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April 21, 2010

Cute & Wisdom Can Mixed Well

In Life You Will Realize That There's A Purpose Of Every Person You Meet,
Some Will Care For You,
Some Will Test You,
Some Will Use You,
Some Will Teach You,
Some Will Bring Out The Best In You,
Some Will Hurt You,
But You'll Learn To Move On,
So Forgive Of Those Who Can't Treat You Right,
And Hold On To Those Who Will Treat You Right.
Gudnite!

April 20, 2010

Song-SOmething
Band-Escape The Fate

So now you're running
it's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
you're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me
I've treated you badly
But I am still here

Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
that's how you make me
Sometimes I question why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else


You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
we've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait for ever
Yes I would wait (I would wait)
You know I would wait forever
Yes I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant
Something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else

Song-My Heart Is A Soldier
Band- The Juliana Theory

I fight to make you stronger, to make you love your life.
I fight to show you purpose, to keep you satisfied.
I fight to make you happy. I war to win your heart.
I'd fight forever for you. I ache when we're apart.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

I fight to stay together, to bring us eye to eye.
I fight to speak your language, to keep you by my side.
I fight to make it easy. I push to give you time.
I fight our losing battle. I bleed to stay alive.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

Am I twisting everything?
It's hard to tell when all I see is temporarily between the way it should and shouldn't be.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.
My heart's a soldier. My heart's a soldier.

I fall like a fighter when you give me a shot. I'll live like a lover when you're all that I've got.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

April 19, 2010

Life Is A Bumpy Road

I Hate Final.
I Hate Studying.
I Hate Books.
I Hate Paying Rent.
I Hate Authority.
I HATE YOU

April 17, 2010

So Long & Gudbye To Teen World, I Don't belong There Anymore

as i turned 20, well it suck though.i wanna be 19 forever but thats just wishful thinking i guess.hahaha. now, like it or not i belong in adulthood, no more teenager.but do i change completely? dun worry im stil me. i dun believe in resolution changes n wishes. i change when ever i want to.pediodically, not instantly.i will change but not in single day, not starting tiday cuz its my bday, i will change bit by bit.haha.

well, thanx to all the bday wishes. i appreciated it a lot though. to all the texts, all the wishes through facebook, chat in facebook,email, mail i facebook. thanx a lot. sory its my reply its short but stil i appreciated it all.n specially for the one who called me on the exact moment of 12am today. who? not gonna tell. haha. n not to forget for all the early wishes, stil tengkiu.hehe.

my bday turn on to be great but stil theres one grudge. not a big one but i was hoping for it to happen actual. guess what, she didnt wish me. well, she did chat with me 30 minutes aerlir to ask whether its my bday, n then she promised to wih on the excat time, but that didnt happen.well, im not as hurt as i thought i would, but im kinda excepting another letdown n that is what excatly happen so its okay.

p/s- stil looking for poetry book.ahaks.silly

Welcome To The Adulthood

abg,,i found diz 1 poEm 4 u...
so,,i guEss diz is da bEz birthdAy wishes 4 my dearEst bro...=)

"I'm fortunate, and I'm glad
I got you for my brother;
Even if I had the chance,
I wouldn't pick another.


I'm happy you're in my life
You're my winner, come what may.
May your birthday wishes come true
On your very special day. "
hAppy 20th birthday abg adAm...

mAy aLLah bLess u aLways=))

April 16, 2010

Im Officially Hates Burfday Next Year cuz Im No Longer Teen

Dear Adam,

A little reminder to show that I care,
A few thoughts in my mind, openly share.
Where should I begin, before raindrops appear?
Has it already been another beautiful year?

Who would have guessed; no changes at all
Expressions the same, If I do recall.
That smirk is you, strangely unique,
In sync rhythm, with rosy re...d cheek.

Please do not worry, you are not asleep,
Internal changes and growth, surely not cheap.
A birthday; a chance to remember a year,
Where is the line of moving frontier?

Once again I wish u Happy Birthday Adam...

April 13, 2010

Nothing Left To Say



nothing left to say.
its just a memory now.
all the times we share, even though its too short, but still wont perished.
cuz deep inside i know.
we will never be the same.
all left with me, its just this picture.
to remembered all the gud times happened.
to recall that once i was happy.
to be reminded of the truth meaning of life.
to learned thats worng and whats rite.
the moment we were together were heaven on earth.
eventhough its on the call of the devil.
at least at that moment, we are ourself.
we connected on every level possible.
at least we try to discover, together.
but yet again, thats all in the past.
you took the path far away from mine.
and i choose to stay in wonderland.
i dont regret my decision.
its just another memory.
a sweet old memory that i cant never relive ever again,with anyone,ever.


April 8, 2010

ABC Enterprise History

AHAA’ Bundle Clothing (ABC) Enterprise involve in retailing business and in clothing and fashion industry which produce and sell second hand clothing for the public to buy which is cheaper but branded. Clothing sold in our business is include shirts and graphic t-shirts , short and long pants, sweaters and jackets, shoes and sandals, hats and caps, neck ties and bow ties, corporate suit and blazers, jerseys of any sports team, belts and buckles, buttons and bags of any kind, scarves and sunglasses and many more.

April 5, 2010

An Obelisk That StandStill

cuba skali kau letak diri kau di tempat aku.
apa yg kau akan rasa?
cuba skali kau pandang dunia kau dari sudut pandangan mata aku.
apa yang kau akan rasa?
cuba skali kau bandingkan kau dan aku.
apa yang kau akan rasa?
aku tak pernah minta lebih.aku tak pernah kongkong.
aku tak pernah halang.
aku tak pernah berselindung.
aku tak pernah tipu.
kenapa perlu kau?
kenapa perlu buat drama sinetron?
kenapa perlu buat sikap dolak dalik?
jangan sesekali pernah terlintas di benak kau yang aku takkan terluka.
aku cuma tak ekspresikan pada dunia.
kerana aku lelaki.
perwatakan lelaki memaksa aku untuk jadi seorang yang kuat.
tak kira bertapa perit tomahan kehidupan.
aku dipaksa untuk jadi tabah dan selamba.
hakikatnya, aku memang kurang ekspresikan perasaan aku.
tak kira sedih,marah,kecewa.
aku pendam.aku simpan dalam2.
itu bukan tiket untuk kau sewenang-wenang berlegar.
aku ada tahap dan aku ada batas.
jangan cuba cabar

April 4, 2010

Lie.Lie.Lie.Lie!!!

well, i hope u enjoyed your sun-bathing!

April 3, 2010

This Is What Happen When Someone Important Is Out Of The Game

aku da agak da. man u xkn ada chance n k menang punya ngn Chelsea. sbb rooney injured n most of first 11 man u yg maen game td maen time lawan ngn Bayern utk champs league. come on la, berbatov as the only striker utk bolos petr cech? agak2 r. bola belen ble r mamat tu score.syg tol. skrg chelsea dah potong man u dlm league. plus, mggu ni plak champs league second league man u ngn bayern. ada harapan ka nk mng? wayne rooney, get well soon. Manchester United need you. England need you.

March 31, 2010

Sleep Well Lil' Princess

I am Brutal, You Are Well Behave.
I Am Crucial, You Are Brave.
I Am Mental, You Are A Gaze.
Too Diffrent? But Theres Are More of You Than Meet The Eyes.
A Better Outcome Popped Out From All The Lies.
Love And Lust, Something I Mostly Trust.
I Am A Trouble Maker, You Are Born To Be My Savior.
I Am A Seeker, But You STill Remain Main Maker.
Through Out It All, You Are Gonna Be My Attitude Adjuster.
Killing My Worst Personality, Bring Out The Sense Of This Irrationality.
Worth Of My Effort But Somehow Its Faulty.
Because In The End, Im Just Me.

You Keep Mentioning Her, And Now Im Stuck Purposely.
My Heart Pounding, Its Not Yours No More.
Blame Me But Its Just Another Pathetic Lore.
Because Now, Shes My "Future-Wife-To-Be"
Im Not Aiming For Another Failure, This Time Its Surely A Success.
How So, Because We Both Stay In The Filthy Mess.
Deep Inside, I Know Shes The Lil' Princess.
Sleep Well!

March 27, 2010

Unintentional Accident

tetiba aku tringat satu insiden. last few week, aku jadik watcher untuk satu program junior2 aku handle.bapak borink gila babi dowh program tu sbb suma just talk bout sumthing that i already know. APA Styles la pa lg aku xigt. program tu dr pagi smpai ptg. sesi ptg berlaku la satu insiden yg xdiingini. aku dok seblah geng2 junior aku ni. rancak pny kami dok bersembang. last2 tetiba handphone aku plak bunyi msg masuk. aku plak ngn bangangnya terlupa nk silent. pa lg bunyi kuat la lgu theme song Scrubs Im No Superman. aku time tu ngan tgh kalutnya truih slamba rock letak handphone aku atas paha dia n aku tekan hphone aku kuat bg bunyi dia tenggelam. n then aku wat bodo ja pastu.the end.xdak tujuan pa pun aku tulih cita ni.haha

Lil' Blood

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nothing to say when it come to this topic

March 26, 2010

Putri Nor Farhanah

Napa nama dia berbangkit n berkait ngn aku?
hm...

March 22, 2010

Let The Answer Remain Unknown Cuz I Dun Wanna Know The Answer To My Own Question

confused. its just another term for ones soul that cannot determine the true feeling lies deep inside of him. to be honest, yes i admit im kinda confused rite now. on one side, i was left hanging. hanging without truth answer which i wanna know, but the person keep me left in the dark. the one whom i care treated me as such as a dumbass. full of lies, full of deceptions, full of unknown answer which i cant discover on my own. she make me this way, she make me look through the window search for the new wind to blow by.on the another side, one that make me happy, make me laugh, make me learn the new terms of love which i never know before. discovering new stuff may seems lame, but to me, by learning her more, the more i realise that life is full of possibilities an dthe only reason we didnt see it through is beacuse we limitise our self to one save choice. but still, no matter what i am left under collective agreement with the one whom left me hanging. yes, i commited to that one not the one that make me happy at the moment. yes,im the type of person that live for the moment but im also the type of person that live by my promise n i never wanna cheat like u used to be fool at. eventhough if i wanna be happy, i will clerify and break free n be avalaible first, then i ve happy. so awak, thats why i let the answer of my own question remain unknown even though i do wanna knwo the answer. but it will only make this complicated. like u said, "kita jadik special frens ja la, sng".. yup, its so much more easy.

March 17, 2010

Unfaithful Eh??!!


unfaithful huh? picture this situation please.think of a couple.normal one. which had its up n down like any other couple.imagine if the guy who is the one whom been fighting all along for the relationship. the guy is the one that keep the romance alive not the girl. what if the guy whom already fed up with all the ignorance, with all the love game playing starting to get close with some other girl. just getting close not falling for her. is him the one to blame in this situation? i dun think so. the dude did try to fullfill all the need of being a gud boyfriend but the gurl didnt even appreciate it. well gurl, im not considering myself cheating cuz i just one someone comforting me n u r not, u are fading away on ur own cause n she is here comforting me, layan me while u keep ignoring me. final say, im not cheating. i just need someone there by my side listening to me n my pathetic life story , exchanging story, making jokes to each other.well, u r not doing any of those. she does. u better step up gurl. cuz u r loosing me piece by piece.


Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

March 15, 2010

Reputation To Destruction

when we are a part of a system, we need to beware cause all eyes are focusing on us. watching, judging n making assumption on what we do n will do. that it the time when all fredom has to be left n u r entering the world of judgemental. well, welcome to my world my dear!

March 14, 2010

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