Theres No Me If Theres No You

like a lighter to ciggys
like a mug to coffee
like a game to boys
like a make up to girls
unseperatable
yet complete each other
but if a choice given
all willing to go their own path
a ciggys want to light it self up without the help of lighter
coffee wanna spreads the floor but mug wont let it
a game wanna pause but boys will always be boys
make up wanna stop but girls will always be girls.
so goes with relationship
we complete each other
we need each other
we support each other
but what if none of it exist in a relationship?
well,
thats mean it is a fake!

Im The Reject!

your hand not mine to hold
speak to me
all you gotta do is keep it strong
move along
move along
gotta make it through
even when the hope is gone
move along
move along

Meant For Me?

Kenapa saya asyik rindu awak???

Kadang2 kesian pulak tgk die...

Bole x kalau saya xnak rindu dia????

Xpyh nk bodo sgt laa..sbb kau pon same je...ckp org kunun!!!Ceih...talk to the hand ^_^

Could i miss him?????

Owh my dior,i really miss him...^_^

Saya sayang anda;)..Anda bagaimana??

Waiting for the right person..Perlu ke nak tipu aku???? Benci kau..

Kinda miss that words from ur mouth...;)

is all this above about me? are you talking bout me? answer me please. i really need to know. cuz im kinda confused rite now. cuz u keep sending me fault signal.again n again.justify please!

You Bring Me Your Bullets I'll Bring You My Love

take your gun
reload.
fire at will
hit me hard
aim for my chest
cause its definitely hurt me the most
aim for my heart
cause its stop me breathing
reload again your mag
fire at will,again
again and again
reload again n again
fire again and again
till i stop moving
till i stop living
till i stop breathing
fire till you satisfy
fire till theres no more round to reload
fire till your gun jammed
but no matter what
no matter how hard
no matter such pain
no matter how many bullet hit my heart
i will never stop
even its cause me my life
i will never stop loving you
i will keep coming at ya
i will keep on going
cause the love in my heart is for you to gain
not for me to vain
so yes,
you bring me your bullets
cause i'll bring you my love

I Refused To Believe!

people are naturally bad. thats what my lecturer (sir badrul azmier) said to me awhile back when im just stepping in into the campus life as a semester one student.life which somesay promise u with a colourful n joyful. i refuse to believe him at that time.well, it just a kid that time,just git my freedom away from my parent so yeah im a bit naive back then.as i grow older, gaining some experience of life,somehow i stil refuse to believe him. well now i do. yeah, people are naturally bad. some will put on smiling face in front of u jus to make us believe taht tehy r our safety net, our travelling pants n so called BFF. but behind our back, get ready! cuz the back stabbing knife alway come from the people who we thought was our frens, n stil r.yeah, jealousy is the main heart infection which most of the people have. no matter how nice we try, no matter how great fren we are, stil theres some else will keep on bothering them, jealous of.in teh time of hardness thats the the way to find out who is the one should we be calling a frens. not when we r happy or enjoying life.tahts fuck up show on the set.n as always, the person who we taught is the enemy, is the oen who reach out for us whne we were drowning.thats the bottomline guys. dun trust anybody cuz after all, we are all bad person.

The Outcasts-First Session

Another Boring Day

I look up the ceiling
White burning light with no switch beep
Dust and dump filled the floor, upsweep
Dead silence comfortly as most still dead asleep
Just another boring day.

I walked out the room
Coffee mug standstill loyally beside the ashtray
Laptop on the side as same as my cellphone lay
In a blink I lighted up my ciggys left me no words to say
Just another boring day.

I lay back down
As simple as the action my mind flew freely
I puff a smoke. Nothing, joy miserily unhappy
My thought came back come back and yet again I am being me
Just another boring day.

I sat and dream high
Only one thing played in my head, that’s you
Wondering whether you were up and whatcha gonna do
Thinking of how did we get here and sort things through
Hoping for a feeling that need to be discover
Searching deeply for a glance that really matter
Maybe it as sweet romance or turn to be a disaster
Worst come to worst, it’ll just be another boring day.


p/s-poem ni aku tulih sem lepaih.

F _ _ _ _

You are so cute, you are so beautiful

You are the reasons that make me crawl

When I face you I felt so tall

Overwhelmed by your cuteness make me seem small

You are so beautiful, you are so cute

You are the type of non-mute

When you speak I felt overwhelmed

My knees become weak, that’s damn

I like your styles, I like your perfume’s smell

U teased my hair a lot of gels

Jokes on me make me laugh so hard

Maybe it not that good but you make it seems smart

I like your perfume’s smell, I like styles

Simple n catchy make me fragile

You are so cute, I’m not gonna lie

Make me wanna come look at you, all night

I wrote this poem out of uncertainty

Maybe it seem lame but it full of dignity

This poem is to make a point

A suggestion that our heart should be join

Because I like you a lot hope you do too

Simple say, I love you.

Prinsip Wartawan

Nas Ahmad(org kuat TERJAH) kata-
KALAU ANJING GIGIT ORANG ITU BUKAN BERITA, KALAU ORANG GIGIT ANJING ITU BARULAH BERITA

Adam Ar-Rashid(xdak papa pengalaman dalam dunia kewartawanan tapi ingin memberi pendapat)-
PRINSIP WARTAWAN MEMANG KASAR DAN PROGRESIF TAI ITULAH YANG BOLEH MEMBUATKAN MEREKA MENJADI WARTAWAN YANG BAGUS, ANJING DIGUNAKAN SEBAGAI MEDIUM UNTUK MENUNJUKKAN SESUATU YANG HARAM ITU ATAU BINATANG YANG GANAS KALAU MELAKUKAN SESUATU TIDAK AKAN DIAMBIL PUSING OLEH WARTAWAN KERANA ITU ADA PERKARA BIASA TETAPI KALAU ADA ORANG YANG MENGGIGIT ANJING ITU PULA PERKARA YANG LUAR BIASA DAN BOLEH MENJADI TAJUK BERITA YANG HANGAT DAN CERITA BEGITU ADALAH SESUATU YANG BOLEH DIJUAL DAN DIINGINI OLEH MASYARAKAT.

Public Declaration Of WAR

being a public figure mean that all eyes of the world is staring straight at ya, watching, commenting n also criticising all single action you done no matter ist a right or wrong doing. there well always be haters around you, fakers whom seem nice in front but way back is fucking u damn hard. no matter how nice friendly face you put out everyday for 24/7 but the moment of second which u didnt smile or been out of the game is the moment, the public gonna catch their eyes on you n start comdernming n destroying all the reputation left with you. thats is the price you have to pay. i didnt chose or want to be a public figure, not saying that i am a pulic figure, but just wanna say that that i hate the idea of public figure. no matter how well known you are, u r human. you mean to make mistakes. sometimes you cant control the emotions, some moment u do have a breakdown n u need to release it all, theres nothing wrong with it, but when the idea of someone is a public figure, we cant do all that, which will stress the person inside n out. people deserve to be angry sometimes, so curse sometimes in proper timing, but in public figure world, theres no such things. what im trying to say is, i FUCK the idea of public figure. yes, u can adore someone, idolised, love them, role model-ing them as ur mentor an such, but when they slipped out, dun straightly criticise. take a moment to understanding the situation rather than judging the person as whole only by teh perspective on one single insident, it is not fair. well i guess its just a wishful thinking cus this aint gonna happen. people will alway be judgemental. people will alway talk behind ya under any circumstances. people will never stop gossiping. well guys, its an unfair world we living in. just try to survive out there, PUBLIC FIGURANs..

I Declare War

its dean list this sem or im gonna extend my semester to semester 7..
thats the only choice left for me in my current diploma study.
either step up, brace myself n force me to study hard this semester to mark up my pointer or im gonna have to take the long way to grad with a good pointer.
its do or die for me this semester cus its the breaking point..

Fling & Distraction

why? why now? why when im already committed in a beautiful relationship suddenly out of blue all of u come knocking at my love door? yes, if you reading this its include you too AnAn. you, plus "T", n F. all three of you. when im free,single n uncommited to anyone, not even one of you even look at me, or take me seriously. i guess its rite what one of my dude say, women only inretest to a guy whom are unavailable huh? his words, not mine, im just phrasing. now, i'd confused a bit. seriously, it been emotionally chaotic inside my chest. im committed to D, but in the mean time, T,F n AnAn is flirting with me. dinner invatation? all three of u invite me though. i wanna to reject, but my heart say dun. i guess i am a player huh? well, i wont be suprising okay, cus a lot of people thought i am a player, maybe i should act like one. but i do love D. D is the one who interested in me, while all three of u look at me "sebelah mata". dun worry D, i'll figure out this emotional thingy inside my heart cus i noe, i'll alway ended up back to u. all three of them, its just a flings a distraction. i will be faithful.cuz i still remember what imah said to me "CINTAI ORANG YANG MENCINTAI KITA BUKAN KEJAR ORANG YANG KITA CINTAI".. i refuse to agree with imah before, cuz my rebuttal is that is only apply for girl, not guy. i guess now i am agreeing with imah.

p/s- i love u D!
~D~

hahaha

susah nk tulih blog skrg, kau keja online facebook ja.
kalu nk roger aku,carik kat facebook ok.
sorry!

Thinking Of You

as part of my job, i need to take pics.a lot of pics.a lot of people.suddenly, out of nowhere. there she us with her besh buddy. sitting on a corner.i feel like i need to take her pic as require to my job. i snapped it. as i go back n tranferring all of the pic back to my lappy, i stop at her pic. why her? why now? why she need to be bax in my mind when im trying to forget her? please! get out of my mind. i need to stay away from u, but somehow fate doesnt let me. i kept on falling under the same ubrella wih u. u alway there around. please babe! stay away! i wish i could say that to u in person, but i dun hve the gut. i am a coward to ask u to stay away, maybe i wanna u to be close. close to me. plus, we had a deal, she have to treat me a dinner as part of the deal. i really want to do it. i'l be great though. but im with D now. T, please stay away! eventhough i dun wan u too.

At The Moment

dlm clas QMT212.lec nama ida normaya,besh dua ni..
bersmgt aku nk blajaq Stats.nk bg A r sem ni

Bebai

pernah x jadik kat korang dimn seseorg yg closengn korang, yg sentiasa lepak ngn korang ke, yg korang slalu msg ke, awek/boy korang ke, bebai ngn korang. bebai dlm erti kata laen marah. konpem besas ja ka benda ni. what if diorang bebai atas bend ayg koirang xtaw pa, kira xdak sebab r tetiba dia avoid korang, dia wat xtaw kat korang n wat xlayan kat korang. at first korang maybe pikiaq yg dia busy kot, tapi as time flew by, korang realise yg dia mmg tgh marah ngn korang. so apa yg korang patot wat normally? apologise eventhough korang xtaw pa salah korang? yup,thats what i do. but in the end, dia accept teh apology n jsut wat2 cool cam benda tu xpenah jadik. koirang konpem rasa plek kan.tu la keadaan yg aku hadapi skrg. aku nk ja tny dia napa tetgiba bebai ngn aku mmgu lepas tapi aku takut plak sbb takut dia continue bebai palk kat aku.,xshiok r.susah tol cmni kan

AJL

bangsat siot. napa la si aizat ngn lagu pergi plak ble mng AJL taun ni. siot! tapi without a doubt mmg lagu pergi tu sbb pun. aku dok aspect yuna akna mng walaupun aku sokong bunkface utk mng, tapi aku dah taw dah mainstream media ni cmna. bunkface xkn ble mng pny sbb dah 2 taun berturut2 band mng AJL so xkn r taun ni nk bg band mng lagi kot kan walaupun lagu situasi tu layak utk mng. tapi yuna dpt tempt kedua so kira okay la kan, n faizal tahir mng tmpt ke3? hm... ntah la. laayk ak dia mng? besa2 ja persembahan dia. bek akim ngn tomok perform ok lg. lagu kau aku mng persembahan terbaek pun ble question gak actually. m,aybe dah jadik style AJL time mng kompem sorang artis tu akan mng 2 3 award skali. argh, such a publicity stunned. so far, AJL besh r.

Repeaters Y'All!

lil piece of advice, jgn la repeat paper.
idup susah time blajaq.
pengalaman hidup.

Her Words, Not Mine!

I hate liar!!! LOVE is fake..it hurts me so much...damn!! kita akn menghargainya bila kita kehilangannya...:))

So Long,Goodbye!

sambil layan lagu So Long Goodbye-Sum41.
ingin mengucapakn secara rasminya, selamat tinggal Penang.
nak balik kedah dah.. semester baru dah nak mula.
makin busy pasni, subjek makin berat.
tambahan, aku dah senior sem ni.
dah semester 5.wow! rasa cam baru smlm ja aku gi daftar masuk uitm kedah sbg pelajar sem 1.
ish2. cepatnya.
kedah,kedah,kedah..
hmm.
org ckp kedah maju 2010, dha maju dah ke kedah.
tapi, aku tetap syg kedah.
dah jadik umah kedua dh pun.
k, ciao!
pasni dah susah nk online dah.
facebook dh xble nk bukak slalu,blog dah xble nk tulih slalu.
wish me luck on my new smester!