Edge Retired- So Long Rated R Superstar!

When I head about it, to be frank and completely honest, yeah I was in shocked. I really cannot believe it. Edge was gonna retired from wrestling industry? You gotta be kidding me right? That's what first struck my mind. Then I search it all, find out all I can to verify the news, I was starting to adapt and realise that yeah, it is time for Edge. Who can blame him? The guy honestly been to hell and back every single time. As I recall, he got an injury more than any present Wrestler that step into WWE ring nowaday (except for all the legend such as The Undertaker). But do remember, everytime he made a comeback, he will shock the world!

Hate him, love him, despise him, he is who he is. The tag line for himself said it all, "Do You Thing You Know Me?", that's Adam Copeland, that's Edge. I do believe him when he said that if he can, he'll do it all over again in a heart beat. But it's not up to him, his body cannot take it any longer. It is time for him. It's better this way, for the least. If not, it could take his life if he's continue. Plus, as for a fan of him, I think he has done it all through out his career. From championship to Slammy, he won it all.

Rated R Superstar, The Ultimate Opportunist, The Master Of Manipulator, Mr. Money In The Bank. Edge goes with many names, as by the name, he build himself to keep being the nickname the he was labelled with. Rated R Superstar? Who will forget the sex celebration he and Lita have on Raw a few years ago. The Ultimate Opportunist? Edge the most person that i could remember that cash in the money in the bank and steal away title from others. Edge without a doubt a trend setter. He is the first to be the one who cash in the money in bank in suprise, and since then, everybody does is, and it what make the Money In The Bank what it is today. That, prove that Edge is the only person deserve to be called, Mr. Money In The Bank.

Edge, who are without doubt my favourite wrestler of all time. It doesn't matter if who played face or villain, who still are my idol in wrestling. Retiring as 11 times World champion, thats something to be proud of. Edge is indeed some, I do mean some, of the superstar that could hold the World title in double number. The other Wrestler that ever done it, the only that I can think of is Ric Flair (16 times) and Triple H (13 times). Edge, you are among the legend. Truthfully, you do earned it. You earned my respect. You earned everybody else's. Seriously I dunno how I'm gonna keep on watching WWE Smackdown after this because the Rated R Superstar is no longer in it. DAMN!

p/s- Christian will continue Edge "Legacy", trust me!

Make Of Stone And Silk

"Ambik la Law Adam, seswai dengan hang." "Blajaq la Mandarin Adam, senang nanti nak keja" "Kurang2lah isap rokok tu Adam"

Guess what, aku aply degree ritu 4 choice, satu pun xdak aku apply law. Mummy aku pesan suro blajaq Mandarin utk Third Language nanti time degree, aku still xmau, nak gak ambik bahasa len, German maybe. Isap rokok nak brenti? lama banyak ada la.

So, apa konklusinya? senang. apa yang Mummy aku suro, aku akan wat benda yang bertentangan. Derhaka kah aku? Tak sayang kat Mummy ka aku? No. Mummy tetap priority number 1. Macam yang penah aku ikrar, even kalu Mummy aku bunuh orang sekali pun, dia tetap di pihak yang benar bagi aku, fullstop, no argument there. balik kepada soalan asal, kenapa bila mummy aku suro wat something, aku resist and buat otherwise? kenapa? kenapa? kenapa? Maybe dah lumrah agaknya, aku paling benci bila di suruh buat sesuatu, sebab tu bila disuruh, aku aku memberontak. lesson here, kalau nak aku wat something, manipulate me, jangan suruh, sbb aku xkan wat, point me into the direction you want me to do, then I'll blindly follow. senang kan? well, kalu macam tu kira aku ni memang payah nak handle la kan? memang payah pun. dealt with it.

Acceptance Is One Click Away

In terms of lying, its an excusable act because no matter what, everyone did every once in awhile. But the most unforgivable lie is that we lie to our own self. Some might ask a sloppy question as such, "How come we can lie to ourself?". Well, one of the simplest example is pretend to be some else just to fit in alienated enviroment rather than to take a stand for what you are. Can't really blame them for the action because acceptance is something that most of people seek. Acceptance not to be labelled as one of the freakshow who may seem a lil different from other.

Why? Why do people willingly pretend to bee someone else just for the exchange of being said yes to? Is it really matter how people view us? it does, but people tense to let go the most important acceptance, the real truth lie beneath every one self, which is people won't accept us as we are unless we accept it sincerely. How we gonna make 'em believe if we ourself didn't put a well amount f trust on ourself? Yes, its silly but undeniable.

If its up to be, i said, to hell with it. I feel comfortable with the way i act, the way i behave, the words i said, the colour i choose to wear, hell i feel comfortable with my own lifestyle. Why? its that mean that i really believe in myself? No. At some point i do question myself, but it really doesn't matter because in the end, you are all by ourself to face the world, and me and myself it all i got. So whether I like it or not, i am sticking with myself. So go ahead, shut me down, reject me, I aint gonna wait for approval, i earned it for those who willing to give. Wishful thinking? No, its the truth!

Death Is Certain, But Its Hour Is Not

A Single Walk In The Dark Valley,

It May Seem Simple But It Is Certain,
While Some Still Questions It As Maybe,
Many Have Went Through And Become The Fallen

Questioning The Higher-Up Power Seem Approachable
But Yet A Few Survived The Wrath Of Undeniable
Fight It All Against Odds, Some Thought They Were Able
Because In The End, Death Is Not Something Questionable

As Quoted By Joseph Stalin, "Death Is A Solutions To All Problems"
As Influential As Himself, His Words Ain't That Firm
Because What Matter The Most Is Not Death Itself
It's The Timing And The Last Moment Of The Last Breathe

If A Person Spent Too Much Time Thinking About Death
They Surely Will Loose It Along With Their Sanity
Death Ain't Certain, If Some Came Along With Blind Faith
It Ain't Beautiful, It Ain't Mutual, But It Is What Been Called Vanity

People Fear Death, They're Inhumane If They Don't
But Avoindance Of Thought That's What People Been Fought
To Be Thinking About Death Alone, It's Chill In The Bone
Because In The End, Death Is Certain, But Its Hour Is Not

Hope Is Another Dying Faith

Throughout this unknown I tense to walk alone
Crossing air for any miserable do and don’t
Still, the uncertainty blinded the faith of many
To the point where the right mind turn to another crazy

Left and right seems a lot alike
The understanding of its alone is a losing faith
Which directions need to be followed?
That the million buck question left in dark hollow

Faith is not something sweet with a lovely price
It’s one of the reasons why so many failed to thrive
Losing it only the beginning of one’s Dark Age
Swelling numbers of converters into losing faith

Faith is not alone fighting the creatures of the dark
Side by side a further entity comes to make the both sparks
Together the shoved the light into the darkest heart of elope
It’s none other than faith equitable hand man, HOPE

A dying faith can’t stand alone in all this desolation
Hope ain’t that strong to give any handful resurrection
Hope is also a dead end but some choose to believe
Amalgamation of them both might bring the lost cause to save

But who we to judge compare to them both,
We are all damnation, all together, slave of the sloth
There’s always a magnify darkness bloating in every single heart seize
What’s there left to deem in, faith is losing, hope if far of reach
Alone in the dark, some of us feel already comfortable with,
Just another reason that make us one of the lusting beast,
The battle of light and darkness is far from over,
It’s all on us to be whether free or bond to the darkness forever

Tottenham Hotspurs And Arsenal, The Heroes Of London

Yes, and yes. Yes I support a football club from London, Tottenham Hotspurs. Yes, I like to watch Arsenal games because they always play magnificently, and mostly because my pop is a big Arsenal's fans so sometimes i watch Arsenal game just to enjoy the beloved game together, more or less bonding a father/son moment. Ask any Malaysian who love football, most of us preferred club from BPL. Only a few stood by chanting for the outside club from Serie A or La Liga.Why? Because in Malaysia we are over exposed to BPL the English League. Youngsters like myself and most of my friends exposed too much to English football eversince we know the round of the ball. We growing up to living the dream with Manchester United, Liverpool, Arsenal or the newlycrown top 4 like Chelsea and Tottenham Hotspurs. Its not on our guilt if we cheer for any English clubs.

For us in Malaysia, the supporters of English Club and others there no better place or championship where bring us together other than UEFA Champions League Where all the best of the best of Europe square off for the prestigious trophy. Its already been halfway of the championship and now its only 16 team left to fight for the title of champion of Europe. All 4 clubs from English League successfully become top 16- Manchester United, Arsenal, Tottenham Hotspurs and Chelsea. For Man U and Chelsea, I'll say they have an easy ride to get through the knock-out phase, meanwhile top Londoners clubs, Spurs and Arsenal, they need a bit of luck to pass through it. Arsenal got it tough when they are again for the second season been drawn with Barcelona, one of the so-called best team in Europe. Seriously, nothing against the Catalans teams, but i am rooting for Arsenal. It really nothing, because I do like Arsenal as whole but like always, I give my support to any circumstances of anything which been place as underdog. As for that match, yes Arsenal is an underdog. They did try their very best last season but ended up been trashed out by Barcelona 6-3 on aggregate. I wasn't really think that Arsenal can get it through though because they need a miracle to beat Barcelona but at least I wanna see an improvement, at least a closer loosing aggregate, 1 ball per se. Go gunners!

Now, Lets talk about my team, TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS! Their draft pick for the knock-out stage is none other than Serie A leader, AC Milan. Tough fight you say? Maybe. But remember, the first time Spurs check in at San Siro in Champions League Tournament, they took the world by the storm with superb come back eventhough by that time, they against Inter Milan with a 10 men. Yes, some might say its all thanks to alone effort of Gareth Bale alone, but remember, back in Whithe Hart Lane, Spurs did trash Inter Milan 3-1. So yes, the match between AC Milan and Spurs, its not unbalance, its perfectly fit well match which its anybodies game to grab hold to. A lil spoiler alert and harsh test for Spurs because they lost several key player like Gareth Bale, the Spurs hero himself, Rafael Van Der Vaart and twinkletoe Luka Modric and it is tough to go and face AC Milan as cripple as that, but Spurs is a fighting team. Watch out for the sprint of Aaron Lennon, stylish play by newly found fitness and touch, Niko Kranjcar. Not to forget, Spurs got chokefull of talented strikers, Peter Crouch, Jermaine Defoe, Roman Pavlyuchenko on their side, so nothing to be afraid of. Plus, AC Milan got problems of their own whereby Antonnio Cassano, Mark Van Bommel and Urby Emanuelson is also being sidelined.And they only can rely on the strike force of Imbrahimovic, Pato and Robinho, no one else left on the bench to come for the save. Through it all, it seems to me as a fair game. Good luck Londoners!

p/s- I know that Chelsea is one of the London club, but i hate Chelsea. Sue Me!

A Man Behind The Curtain Of Great Diversion

Joseph Stalin

"A sincere diplomat is like dry water or wooden iron. "

"Death is the solution to all problems. No man - no problem."

"Education is a weapon whose effects depend on who holds it in his hands and at whom it is aimed."

"Everyone imposes his own system as far as his army can reach. "

"Gaiety is the most outstanding feature of the Soviet Union. "

"Gratitude is a sickness suffered by dogs."

"History shows that there are no invincible armies. "

"I believe in one thing only, the power of human will. "

"I trust no one, not even myself. "

"Ideas are more powerful than guns. We would not let our enemies have guns, why should we let them have ideas. "

"If any foreign minister begins to defend to the death a "peace conference," you can be sure his government has already placed its orders for new battleships and airplanes. "

"If the opposition disarms, well and good. If it refuses to disarm, we shall disarm it ourselves. "

"In the Soviet army it takes more courage to retreat than advance. "

"It is enough that the people know there was an election. The people who cast the votes decide nothing. The people who count the votes decide everything. "

"Mankind is divided into rich and poor, into property owners and exploited; and to abstract oneself from this fundamental division; and from the antagonism between poor and rich means abstracting oneself from fundamental facts. "

"One death is a tragedy; one million is a statistic."

"Print is the sharpest and the strongest weapon of our party. "

"The only real power comes out of a long rifle."

Lady In Pink, You Make Me Smile Today On Shitty Day

As I Ride Home Today, I Saw Her. Cute As Ever, Nicely Wore Matching Pink Outfit From Top To The Ground. Nay, Let Me Make A Correction Here. Its Not When I Ride Home That I Saw Her, I Saw Her Right On Time When I'm About To Close My House's Gate. At That Time, I Was Biting My Keys, And I Saw Her. She Look Back And Smiled. Believe Me Folks, Its The Cutest Smile I Ever Saw And She Smile At Me Like She Know Me, Like She Know That I'm Having A Really Bad Day I Could Need Something To Cheer On, And She Did That. It Does Cross My Mind That I Would Want To See Her Again In Near Future. As Lucky As I Am, Near Future For Me Today Aint Needing Me To Wait To Long. Later On Tonight, I Went Out Of My House For My Regular After-Meal Smoke And Guess What, I Saw Her Again. But She Was Walking Straight To The Dark Alley. I Am Definitely Sure That Is Her, Judging From Her Outfit Which I Saw Earlier. Without A Doubt, I Run Towards The Dark Alley To Find Her. But I Guess My Luck Just Run Out Cause I Could Not Find Her. It Seems Like She's Just Disspear Into Thin Air. I Do Shocked At That Moment. Maybe She's Aint A Real Person, Maybe She's A Fairy Or Even Better An Angel, Cause She Does Look Like One. Sorry, It All The Theories Seem Shits, Cause I Just Finish True Blood Season 3 Marathon And In That Series, There's A Ton Of Supernatural Things, Maybe I Just Caught Up In The Idea But One Thing For Sure. I Do Know That Lady In Pink Is Real, And I Really Wanna Meet Her Again, Cause I Wanna Thanks Her For Making Me Smile On A Shitty Day. LADY IN PINK, THANK YOU!

Attitude Adjustment For An Asshole

If John Cena see me, i guest he'll give me a hell of Attitude Adjustment on a freaking table. Why? Because I have one of the worst kind of attitude which people tense to see it as ruthless,hard-ass and unacceptable. Yeah, attitude. Its how you brought ur self for the world to view and judge. Care less or more, people will alway judge you for what you are. They view you and once they already label you as one of the kind that have unacceptable attitude, you are out of the nice guys turf and you will alway be society reject.

One other thing, the words that come out from your bloody mouth are considered as you in person, more or less, your attitude. If you are one of the type of cursing one, or maybe cursing have become your way to say hello, people will definitely negatively brace you as one of the badass that don't belong or fit in well in pure hearted society. You stand alone afterward. All the slide look and pushed out the way is what coming for you ahead, so stay sharp.

To all badass, dirty mouthful out there, no sweats, I am here for you. I don't give a shit about public acceptance, i don't give a fuck about well behave, I don't give a crap about how people publicly view me as, as for that I just be who ever I decide to be. Despite all the hateful thought, I still manage to fit in, I still make a lot of friend. I still survive in the judgemental thinking of society. How did I do it? By showing them that I am not a lost cause, I am not a negative influencer, I am Me.Because some people, they don't follow society invicible rules of judgement, they accept people just the way they are, they thrive me for being myself and for that, i fit in just well. Just be yourself.

p/s- If Mr.Anderson were able to snatch TNA World Hevyweight Championship, and his an asshole, and people still accept him just the way he is then we all are doing just fine.

Similarity

Spot The Similarity Of This Two Difference Pix? Here's A Hint, Look At The Finger..

Appreciation

Speechless. All I Can Say Is, Thanx!

It Takes Failure And Sacrifice To Be A Better Bastard

Back in the day, when I was just a kid, teenager perhap, I choose to believe that I don't give any craps about the future and what it got hold on me (I still do at some point). But today, i snapped. Really really snapped! Wanna know why? Because I just realise I've arrange or plan my life for the next 8 month. Yeah, seriously plan out everything. Everything I wanna do and all the thing I have to achieve or at least put my heart out and die trying to achieve. What make it a lot difference this time between my life now, and my life 14 days ago? (when the calendar still showing the year of 2010)

At first I don't know what change me. But now, I know. I've fail! Fail in term of life, love and keeping everything on board. Yes, I'd crush to the down earth and reached the lowest part of life that everybody afraid to dealt with, I've been there. And now, I am in a process of getting my life back on track or at least not as doom as I imagine it will be. Guess what, slowly and steadily, I was able to do so. My life aint seem so fuck up as it was 14 days ago. It is now on track based on the par that I've set for myself, and yes I am proud of myself. Well, I guess now i know what it takes to change me to a better person, a well organise person. FAILURE. I faced it myself, and it snap me out of my fairytale dream and knock me out of my shoes so that i can keep up the pieces and make it whole again. That's what I'm doing right now, preparing myself to become somebody, an responsible to himself adult. I'm not saying that it isn't a bumpy road, cause it is hell of a situation, but i got through it, barely. I am now got what it takes. I am ready. Adulthood, bring it on!

p/s- In the matter of all this, I lost one precious thing but I seem okay with the fact that I loose it, and I am doing better without you. So, bye bye black bird!

Demotivational Tool Is My Wishful Thinking

Changes may be sum up as two different things. Something which is good, things that can make you a better person in the end or the other one is making you being much worst than before. Thats the facts that you have, no, need to accept in life. Me in the other hand, i prefer things stay the same. Some may refer this as being afraid to move forward, or even being a coward whom want to keep in the safety zone for the rest of his godpity life but I do call it as survival tool. Why should we change ourself or even worst our surrounding if we ourself wasn't even sure that the changes will bring great fortune. iI rather keep thing at the same par if the consequences that I need to suffer is unpredictable in the end.Maybe someday I am no longer afraid to do so, but until then, i I keep my head high and stay on reality, which I already comfortable with.

Hey Superstar, YOU SUCK!

Band- Madina Lake

Song- Hey Superstar

Album- The Dresden Codex

Your such a beautiful gift from above,
When I fell so hard in love and you always said
Because your taste of fame filled you up
Then I became just hard to know
Cause I'm the idiot

Hey Superstar,
So popular,
When you gonna learn nobody cares who you are
Hey Superstar,
Don't try so hard
Maybe someday you'll see who you really are

I'm such a hideous, ridiculous,
But understand all your misfit and I'm okay with it
But you got swept up inside our new media whole world
And I'm so over it

Hey Superstar,
So popular,
When you gonna learn nobody cares who you are
Hey Superstar,
Don't try so hard
Maybe someday you'll see who you really are

I'll never be rich and I'll never look perfect,
I don't care it's who I am
You'll never be happy, chasing all the wrong things
And you'll never understand

Hey Superstar,
So popular,
When you gonna learn nobody cares who you are
Hey Superstar,
Don't try so hard
Maybe someday you'll see who you really are

Arsenal VS Chelsea 3-1

After four straight time being humiliated by Chelsea, finally Arsenal had return the favor. 3-1 cortesy of Alex Song, Cesc Febregas and Theo Walcottt. The Blues seems like they are about to bounce back and win the match with the beautiful free kick n head in by Ivanovic but there's just it. well, well, well, what do we have here? Chelsea with only one win in 8 matches? Its this the sign of the end for the defending champs? Oh my, me likey! Keep playing like that guys, you might not even be in top four and lose the right in competing in UEFA Champs League. I am not Gunners supporters but i do rooting for them to win this match. Why? Because I want Chels to lose, so that my Favourite, Spurs can keep up with the title chase, or at least the top 4 spot. Its only 1 point seperating Chelsea with Tottenham Hotspurs. All Spurs have to do is defeat Newcastle at home soil next week and hfinger crossed that Chelsea lose again against hot-runner Bolton Wanderers. Through it all, I think that Arsenal still lacking in term of defense. Vermaelen really is needed so i do hope that he heals fast enough if they do want to be seriously considered as top contender of English football. Quoted from Shebby Singh which i really like is "Drop all the aspect of age and young factor, Arsenal players are now have experience, so they need to step it up". They do. All in all, its a good post-Boxing Day. Viva La Gunners!

AFF Suzuki Cup Final- The Shining Story Of Young Tigers

Well, Well, Well. Malaysia bantai team Indon 3-0 smalam kat Stadium Bukit Jalil? Amacam? Ada sapa2 ragu2 lagi dengan skuad bola Malaysia? Tapikan, sapa la ble agak skuaq muda Malaysia yang ni ble shine kan? Since Asia Game ritu dah ble nampak kebolehan skuad baru ni. Aku rasa actually sangat baguih senior team yg sblom ni suma pakat dok injured ramai bru bagi chance kat suma players baru ni suma uk tunjuk bakat kan. Sebab agak la kan, suma player dalam skuad Malaysia skrg average umuq 23. player plaing senior pun Amri Yahya kot. So, finger crossed, hopefully Malaysia still ble shine kat Indon untuk second leg of the final. Xyah teruk2 sangat sebab dah ada 3 gol dala tangan. koman2 pun pi score lagi sebijik and then defense ja sbb seriesly defense Malaysia, Sabree Abu n the gang, mantap siot. Keeper Kelantan pun Khairul Fahmi on form skrg. So, to be frank, AFF Suzuki Cup tu dah ada dalam tangan dah, cuma jangan buat spoil dah. One more thing, main kat indon ni bahaya skit, tol x? hopefully, everything will be fine, and hope that the squad can bring the cup home. fly high young tigers, keep on roaring.

WWE- 10 Years In The Making

Remember This Dude? Stonecold Steve Austin. Austin 3:16. The Toughest Son Of The Bitch In Pro Wrestling. He's Now Retired From Wrestling Circuit And Not To Forget He Is Now WWE Hall Of Famer.This Pic Was Taken In 2000 When Austin Was The WWF Champion. One The The Best There Is And The Best There Will Ever Be. He Is Indeed Among The Greatest That Achieved What He Deserve By Putting His Blood,Sweats And Tears To Be Able To Hold One Of The Prestigious Title In World Wrestling. "Thats The Bottomline Cause Stonecold Said So, Hell Yeah!"

Now, Look At This Dude. The Miz. Self Proclaimed "I'm Awesome" and "Most Must Watch WWE Champion Ever In The History". Yes, The Title Had Change In Term Of Its Original Look, But The Miz Held The Same Price Of Title As Austin And Yes He Is The Current WWE Champion. But Whats The Different Between The Miz And Steve Austin? Well, Its Pretty Simple. Even After 10 Years, People Still Talk About How Great Steve Austin Is But 10 Years From Now, Will People Still Talk About The Miz Or Maybe He Is Just One Of Those "One Hit Wonder" Champion? Well, Nothing Against The Miz, He Is A Good Wrestler (Eh..), But Maybe The Problem Here Is That Steve Austin Set The Line Pretty High For A Guy Like Miz To Achieved. I Mean, Come On Austin Career Live On Because Of The Attitude Era Of WWE, One Of The Best Era In The Business, Miz Is Just Trying To Keep The Business Running.Comparison Between Both, Austin Is An Empire Builder And The Miz Is Just An Empire Maintainer. And One More Thing, Austin Is The Past, Miz Is The Current And Hopefully The Future Of The WWE (*Finger Crossed*).

Now Thats Is Someone Who Can Make Us Proud. Luckily For Us, WWE Now Have Two World Champion, Which Is WWE Champion (Hold By The Miz) And The World Heavyweight Champion Hold By This Guy, EDGE. The 10th World Champion. The Ultimate Opportunist. The Master Of Manipulator. The Rated "R" Superstar. The Current World Heavyweight Champion, Which He Won 4 Days Ago At WWE TLC Pay-Per-View. Some Might Not Know This, Edge Sit Along Among Legend. Why? Because He Is One Of The Few That Manage To Hit The Double Digit In Term Of Holding World Title. The Greatest Of It All, The Current Top In The List, Ric Flair, 16 Times World Champion, Triple H, 13 Times. Guess What, Edge Fit In Among Those Guys. You Think You Know Edge, Think Again.

The Difference Between Love And Like

In Front Of The Person You Love Your Heart Beats Faster,
In Front Of The Person You Like You Always Get Happy.

In Front Of The Person You Love Winter Seems Like Spring
But In Front Of The Person You Like Winter Is Just A Beautiful Winter.

If You See Right Through The Eyes Of The Person You Love You Blush,
But If You See Through The Eyes Of The Person You Like You Smile.

In Front Of The Person You Love You Can't Really Say Whats On Your Mind,
But In Front Of The Person You Like You Can Say What Ever You Want.

In Front Of The Person You Love You Tend To Get Shy,
But In Front Of The Person You Like You Can Be Yourself.

You Can't Look Straight Into The Eyes Of Someone You Love,
But You Can Alway Smile When You Look Straight Into The Eyes Of Someone You Like.

When Your Love One Cry, You Cry With Them,
But When Someone You Like Cry, You Comfort Them.

The Person You Love Comes To Your Mind Every Two Minutes,
Because The Feelings Of Love Starts From The Eyes,
And The Feeling Of Like Starts From The Ears.

So If You Stop Liking Someone You Just Cover Your Ears,
But If You Try To Close Your Eyes,
Love Turns To Tears And Remain In Your Heart,
Forever After.

Blood Fued

We Cross Through Time And Space,
Literally Through It All Just To Find Each Other Again,
After All We Been Through, Still Nothing Is Been Forgiven,
We Still Find Our Way To Shoot At Each Other,
Still Try To Get On Each Other Nerves.

Ultimatum Given, Attitudes And Position Shift,
Still Nothing Ever Really Changed At All,
Its Just One Stupid Cost Of Living,
No Matter What Our Constants Are,
We Still Try To Find Each Other Wrong Doing And Focus On That,
Blood Have Spilled Over, Live Losses Among Another
But In The End, The Differences Rules Over.

United Had Never Been Our Strong Perspectives,
That On Of The Reason Why We Keep On Loosing The Battle,
Over And Over Again,
Faces Changes By When Times Took It Tolls,
Alliances Made Under The Terms Of Survival,
Yet Again, We Are Loosing Our Self,
The Blame It's Not "Others" To Hold,
It's Our Own To Be Perfected,
There's No Cursed, There's No Bad Luck, It's Just Simple Rules Of Believe,
Destiny's Call Upon But No One Willing To Step Up,
Many Tries But Failed In The End,
That's The Costs Every Single One Of Us Pay With Such High Price,
In The End, It Takes Our Life.
Why?
Just Because We Can't Let Out Lil' Disagreement Slide Away,
The Blood Fued Continue, Forever!

p/s- Tibute To LOST TV SERIES!

I Am One Pacthetic Loser

No Matter How Prepared You Are,
No Matter How Ready You Set Up Your Mind,
No Matter How String To Try To Put Your Face On,
No Matter How Cool You Try To Act On,
But No Matter What Once You Screwed Up,
Everything Starting To Fall In Line.

Yes I Did Mentally Prepared To Face The Consequences,
6 Month I Tried To Round Up My Mind Around The Facts That I Screwed Up,
But Once The Time To Face The Music,
I Failed,
Emotionally I Loose To The Dying Fact That I'm Lacking Behind,
Yes, I Know I Screwed Up.
I Deserve This Torture!
Please, Give Me More!
I'm Begging You!
Gimme More!!

p/s- If One More Person Asking Me About My Continuation Study, I'm Kill Him/Her For Sure!