Suprised!

"Ang Nak Handphone Ni? Kiss Aku Dulu."

Happen Around 7.02PM Just Now.
What Happened Next, Thats For Me To Know And For You Guys To Find Out.

Stupidity Equals Single

Ok, Nows since the heat been cooled off, i will story at ya. SINGLE? some dont believe me saying that its just another tactics of me to hit a girl, to lure a gurl to my place. fuck you guys. thats what i reply. i dont need to justify myself, so say whatcha want, i dun give a damn at all. juts to be clear, if i really wanna used facebook as a tool of hitting girls, why on earth did i stated there that i'd been in relationship, better of said single if thats was my purpose, idjit.

believe it or not, yes, im single. like i said before, Adam Ar-Rashid is mean to be single, always. but my heart wont let me. it kept falling, n falling n falling for a wrong pair.i dunno, maybe its just my stupid luck or maybe its a punishment for me, but still i dont know how to stop. i keep on going n trying. stupid huh? yeah, maybe i am that stupid. or maybe i just that plain, or even maybe my herat is a soldier though cuz i keep on trying even i know its a lost cause.

oh ya, i forgot. this post is not about the story why i change my relation status in facebook to single. sorry.

p/s- FYI for that certain someone, i you do love me, why u didnt post any of the pics of you with barry, why upload something else. huh. yeah , i am that stupid

Road To Madrid

UEFA Champions League Final.
Inter Milan VS Bayern Munich

I dun favor any of this team, but its final dude so im gonna watch it anyway. plus, its get douchey if only EPL teams in the final every single season right, so its kinda good to see new team arive at the final.well, Inter havent win Champs League title eversince 1965 n Bayern since 1991. gud luck for both team.

Aint It To Soon?

shes crazy, n thats what i like about her.

Better Of Dead

pernah dengaq stigma? percaya pada stigma? well bagi aku, aku xpercaya sangat unless aku experience sendri benda tu. contoh paling baek ialah stigma "budak klantan ni berpuak".. seriesly aku dari dulu xpercaya benda ni. dulu aku xble r nak argue sbb aku xpenah ada member2 dr klantan, but now aku da 2 member dr klantan, housemate aku lg, n as far as it goes, still aku xpecaya ngn stigma tu sbb awe ngn bulu xberpuak pun siap peramah lg,ramai kawan dr pelbagai jenis n peringkat umuq. ok stop first, post ni bukan pasai stigma di atas tapi stigma laen which is

"SORANG ANAK YG JAHAT TIME KECIL AKAN JADIK ANAK YANG AKAN MEMBELA IBUBAPA DIA DI MASA DEPAN"

pernah dengaq? well first thing first, confession. yes, aku ngaku awai2. aku bkn anak yg baek, soleh, positif2 pny sifat la. aku anak yg cmna? well,antara 3 bradik kami, aku paling trouble maker, aku paling kuang ajaq, aku paling byk menjawap, aku paling banyak bagi mummy aku nangis, aku paling byk perabih duit mummy aku, aku yg paling banyak bagi hati mummy aku terguris,aku yg paling banyak macam2 lg. so yes, aku consider diri aku sebagai anak yang jahat, sie, pa2 len lagi r. so the big goddamn question left to answer is this, ble ka aku jadik anak yg akan membela makpak aku in future? mampu ka aku? diri sendri pun tunggang langgang nk bela makpak aku. tapi cam mak aku cakap la, adik bradik aku yg lain dua2 pompuan so depa akan kawin da ikut laki depa, tapi aku x. aku ngn mak aku xkan putus sampai bila2 even if kau da kawen, makpak aku stil akan jadik tanggungjawap aku. mampu ka aku? seriesly aku xtaw. sbb cam yg aku cakap, i live for the moment not past nor future. so pikiaq pasai masa depan is not my kinda area. tapi, if i could, yes i will do. aku akan bela makpak aku. even im not sure i can but stil, i will try to. xkesah r pa nk jadik kat aku, janji aku fullfill benda ni. sbb time skrg aku paling byk wat sie, so i need to redeem myself in the future. what ever it takes. thats my oath! everything else, its not up to me to decide!

Another Stupid Piece Of Mind

somesay, the sooner you started to accept the fact, the better you will be. well, isnt that just a piece of shit? well, thats the probs with people's mind. refusal to believe, n worst refusal to accept the fact. we prefer to dream n fantasized. aint that dead heartbeat huh? well reality alway kick u ass, but fact dont. fact make you stay real, but in our eyes fact is some stinking shits that we will alway stay away from. so, gudlux guys. keep dreaming though!

Hook

the simple catchphrase for someone who in letting other to be on his/her hook is this,

I CANT BE WITH YOU..... RIGHT NOW

No Man Is An Island But Im Different Though

When you cant contact or connected when someone you love cuz i love the communication device, was it your fault? damn technology. why? why we'll mushy2, lovey dovey only when we cant connected with each other through any tech method as such facebook, text messages n etc. why cant we love someone just the way they are without needs for attachment to each other with all the type of communication? does it really necessary? do we really need to report to our love one our where ebing 24/7? if yes, wow! thats suck! thats suck hard! i hate attachment. i hate when people tell me what to do. i hate when someone keep tailing me on everything that i'd done on very single day, nay every single minutes. i need breathing room, i need personal space.i need time of my own. thats one of the reason i really glad i los my phone. seriously, i never felt free like this. seriously i dont miss my phone. im freaking happy cuz i dun have a phone rite now cuz no one i mean no one can contact me whatsoever, and i like it. im free. i think i'll try not to buy a new phone in near time being.

Resist Is Pointless

whats the point of even remembering/missing/wanna-hug-if-see-in-front-of-own-eyes if the person herself doesnt even give a damn? well girls, if that the game u wanna play, game on. i can play along n mark this, i will win in the end. dont test my awfulness!

New Indie In Town

Band- Fit For Rivals
Song- Crash
Album- Steady Damage

Don't know where I'm going
Everybody's running, everybody's running
Come back, after all is broken
Everything is burning, no one is returning

Step back, step back
Everybody, step back, step back
It's time to pick up the slack, the slack
You ought to know

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

Don't know why I'm crawling
Everybody's running, everybody's running
Re-spun back to where there's something
Everything was falling, trust in what was nothing

Step back, step back
Everybody, step back, step back
It's time to pick up the slack, the slack
You ought to know

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

[riffs]

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing x3

Christian Cage Is The Captain Charisma

Band- Jim Johnston Ft. Story Of The Year
Song-Close Your Eyes
Album-WWE Addicts

Go!

If you close your eyes, Your life, a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and scars never healed
(Scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there you'll see if you just close your eyes.
If you just close your eyes.
(If you just close your eyes)

Deceived by my eyes and all I was told I should see.
Opinions not mine, The person they taught me to be.
One night in the dark of vision of someone I know,
And out of the darkness I heard a voice say I'm you.

Inside of me a light was turned on. Then I was alive.


If you close your eyes, Your life a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and, scars never healed
(scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there, you'll see if you just close your eyes.
(Close Your Eyes)

Hearts uninspired, trapped inside somebody's dream.
To close to the fire, Yet cold and so numb with the pain.
But the fever has broken, and the river has run to the sea.
Washed to the ocean and saved by a voice inside me.

Inside of me a light was turned on, Then I was alive.

If you close your eyes. Your life a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and scars never healed
(Scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there you'll see if you just close your eyes.
(If You just close your eyes. If You just close your eyes)

I Heart My Mom

wanna wish my mum, Zaridah Binti Ahmad a very lovely mothers day. u r the besh mom in the world that anyone will nevy for cuz i am ur son. thanx for all the wisdom n advice that u gave me to make me a better person, you r the prime mover of the obelisk in my heart that hardly change if anyone try to, but you r the only one who cna do it. i will never change myself if other told me so, only if you say so.cuz, u r my mother. no matter how much i struggle, i rebel, in the end i will alway follow any of ur words. sory, for all my misbehavior. sinc enow im already a young adult, i will try to be a better person just like u wish i will become someday. i will achieve that, slowly but steadily.only for u mummy.

Im Digging My Own Grave

back in 2007 i once dream. dream to be somebody. somebody that society look up for.not public figure, but just somebody that his life aint so bad cuz he manage to take care of himself,independently survive own his own. make his own signature, colored his own life as he want it to be.yeah, that was my dream. as for now, i am on my way to try to achieve that dream. how im i gonna do that? i need the KEY. the key that society demanded me to own if i wanna make it. the KEY here, symbolise as certificate that everyonr try to hold on but many had fall. the KEY is either DIPLOMA or if lucky, DEGREE.but now, i am crashing down n burn.

p/s-STUDY LA ADAM KALAU NAK BERJAYA!

Pondan?

Azam ckp aku ada sifat kewanitaan dalam diri aku. ntah.aku pun xsure.well, nak kata pa, sbb dalam family aku aku ada 2 org adik bradik pompuan, akak ngn adik aku. aku sorang ja anak laki. anak tengah plak tu. so, maybe betul la kot. maybe aku dah terinfluence skit2 ngan sifat2 lembut siblings aku.so, maka skali skala secara tak langsung sifat kewanitaan tu akan terserlah gak.hm.. tapi jangan risau, im stil straight. xmen2 r gay2.haha

The Cure Is The Main Poison But I Swallow It Anyway

Listen.For Once Just Listen,Don't Argue. Try To See What I Have To Say.Just Try To Find The Logics Of My Word. Try To Understand The Reason Not The Action.Action May Leads To The Perception Of Negativity.Reason In The Other Hand Will Give You The Whole New Perspective About The Situation.But Compared Mine With Others. I Won't Care A Bit What Others Will Say. What Matter The Most Is Us.Because This Is Our Story Not Theirs.Where Are In It, Not Them.

Can't You See The Difference? The Distance Between Our Bond? Your World Is Close To Mine But Still Somehow I Can't Reach It. You Are Mine But Not Heartly Own.Why? Is It Me Or Is It You? I Rather Not Say. Because I Don't Wanna Hurt You.I Cared Too Much To Be The Pain Deliver. I Choose To Create This Fantasy That You Live In Right Now Because Thats How I Want You To Be Not How You Suppose To Be. Yes, I Admit. Its Selfish But Tell Me Then.What Am I Suppose To Do?

I Do Remember The Time When We Were Happy.Its Not That Long Ago But It Felt Thousand Lightyear Away. I Remember How U Laugh Sincerely Not Fakely As Now. I Remember You Being So Talkative Because That's Just How You Are. I Remember How We Used To Jog Sweatyly Our Ass Off And When Our Hand Touches I Can Feel The Love. Like Im The Happiest Dude In The World. What Had Happened Then? How In Hell Did We Loose All Of It?

Im Confused Babe.Light Me Up Please.

If I Let It Go, Will The Scar Continue To Show?

You are so cute, you are so beautiful

You are the reasons that make me crawl

When I face you I felt so tall

Overwhelmed by your cuteness make me seem small

You are so beautiful, you are so cute

You are the type of non-mute

When you speak I felt overwhelmed

My knees become weak, that’s damn

I like your styles, I like your perfume’s smell

U teased my hair a lot of gels

Jokes on me make me laugh so hard

Maybe it not that good but you make it seems smart

I like your perfume’s smell, I like styles

Simple n catchy make me fragile

You are so cute, I’m not gonna lie

Make me wanna come look at you, all night

I wrote this poem out of uncertainty

Maybe it seem lame but it full of dignity

This poem is to make a point

A suggestion that our heart should be join

Because I like you a lot hope you do too

Simple say, I love you.

Love Is A Dangerous Game To Play

I dunno what the hell is ur probs but if u keep going on like this, u will loose me babe. im freaking tired with all the games, the lame excuses, the secret relation that we need to keep low under the radar, all the ignorance. u know what, im a dude. i shouldnt felt the way i am now, u r suppose to have all of this kinky feeling stuff. dun bother. from now on, im shunning u.end of story!

Jen Ledger

sory tre' cool. minah ni favourite drummer aku skrg.. nama minah ni jen ledger, drummer Skillet. bru umuq 20.

Just Another Perks

One thing about being broke is that u can stil be happy though. u can stil hang out, to free place like enjoying the view on a sundown at the lake.n the most important thing, when u broke, u wont felt such an ass if there someone else tehre with u, being broke, together, eating maggi together, sharing a puff of ciggys together, cook to together, it just another silly day of our life i guess. thats teh reason why i love all my housemates. theres bad blood everywhere but in the end of it, we all in this together.

Cute & Wisdom Can Mixed Well

In Life You Will Realize That There's A Purpose Of Every Person You Meet,
Some Will Care For You,
Some Will Test You,
Some Will Use You,
Some Will Teach You,
Some Will Bring Out The Best In You,
Some Will Hurt You,
But You'll Learn To Move On,
So Forgive Of Those Who Can't Treat You Right,
And Hold On To Those Who Will Treat You Right.
Gudnite!