I Aint Beautiful

Don't Ever Presume To Know Whats Inside My Head. To Ever Think You Know Whats Its Like To Walk In My Shoe. I'll Always Be One Tough Act To Follow. And Yes, I Tend To Push People Away From My Life. But Note This, It Is For Their Own Good. I Can't Stay Responsible For Whats Might Happen To Them. Because I Am Explosive. I Am Incurable Curse. I'll Suck Everything Deep Inside A Hell Hole Once Their Close To Me. Stay Away! I Am Giving You A Choice. I Am Doing This For Your Own Good. Yes, It May Seem Cruel, But It What Must Be Done. Hate Me Now, I Can Endure That. Because Hate Has Become My Fruitful Meal. I Just Can't Let You Drown Inside My Darkness Side. I Can't Let That Happened. That's Why I Choose To Push You Away Rather Then Let You Get Any Closer To Me.Be Friend And Be A Close Friend Is Two Different Terms. I Know That You Can't Handle Me. You Are To Good To Be Mine. I Am To Fucked Up To Be Yours. You Can't Handle Me. And I Can't Assure Your Safety Once You Near Me. And I Can't Afford That To Have. I Rather Let You Go. Even Though The Scar Will Continue To Show. Well, That's The Price I Have To Pay For Being Me.Yo Don't Know Me.

We Shouldn't Be Together, The Horoscope Compability Said So

Aries + Virgo

Fire + Earth = Lava


The cool, critical, perfectionist Virgo is a difficult kettle of fish for you, Aries. In fact, Virgo is so different from you that you may feel completely at odds with them, even irritated by them. You could also find yourself getting pretty angry with their moral attitudes.

And looking at it from the other side, your fast, furious and impulsive nature will throw Virgo into a complete tailspin. You aren’t too concerned with what people think, and you don’t mind the occasional in-your-face shock tactic. This just won’t work with Virgo.

This is, therefore, not a combination for the faint of heart. Think deeply before you jump into this one.

Although the snapshot above shows you and Virgo as quite incompatible, there’s still hope. You can learn a lot from the order and meticulousness of Virgo: you could benefit by applying some of their practicality and orderliness to your own life.

As with the other earth signs, Taurus and Capricorn, Virgo relates best to the financial and work areas of your life. There are many lessons to be learned by both of you here. If you’re open enough and willing to accept the advice Virgo has to offer in this field, you could learn how to prudently apply your wisdom. And likewise, if Virgo is open enough, they will learn about risk-taking and bringing more vital energy to a task.

If you do choose to work with each other, the combination could be very successful, because Virgo will support you completely. You see, Virgo is very interested in two ideas: service and perfection. You might describe them as fastidious, but you mustn’t be too judgmental.

One big plus is that Virgo will be more than happy to listen to all your ideas, and to take them seriously. They will then home in on them and refine them into something that works in practice. On this level, both of you could be quite surprised at how fine a job you do together.

Your straightforwardness and your honest, unadorned style are very unlike the complex, intellectual and deductive mind of Virgo. The two of you often have similar ideals, but you will present your views and live out your principles in vastly different ways.

This difference in style is also very noticeable in the sexual relationship between you. Virgo is prim and proper — probably overly so for your raw and primitive approach. But remember, Virgo was born to serve, as you were born to lead, so there could be a kind of compatibility between you. Don’t be too quick to jump to conclusions, especially in matters of love — it may just work!

If you do feel attracted to a Virgo, possibly due to some karmic longing, those born in the third portion — between 13 September and 23 September — will be the most suitable for you.

Try to avoid partnerships with those born between 3 September and 13 September. This is a really tough combination.

Virgos born between 24 August and 2 September are moderately compatible, so you might want to give it a try with them.

Mummy, I Am A Killing Plague

If I Am A Precious Diamond,
You Are Surely My Diamond Cutter.

If I Am A Fresh Meat In The Market,
You Are Gonna Be My Lovely Butcher.

Sometimes I've Become A Really Bad Mega Disaster,
But You Are Always There To Be My Well Arm Protector.

Advice And Guidance From You Make Me See The World Clearer,
Now I Can Totally Recognise All The Gladiator And Traitor.

If I Am The Killing Plague, I Know You'll Be There As My Cure,
Even Thought The Always Hard Words, I Know Your Love Is Pure.

If I Am A Heart Breaker, You'll Be There As My Savior
But If You Are Drowning, Can I Bring You Back To The Shore?
That's The Ultimate Question, One That I Can't Quite Figure.

Life Aint Sweet, Outcasters!

Reality mean nothing, perception is everything
We try to denied it but it won’t cling
The says, the words we try to take it for granted
Because in our head it still flustered
Should we care about all of the filthy thought?
They don’t even know us, isn’t that an obvious odd?
They said we the doubter, but we do believe in god
But still, their perspective and speech hurts, a lot

Maybe we don’t belong maybe we just the exile
Trying to fit in, but the world is another plays of child
Maybe it’s them with constructed mind
Or it just us that too blind to find

WE DON’T HAVE the right path to go
WE DON’T HAVE the right voice to mellow
WE DON’T have the perfect click to follow
WHAT WE HAVE IS JUST The cute cover to blow

We try our best to fit in
Still all of the efforts blown away and drowning
Still people see the worst of us
They Lust for more and we starting to fly dust

It’s time to seize back what ours
The rightful marks to be belong and fuss
ALL WE WANT IS Society membership not TO BE freaks
Can we, or can’t we? it just another break
Another swing we must alert ON
To be apart, nah! To be heard Upon

The Nexus

Band-12 Stones
Song- We Are One
The Nexus Theme

We walk alone In the unknown
We live to win another victory
We are the young Dying sons
We live to change the face of history
so be afraid
It's the price we pay
The only easy day was yesterday
So hear our voice,We have a choice,
It's time to face it

We are one We are one We are one
We will stand together
Number one Number one
The chosen ones
We are one We are one
we will fight forever
we are one and we won't tire

We are the bold United souls
We live to win another victory
Our sacred scars Show who we are
And tell the story of our memories

Don't be afraid It's the price we pay
The only easy day was yesterday
So hear our voice We have a choice
It's time to face it

We walk alone In the unknown
We live to win another victory
Our sacred scars Show who we are
It's time to face it

Choice

~Mymy Mox~



The End

Double Standard Orthodoxy

"Seriously?" Yes, that's the first thing zaps straight to mind when one of my friend asked me to help her out a bit to deal with this orthodox dude. I mean come on. Double standard education is so yesterday's news man, grow up please. i reserve my comment on POLITEKNIK standard because, well isn't it obvious? Plus, I do have several Politeknik buddies whom struggling there, so i don't wanna drop a bombshell on them.

What do I interested on is the facts that he still using the "double standard" ideology between IPTA vs IPTS. Isn't it cherry? In my own believe, i don't really think that if you had some huge advantages of being IPTA students instead of IPTS students. In my thought, what really matters is how you bring yourself for the world to take you seriously. Diploma or Degree is just a ticket or key for you to enter the working environment with a little "Golden Boot". How you survive, it is you own technique and some dumb luck come into play. Where you receive your education doesn't really matter at that point, because if you can give a HELL YEAH performance, trust me, you'll be fine in the real world. Take for example any of under-graduated students. Does their academic achievement during high school really matter once they step in the campus? It's a big NO. It is all depends on your DIY (Do It Yourself) attitude.

Well, to Rs Ali Ariffin, sorry man, you are a douchebag. you are to proud of yourself just because you are a mechi. engine student? hahaha. That's dumb. And your comment doesn't show your level of mentality meet the requirement of being an engine student. You just make it worst. People will look down on you even more, because our comment only provoke more and worstly it effect Politeknik. You just ain't got it dude. At this point, me myself questioned the creditability of your statement of being engine students. Sorry dude, YOU SUCK! even more then all those Nursing babe that you criticised.Adios!

AdaMaya

Don't ask why i post this pix up. and yes, she live in the past and she belong in the past. but somehow she still able to pull some string around the present.she still in my head, laying low waiting for the right moment to pop out. messing around with my thought. its not really her whom poking me around, it is the memory of her. heart-broken? no. that's not the right term to put it. but the memory we shared, is one hell of unforgettable one. how i ended up still thinking about her even though it had been a few year? i guess maybe she is the only one that truly honest when we were together. seriously, if you ask me now, i don't know how and what honest relationship is. yes, there are some honest girl, try to get inside my heart, but i am the one who did not play along. so yes, i don't know what honest relationship is all about. if, hypothetically if, magically she appeared right before my eyes, i'll be numb. yes, that's the kind of string that she can pull on me. oh how i wish we can finish what we had started awhile ago. but honestly, i am not ready for face her just yet, because.. the reason is not something that i'm willing to share. simple conclusion, she is different. not special, but different.

Clash Of The Titans. Money VS Talent. aCe+ Football Review

Money can buy talent but can't create one. That's why in 5 years period, Arsenal still gonna be one of the top gun in BPL, but Man City if they wanna do so, they need to keep on their crazy "Spending Spree" to be able to maintain their top 4 spot.

Two different club, two different place, two different ideologies. its WengerNomic VS ManciMoney. Arsene Wenger earned a degree in economic which explained his wise spending in term of strengthen Arsenal squad. Why? Because Wenger believe in creating a strong based n foundation in the squad. Take Jack Wilshere for example. Out of nowhere talent, fresh from the academy but yet promising future. Wilshere had become Arsenal's top 11 this season whereby he still wearing his academic boot last 2 season. Thats the ideology preferred but Wenger. Thats the reason, Arsenal won't be thirst for talent in the future because they are the camp that create talent. But in the meantime, on the other side of the war, we got Roberto Mancini "uprising" squad. "Goddamn Big Spender". Yup, that's the nickname I'm giving to him. Statistic speak for itself. Boeteng, Bonatelli, D.Silva, some of the name that Mancini lured to Eastland to be apart of his "Dream Team" and yet, its pay out. Man City is the second on the league and didn't show any flaw that they are stop moving up. In just 2 term of BPL, Man City was able to do so. How? Big buck bought talent. That's how. But the remaining question is "In 5 years period, can Man City Maintain their dominance in BPL?" Yes they could, but the money have to be out and out from time to time. As the richest club in the region, yes the can do so. They can even bring Wayne "Whore"Ney to the squad. Yes, that's fact.

Well after all, its just an icing on top of sweet tooth cake for this week clash between Arsenal and Man City. But remember, Arsenal's capn quoted "One can't buy team spirit, and we got plenty". that's right, no question that Arsenal do have the team spirit, and so Man City. but if "Understanding" issue risen, Arsenal win because there no clinical doubt for their team in that perspective. For what it worth, i am rooting for Arsenal this week. I'm not a gunners fan, but i do love to watch their game because Arsenal always give a good show. Go gunners.

Funny Feeling

Deal With The Devil

This Time, It Will Be Different. I Will Make Sure It Will Be Different. I'll Promis Myself It Will Be Different. But Yet Again, I'm A Promise Braker.So, Lil Devil! Come Out And Play. Pull Your String With This Dumb Puppet. Lead The Puppet To The Darkness Once Again. Make Way For The New Lucifer To Rule Over Hell. The Puppet Need His Master.

One Two Three Go!

Like I said before, If I Let It Go Will The Scar Continue To Show? yes. i guess it does. pathetic? wow. seriously i never ever thought i'm have that in my traits. well, never gonna happen again. what can i say, im just a normal guy. i have my ups n down. well that move, its my down time move. i shouldn't sent those okay. so fucking pathetic. time to move to the next chapter i guess. recovery!

Thanks For The Memories

awk org yg sy penah syg..
org yg slalu jd keutamaan dlm idop sy..
everyday,everytyme... but...
suddenly..

i feel hate u sgt sgt sgt ..
n cant accept u anymore...!
rasa cm nk buang u jauh2 mungkin..
even everyday i still remmbr u..
apa2 pon..
simple word i can say, tenx adam.. .


p/s- as worst as it is, the only perks i can take from this is that the fact she did love me eventhoughshe do denied it before

Declaration

‎"We Hereby Declare That This Project Was Conducted By Our Own And The Report Is Original Except For Those Duties Identified And Recognised"

Most Of The People Lied When They Put Their Signature To This Statement.
Most Not All Of Them

My Bestie

Bestie. I'll Sure Will Miss You A Lot When We Take Part Next Semester For Our Degree. Im Surely Will Still Stuck Here In Kedah And I'm Not Sure When Fate Has Store For You. U Know How Much I Wish That U'll Still Be Here In Kedah Because You Are On Of The Person That I Precious The Most In This Hellhole. You Are My Bestie, I Can Talk To You Bout Everything, I Can Joke Dirtyly Uncensored When I'm With You, I DOn't Need To Behave Myself When I'm Around You. I Just Need To Be Myself.Oh God, Where Or When I'm Gonna Find Another Safena Isfazura In This World. Hope Through It All, Our Friendship Will Remain The Sama Bestie.

Me

I Guess My Bestie Was Right, I'm Better Of Single Rather Than Being In A Relationship.

Say You'll Haunt Me

Song- Say You'll Haunt Me
Band-Stone Sour

Little supernovas in my head
Little soft pulses in my dead
Little souvenirs and secrets shared
Little off guard and unprepared

I was never good enough to find
I was never bad enough to mind
In the middle I will do my best
Take me in your arms and leave the rest

Together, together we'll be together, together forever

Little variations on my page
Little doors open on my cage
Little time has come and gone so far
Little by little who you are

I can see the patterns on your face
I can see the miracles I trace
Symmetry in shadows I can't hide
I JUST WANT TO BE RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE

I will give you everything to

Say you want to stay you want me too
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me

The Second Phase

If You Are In Front Of Me Right Now,
I Will Grab You And Hug It All Out,
I Turn You Around And Hug You From Behind,
Never Ever Let It Go Like You Are All Mine,
From Behind I'll Kiss Your Cheek,
And You Will Wonder What Just Happen, Thick And Slick,
Then I'll Turn You Away And Kiss Your Forehead,
And I Smile And Say What Need To Be Said.
ILU <3

Welcome To My Black Tuesday

4 classes.
2 presentattion.
1 test.
1 research to finish.
3 chapter to cover.
3 slide to master.
welcome to hell

Sebiji Kurma Yang Chantik

01.10.2010