The Battle Is All But Lost Yet Here I Am

LOVE...

Such A Funny Word, Seems Sweet But Sometime It Bites Someone So Hard They Can't Even Bring Themselves Up. 

Such A Game Where A Person Will Lays Everything On The Table But In The End Crash And Burn.

Such An Irresistible Force That It Mesmerize An Individual To The Point Where Addiction Become The New Solution.

Such A Gamble Where At Some Point All You Can Up Is Look Up To The Sky At Pray That Its At Your Mercy.

Such A Thing Where Stupidity Is Only One Step Away From Rationality. 

Such An Stature Where Those Who In It, Suffer A Lot But The Thing Itself Self Protected.

Why oh Why?

If Its Hurt So Much Why Everybody Put Themselves Into The Hardship of Getting It?

If Its That Painful Why Everyone Gunning For It And Feel Lonely if They're Not On Board?

If Its So Beautiful Why Everyone Raise The Middle Finger To The Point Of No Going Back?

If Its That Worth It Why Everybody Stuck In The Middle Whereby Only A Few Survive, Barely?

Maybe It Is Better Without

Maybe It Is Simpler Not To Have It

Maybe It Is A Force Not To Be Deal With

But Maybe,

Nobody Able.

Nothing Stay Forever And Ever

Maybe Living In Your Own World Without Having To Deal With Such Thing Is The Safest Way To Live.

But Then,

Thats Not Who I Am.

I Love Playing The Dangerous Game.

I Hate Being Hurt But I Always Up On My Feet At The End

I Come Out Stronger But Damaged On The Other Side

I Am Who I Am But Sometime To Be Myself I Have To Bring Someone In

I Am Fragile And Easy To Fall But Never Really Understand.

Maybe,

You're The One I Need

You're The One I've Searching For

You're The One, The Savior I've Been Looking For All My Life

You're The One The Different Kind From My Previous Encounter.

Yeah You! I Am Talking To You!

You're The Forbidden Fruit But I Am A Self Inflicted Fighter

You're In The Place Where The Odds Are Against Me.

But What The Hell? I Am Gambler.

I Rather Crash And Burn Then Asking Myself "What If?" In Future

All My Card On The Play, Its Your Turn To Play.

Game On!

I'm Apologise For What I've Done, Not For What Happened

"In The Future, When You Listen To This Song Which Once Was Ours, You Will Cry Remembering The Time We Shared Together"  (Miss XXXX, 2010)

You're Fucking Right......

Sugarcult
"Memory"

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappeared.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?

Roses Are Indeed Red!

Those Flowers Are Indeed Meant For You, But Are You Mine To Hold?
Give Me The Answer. Yes Or No, You Will Always Be My Flower!

This Is Where We Make Our Last Stand

The thing about beauty is that it is subjective.

What society perceived as beautiful might be a majority belief but that doesn't mean it is from the view of all. Say what you want, believe what it is, follow as the perception lies down and take its toll, some people, the one that considered to be the "Society Rejects" might beg the differ. What make the majority supreme over the minor? What is it about perception of the many that belittled the one who think differently? Maybe they are right, it is safer to just follow the flow rather than turn and go the other way around instead of following your true belief and go against the mass. The thing about following your fighting heart is that it will always lead us toward the destruction of our self because our thought is just different from the rest of the obedience "monkeys in the suit".

Tale a look at all these girls. Do you believe that they are beautiful in their own way? Most will say otherwise. Just by looking at their differences in a way they present them self, these girl will never be put in the running for Miss Universe since society have a different idea of the definition of beauty. With all that tattoos, the striking hair colours, the piercing on the lips, the mind of the masses already labelled them as "The Outcasts". Is that what they all are? Rejected by the false entitlement just because they are different from what the majority want as the representative of beautiness? Say what you want, some of us, even though our numbers are small, we praise these girl for being different because it what separate them from the packs. It is what make them special in they own way even others don't believe so.   

Maybe WE (the different breeds) will never fit in the so called perfect society but we will never back down. Just because we are not who the rest of the world want us to be, that doesn't break us or bring us down because no matter what, our belief stand on its own, our voices make some noise even though its seldomly heard. Maybe we will never even make our mark in the map of history but we know that we at least tried. Try to be who we want, not following the trend of social setting that set for us, instead of doing that, we follow our heart and goes with our day.It might not mean anything but to us, its everything we have. Hey you,  yeah I am talking to you the rest of the world! You can kick us down, break us apart but you will never take away our freedom or our choices. Because in the end, we know that at least we make our own choices even though it might be the cause of our fall down.

Anaruxi: Dead And Scorned

They Say Hell Has No Wrath Against Fury Of Scorned Woman,

But My Gentle Wrath Will Not Justified With Hell Or Man, 

Seven Hells Can't Contain Me Soft As I Burned Up And Down,

Run Away All You Want, Matter Not Because There Is Not Place Save And Sound.

Yes, I Am Talking To You Mr I-Wanna-Save-The-World,

Your Stupidity Holds Me Ground By Your Side Sparing You From Darkness Twirl,

Yet Here I Am Dead And Vanished While You Are Still There Fighting Your Imaginary War,

Ignorance Is A Bliss, But Not To You As The World Is A Lost Cause As It Is Shock And Awe.

How Come You Are So Determined To Save The World, Mr White-Shining-Knight,

It Caused Me My Life You Fool, Now You Stand Alone To Face The Gruelsome Fight,

If You Just Accept The Fact, We Would Be Half The World Away Sharing A Kiss Together,

Laying On The Sandy Beach Toasting Booze Forever And Ever.

Now Look What You'd Done, I Am Dead For Your Dying Cause Not For My Willful Cue, 

Would You Even Look At Me Now As I Burning In Damnation , Not That You Ever Do,

I Am No Angel You Dummy, Just A Faithful Shadow Crawling From Behind You,

A Misfit Guardian With The Power To Save No One But Only You.

Wrath Gathers But No Strong Enough To Face The Might Strike,

If Death Ever Has Meaning, I Hope Mine Will Open Your Blind Sight,

But I Guess Is Meant Nothing Because There You Are Still In The Moronic Fight,

Will It Ever Stop You That The World Is Fruitfully Wrong With Nothing Ever So Right.

Now Heed My Sorrow From Underneath The Crypt,

There's Nothing Redemption Will Do Not It Does Rightful Deeds,

Now It's Time For You To Step Up And Be Who You Are Destined To Be,

Even Though It Hurts A Damn That You Are Not Meant For Me.

The World's Savior And Light Bringer Are Supposed To Live In Solitude,

There Won't Be Help From Me Since Hell Holds No Earth Reception, But The View Is Good,

Let See What You Worth Mr.Hero And Set The Burning World Afoot,

Just Know That I'm Waiting In Hell When Death Knocks You Senseless From Your Root.  

Courage!

All It Takes Are Just Some Courage And Guts To Walk The Path of The Unknown. It May Lead You Ashtray But You'll Never Really Know As It May Lead You To The Path Of Greatness. All It Really Take Are Just Bold And Risky Move In Order To Gain Something far Beyond Imagination. Will You Do It? Will You Step Up To The Plate To Seize Your Opportunity? And If It Is Truth That It Is Nothing More Than Goose Egg Chase, Will You Stop And Never Leave Your Comfort Zone Ever Again? Will It Really Be That Hard To Raise Up And Take The Matter Into Your Own Hand?

Truth Is Not As Sweet As It May Seem

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

Hey Little Devil Hear My Confession

Here I Am...

Still Hanging.

Breathing...

Breathing...

Breathing...

Alive Or Dead, Still Confused...

Here I Am.

Look At Me Now.

Smiling Over Nothing.

Laughing Over Smiling...

Still Breathing...

Still Breathing...

Still Breathing...

Here I Am...

I Am Still Here..

Why Am I Still Here?

I Thought I Left With The Angel Of Death?

Is This The Second Chance?

If It Is, I Don't Want It!

Leave Me Alone...

Even Outcast Has A Right To Scream...

Here I Am.

Screaming...

Screaming...

Screaming On Top Of My Lung!

But Why There's No Sound?

Here I Am.

Dead But Breathing...

Breathing But Not Alive...

Here I Am...

Am I Really Here?

A Letter From A Crow To The Sea Bitch

p/s- this is the gayest post ever, please don't read this!

Most People, Girls Especially Thought That Every Guys Are Emotionally Invincible. The Thing Is, We Are Not. Trust Me When I Say This, Most Guys Will Denied Being A Sappy Emotional But It Is The Truth. The Only Different Between Sexes Is That Guys Don't Show Their Emotion For The View Of The World, They Keep It Bottle Up, Hold It All Imbalancely With A Cork To Cover It All Up, And Guest What, Once The Dam Is Broken, All Hell Will Break Loose. This Is Not A Warning Of What Might Come, Just A Constant Reminder. Hurting In The Guy's Playbook Means A Way To Somehow Avoid The Real Deal By Faking Up Positive Emotion Such As Being The Funny Guy. Well Guess What, The Funniest Guy You Know Its The Loneliest Guy There Is. The Only Way For Them To Shun Away The Evil Idea Of Being Alone Is To Fake The Happiness, A Show For Everyone To Feed Upon. The Truth Remain Silence In The Dark, The Unstoppable Damnation Of Being Hurt.

Well The Idea If Truth Itself Is A Grey Area, But Here Is What I Can Tell. Yes, I Am Still Hurt. The Fact That You Left Me Hanging During My Darkest Hour, Kills It Even More. Imagine A Knife That Cut Through Flesh, Times A Thousand. That Not Even Close To What You'd Done To Me. "That's Eight Month Of My Life I'm Not Getting Back. A Beautiful Letdown Led To Meaningful Life Lesson." That The Pipe Dream I Kept Telling Myself Whenever The Silly Thought Of Doing Something Dumb Cross My Mind. Hey, A Bro Can Dream Right? Even though It Is Not A Fairytale Ending Dream But Whatever That Get Me Through The Night. I Take What I Can Get. Maybe What The Real Lesson Is That The Girl That You Thought You'll Be Walking Down The Aisle With At The Very End Is Not Suppose To Be Who She Is If She Broke Your Heart In The Middle Of The Journey. That's The Awful Lesson I Take From You, From Us.

I Am Man Enough, Or At Least I Thought I Was, But I Sure Can Take It Like A Man. But, Why Should You Left Me Drowning Like That? Just Put A Gun To My Head, And Pull The Trigger And End My Miserable Life, But I Guess You Don't Have The Guts To Do That Huh? You Rather Let Me Be You Puppylove Puppet That You Can Toyed Around And Toss. A Plaything, That's What I Am. Well Screw You Bitch. A Puppylove Puppet Is A Tame Beast In Cage Waiting For The Moment To Seized. And Lucky For You, I Never Had The Chance To Claw You In Your Back. If The Table Turn And Time Reversed, That Is Exactly What I'm Going To Do.

So There It Is. The Confession Of A Psyche, A Broken Machine In The Form Of Flesh Madman, A Thing Called A Guy. Like It Or Not, I Am Still Hurting And There Nothing In This Globely World Can Fill The Hole You Left In My Pumping Heart. A Scar Remained Unhealed, That What Left Pumping My Blood From My Vein To My Brain. Thanks Again Bitch.

Brotherhood Without Manners

I Swear My Fealty To The Brotherhood Without Manners.

I Will Take No Law,

I Will Take No Love,

I Will Take No Honor,

I Will Take No Progeny,

I Will Take No Duty.

Hear My Words And Take My Vow

There Will Be No Peace,

There Will Be No Harmony,

There Will Be No Forgive,

There Will Be No Forget.

Hear My Oath And Take My Pledge

As Long As I Live,

As Long As I Stay,

I Am The Sword of The Might,

I Am The Shield of The Brave.

I Am A Brotherhood Without Manners

There Will Be No Mercy

Only Curse And Hell Lie Upon

As For I Am An Outcast

As For I Am A Pariah

As For I Am The Darkness In The Form Of Light

As For I Am The Devil Of The Night.

There Is No Home There Is No Place

 Even At The End Of The World

They Can Hear My Cry

As They Can Sense My Wrath.

I Am A Brotherhood Without Manners

I Am The Brotherhood Without Honor

This I Swear This I Concord.

As Long As I Live As Long As I Breath

This I Swear This I Concord.

Theon Greyjoy War Cry

You Hear That? That's The Mating Call Of The Northmen. They Want To Fuck Us. Well, I Haven't Had A Good Fuck In Weeks. I'm Ready For One. They Said Every Ironborn Man Is Worth A Dozen From The Mainland. You Think They're Right? WE DIE TODAY BROTHERS! We Die Bleeding From 100 Wounds, With Arrows On Our Necks And Spears In Our Guts, But Our War Cries Will Echo Through Eternity. They Will Sing About The Battle Of Winterfell Until The Iron Islands Have Slipped Beneath The Waves. Every Man, Women And Childs Will Know Who We Were And How Long We Stood. Ironborn Warriors Will Cry Out Our Names As They Leap Onto The Shores Of Seagard And Faircastle. Mothers Will Name Their Son For Us. Girls Will Think Of Us With The Lovers Inside Them. Ad Whoever Kills That Fucking Hornblower Will Stand In Bronze Above The Shores Of Pyke. What Is Dead May Never Die!

Rains Of Castamere

And who are you, the proud lord said, 

that I must bow so low? 

Only a cat of a different coat, 

That’s all the truth I know. 

In a coat of gold or a coat of red, 

A lion still has claws, 

And mine are long and sharp, my lord, 

As long and sharp as yours. 

And so he spoke, and so he spoke, 

That lord of Castamere, 

But now the rains weep o’er his hall, 

With no one there to hear. 

Yes now the rains weep o’er his hall, 

And not a soul to hear. 

And so he spoke, and so he spoke, 

That lord of Castamere, 

But now the rains weep o’er his hall, 

With no one there to hear. 

Yes now the rains weep o’er his hall, 

And not a soul to hear. 

Genre Christian Rock, Seriously?

War Of Change

Thousand Foot Krutch

WWE Over The Limit Theme

It's a truth that in love and war,

World's collide and hearts get broken,

I want to live like I know I'm dying,

Take up my cross, not be afraid

[Chorus]

Is it true what they say, that words are weapons?

And if it is,then everybody best stop steppin',

Cause I got ten in my pocket that'll bend ya locket,

I'm tired of all these rockers sayin' come with me, 

Wait, it's just about to break, its more than I can take,

Everything's about to change,

I feel it in my veins, its not going away,

Everything's about to change.

It creeps in like a thief in the night,

Without a sign, without a warning,

But we are ready and prepared to fight,

Raise up your swords, don't be afraid,

[Chorus]

This is a warning, like it or not,

I break down, like a record spinning,

Gotta get up,

So back off,

This is a warning, like it or not,

I'm tired of listenin', I'm warning you, don't try to get up,

There's a war going on inside of me tonight (don't be afraid) [x2]

Wait, it's just about to break, its more than I can take,

Everything's about to change,

I feel it in my veins, its not going away,

Everything's about to change,

It's just about to break, its more than I can take,

Everything's about to change,

I feel it in my veins, its not going away,

Everything's about to change.

Linkin Park, Still?

Burn It Down

Linkin Park

Living Things

The cycle repeated

As explosions broke in the sky

All that I needed

Was the one thing I couldn't find

And you were there at the turn

Waiting to let me know

We're building it up

To break it back down

We're building it up

To burn it down

We can't wait

To burn it to the ground

The colors conflicted

As the flames, climbed into the clouds

I wanted to fix this

But couldn't stop from tearing it down

And you were there at the turn

Caught in the burning glow

And I was there at the turn

Waiting to let you know

We're building it up

To break it back down

We're building it up

To burn it down

We can't wait

To burn it to the ground

You told me yes

You held me high

And I believed when you told that lie

I played soldier, you played king

And struck me down, when I kissed that ring

You lost that right, to hold that crown

I built you up, but you let me down

So when you fall, I'll take my turn

And fan the flames

As your blazes burn

And you were there at the turn

Waiting to let me know

We're building it up

To break it back down

We're building it up

To burn it down

We can't wait

To burn it to the ground

When you fall, I'll take my turn

And fan the flames

As your blazes burn

We can't wait

To burn it to the ground

When you fall, I'll take my turn

And fan the flames

As your blazes burn

We can't wait

To burn it to the ground

Puisi Buat Laila

Hey Laila, Larilah Teruskanlah Berlari

Endahkan Acuan Pistol Dibelakangmu Jangan Sesekali Kau Ragui Diri Sendiri

Teruskan Berhelah Selamanya Kerna Duniamu Akan Tetap Kekal Serupa

Fakta Tetap Fakta, Dosa Dan Raga Tak Mungkin Boleh Pudar Begitu Saja

Biarkan Ku Disini Menghitung Waktu, Teruslah Mencela Kepercayaanku

Maka Larilah Laila, Teruskan Berlari Selagi Kau Mampu.

Teruskan Berpura-pura Jangan Kau Cuba Berhenti Walau Seketika

Teruslah Bermain Jangan Dikira Apa Konklusinya

Kerana Kau Tahu Aku Akan Tetap Berdiri Disini, Menanti

Ya Aku Yang Bodoh Terus Menunggu Dan Tetap Menaruh Hati

Aku Percaya Akan Satu Yang Suatu Hari Nanti Kita Akan Tetap Bersama

Mimpikan Pelamin Indah Yang Akan Kau Hiasi Jua Akhirnya

Mimpi Mustahil Perlahan-Lahan Berputar Di Benakku

Namun Kau Teruskan Jua Berlari Dan Aku Masih Terpaku

Ya Laila, Larilah Selaju-lajunya Hingga Tembus Ke Langit Yang Tinggi

Jangan Pernah Untuk Perlahan Walau Sedekat Mana Aku Cuba Hampiri

Dekatku Bukan Untuk Menagih Kasih Tapi Membawa Picu Dendam Kesumat

Persetankan Kehitaman Duniaku Tapi Tetap Akan Ku Balas Biar Di Hujung Kiamat

Balasannya Pasti Namun Ketika Ini Tak Mampu Aku Laksanakan

Mungkin Aku Lemah Tak Mampu Untuk Melanyak Insan Bergelar Perempuan

Atau Mungkin Pembalasan Itu Tetap Tidak Mampu Menggembirakan Hati Nan Satu

Atau Mungkin Perkataan Gembira Tidak Layak Dalam Kamus Hidup Aku

House Of Stark

"Winter Is Coming"
"There Must Always Be A Stark In Winterfell"

We Are All Living On Borrow Time

If The Day Ever Come When I'd Stop Arguing, SAVE ME!
If The Day Ever Come When I'd Stop Complaining, SAVE ME!
If The Day Ever Come When I'd Stop Fighting, SAVE ME!
If The Day Ever Come When I'd Stop Caring, SAVE ME!
If The Day Ever Come When I'd Stop Helping, SAVE ME!
If The Day Ever Come When I'd Stop Living, SAVE ME!

On The Second Thought, DON'T SAVE ME! It'll Be Pointless Then If THAT Day Ever Come.
Sayonara!

Hear My Roar- Lannister

Again, EMO Logic

They Said EMO's Are The Romantic Type, Friggin' True