Reality Is Everything, Perception Mean Nothing

first of all, im not gonna make any excuses regarding any of my action dat i'd done, but still let me remind u, i am who i am, make action may sometime overshadow my "sweet" appearance but stil that just who i am. and for u babe, thanks for stood up for me, really thanks but u dont have to do it seriesly, its something that i did n now i have to pay the consequences.as for u, F hmmm.. actually im speechless. i dunno wat to say.. wow, u should feel proud cuz u r one of teh few that can make me speechless. as ussualy, i tried to find an excuse to make but then i realize.. why should i? i did what i did, n at the time i really wanna do it. im not defending my action cuz though me myself dunno why i did it in the first place cuz its soo damn long ago.. again another reminder, i didnt aspect this cuz u'll never in my circle before so maybe, i say maybe thats why i did what i did.

hm.. well lets face it F. i noe u r in the process of evolution. u r changing urself toward something big n better tahn before. can u still recall how r u before this changes? i have to admit u r doing great now, after the changes n i dun really like the old u but i do like the new u.. n remember, dat thing happened before this changes.so, maybe, again just maybe thats why i did what i did.i kinda dun like the old u...

wait r sec.. i kinda recall something.. yeah, its a gud one F.. remember last sem? u noe u do.."raise ur middle finge r n say FUCK U". remember that babe? well, first n foremost i didnt did it. annything that i thoight ive done. but i do know who Mr.K is.. seriesly i know him.. n i noe why he did it.. like i said, no one like the old u babe.but still, im kinda mad at u u noe, before this.cuz u just popped out with an assumption saying that i did it without any hesitation..wow, how dats huh? yes i noe all the evident point out at my chest cuz i invented that tagline but still dun u have any thought, even a lil that said im innocent n i dunno anything bout it. yeah at first i dunno anything u u just bang me like that. wow.. how cool? babe, next time if u wanna blame someone at least have a nerve by telling whatnot he had done. at least do that ok.. cuz, i am innocence in this matter, n at that time me myself pissed off at ya..n how cna u just leave it like that n after awhile when a new semester bout to start u just shout at my blog a text off -like-nothing-happened-between-us ? n then when we flip by face to face u just acted like nothing happened? wow! really wow.. but then, as me myself in a process of evolving myself toward a better life, i dropped it. i just follow the flow.acted like nothing happened.cuz i really dun like to fight with anyone. do u recall any of this?

well, last but not least, well i really dunno what else to write, so that it..

p/s- please read the post JANGAN POST INI, KALAU HIDUP IN SATU KONGKONGAN to get a closure look into me.