lets get it started

well, tommorow its the beginning of the end..
the end of this semester ok. dun get it wrong.. im not giving up, yet..
2morrow my final exam will start wif bel260-preparatory course for muet..
then on 3rd nov i have ctu 151-tamadun2 islam
on 4th nov acc114-accounting 1
on 8th nov i got my muet writing n listening test
on 9th nov-eco162-micoreconomic
on 12th nov- pad 160-principles of management
n last but not least on 16th nov pad17o-goverment n politics

n wats next?

i can finally fuck the world up.. hahaha

oh ya. i totally forgot.. i have a part time work waiting for me
swenz kopitiam.. i'll be spending my whole sem break in there.. n wel, earn some money..

hehehe.. wish me luck ok..

peace in n roCk out!!!!!

.......

What were you doing before this?
+before this is too general.. i play NFS most wanted,surfing,smoking, pangkah2 ayie..+

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
+Im Not sure..+

If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
+Get married n have a lot of kids+


What would you do with a billion dollars?
+BILLION? bg kat mak pak aku r sng cita..suro diorang handle..aku bkn ble pgg duit byk2 nih.. joli jew t..+

Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
+u r kidding me? always.. i think all my ex's r my besfren b4..sum r bcome my besfren after the break up+


Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
+being loved by someone..its special+

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
+till i find one+

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
+xbek ambik org pny..lgpn dah sah2 kat dahi dia dh dicop "hakmilik polan bin polan kan.hehehe"+

Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
+face to face? never... behing my back? i dunno.. but im not a snatcher.+

What takes you down the fastest?
+its anything happen to my mum+


How would you see yourself in ten years time?
+10 years meaning dat i will b 28. so i guess a stable career, own a house n car.. n get ready to get marry+

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
+either+

What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
+bukak mata n usha laptop aku ada x atas meja..seriesly i do dat.. takut kot kalu ilang kena curik..dah r student2 kat malinja ni expert2 bab mencurik nih+

Would you give all in a relationship?
+all in? im not sure..depends on my spouse i guess+

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
+im not sure.. just read my poem "My Triangle Love Story"+

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
+depends.. sumtimes i can just let it go sumtimes i hold the grudge till the end of time+

Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
+im not sure.. again.. both have its own pro n cons+

Describe yourself in one word
aCe+

tupah's trip 25th Oct 2008

kalau ada sapa2 member korang ajak gi mandi kat tupah JALAN KAKI, just do this..

RISE UR MIDDLE FINGER AND SAY

FUCK YOU!!!!

so dis fuck you gesture is specially dedicated to meor..

siot ang meor. adventure konon p tupah jalan kaki.. dkt sejam punya kena jalan.. siot.. blk lg satu hal..

tp sep bek trip to besh r gak.. anyway, it kinda cool.. aku bkn xpenah p tupah sblom2 nih.. byk kali gak r.. tp slalu g ngn family or ngn sepupu aku r.. ni kira first time r p ngn member.. dah r time study week, bkn nk pegang buku, pi plak jalan kaki, unplanned bru plan pagi tuh ja pun.. tp is fun.. so, thanx guys for joining da trip.. baby, hakim,kuddus n ayie.. meor?

ang utang kami bogel in public.. ang janji ang akan wat kalu trip jalann kaki tuh lebih dr 40 minit.. sejam kot kena jalan..

yg sengal, yg gila2, yg sempoi-DPA2D

awai2 dulu aku menyesal gila2 babi wat2 bodo nk register course time awai2 sem yg menyebabkan clas lama aku (DPA2B) full n aku secara officially kena kick dr clas tuh n kna masuk clas yg bru bukak DPA2D & dilantik sebagai clas rep.. tuh awai2.. setelah lama berada dlm clas DPA2D ni aku jdk suka,sronok,happy,girang n suma yg +ve2 la senang crita.. kami suma click skali, kalu ajak hang out suma join, ble maen kutuk2 sesama sendri n no hard feeling, its been a sweet memory i this class..seriously.. tny farah diba, dia pn rasa cm2.. kalu kat DPA2B suma ada grudge sesama sendri, ada yg xpuas hati, ada group masing2 n xble nk bercampur sesama sendri (gurl esspecially.no offense).. so thank you God.. aku dah eppy kat clas baru nih.. & kami akan tangkap gambaq class next sem, for sure.. n we will show the world how sengal we r.. hehehehe..

the cast of the act-DPA2D

+adam+ its me

+ajam+ my bro.. dewa neraka
+adi+ ciput, bangla, cemerkap suma dia la
+aimil+ kakek, pakcik no.2

+ijat+ hahaha..pakcik atok, org tua suma la yg tua2..
+amini+ budak dekan yg gila2.. bru "shun"!!

+fizi+ yg bisu..seriesly.. dlm masa 2 jam dia hanya bertututr 32 perkataan..

+boy+ the stylo among all..

+awe+ mat budu..

+mirul+ si pipi tembam.hahaha

+saf+ my kunckles buddies..huhuhu
+farah diba+ the hmm.. well u noe how to describe FD rite? hahaha
+fatin+ the acc114 speciallist..thanx babe 4 teaching me account

+ezzati+ minah jelir lidah 2 saat n then wat muka masam..hahaha

+wani+ the blue dolphin..menatang kesayangn dia

+siti+ mek tim

+ieyda+ sejam rm30 (hahaha..jgn marah)

+imah+ kat nita mulut muncung..

memory of The Greatest Band

yup..this is my former band.. "The Greatest Band".. ya ya i noe.. the name quite self-proclaimed but ist catchy.. this band only live for hm.. 5-7 month i guess.. we started this band rite after we finish our spm.then, after all of us further our study we buried it wif all the good memory..

The Band Members-

me(aCe)-bassist, 2nd vox..
maXeemuse(join a nu band called Lazy Morning)-vox, n 2nd guitarist
Zul- Lead guitarist
rizal- the drummer


the history-

well, the first song that we jam 2gether is "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams-GreenDay".. well, the song quite impress us.. n its one of the song that zul can play.. so we giv it a try..n its good.. and since then everytime we jam, we'll started wif that song.. we even created our own opening act for dat song.. hm its quite good.. our very own single entitled "Ace anthem Towards Destruction".. hm its kinda like heavy-nu-metal genre type of song.. we didnt record it so there s no memory of that song but i can still reme,ber every bit of the song.. hmm.. the good all days

the life after-

since we start the band in 2007 after our spm so we kinda busy-all of us except zul have a job by that time.. me, i work at swenz kopitiam for a year. yup a year.. rizal work at another kopitiam nearby named coffee tree/coffee shop.. unlucky for him, no no.. unlucky for the owner that kopitiam closed after 3 n half month.. dats to rizal who work as bartender who made an awful drink dat cause a lot to the shop.. hahaha.. max in the other hand frist work at a mall called Fajar(after a few week, that mall was closed.. i dunno maybe all my buddies r cursed or sumthing) then he work at swenz kopitiam wif me.. yup, we rised hell at that place.. its almost like our playground..hahaha.. the only different is dat we get paid for it.hehehe.. in mid june 2007 max left swenz becuz he got an offer for Foundation of law in MMU, in mlaka.. rizal got an offer in Politeknik Kulim-electric.. zul also get n offer in JMTI(Now he in a PHI programme in Cheras).. they all left me hanging by a moment.. i got no more buddies, no bright future at dat time n no band.. its kinda suCk.. when im bout to learned to accept the fact that im not gud enuff to further my study i got an offer to UiTM Kedah n my nu life is await me..


the conclusion-

well its kinda suCk to left the band but we all are seperated.. max in mlaka, zul in cheras.. just left me n rizal who r nearby(kedah ngn penang jauh mana la sgt).. but ist not the same wihout two of them. me n rizal had planned to make a nu band but we r commited to our study n we are rarely seen each other.. so that it for The Greatest Band.. but, the memory will still be fresh n alive in our mind..

Blind..

Farah diba as requested, here it is.. a poem entitled Blind.. hope u like it and understand it..


BLIND

Sometimes we can’t really see what in front of us
Or maybe we choose to disregard it because it maybe lust
A desire that just want to bother our feeling
And we will end up confusing
Mystify and puzzled between lies and love
But yet, think about it, maybe that’s what we deserve

Acquisitive is that, what we are?
Wealth seduction takes us till this far
Shade us from the truth and the real thing
Make us be a part of this awful jinx
Maybe it’s not ignorance that takes us near
Maybe we want to be because the end is here

We are blind because we can’t really see
We are blind because we choose to be
We are blind for many reasons
We are blind because we don’t want to learned
We are blind and we are faked
We are blind and keep repeating the same old mistakes
We are blind and we refused to play it nice
We are blind and now we are paying the price
We are blind until we open up our eyes
See it all that it’s just a lies
That we are living in full fantasy
Blindness will lighten until we face the reality..

So open up our eyes and stand on solid ground
Don’t be an Ass or and loyal hounds
We can live up and make our own luck
Whom which taunt us, just rise your middle finger, and say FUCK..

and counting..

life in campus..

some say is difficult some say is fun, somesay is crazy but somesay is awesome..

so which one is da truth??

to me, is all above...

its just how u live wif it.. if u compare it wif ur life in school, hell yeah its totally different from any angle.. but, still life hood in skool its da best time of my life.. dats just from my P.O.V.. some may say other but i stand for it.. bcuz when we r in skool we r growing up.. trying to figured out our self, trying to find our path, making our click, learning life as we grow.. but some of us make a mistakes during dat period n face da consequence till now.. including me.. but, its a mistakes dat will change our life n make us better, stronger n careful.. so, if any of us makes mistakes during our skool hood time, just be thankful dat we made dat mistakes in da past.. bcuz now, we alredy noe bout it n lerned sumthing..just dun make da same mistakes twice..

but in campus life,

we a young adult..we r in the process of living life not learning.. we have to ake care of out self.. feed of our own, surviving n many more.. its or last playful time of youth.. after dis, we r adult.. no more playing around, lesser time for hanging out.. we got bigger responsible..

our self, our family, job dat need our attention...


no more quitting.. no more relaxing.. yes maybe we can take a short break but its not forever.. sooner or later, we r back on the job..

so fellas, enjoy ur life in campus.. its da last pit stop of joyful, fun, amazing, crazy stuff, frenship..
after this pit stop we will enter da real world.. da world dat know no value of frenship, the world of back stabber, the world of Hypocrite, the world dat know no stopping no resting no enjoyment.. as we enter dat world, the is no turning back.. so brace urself, prepare for the real deal bcuz it aint far away.. its just by da corner.. its no more living, its surviving..

will we survive? or should i say can we survive??

we will or can find out reall soon....

im sorry..

sorry ek lama x uppdate.. thanx 2 uitm pny wifi yg telah tergengdala selama beberapa ari membuatkan aku xble nk online.. siot pny wifi.. btw, skrg tgh bz ngn study..

believe it.. aku tgh pulun study skrg ok.. aku xmau repeat apa apa paper pn sem nih.. nk kekalkan tuh smpai last semester..

so, wish me luck... to hana (farhannah nishaa bkn hannah-j) sorry xble nk reply msg ang.. bz ckit.. sbnrnya maleh r nk reply.hehehehe

out!!!!!

wish me luck on my muet today..

skrang nih bru pukui 6.30 pagi.. no!!! aku bkn xtido2 lg aku dah tidoq, believe it or not aku tidoq pukui 10.30 smlm n aku bru jew bgn.. xtaw pasai pa ble bgn awai plak maybe sebab aku tdoq awai kot smlm tu r pasai.well gud 4 me..

today its a big day..

MUET..
wish me luck ok..

im aiming 4 band 5..

THERE!!!!

i said it!!!!

band 5!!

maybe sebab Boy gitaw aku smlm yg Mazliza dapat band 5 utk muet dia sbb tuh tiba2 aku pn ras tercabar.. well if she can do it, so can i.. tp tuh suma rezeki r kan.. kalu dapat band 4 pn dah kira ok dah.. i just need 2 improve my essay a lil bit-less grammar mistakes, more2 unique ideas, well organization n DONT FORGET DA TOPIC SENTENCES..in listening test, i just need to focus.. i must focus.. speaking-which is today, i just need to calm down n talk slowly.. no need to rush..an no mistakes.. fight for my point, support some of the other candidates n just do it..

i think i can do it..
i just need a lil faith..

go aCe go!!!!
u can do it...

A Simple Kiss..

WHEN TIME HAD IT GRUDGE ON OUR FRAIL LOVE
WHEN DISTANCE KEEP US APART AND MAKE IT TOUGH
WHEN BREAK UP JUST AN INCH AWAY TO APPROACH IN
WHEN “THE FIRST LOVE” FIRE UP IN A FORM OF A GIRL NAME LYN
WE ARE SO CLOSE, NO TOO DAMN CLOSE TO BE SEPERATED
I WON’T DENIED IT, I’M THE ONE WHO DIDN’T PUT THE EFFORT
THE DISTANCE, IT JUST ANOTHER EXCUSE I WANNA MAKE
BUT THE LOVE FOR YOU JUST WON’T FADE

THANKS TO YOU WHO ALWAYS BELIEVE IN ME
NEVER STOP FIGHTING, NEVER STOP SAYING THAT YOU LOVE ME
THE ONE THAT MAKE ME REALIZE AND FINALLY SEE CLEARLY
THE ONE THAT HOLDS MY HEARTS WHERE IT SHOULD BE

A SIMPLE KISS IT’S NOT REALLY WHAT I SEEK
A SIMPLE KISS THAT U GAVE ON MY CHEEK
A SIMPLE KISS THAT CHANGE IT ALL
A SIMPLE KISS TURN MY EGO DOWN AND MAKE IT SMALL
A SIMPLE KISS RESTORE, RENEW, REJOICE MY FEELING
A SIMPLE KISS RIP OUT THE KNIFE OF LOVE KILLNG
A SIMPLE KISS THAT I DIDN’T SEE IT COMING
A SIMPLE KISS THAT MAKE ME QUIT PLAYING
A SIMPLE KISS THAT MAKE ME TO START LOVING..
YOU..
MY ONE AND ONLY
~MY SHITERU~

The Shape of Things To Come..

hm.. wat can i say..
2 days from now(1 and half to b exact) i will have my muet exam..
one week from now my final exam will start...

guess wat?

i not really ready yet..
well to tell the truth my ready can be defined as 60% of effort n preparation..wlaway be..
but this time im not even dat close..

what the hell im doing??

i should be studying.. im suCk in accounting n Eco but i still care less bout it..

do i wanna repeat both of dat paper?

hell no..

so wat da hell im doing rite now?

blogging, just finish lost season 3 n i will continue season 4 2morrow(eventhough this will be my third watching them)...

i have my eco quiz 2morrow on Oligopoly... stil im not holding eco's book on my hand instead im typing this damn blog.....

what da hell im doing?

do i wanna get my ass kick out of here?

hell no...

so wat am i doing ??

i dunno..

maybe my spirit is flied away..

away from my heart..

the spirit dat always keep me going on my study..
the spirit dat always hold me on...
the spirit dat always make be believe dat im good at it..
the spirit dat always make my luck n survive this academic world..
the spirit dat alway hold my anger down..
where is the spirit?
where the hell is it?

without it im nothing..
useless..
unworthy...
a fake..
an asshole....
a pretender..

maybe dis is not wat i should..
maybe i should further my study..
maybe i should just continue working at Swenz Kopitiam
the one thing im actually good at..
waybe dis is all wrong..
maybe i make a mistake..
maybe im da one who wrong..

i dunno..

i wish i know..

memory of majlis berbuka puasa DiPAC in Kg apa ntah...

hello everybody...
sorry dah lama aku x post blog..(gila lama).. asik post poem jew kn.. lately nih kerap plak aku tulih poem kn.. slalunya aku tulih poem bila mood tgh high.. maybe lately nih my mood are unstable.. i guess.. ye r.. test sana, test cni, final lg 2 mggu.. tambah aku ada muet plak slasa nih. peh... btw, bout muet, my last essay dat i wrote my lecturer grade me as upper band 4.. dats mean im close to band 5.. means i have i shot at band 5.. wow, if it is possible it will b great.. but, if i get band 4, its gud enuff for me..(Really!!!!)..

OK!!!!

pa lg? hm...

HAH!!!!

lets talk bout one of my subject

ACC114- ACCOUNTING 1

well, it

SUCK!!!!!

maybe im suck in it!!!!!

i dunno..

GOD I HOPE I WILL NOT REPEAT DAT PAPER...

hm.. but its never too late to learn.. i hope there stil time...

ooo ya btw, some of u has be asking bout my latest poem,

MY TRIANGLE LOVE STORY

whether its bout my life or not.. d answer is.....

I NOT GONNA TELL....

SORRY.....

i just wanna keep d element of suprise, alive okay.. plus, i dun really like to share my personal life (love life to be specific...) to the public.. i kinda like to keep it to myself all the detail..

SORRY BABE!!!!

next...

wat else happen to me dis week?
i dunno.. nothing interesting.. it just dat there is no prison break this week..

FUCK.....

nobody upload prison break season 4 episode 8 online so dats mean there is no show this week in US,, whys dat? i dunno.. buts its okay.. i just have to wait till tuesday, then alip can download it for sure.hehehehe..

okay, dat all.

peaCe In, roCk oUt!!!!!!

My TRIANGLE LOVE STORY..

Unspoken love needs the truth to be revealed,
The truth needs a helping hand from the heart that unsealed
Heart of misery only bring the harm of emotion
Twisted emotion contribute to physical inducement

Hannah,
Somehow affection comes by and we click
The theme song of our love, flyleaf- I’m So sick
Enthusiast of you the reason I feel special
Remoteness between us likes comparison of sand and pearl
But, you had your chance and you blow it off
Second time seems impossible because my heart ain’t soft
Silly, my love for you won’t just fade away
“We are just best friend”, that’s what I choose to say

Neela,
The present, the replacement, the new face of worship
Just when everything seem right, here come relationship
Time been pushed, feeling determined too soon now it’s done already
Patience could saved it all from the dark love valley
Just friend maybe that what we should be
But I were greedy, “couple-ing” pressure blind me
Still, I don’t want to let you go that simple
Ego hold me back, make me stuck in “Cinta” vessel

The choice that I will make may hurt you both
But still, it’s have to be made even though it’s gross
One is the only number normal heart should hold
But I want you both, secrets that I keep in deep deep cold.

REALIZE.. by Saf

REALIZE

I should realize how the way it should be now
I should realize that I am far behind
I should realize life is not like I once thought
I should realize that are no SUCH THINGS as true friend
I should realize that I am not for him
I should realize that this is what he wanted to be
I should realize being single is actually TOUGH
I should realize that I’m not GOOD enough
I should realize that things never happen like I want it to be
I should realize that all this while, you just playing me
I should realize that I am falling so hard
I should realize that everyone is being UNTRUE

Now that I come back and try to be good,
But, will you be there and treat me GOOD?
Owh, I should have just REALIZE….

NO TOMMOROW

If there is no tomorrow,
What meal will I have for the last time,
Will it be Chicken McDeluxe or any of it kind
Do I really gonna have appetite or its just dying
Will I enjoy my last meal or maybe I just gonna start crying?

If there is no tomorrow,
Will I ever change?
Can I ever be tame?
Will I keep playing game?
Will my life will ever be the same?

If there is no tomorrow,
Will I ask forgiveness for all the wrong things I done?
Or just sit down pray that all of it will just be gone
Sorry, will that be my last word on my last second
Or I just be as bastard as I am that have no U-turn


If there is no tomorrow,
I know deep inside my heart will crashed
Too much pressure, some haven’t been test
So many thing aren’t achieved
Some, I take it to my grave

If there is no tomorrow,
Will the world stop spinning, people stop running
Allies stop ass-kissing, enemy stop gunning
Is that even possible?
Or the world remain as terrible

If there is no tomorrow,
Will I be afraid, will I even care?
I got nothing to lose, not much to spare
Freaking out never in my vocabulary
Knowing I won’t be able to live, that’s not really scary
But,
what about everybody else, how will they feel?
The fact of knowing the world gonna end, that’s worse then gets kill
Maybe its too late but its never that easy
So, brace ourself, the day will come, we’ll see..

tagged...

1. The person who tag you is:
+Dayat+

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
+besh buddies.. till the end i hope..+

3. Your five impression of him/her:
+hm... smart, indie,funny, hepi go lucky, sometimes clumsy (sorry dude..) +

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
+hm.. being my frens all da times+

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
+i cant recall..+

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
+become gay..+


7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
+hm.. his appereance? maybe..+

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
+i dun think its possible+

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
+misunderstanding, he hurt me or i hurt him+

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
+give him peresnt on his burfday next year.. i promise dude..+

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
+he is da kinda person or frens dat hard to find.. in other word, unique+

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
+i dunno. y dun u ask them?+

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
+hmm.. i believe in myself n i dun care bout wat people say bout me..+

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
+hm.. i trust people easily..+

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
+nobody.. i only wanna be myself+

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
+i cvan be good, i can be bad, sumtimes im an asshole but im not a traitor+

17. Pass this quiz to 5 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
+maxeemuse, dayat, saf, rizal n ajam+

18. Who is no.1 having relationship with?
+im not sure.. i think he still single.. for now+

19. Is no.4 a male or female?
+male...+

20. If no.3 and 5 are together, will it be a good thing?
+wow.. dats will be great cuz they r bout my besh frens.. but they r not suite together..trust me+

22. What is no.2 studying about?
+engineering of mechanical..+

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
+an hour ago..

24. What kind of music band does no.4 like?
+rock.. from one buck short to avenged sevenfold to bullets for my valentine+

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
+yup.. a lot..+

26. Will you woo no.2?
+no chance in hell+

27. How about no.4?
+still no..+


28. Is no.1 single?
+yup..

29. What is the surname of no.3?
+do malay have surname? i dun think so..+

31. Does no.1 and 5 get along well?
+they dun noe each othet but if they do i think they can get along+

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
+Multimedia University(MMU), melak campus+

33. Talk something casually about no.1:
+he's quite quiet but when he talk, its will make me laugh all da time+

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.3?
+wow!!! wat da hell? saf? hm.. i tried, but i dun wanna ruin ur frenship.. we too close as a frens, but im not sure we gonna be da same if we're in love+

35. Where does no.5 live at?
+taman melawati+

36. What colour does no.2 like?
+light+

37. Are no.3 and 1 best friend?
+nope.. they dun noe each other+

38. Does no.3 have any pets?
+i dun think so+

39. Is no.1 the sexiest person in the world?
+er.. define sexy.. its too subjective.. but he kinda chubby.. some people find chubby sexy+

40. What is no.5 doing now?
+well, he suppose to study bcuz we have a test 2morrow but instead he r playing games, Stronghold+

memory of eids 2008 part 1

e-in, dayat n me

aku ngn shee-kin, sepupuku yg kuat mengakat

my beloved sis's n my beloved cousins

aku mmg byk sepupu pmpn.. laki kureng ckit..

FUcK U, AssHOLE!!!!

firstly,
im soo sory i cant write for few day.. quite BZ......(betui ker?) ya rite.. demam, selsema, hang out gila2 babi... too many things happen dis week.. shafiQ fuck me up on tuesday.. argh... i stil cant forget bout dat.. its soo fucking annoying.. i cant believe dat he did dat to me..

FUCK UP BITCH!!!!!!

let me xplain.. actually on dat day, i just wanna go about after my BEL clas to buy cigarettes.. dats all..nothing more.. i just wanna borrow jat's bike n go for it.. suddenly, SAF ask for my favor to go to CS to bring her phone to repair.. its its navi buttons its not function properly.. i say

"OK babe.. dun worry .i handle it"

then i soft of invite SAF to come wif me, ride on wif me ..

WOW!!!!

dats will be Fucking great... thanx god it didnt happen..

hehehe.. after dat, shafiQ kinda invite himself to come with us.. he wanna go wif car.. ya its true..
i refuse of cos!!!!! im fucking broke.. i gotta go out again this thursday wif my boys.. plus he wanna go out to have fun n all da stuff, i just wanna go out to my my addictive stuff (cigarettes okay)..dats all. but he offer to pay for all of it (the car rent).. n i dunno whats happen to me, i just say yes okay lets go for it(eventhough i heard so many story about him dats surely he will not pay up, n its fucking true).. so instead of "JUST WANNA BUY CIGARETTES".. i end up spending more then rm50 on dat day.. ya rite!! rm50.. first, shafiq said he wanna eat pizza.. (HE WANT TO NOT ME!!!!).. at the pizza, when SAF n Nadia(yup.. she come too) not around, he whispered to me dat he only able too pay up to rm20+..dats it!!!

WHAT DA FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER ITS DAT, BIACTH??!!!!

y u wanna said it just too me, not in front of the gurls?

HUH?

ok2, i just act cool.. after having pizza, i go back to bank Islam to finish my process(ooo ya.. i just found out dats i lost my ATM card.wat a coincidence huh?).. i have to paid up rm18 for dat.. then when i were waiting for my turn, shafiq came approach me.. he said,:

"dude, i wont be able to pay for the rent of the car"

AGAIN...

wait for it..

WHAT DA FUCK IS DIS ASSHOLE??!!!!!

u r da one u make me come wif u becuz u said u got it all covered..

so, dats it dude.. u r done.. dats is da first n last time i will ever go out wif u.. seriously.. when im back to my campus, ya i got a harm welcome...

they all laugh at me!!!!!
becuz they have the same exp wif shafiQ...
at least i learned my lesson...

a "Kiss Me" Gurl

well, slaamat arie raya to all of u.. well td kn dah umum rabu nih rabu so ucap awai2 r sg kn..

look at the title.. "a "Kiss Me" gurl ".. why dats? is actually a funny story, its not dat much but i just can get it out of my head.. i dunno why.. do i like her? maybe its the way she approach me make me twirl? i dunno.. okay2, here's da story...

i just happen a few hour ago.. around 6.15 soft of..me as usually my fasting month duty, pi pasar ramadan beli kuih utk berbuka.. its alredy been a routine for me every year.. the bazaar is just nearby, behind my house.. a few steps only, but i have to wear a sweater n umbrella( God!!! i hate it) bcuz its kinda raining lightly.. so i went there, quite surprised bcuz there nothing much.. half of the stall there r close.. it is bcuz of the rain, or bcuz posa dah dkat nk abih/ hm.. im not really sure.. who cares?!!!! none of my business.. aku tawaf satu bazaar cari pa yg family aku oder, makpak aku nk mee kuah, adik aku nk taufoofa kak aku nk popia.. cian kay depa suma xdak kecuali popia , place where i meet "kiss me" gurl.. hehehe.. first n foremost, she actually study in my previous high school SMK tun hussein Onn, i think she in form 5..so wat actually happen there? hmm..

"Kiss me" gurl- nak apa?
me- hm.... bg popia dua..
"kiss me" gurl-(wrapping it up)... lagi?
me- hm.. bengkang dua ngn seri muka dua..
"kiss me " gurl- ok.. tu ja?
me- yup(giving her a RM50 note)
"kiss me" gurl- xdak duit kecik ka?
me-sorry r, xdak r..
"kiss me" gurl-(after 2 minutes).. nah duit belen..
me-thanx.. "kiss me" hah? (pointing at her t-shirt)
"kiss me" gurl-hehehehehe...
me- nak kiss ker?
"kiss me" gurl-xpayah la(gelak sambil tersipu2 malu)

i just turn my back on her n walked....

well it did not end just like dat.. 10 minutes after dat, after i bought murtabak, i passed by in front of her stall again, and guess wat? i looked straight at me... u noe wat i do?

"change my umbrella to my left hand, blow her a flying kiss wif my right hand n then i smile"

she smile back...

and i left..

just like dat..

pretty stupid hah?

wat do you think?

i dunno which one is the best part is but i really dun noe why i cant forget about that incident.. hmm.. i want to noe how she will react tomorrow bcuz i surely gonna go to her stall again tomorrow. my the real question is, what will i do? remember tomorroe is the last day of puasa n she will not be at the bazaar anymore 2morrow.. its my last shot.. who noe??