The Cure Is The Main Poison But I Swallow It Anyway

Listen.For Once Just Listen,Don't Argue. Try To See What I Have To Say.Just Try To Find The Logics Of My Word. Try To Understand The Reason Not The Action.Action May Leads To The Perception Of Negativity.Reason In The Other Hand Will Give You The Whole New Perspective About The Situation.But Compared Mine With Others. I Won't Care A Bit What Others Will Say. What Matter The Most Is Us.Because This Is Our Story Not Theirs.Where Are In It, Not Them.

Can't You See The Difference? The Distance Between Our Bond? Your World Is Close To Mine But Still Somehow I Can't Reach It. You Are Mine But Not Heartly Own.Why? Is It Me Or Is It You? I Rather Not Say. Because I Don't Wanna Hurt You.I Cared Too Much To Be The Pain Deliver. I Choose To Create This Fantasy That You Live In Right Now Because Thats How I Want You To Be Not How You Suppose To Be. Yes, I Admit. Its Selfish But Tell Me Then.What Am I Suppose To Do?

I Do Remember The Time When We Were Happy.Its Not That Long Ago But It Felt Thousand Lightyear Away. I Remember How U Laugh Sincerely Not Fakely As Now. I Remember You Being So Talkative Because That's Just How You Are. I Remember How We Used To Jog Sweatyly Our Ass Off And When Our Hand Touches I Can Feel The Love. Like Im The Happiest Dude In The World. What Had Happened Then? How In Hell Did We Loose All Of It?

Im Confused Babe.Light Me Up Please.