"Its Like If I Told You That You Can Sit Anywhere Except For This Chair"- Ted Mosby

"You Don't Know What You Got Till Its Gone"..

I Guess Is More Like A Slapped To My Face Since I Don't Really Believe This Words. The Same Rules Apply When Someone You Like Is Been Approach By Someone(Its Even Worst When Its Your Friend That Make The Move), While You Have The Whole Time Before To Do So, But Did Nothing. Why? Yes I Admit, I'm Being A Coward To Make My Move, But Experience Taught Me A Lot. Grabbing Things That I Want Always Resulted A Pain In My Ass. So Yes, I Chose To Sit Quietly In the Corner, Letting Her Vulnerable For The World To Have A Go At Her. Maybe Its Better That Way Since I Just Like To Fantasize About Happiness Instead Of Making It Happen For Real. One Thing About Fantasy Is That You Can Always Snapped Back Into Reality When Things Gone Wrong, But In Reality, What Ever Happened, Happened. Yes, That's The Chance That I'm Not Willing To Take. So, Here I Am, Wishing That He Will Never Win Him Over, Wishing Upon The Airplane To Grant My Wish. Silly? Yes, But Its Save, And I Like To Play It Save. Broken Heart Do Not Suit Me Well

p/s- Hey Bro, Get Your Hand Off My "Girl"

"F", You'll Always Be The One That Got Away

Band- Hawthorne Heights

Song- Screen Writing An Apology

Album- The Silence In Black And White

She called last night, still waiting for a reply.

This static contact, pulling us apart.

Please hang on tight, I see you through the night.

NOW!

You have me still because I'm breathing,

Although it has slowed down.

Please don't cry because I'm leaving.

I hope I see you soon.

Exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies,

Replace this dull life, with you.

I know it's tomorrow, she's waiting, for something to feel alive.

You know, me too well,

She's sorry and I can tell.

Scene missing, fade to black.

You're acting all this out again.

Just wake me when it's over, when the curtains raise,

It's time, to move on.

Exit now, credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart.

The one that got away (one that got away)..

You know, me too well,

She's sorry, I can tell.

Scene missing, fade to black.

You're acting all this out..

AGAIN!

AGAIN!

You have me still because I'm breathing,

Although it has slowed down.

Please don't cry because I'm leaving.

I hope I see you soon.

You know, me too well,

She's sorry and I can tell.

Scene missing, fade to black (FADE-TO-BLACK!).

You're acting all this out, again

p/s- You'll Always Be The One That Got Away. Happy Engagement!

Stature Of An Beautiful Angel

You're Within My Sight Yet Far Out Of Reach

Maybe All You Want Are For Me To Make A Seize

I Guess I Am A Coward Since All I Do Is Sit Idle By

All I Know For Sure Is That You Are An Angel That Fall Out Of Sky

Because Of That I Know I Am Not Someone Worth Your Stature

Here I Am Wishing You Hear My Roar Which Screaming "I LOVE YOU"

Day Of Reckoning, No More

March 12 2012. Here I am Sitting my ass down in class pretending that I'm here whole heartedly to study and learn something new. yes, my whole physical head-to-toe is here in Lab2 Menara SAAS listening to my lecturer babbling about something in between language and communication. Boring? There no question about it. Is Monday, A day that I used to called "Day Of Reckoning" awhile back. How my Monday turn to something that I hate? Maybe I'm still getting used to this whole new, "I-Wanna-Learn-Something" life experience. Well, ask me again in 2 and half year. Peace out hombre

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"If You Can't Make The Person You Like LOVE You, Make Her HATE You. It's A Lot Easier."

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"Its Hard To Be True To Others, Its Even Harder To Be True To Yourself"

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"A Funny Thing About Being Followers Is That Without Followers, Who Will The Leader Leads?"

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"Im In Tough Position To Make Hard Decision"

Fact Ain't Fact Without Stats

The sky ain't always blue as most people seems to view it. the thing is, that's reality. full of clouds, surprises such storms always come knocking by when we least expected it. and again, that's life. If we can't accept that, well we better off jumping from 50 storey building. well, that is the best place of to view the sky for the perfect vision. well, I have a solution for this stupid problem. don't ever, ever aim for the sky because the stats are stake against us, so just aim for the stars then. problem solved. at least if i fall, i'll be cruising on the sky of blue. just saying. peace out bro!

Journal Of A Bastard

Dear Diary,

Cripple, Bastard And Broken Is My Middle Name

Not A Gentle Stuffed Animal, Or Circus Freak Well-Tamed

I Am A Smug That Shoot For The Skies But Have A Terrible Aim

And Once I Fire, Words Wrongly Pronounce, Things Shatters, And It’ll Never Be The Same

Dear Diary,

Say What You Want As I Am Cold-Hearted

My Action Reflects Otherwise As I Am Hard-Headed

Pouring Out All Wrong Things That Shouldn’t Be Heard

Forgiveness Hard To Come By When All The Mistakes Had Absurd

Flawed Acts Are Just Another Killjoys Play In My Creed

As I Am A Man Of Many Words But A Man Of Few Deeds

A Sour Apple From A Beautiful Tree, But The Blame Is Not On The Seed

Maybe Someday I’ll Embrace Before Death Comes Knocking And Say Its Greet

Full Of Hatred, That’s How I Live, As Time Passed By

Flashing Back Into Bitter Memories And Still Couldn’t Find Any Goodness Cries

All I Ever Did Find Was Crimes That Went Profoundly Unconfessed

Call Me A Pariah, Call Me An Asshole, Yes, All I Am Was A Mess

Dear Diary,

Maybe Someday The Table Will Turn And I’ll Be A Changed Man

None Of That Will Become Reality As Long As My Heart Still Full Of Sands

Sands That I’d Collect As Simple Dust, One For Every Sin

Till Then, I’ll Held My Head High, Enduring This Awful Pain

Perhaps I Am Forever Destined To Be An Unwanted Bastard

A Man With Ni Real Riddance, Only Life Full Of Curse

Payback Is A Bitch, What Goes Around Often Come Back To Hunt

Soul-Searching In My Life Had Always Been A Case Of Low And Grunt

Will The Day Ever Gonna Come For Me To Turn My Fortune?

Never I Guess As My Soul Still Fuel On Dark Black Fumes

Fumes That Darkens My Heart For It Is A Fuel Of My Survival

As I Am Still Hook On It, I’ll Never Reach The Point Of My Gracious Revival.

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Thinking About Doing Something Morally Wrong Is Not A Mistake, Yet, It Is Call "Conscience Kicking In"

Sweet Like Candy, And Yes! Pun Intended!

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Kalau Hati Ini Boleh Bersuara Dah Lama Dia Suruh Aku Berhenti Berharap

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I Don't Have Special Girl, But I Have Tons Of Girl "Friends"

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Live By The Sword, Die By The Sword

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To Have A Past, Thats Everyone, To Hold On To Your Past, Thats Sore Loser.

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I'll Ripped My Heart Out If It's Meant To Keep You On My Sight

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"What If" Is A Very Moronic Question To Ask Yourself

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Bravery- 3 Parts Of Courage, 1 Part Of Dumb Luck, 1 Part Of Smear Stupidity

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Exploitation Of Beauty. From Morale Perspective, It Is Wrong. But Hey, What's The Wrong In Making Money From Your Natural Gifts?