So Long,Goodbye!

sambil layan lagu So Long Goodbye-Sum41.
ingin mengucapakn secara rasminya, selamat tinggal Penang.
nak balik kedah dah.. semester baru dah nak mula.
makin busy pasni, subjek makin berat.
tambahan, aku dah senior sem ni.
dah semester 5.wow! rasa cam baru smlm ja aku gi daftar masuk uitm kedah sbg pelajar sem 1.
ish2. cepatnya.
kedah,kedah,kedah..
hmm.
org ckp kedah maju 2010, dha maju dah ke kedah.
tapi, aku tetap syg kedah.
dah jadik umah kedua dh pun.
k, ciao!
pasni dah susah nk online dah.
facebook dh xble nk bukak slalu,blog dah xble nk tulih slalu.
wish me luck on my new smester!

2010 & I, We Doesn't Have A Good Start

years come n go, we remain here. the same. nothing change actually, only the feeling in ur heart. a feeling that boost us to try to be someone else just because a new year have approach. but yet again, until the end of the new year n when a new new year arrive, we are still the same. the same person, the same idiot, the same mess up dud. resolution? its just a stall.an excuse people make to keep themself happy for a while, for a day, on 1st january. cuz when 31st december arrive, still we r the same except a year older. so why bother living the fantasy of ur own creation, a fantasy which we make to believe its so true but when reality strike, we realize, we are exactly alike.go take a look in the mirror of urself now, as on 1st january, look closely n deeply, n wait till 31st december, look again. are we so different after a year past by. minus the outlook appearance, look inside the heart n soul of urself. if we really have a change, then we stood on solid ground of reality. if doesnt, wake up! STOP DREAMING! nuff said, happy new year!

p/s- somesay 2012 is the judgement day, which mean theres 2 years left. are we prepared?

You..You..You..You..You..

I Hope She Doesnt Read This

imagine a "thing", something that u eager to have,fantasize about everday n ever nite especially during the time b4 u close ur eyes to end the chapter of a day,hoping for tommorow that u'll possess that thing.try t imagine that. exp, the "thing" is ur favourite car, Toyota Accord.then one day, out of the blue, ot of sight, someone u know give it to u, the "thing".n u think that shes fooling around n u just accept it cuz u think its just a part of a funny joke.u compromise, u react, u oversee towards the action of getting the "thing" just by a fling cuz in ur mind u know u'll never get the thing for real possession from her. then as day goes by, u realize, she actually giving u the "thing" for real, for u to keep. she act like is was meant for u, but never clearly stated it n u r afraid to ask because u dun want to hear the answer. cuz u dun wanna to lose the "thing".u just went with the flow cuz u know, without having the tough conversation of the possession of the "thing", somehow, u r possessing it no matter what, as long as u play along with it. but in ur heart u r wondering whether u r really possessing the "thing". how to deal with it?? seriously, im confused but i refuse to ask. because i wanna own the "thing", i dun wanna loose it, so i choose to play along.. cuz if i do so, i own it, i possess it.story of my life!

Jangan Baca Kalau Anda Seorang Perempuan

If some ask for an advice or piece of mind rite now bout love the only think i can say is Love is full of hatred, heart broken shits, messed up emotion. its truth n im speaking from personal life experience. they say in love, u need to be confidence, the who u are, self aware, n just go with ur feeling. but when u do so, theres alway consequences n price need to be pay. high price. because when u do be confidence n be urself n express ur truth feeling bout her face to face, teh common answer u gonna get is this, "kita baru ja kenal, kita ambil masa dulu utk kenal hati budi masing2,give space to each other" n then they will giv e some shits bout praising ur saying taht u r "cute,simple,handsome, happy go lucky" just to make us to chase them more. but heres the deal, it all aint true n its all just a bunch of lies. all the gurl just wanna keep u chasing them making them feel hot or famous, but honestly they dun even want to be with us, they just palying with us. the real situation is that the gurl already have somebody else in their heart, waiting for that asshole to be with her. in time of the waits, their plays us to make their life aint so bored n doom. think ur self as a safety net to this kind of gurl, cuz if their dream boy reject them hardly, they still have us as second choice. thats all we will ever be, a safety net. nonetheless. so mr.H thats my asnwer n i hope its satisfy u. remember, love aint so beautiful.

u better off being single. its for the besh. really!

p/s- ADAM AR-RASHID IS MEAN TO BE SINGLE!

Escape The Fate

Band-Escape the Fate
Song-You Are So Beautiful
Album- This War Is Ours

I could've found a better way
You know I never should have stayed
I could accept the things that I believed were wrong
(you know your wrong)
Now you're saying that it's late
It doesn't matter what I say
You know you're just another one of my mistakes
(Ahhhh)

You are so beautiful
You are the kind of girl that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kind of girl
That has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love

So now I'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside of this grave
And I'm hoping for a way I can be saved
(I can't be saved)
You know that there will come a day
when I'm just gonna have to change,
you know you're just another one of my mistakes.
Ahhhh

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kind of girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love

You know I found a small paper you lied about,
You lied about
You know I found a small paper you lied about,
You lied about
You lie to me, lie to me

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Difficult, so very difficult
You are the kind of girl, that makes me fall in love, fall in love

Bru Smpai Penang!

letih.penat.shiok.mcm2.

anyhow, congrats Man U ngn Arsenal mng, o ya liver pun mng gak.
n padan muka chelsea kalah.
the only big four yg kalah.

CHELSEA LOSER!!

Currently in KL..
Attending some relatives wedding reception.
unplanned vacation..
KL aint so good btw, compare to penang.
penang is the best..
see ya bax in sunday midnite!

Change

i'd change my relation status in facebook.
enough said!
btw, to answer all the questions, the answer is this,

its for me to know, n for u to find out!

I Wanna Love You Right Now (Na Na Na Na)

shes a pretty gurl..
cute i should say..
too cute to melt my heart out..
crush it down to her love belt.
make me wanna change my status from single to its complicated.
an accident that intertwined us together.
a cute meet which unplanned.
i heard bout her a lot before.
but im to tight with "beliau" n i ignore all the suggestion made.
now, as i move on, put apart ms.beliau away for a while.
i was able to open up for others.
cuz i noe, ms.beliau is not mine to hold.
then, i meet her.
F**** is her name.
cute as the person herself.
i wanna mak it rite this time.
wish to god.
special thanx to emma n K.I to introduce her to me.
thanx guys!

p/s- i do had feeling toward her already. love at the first sight maybe. tetiba truih layan lagu akon tetiba- i wanna love you n right now (na na )

I'd Come For You

im summoning the courage to tell..
stil waiting.
stil waiting.
stil waiting.
stil waiting.
stil waiting.
stil waiting.
stil waiting.
i guess i wont come out after all.
n im loosing it.
bit by bit.
i gues it time to let it go.
but my heart wont let it.
my heart is stil hoping.
stil fantasizing.
stil wanna.


p/s- i love you!

Super Spunky Bloomy

what if, out of the blue, when u least expected, the girl that u alway dream about, keep thinking about, have a funny undetermined feeling about, contact u, ask u how u were doing, ask about ur recent life, ask about ur result, encourage u to study harder, making jokes bout ur nick, n u "menganjingkan dia balik" *her words* a lot of stuff. at that may seem just a normal stuff, but it cherish my day, make me smile, make me laugh, make me overwhelmed.thats u gurl. u r the one that can make it all happen.. n for that, i thanks u.

On The Way Of Hitting That Cute Waitress

skrg kat kocha hotpot.
wat2 online.
wat2 bukak facebook.
wat2 bukak blog
why?
sbb aku ngn hit on the cute waitress.
her name is sofia.
i'll like to get to know her better.
all it takes is just an ice lemon tea.
wifi connection.
a couple puff of ciggys.
and mostly courage to ask her out.
ahaks.
im such a girl.ha3

Call Me Girly, I Dont Give A Crap!

once, one of my buddy said to be the ultimate gold of dating a gurl is to get under her pant. which mean to have her crawling with you to the bed. let me rephrase that, it mean "fuck em' n leave em".. his words not mind. i stunned by that time hearing what he said, but i didnt argued. i guess at that time, i just dunno how to react to that sitaution cuz, let just say i kinda a nerd at that time. well here whats im gonna say if i could ever rewind that moment, having the exact same conversation, only differents is how i react n reply. what will i said? love is not about sex bro. esx in not love. well at least not all of it. love is about caring someone, caring so deep which you would willing to die for her. love is about missing someone, knowing that shes not around u make u uncomfortable n make u wanna fly high n reach for her no matter where she are. love is something physical matter. the hug, the showing of to the world with both of u holding hand while walking in the crowd, the smiling stupid trick of mengeliat(xtaw omputih panggil pa) n open out ur hand n put in on her shoulder n if u r lucky shes response n lean her head on ur shoulder while u watching a movie in the cinema.love is also the simple touch of cheek of both of u. love is also the sweet kiss on the cheek. love is also the moment of arkward silence while both of you saying no words except having a staring contest together for a moment of god know how.love is also the sweet damn first kiss that u r dying to have since u date her, n the moment of drum roll(the moment when before both of ur lips touches) n the excitement its cause. well thats sum up my thought of love. call me pussy, im just a lover.

Sinner See, Sinner Do

im a bad bad man.
my heart wants in bad, i cant hold it much longer.
i need to do it, so i just cross my finger.
adrenaline pumping i runs to my veins.
it joys me a lot evnthough is such a pain.
cuz im a bad bad man.

i didnt think much, i just do it.
its kill me to wonder so i just gone with the wind.
cuz im a bad bad man.

Loser n The Hero

loser of the week. padan muka. akhirnya kecundang gak chelsea.kalah cara hina plak tu. cian lampard ble miss penalty lagi. ish2, anti-lampard!. ahaks. plsu, the only goal from chealsea from yesterday match is the own goal from this guy

emmanuel adebayor, Man city scoring machine. dia sumbat 2 goal smlm. satu own goal, satu gi, lepaih dr petr Cech. ahaks. but the win goaling scorer is this guy

carlos tevez. man united patit rasa menyesal skrg screw tevez sbb his good.cantik free kick dia ambik smlm. but still, my personal fav hero of the match is

this guy. shay given, man city keeper. dia save byk trial smlm. even save penalty kick from lampard. i mean, cmon which keeper in the world who had save a penalty kickout from lampard huh? shay given can roudly say now, that he is one of them.salute!

conclusion, chelsea still leads the league but cause of the lost last nite, the different point is only by two. man u is closing in okay, we'll see.

Punk Is A Statement, Not A LifeStyles

She Kills The Old Me

waiting for the moment.

waiting for the perfect timing.

i hate waiting.

im the kinda guy with guts.

i follow my heart as it leads.

sometimes in the wrong path, but i perished any.

i do regret some wrong decision but i just lean.

but as for u.

is for different

i waited.

i search truly,deeply.

searching for the feeling.

make sure its the rite one.

feel the feeling.

i dunno why i be so damn careful.

maybe i dun wanna be reckless no more.

maybe i've grown up.

i dunno.

but one thing for sure,

for u i make a totally different move.

thats what make u special

Better Believe it

where ever u are,
i'll be right here waiting for you...

Dream Team