Unintentional Accident

tetiba aku tringat satu insiden. last few week, aku jadik watcher untuk satu program junior2 aku handle.bapak borink gila babi dowh program tu sbb suma just talk bout sumthing that i already know. APA Styles la pa lg aku xigt. program tu dr pagi smpai ptg. sesi ptg berlaku la satu insiden yg xdiingini. aku dok seblah geng2 junior aku ni. rancak pny kami dok bersembang. last2 tetiba handphone aku plak bunyi msg masuk. aku plak ngn bangangnya terlupa nk silent. pa lg bunyi kuat la lgu theme song Scrubs Im No Superman. aku time tu ngan tgh kalutnya truih slamba rock letak handphone aku atas paha dia n aku tekan hphone aku kuat bg bunyi dia tenggelam. n then aku wat bodo ja pastu.the end.xdak tujuan pa pun aku tulih cita ni.haha

Lil' Blood

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nothing to say when it come to this topic

Putri Nor Farhanah

Napa nama dia berbangkit n berkait ngn aku?
hm...

Let The Answer Remain Unknown Cuz I Dun Wanna Know The Answer To My Own Question

confused. its just another term for ones soul that cannot determine the true feeling lies deep inside of him. to be honest, yes i admit im kinda confused rite now. on one side, i was left hanging. hanging without truth answer which i wanna know, but the person keep me left in the dark. the one whom i care treated me as such as a dumbass. full of lies, full of deceptions, full of unknown answer which i cant discover on my own. she make me this way, she make me look through the window search for the new wind to blow by.on the another side, one that make me happy, make me laugh, make me learn the new terms of love which i never know before. discovering new stuff may seems lame, but to me, by learning her more, the more i realise that life is full of possibilities an dthe only reason we didnt see it through is beacuse we limitise our self to one save choice. but still, no matter what i am left under collective agreement with the one whom left me hanging. yes, i commited to that one not the one that make me happy at the moment. yes,im the type of person that live for the moment but im also the type of person that live by my promise n i never wanna cheat like u used to be fool at. eventhough if i wanna be happy, i will clerify and break free n be avalaible first, then i ve happy. so awak, thats why i let the answer of my own question remain unknown even though i do wanna knwo the answer. but it will only make this complicated. like u said, "kita jadik special frens ja la, sng".. yup, its so much more easy.

Unfaithful Eh??!!

unfaithful huh? picture this situation please.think of a couple.normal one. which had its up n down like any other couple.imagine if the guy who is the one whom been fighting all along for the relationship. the guy is the one that keep the romance alive not the girl. what if the guy whom already fed up with all the ignorance, with all the love game playing starting to get close with some other girl. just getting close not falling for her. is him the one to blame in this situation? i dun think so. the dude did try to fullfill all the need of being a gud boyfriend but the gurl didnt even appreciate it. well gurl, im not considering myself cheating cuz i just one someone comforting me n u r not, u are fading away on ur own cause n she is here comforting me, layan me while u keep ignoring me. final say, im not cheating. i just need someone there by my side listening to me n my pathetic life story , exchanging story, making jokes to each other.well, u r not doing any of those. she does. u better step up gurl. cuz u r loosing me piece by piece.

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

Reputation To Destruction

when we are a part of a system, we need to beware cause all eyes are focusing on us. watching, judging n making assumption on what we do n will do. that it the time when all fredom has to be left n u r entering the world of judgemental. well, welcome to my world my dear!

Ops!

Morning Glory!

i went outside for a fresh air all i have i just catching a cold,
all i think about i you and how I'd been told,
ur face ur laugh is all i remember,
still im willing to wait till the rain of November,
because missing is is killing me from the inside,
and missing you is making me loosing my bright side,
all i know that im loving you from deep inside
and its a torture when your are not around
u are far away making my heart pound,
i love you my lovely forever and and more,
you are my only one and you r my miamore,
last words, this is is what i wanna say,
I MISS YOU N I LOVE YOU, DEKNA SJ!

Lagu Ni Seswai Ngan Ang!

Song- Drama King
Band-Black & Meet Uncle Hussain
Album-Single

Kali pertama aku mengenalimu
Mahu bersama
Mahu bersama
Raut wajahmu bersih
Meyakinkan hati ini
Aku terpaut

Semua dusta palsu
Aku tertipu
Keperibadianmu
Berubah menurut nafsu
Panggilanmu gelaranmu
Baru ku tahu

Chorus
Lakon layarmu hebat
Terpukau ku melihat
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Sampai bila Raja Drama
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Hidup penuh dengan tipu muslihat

Hey You Mr. Secretary

when we talk about implying power as influential tools to get what we desires push toward the path that we want, most people argue n against it. mostly, people whom are not in the authority to do so. but when those people whom swear will never be that type of person if ever they have power stil make the same decision what do we call them? fucking asshole! poser! thats u dude! u r a poser. u r like not others. u are as the same as many dirty politicians who securing government tenders for their colonies. sorry dude, i used to respect u as a person, as a fren, as a leader, but no longer. u r one of the poser who i fuck for the rest of my life unles u make some repention which i consider equal for what u did. till then, you r not among a-lister who gain my respect..

No Words Can Describe The Feeling At This Time

Good Old Days

lepaih baca blog bulan dimana si beton ni ckp yg dia rendu time2 semasa part 3 wat aku cma termenung seketika dan mengimbau kembali kenangan2 dulu time sem2 yg dah lepaih. plg aku rindu ialah zaman2 diman kami suma stil dok dlm kolej. bkn KTU, tapi Malinja. A315, A220, A011. suma ni ialah tempat aku menjejakkan punggok selama berada di malinja. seriesly rindu. sejak dr part 1 smpai awai part 4 kot dok kat sana. last2 kena halau beramai2 ke KTU, mmg aku fuck tol management kolej malinja. so pa yg wat aku syg sgt kat malinja? kita stat dr part 1. pa yg aku xble lupa time part1 dulu ialah cmna dulu aku ngn ajam hari2, tiap2 malam akn travel fly ek blok b utk lepak kat bilik ijat. senang ciuta bilik ijat tu mmg port bdk2 DPA r.tidoq, mkn, smoke suma kat sana.pastu igt zaman2 outing naek bus. tggu bus nk outing, beli stock rokok utk smggu.sorok rokok bila pak guard wat rush. kalu x lepak bilik ijat, aku ngn ajam akan lepak bilik meor ngn aimil.stat part 2 thing changed a bit sbb aku ajam ijat amini kluaq dr clas b n join clas d. thats the born of DPA outcasts. stat dr situ, aku ajam aimil ngn fizi rapat. agak gay r frenship kami berempat. part 2 aku ngn ajam jadik rumate,share locker n rumate ngn rafi n adha include alip skali r walupun dia xrumate tp bilik A220 tu dah mcm bilik dia r.tringat zaman2 part 2 di mn kami akan slalu lepak kat fudcourt ari2 usha awek2, hari2.peh, sweet memory.pastu stay up ari2, dgq adha akan ngigau setiap mlm. part 1 stat mula aktiviti overnite, penang r port kami.part 2 gak kami plg aktif karoke. gian gila babi.tidoq merata. kalu xtidoq bilik sendri, carik kami kat bilik aimil, xpun bilik fizi.part 2 gak stat happy dooms day. sapa2 pny bday mmg kena prank gila2 babi.bilik baby,awe ngn boy akan jadik bilik penahanan dan setiap mangsa akan dok atas kerusi keramat. apstu pa gi. teloq,tepung,ayaq longkang,ayaq kencing, cat kapuq suma mula terbang n kami akan mula maen kejaq2 keliling blok. xble lupa suma tu.part 3 kami dah stat mula blk aktiviti lepak bilik ijat.ari2 lepak sana maen PES. suma akan turun maen game lawan each other.aku gak xble lupa time part 3 kami sanggup overnite semata2 nk tgk Man U lawan AC Milan dlm Champs League. fizi pny smgt sanggup sponsor duit keta.part 4 walaupun sat ja aku plg xble lupa time kami nk pi makan kat luaq maki suma 9 org sumbat masuk dlm keta MyVi ijat. 9 org skali satu keta. bygkan. suma org usha plek but still we dun give the fuck. but then, its all end bcause kami kena dok luaq dah kat KTU.mmg ser. tapi suma sweet memory kat malinja xkn ble aku lupa.

Winner Take iT aLL

each time, i gave in.
each time, i back down.
each time, i let u have it.
each time, i let u win.
each time , i surrender.
each time, i just keep it quiet.
each time, i take the blame.
each time, its all my fault.
each time, its all about you.
but now, no more.
this time, i spoke out.
this time, i fought.
this time, i argue.
this time, i wont let you have it.
this time, i refuse the blame.
this time, its all about me.
this time, i win

I Miss The Time When U Help Me Light Up My Ciggys

even though what i love to do, she against it but i glad she notice the simplest thing about me. well babe, its winston my dear but mildseven. yeah, i smoke winston only , others its just for fun. now i remember the first time meeting u, i was smoking mildseven crap out of me n its nice that u notice n remember the brand of ciggys even though u hate it,fuck it a lot when i smoked. well one other thing, i never asked me to stop, lesser thats the only thing u wish for. n u didnt act patehticly when im smoking around u. how pathetic? u know some people when they didnt like smoker around them, they'll close they nose, all the acting cough. well im only up for a lil middle finger for those motherfucker. u dun like it, step away, fuck ur self up n move. smokers will alway be smokers dued. but not u babe. eventhough deep inside u fuck it much, but u'll stay for the the sake of me. i wonder, why? but i dun wanna ask cause it leads to arkward conversation. well, eventhough its all over, still i miss all the gud ol times

Confused Is An Expression Of Lying

Pain Is In The Eyes Not In the Heart.
But What If The Heart Is Fracture?

Pain Is An Emotion Not A Feeling.
But What If The Meaning Is To Close to Differ?

Pain Is An Expression Nevertheless.
But What If The Expression Is To Good To Be Truth?

Pain Is In The Mind Not In The Life
But What If The Life Is Sucking From Beneath?

Pain Is Drowning Is The Surface
But What If The Surface Is So Damn Suffocated?

Pain Is Lying Not The Motion Of Not Telling The Truth.
If Its Then, I Am In Pain

Legion

"I watched you trample that gift. I've watched you kill other over race and greed, waging war over dust, rubble and words in old books. And yet in the midst of all this darkness, i see some people who will not be bowed. i see some people who will not give up. Even when they know hope is lost. Some people, who realize that being lost is so close to be found."

-Micheal

Where Is Jia?

well lets rewind the timeline a bit. i'll take u back to the last semester. i found this lil fella.well its not a crush of anything but i had to admit, shes someone. we never really talk a lot but we always bumps into each other all around campus last semester. we even met at Center Square for that matter. she alway make me smile when we bumps into each other,always everytimes. we even snap a pic together in one of the event i organize last semester. believe it or not, i dun even know her name right until today. funny huh? well, thats last semester side of story.lets snap back into reality n forward back to current timeline, this semester. well to be frank, its not that im hoping or what, but we never bumps into each other, not even once this semester. n last nite, when im all alone by myself, shes kept playing around my mind for quiet sometimes. she kept me wondering,where teh hell shes been. is she transfer to other campus, its she avoiding me, or maybe its just taht our path in campus is just not the same anymore n we didnt have the chance to bumps into each other anymore, but still i never saw her at any of the event i organize this semester, why? so today i make the "bold move". i ask straight to one of her collegue about her. well, its still unsatisfying cuz from the conversation i had with her collegues all i know is her name, Jia.when i ask bout her, wheres her allabout her collegue when offline. well, i guess shes will stil be in my mind for quite sometime until i get the solid answer bout her. yet again, this is not a story of a crush, its jus sumthing that bothering me. thats all.

Aku Xsuka Lagu Indon Tapi Lagu ni Meaningful & Ditujukan Kepada Anda

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Me+You

meet Berry

me with Berry

Berry n The Couple

the couple represent Us

UEFA Champions League- AC Milan VS Manchester United

Man U stat first half mmg maen cma budak2 r. seriesly, aku igt nk kena bantai truk dah. tgk r sapa maen defense. ferdinard ngn j.evans. ish2. minit ke3 dah kena setepek ronaldinho score.goal chantek plak tu.reflect dr kaki evans. pastu man u makin dok stable dah maen. n in 33rd minutes, scholes bukak pluang man u ngn score. yg shioknya, goal scholes mmg ngokngek pny goal. dia sepak angin ja, tapi bola kena kaki kiri dia n masuk goal. haha. mmg lawak. masuk second half brulah man u maen betui2. ferguson bwk kluaq nani, well nani pun xperform sgt maen, masuk lah bajak itam man u yg sorang ni, antonnio valencia. dia masuk xsmpai semenet, truih dpt bola n dia cross. cross dia mg sial pny lawak. rooney header relax ja masuk goal. n then, selang brapa menet pastu tu flecther plak wat hero. dia through pass chantek pny lepaih dua defense n bola dpt kat rooney n rooney pa lg, tanduk relax selamba ja masuk goal. dida, keeper Milan xble watpa except nga2 tgk bola masuk kena jaring. around minit ke 80+, Milan mula nk mangkit. seedorf yg masuk minit ke 71 gantikan Beckham score. seriesly, goal dia lawa gila babi. aku rasa goal seedorf yg plg chantek game td. dia ole evans relax ja masuk goa. milan mula nk stat up tapi dh terlambat. man u menang 3-2. yg aku xpuas atinya ujung2 gam tetiba time Pato bwk bola nk serang Evra tackle dia, tapi tetibanya Micheal Carrick yg kena kad kuning yg kedua n kena kad merah truih. Carrick pun terkejut beruk gak r awat tetiba dia yg kena kad merah. tapi dia wat relax kluaq pdg slamba sbb dia taw, Man U konpem menang. papa pun great game r td. syg Carrick kena red card, kena gantung game. xdak dah r gandingan mantap midfield Man U Fletcher ngn Carrick. syg tol! ok, aku rsa x sia2 aku xtidoq tgk game td sbb mmg besh. seriesly besh