happy go lucky..

some say,
im da kinda of guy which in the hepi go lucky type.
is it true?
well, i have to say just..
susah gak r org nk tgk aku muka com @ susah ati @ tak lalu nk makn ker..
im just not dat kind of guy.. why should u be upset eventhough u got a problem?
just relax, calm down let it pass by.. u wil have to face it anyhow so why be upset?
just stay hepy 4get bout it for a while n when u r ready fight it like hell.
trust me.. no matter how hard, no matter how deep, no matter how difficult we can overcome it..
or its just gonna be hanging around u or hunt u down..
but why should u let it bring u down?
it shouldn't..
dats why i choose to be hepi go lucky just stay hepy all da time.
eventhough there r so much pain in me, soo much probs, soo much responsible laying on my shoulder, so many things to face, so many fucking person i hate dat i have to face everyday damn day, but will i let it bring me down?

hell no..

yes sumtimes it get into my head.. but just for a while.. if u ever find me down, just leave me for a while..trust me.. i'll be back on my feet as good as new.as gud as fun as great as i used to be..
because in just human..
i do have feeling..
sumtimes i loose control of myself.
trust me, when i do, i dun wanna be near me..
because im a very hot tempered, a short fuse, a loose cannon, not a wise one when im angry..
i tried to keep it deep deep inside.as far as i can push it down..
i dun wanna let anybody see the real me..
the jerk,the bastard, the asshole dat i am, n who i alway be..
i cant buried it 4 good.. its just who i am..
but i can promise one thing, i can control it..
even in the hardest situation..

dats why i choose to be

HAPPY GO LUCKY..

because sumtimes its easier to pretend to be a person dat u r not just to fit in, otherwise i will die alone.. it is hard but i can try.. yes! im trying..

it just who i am..

aCe+
adam
adam (pronoun as adem)

the person dat u noe as
-a happy go lucky
-jovial type
-maniac
-clumsy
-funny
-trying to be cute
-sumtimes crazy
-outgoing
-daring
-challenging
-perfectionist
-nerdy
-chinese look wif a pure malay heart
-negative
-vegetables haters

so which one of this are my real characteristic?
the one dat isnt fake?

to be honest, i dunno anymore..
its get mixed up alredy..
now..
i am who i am..
what u see, thats me..

A HAPPY GO LUCKY DUDE....

frens4eva..

i dedicated this entry to all my frens.. may all the memory we share together will alway be as good as it is.. frens4eva..no matter what.. i luv all of u no matter where u r.. honestly, i really miss the time when we r still in skool where we can fool around,skip tuition class together, skip skool, even skip puasa n eat popcorn in cinema (i will never 4get dat..seriously),hang out together at oldtown or McD or Swenz Kopitiam..

wish u guys a gud luck in wat ever u r doing..

luv u'all!!!!

kenapa aku suka mencarut?

smlm bila aku review blk blog2 entry aku bru aku pasan, byk gak2 curse2 words yg aku buh.. mcm x cencored pn ada.. tp mampuih p r.. ni blog aku kn, aku ble tulih pa ja yg aku mau.. but, a question remain,


WHY I LIKE TO CURSE?/KENAPA AKU SUKA MENCARUT?


kalu nk ikut, setiap kali aku bertutur mesti ada curse, well at least mesti ada r "bodo" k ,"babi" tuh plg normal r.. yg plg latest skali skrg nih "rise ur middle finger n say FUCK U".. so why?

maybe dats just who i am.. a cursing dude.. tp yg pasti dpn mak pak aku aku jaga setiap bait kata yg kluaq dr mulut aku.. nk mati, clap ckp jew t mampuih makpak aku berletiaq nnt.. so aku hanya curse2 ni ngn member2 jew.. esspecially member2 rapat.. ngn member2 kureng rapat tuh or gurl kureng r gak.. kalu ngn ajam,meor,aimil,adi,kuddus,hakim,ayie,ijat,fizi,shah,baby,boy,awe suma tuh kerap r mencarut.. plg byk ngn ajam ngn meor r..hahaha

kdg2 aku pikiaq gak, musti ada yg terasa ati bila kena maki ngn aku, atau pikiaq "gila gampang mamat nih manjang maki aku jew".. well, the thing is, kami org2 utara nih (PENANG,kedah ngn perlis) nih pertuturan kami mmg kasaq.. sampai kdg2 kalu kami bersembang ngn kwn2 se'utara' org2 len dr negeri len igt kami gaduh walhal kami hanya berseloroh..hehehe. but dats not an excuse to me for being a cursing dude..

so again, why i like to curse?

mencarut dlm eng pn slalu gak..besa r bru dengaq cool ckit kalu kata fuck,shit,asshole drpd babi,butoh,cibai n mcm2 lg.. so to be honest i dun noe how to answer dat question..


WHAT TO DO THINK??


p/s-pasni aku nk post plak napa aku suka merokok.he3

i will fight...

give up?
was its worth?
after all u been through to get to this far?
after all the problem n trouble u face?
after all the consequence u pay?
again..
i ask..
was it worth?
hell no..
i'll keep fighting no matter what..
i put a lot on the line to be here..
blood sweat n tears had been wasted
yess.
i will fight!!!!
no matter what..
this is my time to shine..
eventhough i noe sumone else will outshine me
i dun care..
i will fight..
give up is not an option..
to all the one dat doubt
just
rise ur finger middle finger n say

FUCK YOU...

lets get it started

well, tommorow its the beginning of the end..
the end of this semester ok. dun get it wrong.. im not giving up, yet..
2morrow my final exam will start wif bel260-preparatory course for muet..
then on 3rd nov i have ctu 151-tamadun2 islam
on 4th nov acc114-accounting 1
on 8th nov i got my muet writing n listening test
on 9th nov-eco162-micoreconomic
on 12th nov- pad 160-principles of management
n last but not least on 16th nov pad17o-goverment n politics

n wats next?

i can finally fuck the world up.. hahaha

oh ya. i totally forgot.. i have a part time work waiting for me
swenz kopitiam.. i'll be spending my whole sem break in there.. n wel, earn some money..

hehehe.. wish me luck ok..

peace in n roCk out!!!!!

.......

What were you doing before this?
+before this is too general.. i play NFS most wanted,surfing,smoking, pangkah2 ayie..+

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
+Im Not sure..+

If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
+Get married n have a lot of kids+


What would you do with a billion dollars?
+BILLION? bg kat mak pak aku r sng cita..suro diorang handle..aku bkn ble pgg duit byk2 nih.. joli jew t..+

Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
+u r kidding me? always.. i think all my ex's r my besfren b4..sum r bcome my besfren after the break up+


Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
+being loved by someone..its special+

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
+till i find one+

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
+xbek ambik org pny..lgpn dah sah2 kat dahi dia dh dicop "hakmilik polan bin polan kan.hehehe"+

Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
+face to face? never... behing my back? i dunno.. but im not a snatcher.+

What takes you down the fastest?
+its anything happen to my mum+


How would you see yourself in ten years time?
+10 years meaning dat i will b 28. so i guess a stable career, own a house n car.. n get ready to get marry+

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
+either+

What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
+bukak mata n usha laptop aku ada x atas meja..seriesly i do dat.. takut kot kalu ilang kena curik..dah r student2 kat malinja ni expert2 bab mencurik nih+

Would you give all in a relationship?
+all in? im not sure..depends on my spouse i guess+

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
+im not sure.. just read my poem "My Triangle Love Story"+

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
+depends.. sumtimes i can just let it go sumtimes i hold the grudge till the end of time+

Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
+im not sure.. again.. both have its own pro n cons+

Describe yourself in one word
aCe+

tupah's trip 25th Oct 2008

kalau ada sapa2 member korang ajak gi mandi kat tupah JALAN KAKI, just do this..

RISE UR MIDDLE FINGER AND SAY

FUCK YOU!!!!

so dis fuck you gesture is specially dedicated to meor..

siot ang meor. adventure konon p tupah jalan kaki.. dkt sejam punya kena jalan.. siot.. blk lg satu hal..

tp sep bek trip to besh r gak.. anyway, it kinda cool.. aku bkn xpenah p tupah sblom2 nih.. byk kali gak r.. tp slalu g ngn family or ngn sepupu aku r.. ni kira first time r p ngn member.. dah r time study week, bkn nk pegang buku, pi plak jalan kaki, unplanned bru plan pagi tuh ja pun.. tp is fun.. so, thanx guys for joining da trip.. baby, hakim,kuddus n ayie.. meor?

ang utang kami bogel in public.. ang janji ang akan wat kalu trip jalann kaki tuh lebih dr 40 minit.. sejam kot kena jalan..

yg sengal, yg gila2, yg sempoi-DPA2D

awai2 dulu aku menyesal gila2 babi wat2 bodo nk register course time awai2 sem yg menyebabkan clas lama aku (DPA2B) full n aku secara officially kena kick dr clas tuh n kna masuk clas yg bru bukak DPA2D & dilantik sebagai clas rep.. tuh awai2.. setelah lama berada dlm clas DPA2D ni aku jdk suka,sronok,happy,girang n suma yg +ve2 la senang crita.. kami suma click skali, kalu ajak hang out suma join, ble maen kutuk2 sesama sendri n no hard feeling, its been a sweet memory i this class..seriously.. tny farah diba, dia pn rasa cm2.. kalu kat DPA2B suma ada grudge sesama sendri, ada yg xpuas hati, ada group masing2 n xble nk bercampur sesama sendri (gurl esspecially.no offense).. so thank you God.. aku dah eppy kat clas baru nih.. & kami akan tangkap gambaq class next sem, for sure.. n we will show the world how sengal we r.. hehehehe..

the cast of the act-DPA2D

+adam+ its me

+ajam+ my bro.. dewa neraka
+adi+ ciput, bangla, cemerkap suma dia la
+aimil+ kakek, pakcik no.2

+ijat+ hahaha..pakcik atok, org tua suma la yg tua2..
+amini+ budak dekan yg gila2.. bru "shun"!!

+fizi+ yg bisu..seriesly.. dlm masa 2 jam dia hanya bertututr 32 perkataan..

+boy+ the stylo among all..

+awe+ mat budu..

+mirul+ si pipi tembam.hahaha

+saf+ my kunckles buddies..huhuhu
+farah diba+ the hmm.. well u noe how to describe FD rite? hahaha
+fatin+ the acc114 speciallist..thanx babe 4 teaching me account

+ezzati+ minah jelir lidah 2 saat n then wat muka masam..hahaha

+wani+ the blue dolphin..menatang kesayangn dia

+siti+ mek tim

+ieyda+ sejam rm30 (hahaha..jgn marah)

+imah+ kat nita mulut muncung..

memory of The Greatest Band

yup..this is my former band.. "The Greatest Band".. ya ya i noe.. the name quite self-proclaimed but ist catchy.. this band only live for hm.. 5-7 month i guess.. we started this band rite after we finish our spm.then, after all of us further our study we buried it wif all the good memory..

The Band Members-

me(aCe)-bassist, 2nd vox..
maXeemuse(join a nu band called Lazy Morning)-vox, n 2nd guitarist
Zul- Lead guitarist
rizal- the drummer


the history-

well, the first song that we jam 2gether is "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams-GreenDay".. well, the song quite impress us.. n its one of the song that zul can play.. so we giv it a try..n its good.. and since then everytime we jam, we'll started wif that song.. we even created our own opening act for dat song.. hm its quite good.. our very own single entitled "Ace anthem Towards Destruction".. hm its kinda like heavy-nu-metal genre type of song.. we didnt record it so there s no memory of that song but i can still reme,ber every bit of the song.. hmm.. the good all days

the life after-

since we start the band in 2007 after our spm so we kinda busy-all of us except zul have a job by that time.. me, i work at swenz kopitiam for a year. yup a year.. rizal work at another kopitiam nearby named coffee tree/coffee shop.. unlucky for him, no no.. unlucky for the owner that kopitiam closed after 3 n half month.. dats to rizal who work as bartender who made an awful drink dat cause a lot to the shop.. hahaha.. max in the other hand frist work at a mall called Fajar(after a few week, that mall was closed.. i dunno maybe all my buddies r cursed or sumthing) then he work at swenz kopitiam wif me.. yup, we rised hell at that place.. its almost like our playground..hahaha.. the only different is dat we get paid for it.hehehe.. in mid june 2007 max left swenz becuz he got an offer for Foundation of law in MMU, in mlaka.. rizal got an offer in Politeknik Kulim-electric.. zul also get n offer in JMTI(Now he in a PHI programme in Cheras).. they all left me hanging by a moment.. i got no more buddies, no bright future at dat time n no band.. its kinda suCk.. when im bout to learned to accept the fact that im not gud enuff to further my study i got an offer to UiTM Kedah n my nu life is await me..


the conclusion-

well its kinda suCk to left the band but we all are seperated.. max in mlaka, zul in cheras.. just left me n rizal who r nearby(kedah ngn penang jauh mana la sgt).. but ist not the same wihout two of them. me n rizal had planned to make a nu band but we r commited to our study n we are rarely seen each other.. so that it for The Greatest Band.. but, the memory will still be fresh n alive in our mind..

Blind..

Farah diba as requested, here it is.. a poem entitled Blind.. hope u like it and understand it..


BLIND

Sometimes we can’t really see what in front of us
Or maybe we choose to disregard it because it maybe lust
A desire that just want to bother our feeling
And we will end up confusing
Mystify and puzzled between lies and love
But yet, think about it, maybe that’s what we deserve

Acquisitive is that, what we are?
Wealth seduction takes us till this far
Shade us from the truth and the real thing
Make us be a part of this awful jinx
Maybe it’s not ignorance that takes us near
Maybe we want to be because the end is here

We are blind because we can’t really see
We are blind because we choose to be
We are blind for many reasons
We are blind because we don’t want to learned
We are blind and we are faked
We are blind and keep repeating the same old mistakes
We are blind and we refused to play it nice
We are blind and now we are paying the price
We are blind until we open up our eyes
See it all that it’s just a lies
That we are living in full fantasy
Blindness will lighten until we face the reality..

So open up our eyes and stand on solid ground
Don’t be an Ass or and loyal hounds
We can live up and make our own luck
Whom which taunt us, just rise your middle finger, and say FUCK..

and counting..

life in campus..

some say is difficult some say is fun, somesay is crazy but somesay is awesome..

so which one is da truth??

to me, is all above...

its just how u live wif it.. if u compare it wif ur life in school, hell yeah its totally different from any angle.. but, still life hood in skool its da best time of my life.. dats just from my P.O.V.. some may say other but i stand for it.. bcuz when we r in skool we r growing up.. trying to figured out our self, trying to find our path, making our click, learning life as we grow.. but some of us make a mistakes during dat period n face da consequence till now.. including me.. but, its a mistakes dat will change our life n make us better, stronger n careful.. so, if any of us makes mistakes during our skool hood time, just be thankful dat we made dat mistakes in da past.. bcuz now, we alredy noe bout it n lerned sumthing..just dun make da same mistakes twice..

but in campus life,

we a young adult..we r in the process of living life not learning.. we have to ake care of out self.. feed of our own, surviving n many more.. its or last playful time of youth.. after dis, we r adult.. no more playing around, lesser time for hanging out.. we got bigger responsible..

our self, our family, job dat need our attention...


no more quitting.. no more relaxing.. yes maybe we can take a short break but its not forever.. sooner or later, we r back on the job..

so fellas, enjoy ur life in campus.. its da last pit stop of joyful, fun, amazing, crazy stuff, frenship..
after this pit stop we will enter da real world.. da world dat know no value of frenship, the world of back stabber, the world of Hypocrite, the world dat know no stopping no resting no enjoyment.. as we enter dat world, the is no turning back.. so brace urself, prepare for the real deal bcuz it aint far away.. its just by da corner.. its no more living, its surviving..

will we survive? or should i say can we survive??

we will or can find out reall soon....

im sorry..

sorry ek lama x uppdate.. thanx 2 uitm pny wifi yg telah tergengdala selama beberapa ari membuatkan aku xble nk online.. siot pny wifi.. btw, skrg tgh bz ngn study..

believe it.. aku tgh pulun study skrg ok.. aku xmau repeat apa apa paper pn sem nih.. nk kekalkan tuh smpai last semester..

so, wish me luck... to hana (farhannah nishaa bkn hannah-j) sorry xble nk reply msg ang.. bz ckit.. sbnrnya maleh r nk reply.hehehehe

out!!!!!

wish me luck on my muet today..

skrang nih bru pukui 6.30 pagi.. no!!! aku bkn xtido2 lg aku dah tidoq, believe it or not aku tidoq pukui 10.30 smlm n aku bru jew bgn.. xtaw pasai pa ble bgn awai plak maybe sebab aku tdoq awai kot smlm tu r pasai.well gud 4 me..

today its a big day..

MUET..
wish me luck ok..

im aiming 4 band 5..

THERE!!!!

i said it!!!!

band 5!!

maybe sebab Boy gitaw aku smlm yg Mazliza dapat band 5 utk muet dia sbb tuh tiba2 aku pn ras tercabar.. well if she can do it, so can i.. tp tuh suma rezeki r kan.. kalu dapat band 4 pn dah kira ok dah.. i just need 2 improve my essay a lil bit-less grammar mistakes, more2 unique ideas, well organization n DONT FORGET DA TOPIC SENTENCES..in listening test, i just need to focus.. i must focus.. speaking-which is today, i just need to calm down n talk slowly.. no need to rush..an no mistakes.. fight for my point, support some of the other candidates n just do it..

i think i can do it..
i just need a lil faith..

go aCe go!!!!
u can do it...

A Simple Kiss..

WHEN TIME HAD IT GRUDGE ON OUR FRAIL LOVE
WHEN DISTANCE KEEP US APART AND MAKE IT TOUGH
WHEN BREAK UP JUST AN INCH AWAY TO APPROACH IN
WHEN “THE FIRST LOVE” FIRE UP IN A FORM OF A GIRL NAME LYN
WE ARE SO CLOSE, NO TOO DAMN CLOSE TO BE SEPERATED
I WON’T DENIED IT, I’M THE ONE WHO DIDN’T PUT THE EFFORT
THE DISTANCE, IT JUST ANOTHER EXCUSE I WANNA MAKE
BUT THE LOVE FOR YOU JUST WON’T FADE

THANKS TO YOU WHO ALWAYS BELIEVE IN ME
NEVER STOP FIGHTING, NEVER STOP SAYING THAT YOU LOVE ME
THE ONE THAT MAKE ME REALIZE AND FINALLY SEE CLEARLY
THE ONE THAT HOLDS MY HEARTS WHERE IT SHOULD BE

A SIMPLE KISS IT’S NOT REALLY WHAT I SEEK
A SIMPLE KISS THAT U GAVE ON MY CHEEK
A SIMPLE KISS THAT CHANGE IT ALL
A SIMPLE KISS TURN MY EGO DOWN AND MAKE IT SMALL
A SIMPLE KISS RESTORE, RENEW, REJOICE MY FEELING
A SIMPLE KISS RIP OUT THE KNIFE OF LOVE KILLNG
A SIMPLE KISS THAT I DIDN’T SEE IT COMING
A SIMPLE KISS THAT MAKE ME QUIT PLAYING
A SIMPLE KISS THAT MAKE ME TO START LOVING..
YOU..
MY ONE AND ONLY
~MY SHITERU~

The Shape of Things To Come..

hm.. wat can i say..
2 days from now(1 and half to b exact) i will have my muet exam..
one week from now my final exam will start...

guess wat?

i not really ready yet..
well to tell the truth my ready can be defined as 60% of effort n preparation..wlaway be..
but this time im not even dat close..

what the hell im doing??

i should be studying.. im suCk in accounting n Eco but i still care less bout it..

do i wanna repeat both of dat paper?

hell no..

so wat da hell im doing rite now?

blogging, just finish lost season 3 n i will continue season 4 2morrow(eventhough this will be my third watching them)...

i have my eco quiz 2morrow on Oligopoly... stil im not holding eco's book on my hand instead im typing this damn blog.....

what da hell im doing?

do i wanna get my ass kick out of here?

hell no...

so wat am i doing ??

i dunno..

maybe my spirit is flied away..

away from my heart..

the spirit dat always keep me going on my study..
the spirit dat always hold me on...
the spirit dat always make be believe dat im good at it..
the spirit dat always make my luck n survive this academic world..
the spirit dat alway hold my anger down..
where is the spirit?
where the hell is it?

without it im nothing..
useless..
unworthy...
a fake..
an asshole....
a pretender..

maybe dis is not wat i should..
maybe i should further my study..
maybe i should just continue working at Swenz Kopitiam
the one thing im actually good at..
waybe dis is all wrong..
maybe i make a mistake..
maybe im da one who wrong..

i dunno..

i wish i know..

memory of majlis berbuka puasa DiPAC in Kg apa ntah...

hello everybody...
sorry dah lama aku x post blog..(gila lama).. asik post poem jew kn.. lately nih kerap plak aku tulih poem kn.. slalunya aku tulih poem bila mood tgh high.. maybe lately nih my mood are unstable.. i guess.. ye r.. test sana, test cni, final lg 2 mggu.. tambah aku ada muet plak slasa nih. peh... btw, bout muet, my last essay dat i wrote my lecturer grade me as upper band 4.. dats mean im close to band 5.. means i have i shot at band 5.. wow, if it is possible it will b great.. but, if i get band 4, its gud enuff for me..(Really!!!!)..

OK!!!!

pa lg? hm...

HAH!!!!

lets talk bout one of my subject

ACC114- ACCOUNTING 1

well, it

SUCK!!!!!

maybe im suck in it!!!!!

i dunno..

GOD I HOPE I WILL NOT REPEAT DAT PAPER...

hm.. but its never too late to learn.. i hope there stil time...

ooo ya btw, some of u has be asking bout my latest poem,

MY TRIANGLE LOVE STORY

whether its bout my life or not.. d answer is.....

I NOT GONNA TELL....

SORRY.....

i just wanna keep d element of suprise, alive okay.. plus, i dun really like to share my personal life (love life to be specific...) to the public.. i kinda like to keep it to myself all the detail..

SORRY BABE!!!!

next...

wat else happen to me dis week?
i dunno.. nothing interesting.. it just dat there is no prison break this week..

FUCK.....

nobody upload prison break season 4 episode 8 online so dats mean there is no show this week in US,, whys dat? i dunno.. buts its okay.. i just have to wait till tuesday, then alip can download it for sure.hehehehe..

okay, dat all.

peaCe In, roCk oUt!!!!!!

My TRIANGLE LOVE STORY..

Unspoken love needs the truth to be revealed,
The truth needs a helping hand from the heart that unsealed
Heart of misery only bring the harm of emotion
Twisted emotion contribute to physical inducement

Hannah,
Somehow affection comes by and we click
The theme song of our love, flyleaf- I’m So sick
Enthusiast of you the reason I feel special
Remoteness between us likes comparison of sand and pearl
But, you had your chance and you blow it off
Second time seems impossible because my heart ain’t soft
Silly, my love for you won’t just fade away
“We are just best friend”, that’s what I choose to say

Neela,
The present, the replacement, the new face of worship
Just when everything seem right, here come relationship
Time been pushed, feeling determined too soon now it’s done already
Patience could saved it all from the dark love valley
Just friend maybe that what we should be
But I were greedy, “couple-ing” pressure blind me
Still, I don’t want to let you go that simple
Ego hold me back, make me stuck in “Cinta” vessel

The choice that I will make may hurt you both
But still, it’s have to be made even though it’s gross
One is the only number normal heart should hold
But I want you both, secrets that I keep in deep deep cold.

REALIZE.. by Saf

REALIZE

I should realize how the way it should be now
I should realize that I am far behind
I should realize life is not like I once thought
I should realize that are no SUCH THINGS as true friend
I should realize that I am not for him
I should realize that this is what he wanted to be
I should realize being single is actually TOUGH
I should realize that I’m not GOOD enough
I should realize that things never happen like I want it to be
I should realize that all this while, you just playing me
I should realize that I am falling so hard
I should realize that everyone is being UNTRUE

Now that I come back and try to be good,
But, will you be there and treat me GOOD?
Owh, I should have just REALIZE….

NO TOMMOROW

If there is no tomorrow,
What meal will I have for the last time,
Will it be Chicken McDeluxe or any of it kind
Do I really gonna have appetite or its just dying
Will I enjoy my last meal or maybe I just gonna start crying?

If there is no tomorrow,
Will I ever change?
Can I ever be tame?
Will I keep playing game?
Will my life will ever be the same?

If there is no tomorrow,
Will I ask forgiveness for all the wrong things I done?
Or just sit down pray that all of it will just be gone
Sorry, will that be my last word on my last second
Or I just be as bastard as I am that have no U-turn


If there is no tomorrow,
I know deep inside my heart will crashed
Too much pressure, some haven’t been test
So many thing aren’t achieved
Some, I take it to my grave

If there is no tomorrow,
Will the world stop spinning, people stop running
Allies stop ass-kissing, enemy stop gunning
Is that even possible?
Or the world remain as terrible

If there is no tomorrow,
Will I be afraid, will I even care?
I got nothing to lose, not much to spare
Freaking out never in my vocabulary
Knowing I won’t be able to live, that’s not really scary
But,
what about everybody else, how will they feel?
The fact of knowing the world gonna end, that’s worse then gets kill
Maybe its too late but its never that easy
So, brace ourself, the day will come, we’ll see..