Pondan?

Azam ckp aku ada sifat kewanitaan dalam diri aku. ntah.aku pun xsure.well, nak kata pa, sbb dalam family aku aku ada 2 org adik bradik pompuan, akak ngn adik aku. aku sorang ja anak laki. anak tengah plak tu. so, maybe betul la kot. maybe aku dah terinfluence skit2 ngan sifat2 lembut siblings aku.so, maka skali skala secara tak langsung sifat kewanitaan tu akan terserlah gak.hm.. tapi jangan risau, im stil straight. xmen2 r gay2.haha

The Cure Is The Main Poison But I Swallow It Anyway

Listen.For Once Just Listen,Don't Argue. Try To See What I Have To Say.Just Try To Find The Logics Of My Word. Try To Understand The Reason Not The Action.Action May Leads To The Perception Of Negativity.Reason In The Other Hand Will Give You The Whole New Perspective About The Situation.But Compared Mine With Others. I Won't Care A Bit What Others Will Say. What Matter The Most Is Us.Because This Is Our Story Not Theirs.Where Are In It, Not Them.

Can't You See The Difference? The Distance Between Our Bond? Your World Is Close To Mine But Still Somehow I Can't Reach It. You Are Mine But Not Heartly Own.Why? Is It Me Or Is It You? I Rather Not Say. Because I Don't Wanna Hurt You.I Cared Too Much To Be The Pain Deliver. I Choose To Create This Fantasy That You Live In Right Now Because Thats How I Want You To Be Not How You Suppose To Be. Yes, I Admit. Its Selfish But Tell Me Then.What Am I Suppose To Do?

I Do Remember The Time When We Were Happy.Its Not That Long Ago But It Felt Thousand Lightyear Away. I Remember How U Laugh Sincerely Not Fakely As Now. I Remember You Being So Talkative Because That's Just How You Are. I Remember How We Used To Jog Sweatyly Our Ass Off And When Our Hand Touches I Can Feel The Love. Like Im The Happiest Dude In The World. What Had Happened Then? How In Hell Did We Loose All Of It?

Im Confused Babe.Light Me Up Please.

If I Let It Go, Will The Scar Continue To Show?

You are so cute, you are so beautiful

You are the reasons that make me crawl

When I face you I felt so tall

Overwhelmed by your cuteness make me seem small

You are so beautiful, you are so cute

You are the type of non-mute

When you speak I felt overwhelmed

My knees become weak, that’s damn

I like your styles, I like your perfume’s smell

U teased my hair a lot of gels

Jokes on me make me laugh so hard

Maybe it not that good but you make it seems smart

I like your perfume’s smell, I like styles

Simple n catchy make me fragile

You are so cute, I’m not gonna lie

Make me wanna come look at you, all night

I wrote this poem out of uncertainty

Maybe it seem lame but it full of dignity

This poem is to make a point

A suggestion that our heart should be join

Because I like you a lot hope you do too

Simple say, I love you.

Love Is A Dangerous Game To Play

I dunno what the hell is ur probs but if u keep going on like this, u will loose me babe. im freaking tired with all the games, the lame excuses, the secret relation that we need to keep low under the radar, all the ignorance. u know what, im a dude. i shouldnt felt the way i am now, u r suppose to have all of this kinky feeling stuff. dun bother. from now on, im shunning u.end of story!

Jen Ledger

sory tre' cool. minah ni favourite drummer aku skrg.. nama minah ni jen ledger, drummer Skillet. bru umuq 20.

Just Another Perks

One thing about being broke is that u can stil be happy though. u can stil hang out, to free place like enjoying the view on a sundown at the lake.n the most important thing, when u broke, u wont felt such an ass if there someone else tehre with u, being broke, together, eating maggi together, sharing a puff of ciggys together, cook to together, it just another silly day of our life i guess. thats teh reason why i love all my housemates. theres bad blood everywhere but in the end of it, we all in this together.

Cute & Wisdom Can Mixed Well

In Life You Will Realize That There's A Purpose Of Every Person You Meet,
Some Will Care For You,
Some Will Test You,
Some Will Use You,
Some Will Teach You,
Some Will Bring Out The Best In You,
Some Will Hurt You,
But You'll Learn To Move On,
So Forgive Of Those Who Can't Treat You Right,
And Hold On To Those Who Will Treat You Right.
Gudnite!

Song-SOmething
Band-Escape The Fate

So now you're running
it's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
you're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me
I've treated you badly
But I am still here

Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
that's how you make me
Sometimes I question why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else


You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
we've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait for ever
Yes I would wait (I would wait)
You know I would wait forever
Yes I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant
Something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else

Song-My Heart Is A Soldier
Band- The Juliana Theory

I fight to make you stronger, to make you love your life.
I fight to show you purpose, to keep you satisfied.
I fight to make you happy. I war to win your heart.
I'd fight forever for you. I ache when we're apart.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

I fight to stay together, to bring us eye to eye.
I fight to speak your language, to keep you by my side.
I fight to make it easy. I push to give you time.
I fight our losing battle. I bleed to stay alive.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

Am I twisting everything?
It's hard to tell when all I see is temporarily between the way it should and shouldn't be.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.
My heart's a soldier. My heart's a soldier.

I fall like a fighter when you give me a shot. I'll live like a lover when you're all that I've got.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

Life Is A Bumpy Road

I Hate Final.
I Hate Studying.
I Hate Books.
I Hate Paying Rent.
I Hate Authority.
I HATE YOU

So Long & Gudbye To Teen World, I Don't belong There Anymore

as i turned 20, well it suck though.i wanna be 19 forever but thats just wishful thinking i guess.hahaha. now, like it or not i belong in adulthood, no more teenager.but do i change completely? dun worry im stil me. i dun believe in resolution changes n wishes. i change when ever i want to.pediodically, not instantly.i will change but not in single day, not starting tiday cuz its my bday, i will change bit by bit.haha.

well, thanx to all the bday wishes. i appreciated it a lot though. to all the texts, all the wishes through facebook, chat in facebook,email, mail i facebook. thanx a lot. sory its my reply its short but stil i appreciated it all.n specially for the one who called me on the exact moment of 12am today. who? not gonna tell. haha. n not to forget for all the early wishes, stil tengkiu.hehe.

my bday turn on to be great but stil theres one grudge. not a big one but i was hoping for it to happen actual. guess what, she didnt wish me. well, she did chat with me 30 minutes aerlir to ask whether its my bday, n then she promised to wih on the excat time, but that didnt happen.well, im not as hurt as i thought i would, but im kinda excepting another letdown n that is what excatly happen so its okay.

p/s- stil looking for poetry book.ahaks.silly

Welcome To The Adulthood

abg,,i found diz 1 poEm 4 u...
so,,i guEss diz is da bEz birthdAy wishes 4 my dearEst bro...=)

"I'm fortunate, and I'm glad
I got you for my brother;
Even if I had the chance,
I wouldn't pick another.


I'm happy you're in my life
You're my winner, come what may.
May your birthday wishes come true
On your very special day. "
hAppy 20th birthday abg adAm...

mAy aLLah bLess u aLways=))

Im Officially Hates Burfday Next Year cuz Im No Longer Teen

Dear Adam,

A little reminder to show that I care,
A few thoughts in my mind, openly share.
Where should I begin, before raindrops appear?
Has it already been another beautiful year?

Who would have guessed; no changes at all
Expressions the same, If I do recall.
That smirk is you, strangely unique,
In sync rhythm, with rosy re...d cheek.

Please do not worry, you are not asleep,
Internal changes and growth, surely not cheap.
A birthday; a chance to remember a year,
Where is the line of moving frontier?

Once again I wish u Happy Birthday Adam...

Nothing Left To Say

nothing left to say.
its just a memory now.
all the times we share, even though its too short, but still wont perished.
cuz deep inside i know.
we will never be the same.
all left with me, its just this picture.
to remembered all the gud times happened.
to recall that once i was happy.
to be reminded of the truth meaning of life.
to learned thats worng and whats rite.
the moment we were together were heaven on earth.
eventhough its on the call of the devil.
at least at that moment, we are ourself.
we connected on every level possible.
at least we try to discover, together.
but yet again, thats all in the past.
you took the path far away from mine.
and i choose to stay in wonderland.
i dont regret my decision.
its just another memory.
a sweet old memory that i cant never relive ever again,with anyone,ever.

ABC Enterprise History

AHAA’ Bundle Clothing (ABC) Enterprise involve in retailing business and in clothing and fashion industry which produce and sell second hand clothing for the public to buy which is cheaper but branded. Clothing sold in our business is include shirts and graphic t-shirts , short and long pants, sweaters and jackets, shoes and sandals, hats and caps, neck ties and bow ties, corporate suit and blazers, jerseys of any sports team, belts and buckles, buttons and bags of any kind, scarves and sunglasses and many more.

An Obelisk That StandStill

cuba skali kau letak diri kau di tempat aku.
apa yg kau akan rasa?
cuba skali kau pandang dunia kau dari sudut pandangan mata aku.
apa yang kau akan rasa?
cuba skali kau bandingkan kau dan aku.
apa yang kau akan rasa?
aku tak pernah minta lebih.aku tak pernah kongkong.
aku tak pernah halang.
aku tak pernah berselindung.
aku tak pernah tipu.
kenapa perlu kau?
kenapa perlu buat drama sinetron?
kenapa perlu buat sikap dolak dalik?
jangan sesekali pernah terlintas di benak kau yang aku takkan terluka.
aku cuma tak ekspresikan pada dunia.
kerana aku lelaki.
perwatakan lelaki memaksa aku untuk jadi seorang yang kuat.
tak kira bertapa perit tomahan kehidupan.
aku dipaksa untuk jadi tabah dan selamba.
hakikatnya, aku memang kurang ekspresikan perasaan aku.
tak kira sedih,marah,kecewa.
aku pendam.aku simpan dalam2.
itu bukan tiket untuk kau sewenang-wenang berlegar.
aku ada tahap dan aku ada batas.
jangan cuba cabar

Lie.Lie.Lie.Lie!!!

well, i hope u enjoyed your sun-bathing!

This Is What Happen When Someone Important Is Out Of The Game

aku da agak da. man u xkn ada chance n k menang punya ngn Chelsea. sbb rooney injured n most of first 11 man u yg maen game td maen time lawan ngn Bayern utk champs league. come on la, berbatov as the only striker utk bolos petr cech? agak2 r. bola belen ble r mamat tu score.syg tol. skrg chelsea dah potong man u dlm league. plus, mggu ni plak champs league second league man u ngn bayern. ada harapan ka nk mng? wayne rooney, get well soon. Manchester United need you. England need you.

Sleep Well Lil' Princess

I am Brutal, You Are Well Behave.
I Am Crucial, You Are Brave.
I Am Mental, You Are A Gaze.
Too Diffrent? But Theres Are More of You Than Meet The Eyes.
A Better Outcome Popped Out From All The Lies.
Love And Lust, Something I Mostly Trust.
I Am A Trouble Maker, You Are Born To Be My Savior.
I Am A Seeker, But You STill Remain Main Maker.
Through Out It All, You Are Gonna Be My Attitude Adjuster.
Killing My Worst Personality, Bring Out The Sense Of This Irrationality.
Worth Of My Effort But Somehow Its Faulty.
Because In The End, Im Just Me.

You Keep Mentioning Her, And Now Im Stuck Purposely.
My Heart Pounding, Its Not Yours No More.
Blame Me But Its Just Another Pathetic Lore.
Because Now, Shes My "Future-Wife-To-Be"
Im Not Aiming For Another Failure, This Time Its Surely A Success.
How So, Because We Both Stay In The Filthy Mess.
Deep Inside, I Know Shes The Lil' Princess.
Sleep Well!

Unintentional Accident

tetiba aku tringat satu insiden. last few week, aku jadik watcher untuk satu program junior2 aku handle.bapak borink gila babi dowh program tu sbb suma just talk bout sumthing that i already know. APA Styles la pa lg aku xigt. program tu dr pagi smpai ptg. sesi ptg berlaku la satu insiden yg xdiingini. aku dok seblah geng2 junior aku ni. rancak pny kami dok bersembang. last2 tetiba handphone aku plak bunyi msg masuk. aku plak ngn bangangnya terlupa nk silent. pa lg bunyi kuat la lgu theme song Scrubs Im No Superman. aku time tu ngan tgh kalutnya truih slamba rock letak handphone aku atas paha dia n aku tekan hphone aku kuat bg bunyi dia tenggelam. n then aku wat bodo ja pastu.the end.xdak tujuan pa pun aku tulih cita ni.haha