Hard Penny..

as i was puffing my morning smkoking just now, while my mind flying nowhere annoyed about life sucking experience and bout my empty pockye wothout any penny left to spent, theres a middle age man walk past me. i stared at him curiously. as i sat down on anonymous motorecycle whom i dunno the owner, puffing my ciggys, that man walked into garbages dump. i crook.. i kept on wondering what the hell hes doing in that garbages dump. i ignored him for a while. 5 minutes later, he popped out from that damnation of life. with a few empty 1.5 litre pepsi's bottles.i stunned. know i understand.hes picking up some empty bottles and cans to sell. wow. im speechless at that time. my mind whcih had flew away just now, came back to mys soul.. i wondered. i respect.he willing to do anything just to earn some money so that he can survived life, or maybe feed his kids n spouse. as he walked to another garbages dump, i relished myself. wow! sometimes life is hard, even harder for soem other people. it is hard even for them to eat n stay living. i look at myself. how spoiled i am. my life maybe isnt damn sweet as i aspected but is far far better is compare to some unlucky bastards out there. wow! i walked away from there just to avoid any more filty thoughts that could ruin my day n moods. i'd learned a hard lesson by just looking at that man. again, life aint sweet, get a helmet, what i used to said. but how bout them that dun even affort a helmet to buy? still, they survived. me? i dunno.