wish me luck on my muet today..

skrang nih bru pukui 6.30 pagi.. no!!! aku bkn xtido2 lg aku dah tidoq, believe it or not aku tidoq pukui 10.30 smlm n aku bru jew bgn.. xtaw pasai pa ble bgn awai plak maybe sebab aku tdoq awai kot smlm tu r pasai.well gud 4 me..

today its a big day..

MUET..
wish me luck ok..

im aiming 4 band 5..

THERE!!!!

i said it!!!!

band 5!!

maybe sebab Boy gitaw aku smlm yg Mazliza dapat band 5 utk muet dia sbb tuh tiba2 aku pn ras tercabar.. well if she can do it, so can i.. tp tuh suma rezeki r kan.. kalu dapat band 4 pn dah kira ok dah.. i just need 2 improve my essay a lil bit-less grammar mistakes, more2 unique ideas, well organization n DONT FORGET DA TOPIC SENTENCES..in listening test, i just need to focus.. i must focus.. speaking-which is today, i just need to calm down n talk slowly.. no need to rush..an no mistakes.. fight for my point, support some of the other candidates n just do it..

i think i can do it..
i just need a lil faith..

go aCe go!!!!
u can do it...

The Shape of Things To Come..

hm.. wat can i say..
2 days from now(1 and half to b exact) i will have my muet exam..
one week from now my final exam will start...

guess wat?

i not really ready yet..
well to tell the truth my ready can be defined as 60% of effort n preparation..wlaway be..
but this time im not even dat close..

what the hell im doing??

i should be studying.. im suCk in accounting n Eco but i still care less bout it..

do i wanna repeat both of dat paper?

hell no..

so wat da hell im doing rite now?

blogging, just finish lost season 3 n i will continue season 4 2morrow(eventhough this will be my third watching them)...

i have my eco quiz 2morrow on Oligopoly... stil im not holding eco's book on my hand instead im typing this damn blog.....

what da hell im doing?

do i wanna get my ass kick out of here?

hell no...

so wat am i doing ??

i dunno..

maybe my spirit is flied away..

away from my heart..

the spirit dat always keep me going on my study..
the spirit dat always hold me on...
the spirit dat always make be believe dat im good at it..
the spirit dat always make my luck n survive this academic world..
the spirit dat alway hold my anger down..
where is the spirit?
where the hell is it?

without it im nothing..
useless..
unworthy...
a fake..
an asshole....
a pretender..

maybe dis is not wat i should..
maybe i should further my study..
maybe i should just continue working at Swenz Kopitiam
the one thing im actually good at..
waybe dis is all wrong..
maybe i make a mistake..
maybe im da one who wrong..

i dunno..

i wish i know..

hello everybody...
sorry dah lama aku x post blog..(gila lama).. asik post poem jew kn.. lately nih kerap plak aku tulih poem kn.. slalunya aku tulih poem bila mood tgh high.. maybe lately nih my mood are unstable.. i guess.. ye r.. test sana, test cni, final lg 2 mggu.. tambah aku ada muet plak slasa nih. peh... btw, bout muet, my last essay dat i wrote my lecturer grade me as upper band 4.. dats mean im close to band 5.. means i have i shot at band 5.. wow, if it is possible it will b great.. but, if i get band 4, its gud enuff for me..(Really!!!!)..

OK!!!!

pa lg? hm...

HAH!!!!

lets talk bout one of my subject

ACC114- ACCOUNTING 1

well, it

SUCK!!!!!

maybe im suck in it!!!!!

i dunno..

GOD I HOPE I WILL NOT REPEAT DAT PAPER...

hm.. but its never too late to learn.. i hope there stil time...

ooo ya btw, some of u has be asking bout my latest poem,

MY TRIANGLE LOVE STORY

whether its bout my life or not.. d answer is.....

I NOT GONNA TELL....

SORRY.....

i just wanna keep d element of suprise, alive okay.. plus, i dun really like to share my personal life (love life to be specific...) to the public.. i kinda like to keep it to myself all the detail..

SORRY BABE!!!!

next...

wat else happen to me dis week?
i dunno.. nothing interesting.. it just dat there is no prison break this week..

FUCK.....

nobody upload prison break season 4 episode 8 online so dats mean there is no show this week in US,, whys dat? i dunno.. buts its okay.. i just have to wait till tuesday, then alip can download it for sure.hehehehe..

okay, dat all.

peaCe In, roCk oUt!!!!!!

FUCK IT!!!!!

WAT DA FUCK MAN?????!!!!!!!!!!!!

WATS DA MATTER WITH ME??!!!!

DEAR GOD, PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!

ok ok ok.. lets start from da beginning ok.. hm ... hm where to start?. hm ok i come dis morning at 1 p.m(Jumaat r weh, ari cuti, standed r).. hm im stuck in my room as always(posa la xlarat nk berjalan byk2) Malinja A220.. in front my laptop, play need for speed, watching my fav sitcom(How i meet ur mother).. then i stop ir for a while n watch Chuck.. then i remember, i my god, aku x mandi lg..hahaha..celaka pny azam bkn nk buzz aku suro mandi.. hahaha.. so after i take a NOT SO LONG bath, i go back to my laptop, i got to finish da game man,

DAH SAMPAI BLACKLIST 4 KOT...

errr.. its from da game NFS most wanted.hehehehe.. then Kuddus arived.hm.. gud.. dia nk pinjam baju melayu.. ye r satg nk g majlis berbuka posa Dipac kat kmpg Belau.. i gave him one of my baju melayu... he hang out for a while.. then he go back to his room in Malinja B.hahaha.. padan muka ang..kena jalan jauh.hahaha.. fast forward till 5, kuddus came bax n he alredy

SUIT UP!!!!

WOW.. he even brought Ijat camera(Ijat si tua).pa lg. time for posing boys..hahaha.. kami nih mmg suka bergambaq.. aku ajam meor standed r kn,hahaha.. hm kita fast forward lg ble x? 7.30 pm.. dah sampai dah kt kmpg tuh dah tahlil dah , dah berbuka dah n guess wat??

SANGAP ROKOK WEH.. DAH R KAMI 3 3 ORANG XBWK.. FUCK TOL!!!

pas berbuka tuh aku ngn meor senyap2 kluaq dr masjid tu nk p kedai yg ada depn ckit dr c2.. guess wat? its close..

FUCK!!!!

kami jalan lagi r.. hm.. but ist kinda fun actually. after all, we didnt join this activities for the activities provided we just wanna get out from campus for a while.hahaha.. kami jalan samapi klauq kg tuh xjumpa2 gak kedai rokok.. kat simpang kluaq dr kg tuh kami nmpk r sign petronas, 1000m?

WAT DA FUCK???

xpa2.. relax2.. we decided to go for it.hm.. 1km? dude, next time dun ever do it.hehe.. after 500 m we stop..

ITS FREAKING TIRED MAN!!!

FUCK!!!

kami stop kat satu majlis berbuka posa.. nmpk satu beskal, meor dah gelak2..pa lg.. meor balas beskal tuh pi runner beli rokok kt petronas tuh.. me?? i stay there in case the owner come i can explain that we do not have any bad intention, we just wanna borrow the bike.. hm.. i just look at the reception.. w

WOW!!!! AYAQ SIRAP!!! PEH!!!!

i went inside that reception n grab a drink.. peh.. ilang dahaga aku!!!
5 minutes after, meor sampai!!!!

THANX GOD!!!!

2 pack of winston.. peh... gud enuff for me.. 3 batang straight..

ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT!!!

eventhough we hav to walk bout 3 km , its worth it!!! if u r a smoker, u'll noe how its feel..kalu nk sgt2 tp xdak bila dah dpt, peh!!!!!

ok, on our way bax, kuddus n ajam sampai.. depa naek beskal.. peh.. we ride a long.. hahahaha.. its kinda cool. i noe dats that nite gonna be historical.. eventhough i lost one of my winston pack..i never gonna forget last nite.. becus i noe 20 years from nite i still gonna remember this nite, not becus we go for a berbuka reception, not becus we in dat village, its becus wat happen to us dat nite.. how we spent da nite together like we suppose to do, and its becus it is..

LEGEND

wait for it......

DARY

hahaha..

i thought my day just gonna end up like dat, well regularly.. becus i noe wats i gonna do next in campus.. laptop, cigarettes, drink... but its not just and ordinary nite.. my nite just started..













its bout 4 am dats time, me? like always.. wacthing how i meet ur mother, smoking, drinking(ayaq laici ok).. but dat nite was different.. ajam awai2 lg xdak dlm bilik, gurlfren dia call.. bergayut pny lama.. dr pukui sebelas samapi 4, cmon!!!! his gurl not dats rich..sorry bro!!! well, im in my room with adha(DIM part 2).. ok wait a minute, lets talk bout my rumates ok.. malinja a220.. da company? me, ajam, adha n rafi dim part 2 n 2 junior azan n elyas dcs.. hmm tp diorang du org ni slalu xdak bilik aih.. lepak bilik member depa kat malinja b.. ok bax to da story.. where were i? ooo.. its 4 am, im wacthing HIMYM.. its alredy season 2(well ok ajam this is the third time i wacth this series, the whole 3 season) n dis series is bout frenship n love.. i i after 3 time re-watching dis series finally i realize.. how lovely ted n robin(the character in HIMYM) as a couple n how nice ted to each gurl he dated..

WHY I CANT BE LIKE TED?

I SHOULD BE LIKE TED!!!!
DTAS WAT MAKE HIM ADORABLE N AL; GURL LOVES HIM!!!!

WHY CANT I?

finally i realize, hei dude u have a gurlfren... it jst popped out from my head. so i toook my cell n open my inbox..

message 149 -My ShiteRu-

when i nvr msg u,
it doesnt mean i

forget u, im just giving u tiem to miss me....


WOW!!!

REVERSE PHYCHOLOGY!!!!

well i dun really noe its a reverse phychology.. but i noe thats text have 2 different meaning which im not sure which one is the real reason she sent it for..

a) SHE SENT IT BECAUSE SHE REALLY MISS ME

b) SHE TRYING TO SAY DAT DA REASON IM NOT TEXTING HER FOR BOUT 2 WEEKS, ITS BECUS I WANT TO MAKE HER MISS ME...

SO, WHICH ONE IS DA TRUTH??

even me i dun really noe.. wow maybe its both.. she do miss me, n she want me to noe dats its ok to not textong her, becuz she got the point dat she should be da one to miss me too..

i dun noe..

FUCK IT MAN!!!!

NOT LIKE DIS.... its just rejoice my luv.. n suddenly i miss her.. i want to hold her tight, i wanna hug her n touch her cute face.. damn it.. what da hell is wrong wif me.. just like i said b4, my nite just started.. n of cos i act cool... so dat adha wont realize.. i slept at 5.30 am n woke up(just now) 10.30.. b4 i go to sleep last nite, i just realize.. i had a gurlfren, i should appreciate her, love her, care for her.. just like ted...