
i'll be supporting u(Ya Rite!!!)

ha2.. skrg ni aku nk p crk rokok n nk isap serokok non stop as a celebration..

hahaha..

p/s- kalu jdk papa crk aku kt hospital SP k..

chow.....

Pancung Separuh..

td time aku tgh pulun study PAD170 satu benda wat aku tersentap..bkn marah tp tersedar satu realiti yg tlah wujud lama tp aku xbrapa nk ambik kesah..

sudah menjadi rutin harian aku utk isap rokok smabil blajaq.. well, to b honest xble study kot kalu xdak rokok.he3. menjadi kebiasaan untuk seorg perokok di"paw"..

*cutting setgh bro, weh pancung weh,bro half bro, steng ckit bro,*

ini adalah sesetgh ayat yg akan digunakn utk paw rokok..standed r kena paw tuh..xpenah jdk masalah utk aku pun slama ni..tp tadi aku realize n recall sorang kwn aku,pompuan dia prasan member aku sorang lg paw rokok aku dan dia tny

*ang sanggup no,isap rokok bekas mulut org..xgeli k?*

aku baru terprasan.. well, adakah aku geli? xtakut infected k? apa yg aku ble simpulkan di sini, rokok mengeratkan perhubungn persahabatan.. seriously.. aku rapat ngn suma member2 aku kat campus nih sebab rokok.. so share rokok dr bekas mulut org len xpenah jdk probs kat kami. maybe its bcuz dat we r becoming too close so dat things doesnt matter anymore.. ya betui..aku dah xkesah kalu share2 rokok nih.xpenah plak aku dgq ada org kena aids ngn share2 rokok..(ada k kes?) kalu ko share ngn drugs addicts len r cita..tp setaw aku member2 aku yg aku share rokok xdak r drug addicts..

so conclusion aku xkesah.. bucz thing like sharing ciggies*(bak kata izni) make us close..kalu diorang xdak rokok n sangap gila2 babi xkan la kita sep sangat xbagi setgh time diorang paw..bagi je la..sebab kalu time aku xdak rokok pn aku mgharap diorang bg aku paw.. plus, kalu aku ada lebey slalunya aku bg jew sebatang baru..xkesah sgt..ala apa la sgt sebatang rokok dunhill kalu nk di bandingkan dgn frenship kami..kan?

the Last Battle To Fight...

cmon adam u can do it..
focus!!!
ni last paper yg ang kena face pastu u r free!!
PAD170 Government N Politics.
aku xmau fail n repeat paper ni..pls..
paper2 len byk aku kantoi kot..
Acc114-Kantoi
Eco162-ble r pass kot
Bel260-confirm dah xkn dpt A
CTU151-xble nk A gak
PAD160-kalu dah C+ pn dah cukup bagus dah

so ni paper last ak..
xkna nk kantoi lg kot..
aku xmau ngadap muka Junaida lagi sem depan..
dia la Lecturer plg serr aku penah jumpa sepanjang aku study kat UiTm ni..
NO!!!!
i dun want to face her again next semester..pls..
i need to focus n study..
tonite is the last fight i have to go through..
i can do it..
i noe i can..just let me focus..

* Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold my focus when I'm around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that paper to be pass through
But I left it when I found my latop
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
My Studies*

Avenged Studyfold
Dear God

About Me That u Might Wanna Know

one think about me dat havent change since i was a little kid.. if i dun nothing wrong, till the end of time i will say

I DIDNT DO IT!!!

because why should i confess bout sumthing dat i didnt do?
yup, dats just the way i am..

once, i have i fight wif my mother..
i think im in form 4 or 5..
my mummy accuse to dat i smoke..
cita dia camni, mummy jumpa puntung rokok kat blakang umah n tuduh i smoke
at that time i didnt..
so i did not confess o her bcuz i didnt do it..
we had a hell of a fight but i kept dening bcuz it is the truth bcuz i didnt smoke..
well, at the end my mummy gave up bcuz shes tired..
and we didnt talk for about a week bcuz of that..
but i just so stubborn dat time bcuz i no im on the right side..
in the end after a few month, finally my mum found out dat the real person is my neighbour's son..
dia yang sial gila babi isap rokok pastu buang puntung rokok dlm kwsn umah aku..
so, dat it.. the truth had been reveal.. im not the one who did it, and at the end my mum finally trust me.. n she said she had trust me a few month back when i said dat i didnt bcuz she can see into my eye n she noe dat i didnt lied..
so the moral of my story is, if i didnt noe sumthing which is wrong till my final breathe i WILL NOT confess.. so, if anybody, i mean ANYBODY acuse me doing sumthing dat i didnt n then u hope i confess,

U CAN FUCK THE HELL UP..

u can do anthing,
u can torture,
u can say anything,
u can put me aside,
u can do anything.
but,
the fact wont change..
i i didnt do it, i will not confess.
not in a million years
not in anytime around,
not in another life

NO!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL NO!!!!

the long talk

last nite,well not exactly nite maybe early in the morning around 2 or 3 i had a long talk, or should i say debate wif "my brother" aimi. well it first start just about me repeating my LDK session next semester n its ended up being sumthing else. first he question my act bout just letting it be the way it is bout the LDK session.. well the situation is this.. well in a kesat student(Kesatria Negara) n we here in uitm had to go through LDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan) session every semester to build up our confident on blah2.. well the probs is, i had a camping wif Kesat which is clashed wif my LDK session which is compulsary..so i ask my Kesat Comander whats it gonna be.. n they say dun worry boutt it, we'll take care of it which they didnt.. n i ended up been fuck up by the Kesat team beccause i had to repeat my LDK next sem n they just lepas tgn cm2 jew.. so aimi questioned my act because i just let it be n dun fight for my rite,, n i counter by saying dat why should i fight where else i noe dat im not gonna win..well, lets face it. LDK is compulsary n Kesat is just a camping but instead i choose to go to Kesat's camping..so my thought is, it is my mistakes to be dumb enough to trust all the comander.so i wont fight.so dats what i said to aimi n he disagree..im kinda like a realistic person but he is the other way around.. our debate end up from LDk to life. i gave him a example bout the situation. the example is "If my dream is to have 1 Billion n i noe dat its kinda impossible so why should i fight for it" n if i even reach to the dream i imagine for but by dat time i'll look back n realize that i'd lost to much just to achieved one dream.. he totally disagree with me n he fought very hard for dat fact.. one of his rebut is oprah winfrey(it is the correct spelling?)..she start from nothing n now shes a billionair n she does not loose anything instead.well our debate didnt ended up to dat.. aimi make a statement after dat.. "kenapa hah budak2 part 2(by part two he mean december intake students) mcm heart broken semacm jew"..well its kinda true..kami suma mmg ala2 heart broken pun.. dah jdk realistic semacm..berpijak di bumi yg nyata to be exact.. cthnya ajam..xabih2 ckp yg bdl2 DPA will ended up just being Kerani..plg baguih pun ble jdk Ketua Kerani.. maybe dats why aimi stated dat part 2 student kinda heart broken..well, my argument is dat we "the december intake" students had fall, had been to the bottom of the sea b4 we hit up back to the solid ground.. well its kinda true.. bdk2 december ni kbykannya mmg heart broken..ada yg bru kena tendang dr matrix, ada yg tlah heart broken sebab xdpt masuk u time julai intake,ada yg dah ambik stpm n didnt score well, ada yg dr U or college len n dipaksa masuk cni..so, yes i agree..kami mmg heart broken but we have our reason..and dats why we kinda been realistic bcuz we had lost the fight b4.. we failed b4 this a we dun want dat to happen again.. thats why we r who we r today.. so, aimi replied shouldnt u guys should be stronger than ever rather then been heart broken..well its kinda hard to get back on ur feet after ur been hit so hard.. so again i give him the example of my life..which is about being realistic type.. i told aimi that before dis used to have a dream which is to be a Rockstar n live my life as a musician..but the truth is its hard to be a rockstar.. well take the indie band in malaysia 4 example.. how many of them had fall..yes sum of them survived but many many if u want to compared to the one that fall n failed? so i told aimi dats the reason why my band stop n being realistic n further our study. well he argue again.he said dat that kinda thinking why u guys keep failing apart.. u should just keep fighting.well, i told him the reality of rockstar.. being a newbie in indie/underground scene of music take a lot more then just dream.. money, time n many more.plus the payment for a gig is too liltle to support everything.plus how many of the indie band had a second job to support their music career? rite? so dats why i gave up the dream n stand on solid ground n been here to further my study because i noe its the only way to survive in the real world..

so what do u think..please leave a comment.. i really need a reply..

- im i too realistic?
-it is truth the december intake students are heart broken?
-am i making a mistakes not pursuiting my dream to be a rockstar?
-should we be realistic in life?

slow talk wif my knuckles buddy

well thanx Saf..
for the soft talk dat we had this evening..
it really means a lot to me..
well, for ur info i xpenah reveal myself that much to anybody before..
u r the first to get to noe the real me..
the old me..
the rebelish,anger,hot tempered, short fuse and suma yg berkaitan ngn nya..
i thanx for open up ur self to me to..
now i can noe u more..
n i think ur frenship is getting stonger n ever..
thanx for beinng there for me..
dgq i merapu2 ttg idup i..
thanx for the support..
n dun worry, im gonna be there for u to..
no matter what..
because u r one n only
knuckles buddy dat i have..
dat signature knuckles is only for u..
specially hand gestures made for u..
sorry, for us..
no one can have dat..
ist our signature move..
thanx babe..
for being my frens..
u a true frens..
thanx Safena Izfazura Haji Ishak..

sesiapa yg berkenaan..

kpd sesapa yg berkenaan,
apa aku dah wat sampai dilayan camni?
setau aku aku xwat papa salah pun kat ang n aku xmengakutkan hati sesapa pun dlm kesedaran aku.. kalu aku ada wat salah, sorry tp kalu xjgn harap aku nk mintak maaf..
wat pa aku nk say sorry utk benda yg aku xwat.. frankly speaking, aku pun xtaw pa masalahnya.. tetiba jew layan aku cmni, tuduh aku cmni, wat naya kat aku (bak kata anwar ibrahim).. cuba face 2 face n say wats da probs.. aku blur xtaw papa setiba jew ko sound aku kat page aku plak yg taw.. apa mslh aku? aku xdak masalah ngn org selagi org tuh stat wat masalah ngn aku.. hanya tuhan yg tahu? tuhan mengetahui yg aku xtaw papa.. nk bila plak aku tagged ko? setaw aku aku xsempat pun lg nk tagged ko.. blum sempat tagged ko dah post tagged tuh kata aku tagged ko.. aku blum pn lg tagged ko..seriously.. well, amybe ada og len kot guna id aku tagged ko.. maklumlah laptop aku nih hakmilik awam suma org yg masuk blik aku suma guna laptop aku.. so maybe ada org yg login blog aku tagged ko..honestly, its not me.. laptop aku dah set dah masuk je page aku dah trus log in xyah buh password..maybe dat da case? is it? sebab aku tagged ko? pa plak masalahnya kalu aku tagged ko? salah ke? eventhough buka aku yg tagged ko...

terserah la kat ko.. aku xwat papa pun..ikut suka ko la nk kaat pa.. but spoiler alert.. u dun wanna see me angry, bcuz when im angry im an asshole n bastard dat noe no limit.. im also a hot tempered.. so, dun test my patient.. once i explode, theres no turning back! dats just who i am

6 days 2 go

6 hari lg pasni aku dah free dr kekangn exam yg menyiksakan(seksa k?).. 2 more paper 2 go

PAD160-principles of management
PAD170- government n politics

actually 2 2 paper ni aku xdak probs sgt sebab aku nih jenis yg kuat merapu n slalunya paper2 PAD nih aku merapu jew n pikiaq logik.. so, aku slalunya lepas cm2 jew..he3.. maybe its just dumb luck..

paper2 aku sem nih bkn susah pun aku yg malas nk pegang n menelaah pelajaran. so, i got no one to blame except for myself.. aku mmg xsalahkn sesapa pn.. aku redha jew.. aku mmg amat teramat malas sem ni.. relax jew byk.. ni tgk r skrg nih.. ble plak blogging esok ada paper ni.kalu nk bg statistic maybe aku study 20% jew kot 4 the whole sem, n suma tuh time study week jew.. so kalu pointer aku ser sem nih mmg aku deserve it.

dah ar aku malas nk ckp pasai study2 nih bek aku sembang pasai benda yg menentu aku time lepaih final nih.. well pasni aku dah free n ble keja..

swenz kopitiam, wait 4 me!!!
sebulan lebey gak r aku ble keja.. keja dah konpem dpt..boss aku ckp anytime when u r ready.he3.. pasni, kira 2 taun r aku menjadi staff swenz.. walaupun not all d atime i where there but it still count 4 sumthing.. pastu aku dah ble ada kat rumah teman makpak aku.. cian diorang boring jew dok umah suma anak2 xdak kat umah.tp pasni suma dah blk ble r kita satu family hang out lepak2 gelak2 kuat kat umah.. n the kak ngn adik aku pun akan pn balik gak.. so, once again we will be faimly again..eventhough its just gonna be for 1 month but its totally worth it..
maybe sebab tuh ar aku slalu maleh blk walaupun umah dekat jew.. xcukup korum.. kak ngn adk aku xdak xbesh r.. member2 pun bz.. suma study.. sem break nih ble r lepak2 sebab depa suma pn cuti..its gonna be a blast, 4 sure..

ok, gotta go.. nk study nih.. esok ada paper management

my biodata...

FULL NAME
+ADAM AR-RASHID BIN MOHAMAD RASDI+

NICKNAME
+ADAM,aCe+,RUCKFULES+

AGE
+18+

BURFDAY
+17 APRIL 1990+

BIRTH PLACE
+PULAU PINANG+

ADDRESS
+######+

EMAIL ADDRESS
+ ruckfules4real@yahoo.com.. (FOR MYSPACE N YM)+

HOBBY
+DOWNLOAD STUFF, WATCHING WWE, SURFING DA NET, SMOKING, TEASING PEOPLE+

AMBITION
+SUPERHERO+

MY FAVOURITE FOOD
+MY MUM'S COOKING+

MY FAVOURITE DRINK
+LYCHEE, CORDIAL DRINK, SORT DRINK+

MY FAVOURITE COLOUR
+BLACK,WHITE N PINK+

MY FAVOURITE CLOTHE DESIGN
+A.L.I-ACTION LADFIGURE INC+

MY FAVOURITE ACCESSORY
+RUBBER BAN+

MY FAVOURITE ANIMAL
+CAT+

MY SWEETEST MEMORY
+ONE OLD LADY CALL ME A HERO,SAVIOR,GOOD PERSON OVER AND OVER AGAIN BCUZ I SAVE HER FROM BEEN HIT BY A MOTORBIKE+

MY DARK TIME MEMORY
+LOST TOO MANY LOVE ONE IN LIFE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME+

MY PREVIOUS SCHOOL
+SRK PERMATANG PAUH, PENANG FREE SCHOOL, SMK TUN HUSSIEN ONN+

MY CURRENT STUDY INSTITUTION
+UiTM KEDAH+

MY PREVIOUS WORKING PLACE
+SWENZ KOPITIAM+

MY PRINCIPLES OF LIFE
+ENGLISH IS MY PASSION, MALAY IS MY LIFE+
+HE WHO LAUGH LAST, LAUGH LOUDEST+
+DUN JUDGE A BOOK JUST FROM ITS COVER+
+DUN HUNT WHAT U CANT KILL, DUN KILL WHAT U CANT HAVE+

i've been tagged by sarah bukhari...

My Top 5 Most Favorite Foods :
+my mum's cooking+
+Nasik Kandaq+
+Chicken Chop+
+Chicken McDeluXe+
+Junk Food+

Top 5 Things I Love Doing :
+Do Sumthing Crazy+
+Tease Da People I Love n Care+
+Try Sumthing New+
+Dress Up+
+SmokinG+

5 Things I Love Doing When I'm EMO : (u guys gonna hates me when im EMO)
+Smash Things Around+
+Kick Somebodys ASS+
+Yelling Screaming n Cursing+
+Smoking (I cant help myself )+
+Jamming (used to)+

Top 5 Types of Gurl I Adore :
+Cute+
+Not To Skinny+
+Indie+
+Make Me Smile+
+Cute-still....+

5 Things I Love Doing When I'm Happy :
+Sing Along+
+Scream+
+Teasing Around+
+Make Jokes+
+Smoking (Sorry. its a part of me alredy)+

10 things I Wish To Do Before I Die-
+Travel n Live In Argentina+
+Date a Vampire Believer Gurl+
+Jump Off From Second Floor+
+Kiss Some Cute Gurl Randomly+
+Kick somebody On The Groin On Purpose+
+Naked In Public+
+Smoke Ten Packs Of Cigarettes Straight+
+Throw My Cellphone From Second Floor+
+Touch A Gurl Boobs On Purpose+
+Create An Anarchy Scene+

5 Things I Wish To Happen :
+Become a BILLIONAIRE+
+Have "My Type Of Gurl" Gurlfren+
+My Family Dun Have To Work Anymore+
+My Family Stay Happy Ever After 4ever+
+World Become A Peaceful Place To Live+

My Top 10 Most Addicted Song :
+Cute Without The E-Taking Back Sunday+
+Never Too Late-3 Days Grace+
+When My Heart Stop Beating-plus44+
+Silly Lily-BunkFace+
+Aku Tetap Diriku-The Official+
+Hey There Delilah-Plain White Ts+
+Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade+
+Lipgloss n Black-Atreyu+
+Im So Sick-Flyleaf+
+Walking Disaster-Sum41+

5 People I Wish To Tag :
+FD+
+Sarah Yasmin+
+DiDie ~Innocence~+
+Suria Muncha+
+Fatin Syafira+

the story bout MUET..

well all my confidence bout getting band 5 just got flash out da toilet..

Reading comprehension-FUCK!!!
Writing-ok lah..chart punya aku xprepare lgsng nk jawap so xble r nk complen lebey2.
Listening- FUCK!!!!

MUET mmg susah.. so prepared well before u sit 4 it.. jgn arap r nk ble score based on ur previous experience of english.. kena well prepared, byk exercise, tido yg secukupnya kena byk baca n kena FOCUS esspecially 4 listening..dun get distracted-SERIOUSLY...reading pun kena focus leklok gak..

so,
so long n gudnite..sebab aku nk tido dah skrg sebab xcukup tido smlm..

gudbye 4 now..

my kind of music..

ealier today, when ijat stop by n he was looking into my music folder n we were talking bout the stuff inside Joe external n he kinda critics my music isnt hard enough to compare to joe's.. well, its keep me thinking all nite.. is it? no offense to joe, but i have to agree his music type its hard, too metal, some of the band that he layan, i dun even noe, some i do noe n i just not into that..

so, the question remains, is my music type isnt hard enough?

well first i had to say i love music n all the genre, but mostly into rock,less RnB n FUCK indon's..

to be honest, i just like all the type of music..to take a lok at my top 10 fav band..its all mixed up.. theres nu metal (linkin park). pop punk/alternative metal/hiphop rock-Sum 41.. theres My Chemical Romance (to be honest i dunno how to genre-lize MCR), Billy talent (canadian Juno award approved punk rock band), avenged sevenfold (thanks to Boy, im addicted to this band alredy), Nickelback-slowrock,radio friendly roCk, Greenday-otai punk rock, good charlotte- teenage post-punk turns mainstream pop punk roCk (i still love ur music,though), Blink 182 (i noe they slipt up n the reborn of +44 n Angels And Airwaves, still i love both of the new band) n last but not least Bullets For My Valentines- pure new era or heavy metal (Scream Aim Fire is their best album)

so its my type of music isnt hard enough? well from my own top 10 fav band i can see there's a lot of punk rock band but still Linkin park is my number one in the list n Nu-Metal rules the list (eventhough LP latest album kinda different from previous 2 but still its a good album).. so, what im trying to say is, im into metal stuff too. Soilwork,Atreyu, Chimaira, The Black Dahlia Murder, As i lay Dying, Tomahawk Breaking Benjamin- can they be considered as metal band, i dunno.. Metallica, SOAD-god!!! i love systems.. u see, i kinda into metal music too but not too into like Joe.. so i can say dat, my music stuff is kinda universal.. all stuff invovle.but, i have to give credit to punk rock because its really got into me.. maybe i just kinda attach to punk ideologies.. seriously, dats why i dun mine kena saman ngn pak guard n naek court for my mohawk hairstyles in Uitm.. yes, i did dats.. but later on that issue.. btw, here is the pic.. my mohawk hairstyles.. i love it to death.. dun woory, it gonna come back this semester break or should i say in 2 more weeks? hehehe..

kenapa aku suka mencarut?

smlm bila aku review blk blog2 entry aku bru aku pasan, byk gak2 curse2 words yg aku buh.. mcm x cencored pn ada.. tp mampuih p r.. ni blog aku kn, aku ble tulih pa ja yg aku mau.. but, a question remain,


WHY I LIKE TO CURSE?/KENAPA AKU SUKA MENCARUT?


kalu nk ikut, setiap kali aku bertutur mesti ada curse, well at least mesti ada r "bodo" k ,"babi" tuh plg normal r.. yg plg latest skali skrg nih "rise ur middle finger n say FUCK U".. so why?

maybe dats just who i am.. a cursing dude.. tp yg pasti dpn mak pak aku aku jaga setiap bait kata yg kluaq dr mulut aku.. nk mati, clap ckp jew t mampuih makpak aku berletiaq nnt.. so aku hanya curse2 ni ngn member2 jew.. esspecially member2 rapat.. ngn member2 kureng rapat tuh or gurl kureng r gak.. kalu ngn ajam,meor,aimil,adi,kuddus,hakim,ayie,ijat,fizi,shah,baby,boy,awe suma tuh kerap r mencarut.. plg byk ngn ajam ngn meor r..hahaha

kdg2 aku pikiaq gak, musti ada yg terasa ati bila kena maki ngn aku, atau pikiaq "gila gampang mamat nih manjang maki aku jew".. well, the thing is, kami org2 utara nih (PENANG,kedah ngn perlis) nih pertuturan kami mmg kasaq.. sampai kdg2 kalu kami bersembang ngn kwn2 se'utara' org2 len dr negeri len igt kami gaduh walhal kami hanya berseloroh..hehehe. but dats not an excuse to me for being a cursing dude..

so again, why i like to curse?

mencarut dlm eng pn slalu gak..besa r bru dengaq cool ckit kalu kata fuck,shit,asshole drpd babi,butoh,cibai n mcm2 lg.. so to be honest i dun noe how to answer dat question..


WHAT TO DO THINK??


p/s-pasni aku nk post plak napa aku suka merokok.he3

i will fight...

give up?
was its worth?
after all u been through to get to this far?
after all the problem n trouble u face?
after all the consequence u pay?
again..
i ask..
was it worth?
hell no..
i'll keep fighting no matter what..
i put a lot on the line to be here..
blood sweat n tears had been wasted
yess.
i will fight!!!!
no matter what..
this is my time to shine..
eventhough i noe sumone else will outshine me
i dun care..
i will fight..
give up is not an option..
to all the one dat doubt
just
rise ur finger middle finger n say

FUCK YOU...

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What were you doing before this?
+before this is too general.. i play NFS most wanted,surfing,smoking, pangkah2 ayie..+

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
+Im Not sure..+

If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
+Get married n have a lot of kids+


What would you do with a billion dollars?
+BILLION? bg kat mak pak aku r sng cita..suro diorang handle..aku bkn ble pgg duit byk2 nih.. joli jew t..+

Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
+u r kidding me? always.. i think all my ex's r my besfren b4..sum r bcome my besfren after the break up+


Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
+being loved by someone..its special+

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
+till i find one+

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
+xbek ambik org pny..lgpn dah sah2 kat dahi dia dh dicop "hakmilik polan bin polan kan.hehehe"+

Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
+face to face? never... behing my back? i dunno.. but im not a snatcher.+

What takes you down the fastest?
+its anything happen to my mum+


How would you see yourself in ten years time?
+10 years meaning dat i will b 28. so i guess a stable career, own a house n car.. n get ready to get marry+

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
+either+

What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
+bukak mata n usha laptop aku ada x atas meja..seriesly i do dat.. takut kot kalu ilang kena curik..dah r student2 kat malinja ni expert2 bab mencurik nih+

Would you give all in a relationship?
+all in? im not sure..depends on my spouse i guess+

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
+im not sure.. just read my poem "My Triangle Love Story"+

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
+depends.. sumtimes i can just let it go sumtimes i hold the grudge till the end of time+

Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
+im not sure.. again.. both have its own pro n cons+

Describe yourself in one word
aCe+

and counting..

life in campus..

some say is difficult some say is fun, somesay is crazy but somesay is awesome..

so which one is da truth??

to me, is all above...

its just how u live wif it.. if u compare it wif ur life in school, hell yeah its totally different from any angle.. but, still life hood in skool its da best time of my life.. dats just from my P.O.V.. some may say other but i stand for it.. bcuz when we r in skool we r growing up.. trying to figured out our self, trying to find our path, making our click, learning life as we grow.. but some of us make a mistakes during dat period n face da consequence till now.. including me.. but, its a mistakes dat will change our life n make us better, stronger n careful.. so, if any of us makes mistakes during our skool hood time, just be thankful dat we made dat mistakes in da past.. bcuz now, we alredy noe bout it n lerned sumthing..just dun make da same mistakes twice..

but in campus life,

we a young adult..we r in the process of living life not learning.. we have to ake care of out self.. feed of our own, surviving n many more.. its or last playful time of youth.. after dis, we r adult.. no more playing around, lesser time for hanging out.. we got bigger responsible..

our self, our family, job dat need our attention...


no more quitting.. no more relaxing.. yes maybe we can take a short break but its not forever.. sooner or later, we r back on the job..

so fellas, enjoy ur life in campus.. its da last pit stop of joyful, fun, amazing, crazy stuff, frenship..
after this pit stop we will enter da real world.. da world dat know no value of frenship, the world of back stabber, the world of Hypocrite, the world dat know no stopping no resting no enjoyment.. as we enter dat world, the is no turning back.. so brace urself, prepare for the real deal bcuz it aint far away.. its just by da corner.. its no more living, its surviving..

will we survive? or should i say can we survive??

we will or can find out reall soon....

im sorry..

sorry ek lama x uppdate.. thanx 2 uitm pny wifi yg telah tergengdala selama beberapa ari membuatkan aku xble nk online.. siot pny wifi.. btw, skrg tgh bz ngn study..

believe it.. aku tgh pulun study skrg ok.. aku xmau repeat apa apa paper pn sem nih.. nk kekalkan tuh smpai last semester..

so, wish me luck... to hana (farhannah nishaa bkn hannah-j) sorry xble nk reply msg ang.. bz ckit.. sbnrnya maleh r nk reply.hehehehe

out!!!!!