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May 9, 2009

Persimpangan

Kadang-Kadang Kita Tak Perasaan,

Yang Kita Kadang-Kadang Sedang MemBuat Pilihan,

Pilihan Antara Dua Yang Memberi Impak Kepada Kehidupan Kita Tanpa Kita Sedari,

Mungkin Kita Tak Nampak Kekangannya Sebab Bagi Kita Pilihan Itu Betul,

Tapi Cuba Kalau Seseorang Datang Dan Memecahkan Kebuntuan,

Seseorang Datang Dan Memberitahu Akan Kesilapan Pilihan Kita Itu,

Bahawanya Kita Mampu Lebih Bahagia Jikalau Pilihan Yang Satu Lagi Dibuat,

Alangkah Berderai Pecah Ilusi Kebahagian Yang Rapuh,

Dunia Yang Kita Rasa Sempurna Penuh Dengan Lubang-Lubang Kecewa,

Lubang-Lubang Yang Penuh Kedukaan Mencukakan Lagi Keadaan,

Mungkin Selama Ini Kita Berada Di Dunia Yang Palsu,

Kenyataan Yang Sering Kita Tolak Ketepi Agar Ilusi Mampu Menguasai,

Kita Pilih Untuk Terus Dilema Dari Menghadapi Realiti,

Mungkin Itu Penyebab Pilihan Yang Kita Buat,

Namun Sampai Bila Harus Kita Terus Bermimpi,

Bukankah Kita Patut Berdiri Dan Menghadapi Kenyataan,

Ya, Ianya Pahit Untuk Ditelan,

Tetapi Selagi Kita Biar, Selagi Kita Tangguh Ia Akan Terus Menjadi Pahit,

Masanya Untuk Kita Berdiri,

Manggapai Langit Yang Terbentang,

Membetulkan Pilihan Salah Yang DIlakukan Dahulu,

Masih Belum Terlambat Untuk Melakukan Perubahan,

Tetapi,

Mampukah Kita??



Semester Sum Up-Okay Aku Pun Wat

ok2, sudah menjadik kebiasaan mana2 bloggers yg slalunya wat sum up entry ttg the whole sem sblom cuti sem.actually aku xmau nk wat entry cmtu sbb last2 aku akan terlupa a few important stuff that happened, tapi WTH rite?. wat ja la.plus, for the moment aku tgh borink ni.ahaks. my third semester as an UiTM student, it starts pretty shaky. sbb? duit PT aku kena potong rm1500 sbb aku wat ambik advance time awai2 sblom masuk UiTM lagi, so tggai lg rm500. or is it? sbnrnya tak.aku kena byq duit AcePire aku plak lg rm 700. so instead dpt rm500 utk guna sem ni aku kena tambah duit aku lg rm200 utk cover duit laptop ni. huh, mcm aku ckp.shaky start.time awai2 aku start sem baru aku dah wat promise kat diri sendri, which i didnt keep, ahaks. aku promies yg aku xmau kapel or fall in love with anyone through the whole sem sbb aku dah xmau hurt dah, tapi,well u guys know the "angel.." story rite? xpa. more on that later. aku stil kekal dpt clas DPA outcast n aku wat blog utk clas aku.wow! pecaya? yup its true. plus, clas aku makin bertambah member outcasters-nya. so the more is merrier rite? ha3. evnthough aku kering sem ni, tapi still aku enjoy to the max, xjoli tapi enjoy..ada r curtain2 time yg aku betui2 pokai gila2 babi, sepbek ada member2 yg ble counting.thanx guys.


plus spanjang sem ni, relation aku ngn saf makin rapat.seriesly, aku mula open up to her, mula bukak hati aku utk berbicara bout my probs n i open it up to her. aku ngn saf ciap wat bow lagi kot, remember secret recipe babe? ahaks. nmpknya i akan dapat rasa benda tuh.ahaks.pasai pi blok mahsuri jgn ckp r.byk xterkira n xkira masa, siang mlm tgh mlm, tgh pagi aku pi, chocoroll pny cita pun ada.ahaks. mmg lawak.

pastu sem ni gak aku paling active.seriesly.aku join mcm2. aku join camping team building dipac, besh camping ever! pastu aku ciap volunteer utk jadk exco dipac. wow! mcm2 kena go through siot.interview, selction, manifesto, election, last2 aku dapat masuk, saf pun dapat gak.n aku dpt jawatan as Exco Penerbitan & Inovasi. actually sem dpn baru kami stat keja as exco tapi sem ni ja kami dah handle 2 event, Majlis Solat Hajat DiPAC n Majlis Garapan Budi DiPAC which turn out to be okay.sem depan lagi byk activities aku kena handle n aku sendri xtaw samada aku ble handle k x.cmon la aku bizi kot.dah part 4 dah mua sem depan.ntahla.

one more thing,sem ni gak merangkap Birthday aku. ha3. 17th April yg lepas aku dah turn 19.wow! last year of my youth man,ahaks. aku dapt 3 jam sem ni, 2 mummy aku bagi, satu saf bagi n a wallet, "angel.." bagi. n taun ni aku dapat burfday wishes yg paling banyak,wow! actually aku dah janji ngn diri aku sem lepaih yg aku xmau celebrate bday taun ni, i guess we cant never aspect how things gonna turn out to be huh? watever.

ok2, the climax. sem ni gak aku falling in love again. for whats it worth, i think is for the best. "angel.." actually bukan feeling yg aku ada kat dia tu baru ja muncul, cuma aku just neglected ja sblom ni, plus time aku part 2 aku dah couple kot, n time awai2 part 3 aku just nk enjoy jadik single tapi tetiba, snap! im falling again. suma stat time camping dipac team building, kaki aku terluka n dia tolong satu ubat, peh! laki mana yg xjatuh cinta bai, kalau ada awek ble tolong satu ubat kat kaki lu? cmon r! pastu smggu pastu aku dah xble nk hold aku confess kat dia. first2 dia gelak kot, dia xpecaya.last aku try bg dia pecaya. dia nk take thing slow so kami skrg blom kapel n still taking thing slow, plus aku nk rushing wat pa kan. xkemana pun, so aku steady jew.

hm, 2 ja la kot apa yg aku ble sum up pasai 3rd sem aku, besh sem ever. xsabaq nk masuk sem baru which stat in july, we'll see! happy holls everybody..

Sweet Mmeory Of Being A Freshies







td dok usha2 folder2 tme part one dulu jumpa gambaq2 ni.. time ni last hang out sblom suma blk cuti sem part one. time ni gak last time any of us jumpa amir. dia quit uitm time suma org daftar masuk part 2. bayangkan kalau dia ada lagi skrg? things will be a lot different,seriesly. well, life aint what we want it to be aite, so suck on that. cuma besh bila tringat blk time kami suma part one dulu, gila2 kot time tu.ahaks.

May 8, 2009

Re-Schedule

i have to turn evrything upside down,seriesly.susah dowh nk get thing all together balik. susah nk balancekan n set the time bila dah balik ke umah ni, aklau kat campus aku pny masa mmg tunggang langgang n xpenah nk ada guide tapi kat umah len, aku kena ikut, plus senin ni dah stat keja dah, so i need to pull myself together before monday n try to survive this 2 whole month, i am trying okay.

Sad n Lonely?

actually xr sad sgt pun.cuma rasa len r. ye ar, slalu aku bangun ja tidoq tgk sekeliling dah cerah, ni bangun2 tidoq gelap ckit, *bilik aku mmg gelap ckit*..slalu bangun2 tidoq first thing first aku light up ciggys dulu no matter what,skrg xble dah.. hm, well, aku rasa ni la life aku utk the next 2 month...hm... skrg baru aku pasan, bezanya kat uitm ngn kat umah ialah aku byk bercakap kat uitm tapi kat umah aku lebih banyak cuba utk mendiamkan diri dlm apa2 keadaan.hm..parent kot, respek r ckit kan..ahaks.

May 6, 2009

Pictures

A pics have a Thousand story..
agree?
setuju sgt. xkira r baik memory ke, sweet memory ke, it is a memory, sbb tu aku simpan suma gambaq, xkira walaupun kalau aku usah gmbaq tu tringat benda truk, rasa geram, marah,sedih stil aku simpan..


jgn risau, aku simpan lg gmbaq tuh la weh!

Pretty Aint Sweet, Life Aint Easy

mulai jam 12.01pm td, sem break aku officially start.. paper dah abih. conclusion? susah ak r accounting td, ntah r aku pun xsure ble lepaih ke x.tgk r time result nnt. xmua dowh repeat skali lg. xkn dua kali nk repeat kot, nmpk sgt bengong kan. misi aku skrg kacau mmber2 aku yg ambik accounting 2.ahaks. mampuih depa suma. dah r paper 2 susah siot suma konplen mcm2.xpa2 kita tgk sem depan cmna. actually aku pretty excited gak utk cuti sem ni.mcm2 plan dah buat. plan yg xpenah wat sblom ni ngn org yg xpenah aku expect pun ada. life is to be enjoy not wasted rite, pa salahnya hang out ngn crowd baru.. kluaq skali skala dr comfort zone kita, seeing the world from other perspective..tapi pa yg aku dgq diorang tu suma lg gila2 dr clan sorority bro's aku. ntah la. kita tgk tahap gaban mana kegilaan depa suma tuh nnt ek. jgn risau aku akan post pix2 suma nnt as long as x over 18 SX cukup.ahaks. cukup r kot, nnt aku post len papa ok.



p/s- aku plan nk stat study legal system sem break ni. buku dia xclpa aku ada simpan g.. haha.tringat zaman awai2 dulu time aku gila2 pny minat law.

Come Take A Ride Please

Awak, kalau saya masam muka itu bukan bermakna saya bosan dengan awak. Kadang-kadang lelaki juga suka dipujuk.

Awak, kalau saya terlambat masa nak jumpa awak sila sabar dengan saya. Manusia mudah hilang fokus seperti saya memang banyak songeh.

Awak, kalau saya tak telefon atau sms awak, bukan bermakna saya mahu jauhkan diri dari awak. Mungkin saya sedikit sibuk dengan hal bersama-sama kawan-kawan saya. Mereka juga hidup saya. Sama pentingnya dengan awak.

Awak, kalau saya saya cakap saya tak nak itu bermakna saya tak nak. Walaupun saya jenis mudah mengalah tapi kadang-kadang tak salah kalau awak menangkan saya, kan?



p/s- chop2! ni bukan tulisan hati aCe+..ni cumalah citation dr satu blog.kenapa? ntah, rasa menarik jew..ahaks

Is Not As Beautiful As It Seems

Band-Simple Plan
Song-Your Love Is A Lie
ALbum- Simple Plan


I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I knowYour love is just a lie (Lie)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie (Lie)
It's nothing but a lie (Lie)You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I knowYour love is just a lie (Lie)
I know you're nothing but a lie(Lie)Lie(Lie)Lie(Lie)Lie
Your love is just a lie


p/s-lagu favorite Dayat.. Aku pun Dah Mula Minat Lagu Ni,Series!

May 5, 2009

Better Get Ready Bro

Cmon2! One More, One More! Pasni Ni Dah Ble Relax2 Dah n Enjoy.

God Does Not Play Dice With The Universe

Well, Its True Izni. i Guess Everything Is Mean To Happen Is Just Not As What We Want Or Less Expected. Rite? Plus, Who R We To Questioned The Divine Power? Who R We Wanted To Change The Destiny? Or The Real Question That We Should Ask Oneself Is, Are We Really That Worthy To Ask For Anything Despite All The Wrong Doing We Chaos Around? Maybe We Do Deserve All The Bad Luck? Nevertheless, Still We A Normal, We Aint Apes. We Have Feeling. Anger, Frustration n Whats Worst Is The Feelong Of Giving Up In Life. Thats Us. One Pathetic Loser. Or Is Not? Its Not Our Right To Make That Call.Its The Higher Authorities. Lets Just Hope Were Good Enough To Make It Through.

Takdir Kehidupan

Hidup Ini Perlu Bebas..
Bebas Dari Kekangan..
Bebas Dari Masalah..
Bebas Dari Penyesalan..
Bebas Dari Kekusutan..
Bebas Dari Rutin..
Bebas Dari Peraturan..
Bebas Dari Penipuan..
Bebas Dari Ikatan..
Bebas Dari Sistem..
Bebas Dari Segala2nya..
Tapi,
Kita Manusia Biasa,
Kita Xmampu Lari Dari Semua Itu,
Kita Terikat Dengan Peraturan,
Kita Tertipu Dengan Realiti Kehidupan,
Kita Terperangkap Dengan Igauan Dunia,
Kita Mengidam Fantasi Yg Xmasuk Akal,
Kita Jarang Berdiri Di Atas Tanah,
Kita Terumbang Ambing Di Angkasa,
Kita Tersilap Langkah,
Kita Tersilap Membuat Pilihan,
Kita Menolak Kebenaran,
Kita Pilih Jalan Gelap,
Namun,
Saat Kebenaran Muncul Mungkin Sudah Terlambat,
Saat Kita Terlajak Mungkin Sudah Jauh Tersisir,
Saat Kita Jatuh Mungkin Kita Sudah Terbang Terlalu Tinggi,
Saat Kita Tersentap Mungkin Kita Sudah Terlanjur Perbuatan,
Saat Kita Meniti Mungkin Kita Terkandas,
Saat Kita Menggapai Mungkin Kita Terlepas,
Saat Kita Tersedar Mungkin Sudah Terlambat..

May 4, 2009

A-nak tarik balik ble tak?

a-Mana Ble Bai.. Dah Wat Decision Mana Ble Ubah2!

A-Ala Bru Ja Wat, xsampai 24 jam Pun.Kalau nk refund item kat kedai pun ble wat taw x.

a-Barua La Ang Ni.Jap Nk Jadik Cmni, Pastu Nk Ubah Blk.. Bukan Ang Jenis Lelaki Yg Berprinsip Ke? Apa Ang Cakap Dulu, Kalau Ada Mesin Masa Pun Ang Xkan Naek N Ubah2 Apa2 Yg Ang Dah Buat SBlom Ni. 2 Jam Yg Lepaih Pun Kira Masa Yang Dah Berlalu R, Bengong!

A-hmm...(terkelu.)

Love Is Dead-Tokio Hotel

I hold your letter in my frozen hand
The last line was long as long as it burns my look carries on
With every word another feeling dies
I'm left here in the darkNo memories of you
I close my eyes
It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now

Vultures are waiting for what's left of us
What can we take?
It all has no worth if we lose our trust
They're coming closer, want me & you
I can feel their claws
Let me go now
Try to break free
It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
Now, now,It's over now
It's over now
It's over now
Vultures are waiting for what's left of us
Taking the last of you & the last of me.
It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone & we will never overcome
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
Now, now
It's over now
It's over now

Im Nuetered Am I?

remember the old aCe+? the one that crapping n shitting bout all his perspective bout how pathetic life is, bout how this world can be so wrong, using fucked up words, never give a damn bout anything, ready to face to world, ready to write anything without censoring anything n dont give a damn bout what others might say, remember him? god i miss him so much though. where is that dude? is it this blog have been control by someone else? nah! Adam Ar-Rashid is still running this blog, but why in the blue hell his writing lately get all jiwang2, mushy2 crazy2, why man? wheres the real aCe+? what happened to him? well, i guess this time i had to admit, im been nuetered a lil bit. well, im just a normal human being i have feeling, i do wanna feel da love.. well, but now im back! the old me is back! the real aCe+ is back! the badass is back! no more declawed home cat that live in the zoo, i am back in the jungle.free, fierce, aggresive n ready to take over the world. no wonder my hairstyle havent change.. wait for it, there plenty more to show. wiat till im out of this stuck up cage, once im out, the real one will be reborn.. dun worry, ill change my blog 360, trust me!


p/s- remember before this i talked bout making a changes, well i am changing. changing to the old me!

A Thin Line + I StoodStill Between Two Junction=B&L

tanya terkezut.. mmg ni dah kali ke berapa dah aku wat post thin line pasai B & L..
BESHFRENS N LOVER..
mana satu pilihan hampa? susah nk jawapkan..aku xmau nk ulang blk apa yg aku dah tulih sblom ni so just stret forwad ja la ek..saf pun ada post benda ni kat blog dia..tapi situation yg dia create, if everything starting to fall apart which one u gonna save? sound common?.. cmna kalau kita tukaq situasi tu bg jdk lg kompleks.

"IF EVERYTHING STARTING TO FALL APART, WHICH ONE U GONNA LET GO?"

sanggup tinggalkan kawan2 anda dan pergi kepada buah hati?
=hilang gelak tawa dalam hidup anda, hilang clan2 lepak skali anda, hilang geng2 sakat menyakat anda..

sanggup tinggalkan buah hati n pergi kepada kawan2?
= hilang tempat bersuara hati ke hati, hilang tempat bermushy2, hilang org yg slalu wat anda tersentuh dan jatuh cinta..

sanggup??

susahkan.. jawapan aku senang walaupun agak mustahil..aku akan tetap carik jalan utk selamatkan dua2. agak mustahil aku taw, life aint sweet, get a helmet. tapi awai2 lg preparekan diri anda utk menghadapi situasi tu. pandai bajetkan. ya aku selfish aku nk dua2, salahkah? kalau boleh dpt dua2, watpa aku nk wat pilihan pilih satu? so drpd aku termenung pikiq nk wat pilihan bek aku carik solution.plus, kalu aku dah prepared awai2 utk sitausi ni, xkn aku ble termenung plak kan. protection is better than care..seem impossible? ya ka? dah cuba? dah try? sorry aku ni selfish aku nk dua2 n aku ni xmudah nk give up so aku akn tetap carik jalan. ntah, aku xsampai ke tahap tu lagi tapi still aku dah well prepared dah supaya benda tu xkn jadik, aku share n spent time both sama rata aku xlebihkan mana2. bak akta saf, lovers will alway stay in my heart, frens will always stay in my mind.tol x?



p/s- kalau sampai satu tahap, dia sanggup lepaskan aku demi nk jaga hati kawan..hm....

Rainy Day

Usually i like rainy day, but not today..
i wanna get better,
i want this damn cold out of my system,
rainy day,
u spoil me,
rain,rain,go away,
come again another day..

May 3, 2009

There Always Something Differents Going Wrong

a Lost Cause? Nope. Im Not A Hero.
a Pain In The Ass? Words Out Im Sorf Of A Hero.
am I Tired Of Being Weak? A Such Rage That I Couldnt Scream
am I Choking To Breathe? But It Wash Away Impurities
theres No Sense In Finding Me? A Wisdom Of Fool Wont Get You Free

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