to Saf

rindu i ke babe? ahaks.. chill r bru seminggu i blk. ni blum cuti sem lg. 2 bulan kot. lagi renyah.haha. xpa, i xkan g keja. i dok study kot kat umah. baguih x baguih bestie u ni. ahaks. love u babe. tolong tgk2kan "angel.." ok. rindu kot kat dia sejak2 blk png ni..

Hm....

yup, i am bored already. damn i got a week to go. borink smapai aku ble bukak slide public admin baca td. daha bih chpater one ngn two dah pun. yes, tahap gaban punya borink. skrg baru aku taw, penang pun sama ja, kalau ada duit bru besh balik umah, kalau xdak, ang melangut ja la kat umah. alang2 aku dok kat umah ni bek aku g keja kat swenz kan. a;a smggu pun at least dpt gak duit. dr dok saja2 ja. hm... stil under consideration...

Wonderful..

wow seriesly im freshen up finally. im so damn glad i come home to penang this study week. io got all the rest i needed. today, all i do is just sleep, woke up, eat n online. thats all.seriesly.i never felt this fresh n all rest up for this smester. im glad n ready to face the world.hahaha. plus, one thing i like coming home is, i'll reduce my smoking habit. today for example, i finished up only 2 ciggys.yup. usually my routine from waking up from bed to going bax to dreamland at least i finish up 25 ciggys but today, only 2.wow! wattta different. no wonder i'd felt so fresh! ha3. peace out!!!

Majlis Garapan Budi DiPAC

bak kata coordinator program kami, sir mahad majlis garapan budi ni dgn erti kata len, majlis menghabiskan duit dipac. ni amjlis yg kedua kami, exco2 n MT2 dipac yg baru handle.walaupun penuh dgn pancaroba utk handle majlis ni, ye r ujung2 sem, suma ngn bz ngn tests, quizs n presentation but stil ble gak one hell of brunch. aku jadik exco protokol utk majlis n dgn saf. kami gak jadik MC for the event. so okaylah majlis tu. ni event last dipac utk sme ni. more to come after this, i mean next semester which mean i have to push my guts out.wish me luck. ni sesetgh pic yg sempat di capture time majlis tuh, enjoy!!

inilah dia wajah2 Majlis Tertinggi n Exco Dipac Yg Baru.kami lah yg aku bertanggungjawab keatas DiPAC Pasni.

barisan Mantan MT n Exco DiPAC.merekalah yg bertggungjawab menjayakan DiPAC sem ni.

geng2 part 3 yg mai.high committees Sport day DiPAC

2 dia.muka2 buloq xpenah makan kek.ahaks

Lah Ngn AMini. time ni depa tgh berbaris nk ambik makanan..

akak aku yg ke brapa ntah kat uitm ni. aku ni byk akak kat uitm ni.ahaks. kak ANi nk suap aku mkn.manjanya.eiwh!

hahaha.my partner in crime. aku ngn wani merupakan Exco Pernerbitan N Inovasi.kamilah yg bakal bertanggungjawab ke atas suma gambaq2 yg bakal di snap sepanjang aktiviti dipac nanti. wani, jom lingkupkan suma.hahaha!!!

well besa r musti ada gambaq aku ngn besties aku. aku ngn saf, aka exco logistik utk Majlis Garapan Budi ni aka Perosak Majlis.baju matching plak tuh. itam ngn putih.terbaek!

Pak Lah ngn Kuddus. Paklah sebagai Ahhoc Tugas2 Khas dan Kuddus Sbg Assisntant Project Manager utk DiPAC SPort Day. enjoy!!

aku ngn baby boy! mula2 xmau mai, last2 mai gak!haha

Aizuddin, Shafiq ngn Eddie..

Mu'az ngn Kimi. Presiden Baru DiPAC ngn Mantan Presiden DiPAC.acara potong kek simbolik penyerahan kuasa dr mantan presiden kepada presiden yg baru.kalau nk taw pasni muaz suap kimi kek, ngn kimi suap muaz kek.silang tgn lg tp xsempat snap pic sbb aku rakam video..

oooo..clische! Mantan n Exco yg baru bg Penerbitan & Inovasi. Roy, aku akan pastikan kegemilangan post exco ni akan diteruskan jgn risau, Shahrir Firdaus aka Roy..

kimi, muaz ngn Aizuddin

aku ngn kak ani lg. wish u luck kak ani. kak ani dah part 6 dah. xshiok. sepbek sempat kenai kak ani time team building dipac ari tu.

aku ngn elma....tgk elma. dia siap tapau bwk blk suinquick lg.peh!!

I Woke Up In A Orange Painted Room

Its been a while. i already forgot how its feel waking up in here. fresh air breeze by every damn morning, still dark n cold eventhough time say its about to be PM. now i remember. what i miss the most about penang. my room. im glad, finally. i can have a very sweet tight comfortable sleep. i never had it in kedah, for a very long time. u noe what im gonna do ere in penang since im here, SLEEP!!!!!!

1234

i have to admit Plain White T's Is A really Good Jiwang band. their new single is the best.its can be compare to hey there delilah though. Taken from Their latest album BIG BAD WORLD here is 1234

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do,
I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

Welcome To HellHole

im goin back today, bax to penang. my beloved penang.or should i say Hellhole? yeah! its seem perfect word for it. its not that i have anything against penang, no im not its just dat my life in penang is soo twisted n full of lacks n negative suprises that i have to face every single day. but yet again, its where i come from. a place that teached me how to live, teached me wrong from right, teached me how to to survive, if i can survive it, i'll be fine anywhere else.still, penang holds all my love cuz theres no better place like home, n penang is my home. i'll be fine, dun worry, i'd survive the war before, im pretty sure i'll survive this time around.thats why, i love kedah. eventhough is not my bitrhright but still i am happy here. its a perfect getaway, a perfect coolout place where i can hide n runaway from everything.place where i can mellowed myself down from any unpredictable incidents.i only hate some part of kedah, everything else, its just perfect.not so urban n not so lame.kedah rocks! btw, as i look into the calendar just now i just realized that i have another 6 days before my birthday. the Friday of 17th. wow, as for teh moment my age count is 18 years n 299 days. just another 6 days before i enter sweet 19 years old. wow! what about my future plan? plans of chnages taht i wanna make to myself.well guess what, i'll be celebrating my birthda in penang so its gonna be tough though. still, i'll try my best to make it happen.thats all. bye kedah, i'll be away for a weeks. i'll be bax. dun worry. bye saf, see you in a weeks. bye "angel.." see you in a weeks. i'll be missing you guys from penang. dun worry. ist only a week.out!

Im STill Happy Though

well, eventhough the nite did not turn out as i aspected but still im happy. seriesly, no hard feeling at all. at least i know sumthing, something which meaningful to me. she finally thought that i am serious about this matter.adn i can conclude dat shes gonna take me seriously after this, boleh ke? well its all depend on her.im ready when u r babe.kitorang lepak sampai pukui 12 kat parking fudcourt. in the rain. yup, walaupun aku tgh demam2 ni stil gedik nk lepak ngn dia dlm ujan.mmg crk nahas.but, its worth it.babe, like i said before, if waiting is what it takes, then i'll wait. plus u r right at one point, we r still in the process of knowing each other. plus, theres more i need to knwo bout u, n theres more bout me that u need to be alerted.its okay babe. at least i have the chance to hold ur hand for the first time.its priceless. its damn worth it for every cold fever i had to face tomorrow.haha.thanks angel!!

p/s-saja letak gambaq ni. baru snap td tp blur.ha3

Wish Me Luck

I Got A Special Plan...
Hopes its Goes Well

Comment Yg Aku Buh Kat Blog Diba

in my opinion, politik tu xkotoq, actually politicians are. xkesah which side u on to, tp apa yg penting opinion kita. jgn bagi org len pny opinion shake that, hold on tight to ur believe. i sendri pun political science student, betul cm u ckp diba, kita observe n make our own conclusion. bab usia jdk penghalang i xsetuju, based on polls, landslide victory yg PR dpt time PRU12 dulu disebabkan young voters, org cm kita. ya, kita mmg setahun jagung kalau nk bercakap apsai politics. tapi, disitulah org silap menilai kita. org yg dh byk pengalaman mmg dah tgk mcm2 tense to do mistakes in life decision whereby youngster yg setahun jagung cm kita ni kita hanya blajaq theory. thats actually our strong point. theory mengajaq kita utk ikut benda yg betui, where else experience mlearned by mistakes. betui x? sbb tu opinion2 freshie2 mcm kami ni kdg2 lg bernas sbb kau just stick on theory yg kami blajaq.plus, ini politics man, anyone can give their opinion n anyone can support which batatlion they wnat. kata democracy, napa nk marah2 cik rizal oi.. or u just wanna prove taht our govt didnt practice pure demo, that they r practicing auto/demo? yes, kami mmg student uitm, n its against AUKU, but still we can give opinion. kalau govt xmau kena bang, sapa suro wujudkan course whcih involve political science, n again kalau govt takut nk kena bang, jgn r wat mistaken. remember, teh power its in our hand, the people, the one who gonan cast the ballot card. im not govt supporter, not oppisition either. im just silly political science student who used to hate politics, but like it now when i learn it. so, just bare with it man. diba, stick to what u believe is rite. in politics, there no rite n wrong.

I Stoodstill Between Two Junction

in life, we r force, i stress this, FORCE to choose and make decision. decision that gonna effect the rest of our life. yup. i hate this part of life. i hate making choices. i hata making decision betwwen two choices. a poem in my form 4 or form 5 Road Not Taken always slip by my mind when this unpleasant situation occur. it sucks. i dun like being in this position. mostly because im afraid if the decision that i made is the wrong one. what if the decision i'll choose, im gonna regret it for the rest of myself. yes, one of the decision (JUNCTION A) offer me a great deal of opportunities. opportunities that gonna help me explore the other part of me. the part that keep me wondering whether im good at it of not. another one (JUNCTION B) , offer me nothing but happiness and no changes. for the people who noe me well, they'll know that i am a type of person that resist to changes. i like things where they r.things as i felt safe being in it.but as i promise myself, i wanna change that fact. i wanna get out of my comfort zone. exploring the world. being a better person. but, i dun aspect this big bang changes, i really dun.seriesly. i am afraid of this. yes, i admit it. but my heart wanna try it out, try to go on with the path on JUCTION A.but its gonna be a whole new world to me. can i even handle it. im not sure. but i wanna try it out though. still, i wanna choose JUNCTION B cuz i feel happy n safe in this junction. i am. but as i promise, after my birthday this year, im gonna change, become a better person. but how can i be sure that JUNCTION A gonna help me out of this matter? maybe i'll become worst, far worst then ever.who knows. i never knwo whats on JUNCTION A. at least as for JUNCTION B goes, i'd been there before. in fact, i am rite now in JUNCTION B, and i am happy. i dunno. i dunno which one to choose. i asked for some opinion on this matter. SAF, my besties, said i should go n try out JUNCTION A, the newlystart. eventhough if i chose A im gonna be far far away from SAF, but shes cool with it cuz all she want is whats best for me. Even Azam, my bro said so. he said for go it, go for A.still, i havent decided. i really dunno. like i said, i hate making choices between two.it sucks!!!

p/s- this is not a love story though...this is a true story of my life.

Its Not Living If You Dont Have Anything To Complain About

who said being a student in institution is full of enjoyment n exciment, huh? cmon tell me. i wanna kick taht person rite on the ass. argh! tests, assignment presentation n quizs, exco's acts to handle fully pack my schedule this pass weeks. a price of a learning process, once my friends used to said. at that time, im just a silly bartender in swenz, but now i clearly understand whats the deep meaning of it considering my cirstumtances rite now. well, actually im glad though. at least im doing something rather then just hanging out n lofting in my room doing nothing. maybe im stil a newbie in this situation or maybe im just been outside of my comfort zone.well, seriesly i dunno wether i can handle it or not thats the reason i tried it out. well, as for now, its really tiring. a lot of probs occur along the way. literally. but then, i got something worth wkaing up in the morning for. does the word "angel.." ring a bell? thanks. u really cherish my world. plus, i got my buddies along the way to face this cruel life of being a student. saf, thanks babe, u help a lot along the way. azam, aimil, FZ, ijat, mini, baby, boy, awe, kuddus, ayie, n hakim. thanks dudes.

Wait Forever

Doubtful thoughts messing around your minds
Undefined feeling crossing boarder without any signs
Maybe its love, maybe it’s like, hope it is not hates
Who knows, it is all depends on faith

Guiltiness exultant your heart right this moment,
Why should you, just be cool and act innocent
That surely suite you well, just need a little sense
Open your heart a bit, gives a chance of enlightens

Everybody wishes and everyone talks
Sometimes it made the situation a lil’ odd
They wishes the best for us, but they don’t really see
Don’t listen to them, just like me, just want me for being me

You said I am good and nice, thank you
You said that just be myself, I will do
You said I am not pushy, again thank you
You said don’t be too hopeful, yes I won’t do

Predicting the future maybe that what really frightened you
Don’t be, because I am not going to
I don’t wanna know whats gonna happen next
Just have some confident that things won’t be lax

Maybe things won’t turn up as I want to be,
I won’t blame you though, because you had warn me
It is me who wanna kept on trying,
Because the love for you, just don’t wanna die

Scared in your mind and heart, I felt it too,
About things that gonna happen and things that need to do
Just chill and relax, follow what your heart has say
If forever what it takes, then forever I’m gonna wait

Thin Line Between Guys Type

lepaih baca post FD@ FaraDib @ Diba @ Fara @ akak Faradiba (byk tol nickname ang weh.ish2),http://faradibanuar.blogspot.com/ aku tergerak nk wat entry ni. bukan nk critic bukan nk defense, tp just nk bagi opinion aku. laki yg suma mark up diri sendri? hm..

frankly speaking, aku pun kdg2 mark up gak diri sendri.besa r manusia kan. sapa yg xpenah wat benda ni. nomel. tapi byk kes yg jadik, arrogant terlebih. or dgn erti kata len, bajet. besa r tuh. kadang2 kita sendri pun xsedaq yg kita dok mark up @ bajet diri sendri. maybe in this type of people defense, diornag bangga dgn whatsoever life gaining exp yg diorag ada. makpak diorang success or diorang tergolong dlm golongan yg elite. mmg kdg2 dgq arrogant or menunjuk2 tapi stil diorang bangga dgn apa yg diorang ada. kalau diorang xbangga sapa lg nk bangga kan. kaalu xbangga org ckp xbersyukur plak kan. standed r mulut org. bak kata Mat Jan, mulut cm juboq ayam.ha3. people choose to critic in everything but its not that they r 100% wrong. tapi, kdg2 mark up lebih yg mmg annoyying @ mejengkel kan(perkataan favorit sem ni). cmon r kalau ya pun bangga xpayah r lebih2 kan. ckit2 org ble trima g. plus, org len bkn suma loser in term of life. suma ada kejayaan sendri cuma kebanyakan org they choose to not let it glow in public. just be anon. bagus pa cmtu. nk tayang pun, ckit cukup r. sbb nnt org akan pikiq len nk wat conclusion plak. bak kata lect aku Sir Nash, "Perception Is Everything, Reality Is Nothing " (which i dun disagree!). bila org dah wat perception abih r, benda tu yg akan jadik reality dlm kes mark up diri sendri nih.

pasai mark up diri sendri depan pompuan, maybe thats one of the method yg diornag nk guna utk pikat gurl. so, at least theres an effort rite? i give credit tu them on that matter. cuma jgn lebih2 r. mungkin ada pompuan yg akan fall dgn taktik ni, tapi bukan suma. materialistic type sng fall, miss right type, sorry, jgn harap r hampa nk dapat kalau pakai taktik ni. plus, one more thing mungkin org xprasan tp taktik cmni kebanyakan laki guna. seriesly. cuma approach dia berbeza. sbb sesetgh laki diorang x pakai mark up pny style tp , pity style. byk kot, an most of the time it works. so, lu pikir la sendri okay.

p/s- nak ulang skali lg, ni suma just pendapat aku! realitunya, hampa suma manusia, hampa suma aku rasa penah exp sendri benda tu, plus hampa suma dah besaq, pandai2 la pikiq sedri okay. remember, nevertheless, life to be enjoy not wasted!

Walking In The Rain

i look up,

straight to the sky,

its dark,

like my heart when its in pain,

pouring rain, lightning twice strikes

clearing the loneliness of the moment,

i take a walk,

in the heavy rain,

boy scout style of packing,

black favorite sweater as loyal shield,

i turned down the hood,

feeling the wet and water,

falling straight on my head,

i could get sick,

i know that fact,

but still,

i enjoy it,

cherish the moment,

walking in the rain,

its not really a bad idea,

its just the way i enjot life,

nevertheless,

life to enjoy not wasted,

so,

i enjoy every single detail of it,

plus,

my buddies always on my side,

my bro n big bro,

azam and aimil,

together,

we can conquer the world,

nothing can stop us,

not even pak guard,

not anyone,

we laughed,

we jokes,

we smoked,

in the rain,

in sunny day,

anywhere,

proof of memory that i wont erase

walking in the rain,

make me thinking a lot of stuff,

a lot of things,

one things will never changes,

the fact that i wanna change myself,

i can never changed,

im still gonna be me,

the smart ass. the badass, the fuzzy one,

maybe its not a good qualities,

still,

i love myself just the way i am,

in the rain,

walking right through it,

i wont regret it..

The Past Of Revenge Of Ex's

FUCK!!!!

its kinda harsh but, its the truth. at least im being honest about how i feel. i dunno babe. why now? its been 3 years already, grow up, move on. NO!!! i had no more feeling towards u babe. just live with it. i am different now, im not the old dude that dumb enough like before. not like u, i evolve. better being. so, i sugget u do the same. get over me man, live ur life for god sake. dun let that obsession ruin ur frenship babe. seriesly. its been a nice journey that we ride on, but make a crash as the ending of the story. please. let it go. let me go!!! remember what i used to said dun be a maniac!!

one more thing, why in the blue hell all of my past come back n haunting me huh? why now? why when im in this sitaution? hana, i get it. shes alway around but u bitch, go to hell! fuck u lil' blood angel. yes, like i said, i never get gid of our pics in my folder, but i changed its name. the folder now entitled, FUCK U LIL' BlOOD ANGEL!! happy? u should feel lucky i'd bow to myself never hurt a lady, but if im gonna break that, u'll be my first blood victim.bare that in mind.

i guess these thing happen to anyone though. our past trying to pick up where we left off. the truth is, there nothing more to patch on, except frenship. rite? i guess so. but, these people they just dun get it, MORON!!

p/s- one word sorry, is just another blurry of shame..

Actually...

"abang adam, terima kasih sebab jadi abang saya di sini, abang adam sangat baik.. kawan2 aimi dulu kata abang adam nampak macam gangster sebab abang adam nampak macam ganas, tapi abang adam sangat baik.. terima kasih sebab jadi abang aimi di sini ya abang adam, maafkan aimi kalau aimi terkasar ke dengan abang adam, aimi tau aimi banyak buat abang adam annoyed, tapi jangan marah tau abang adam sebab aimi takde niat apa2 pun, aimi saje je.."

citation dr blog aimi-adik aku.bukan niat nk up diri sendri cuba sbb utama kau cite-kan statement ni cuma nk cita bab yg highlight or bold tu ja. ganas? gengster? wow! agak r kan.kalau x nampak ganas xkn la aku kena tahan (aku dah xtaw dah brapa kali kena) ngn pak guard. amk guard sebenarnya tapi sng cita suma guard kami kat cini pggl pak guard jew.ha3. sepbek aku slow talk leklok kalau x naya kena saman.ha3. ok2. dah stat melalut dah. gengster ngn ganas. well, persepsi yg normal pasai aku yg slalu aku dpt dr org yg xkenai aku. mmg aku ngaku, agak ganas r personality aku ni. wlel, tp mcm yg aimi ckpkan, aku ni baik (baik? ha3). well bukan baik actually, tapi sifta n prangai sebenaq aku xfit ngn personality yg aku tunjukkan kan dunia. tapi hakikatnya aku bukan sejahat yg disangka. tapi aku xkesah sgt apa org nk kata. kalau ambik pusing apa org kata ampuih r nk ikut suma kan.plus, kita kenai diri kita.tu yg penting, thats the most important thing that matter.aku kenai diri aku cmna nk g mampuih r apa org nk kata.chop2.aku melalut lg.tujuan utama aku tulih entry ni actually nk gitaw yg aku nk berubah. yup.aku nk ubah personality aku.x mau dah di-chop jahat ngn gengster.aku nk di-chop sbg org baek2. actually xpayah baek2 pun xpa, as long as org xchop negative kat aku dha cukup. napa nk brubah? actually aku dah plan. lepaih burfday aku 17th april ni aku nk ubah diri aku sbb aku nk mausk 19 tahun dah. last year in teen-hood.pasni tahun ni aku akan melangkah ke alam young adult. so bila aku dah 19 nnt aku nak try tgk aku ble brubah ke x.seriesly aku xtaw ble ke x.sbb tu aku nk try time aku 19 tahun kalau time dah 20 bru nk try susah r time tu dah jdk adult dah. so, wish me luck. nnt aku postkan benda2 yg aku nk ubah pasai diri aku. but as for now, i stil got 16 days to enjoy the "old" me before i change.so wish me luck!

p/s- aku ada wawasan hidup okay! this changes that i wanna make is the stepping stone..

April Fool

setelah lebih 3 tahun aku xkena, last2 tahun ni aku kena april fool.well, sblom ni aku dah buckle up ngn shield2 n anti-virus2 suma agar x tertipu ngn lahabau2 yg aku kenai sbg member2.last2 aku jadik careless. n as the result, tahun ni aku kena april fool sbyk 3 kali dlm masa 3 jam. suma aku xprepare lgsg.suma maybe aku ble predict kalau aku in the alert mode except yg imah wat punya r, tapi sbb aku xpasang alert mode aku tahun ni aku dah kena bang.ha3. well, the record ended this year. im still proud of it cuz 3 years man.ha3. well, thanx suma yg april fool aku.at least bg yg dah dkt setahun lebih x call aku tetiba call just nk wat april fool, aku ambik tu sbg satu ingatan yg still bermakna sbb aku still nk april fool aku walaupun agak lama x contact. thanx lahabau! sedia ang tahun depan aku pekena ang balik. hazwan, ang pun aku xaspect nk wat bang kat aku, thanx gak anyway.taun depan pun ang jaga2.nama ang dlm top list org2 yg bakal aku april fool.imah ngn ocot..thanx. first time aku kena april fool ngn budak2 campus aku sendri.xpa2, tggu nanti.ocot, ang mmg xhot! haha! thanx suma! april fool rule ble wat time 1st april, so stil ada masa nk bang org, so apa lg, jom bang org suma ramai2.enjoy life ok! out!

p/s- test PA mlm ni, wish me luck.hm, clap2.xpyh wish r weh. wat penat hampa ja.aku bkn baca papa pun.ha3.

How I Feel Towards You Rite Now!

Baby, Come On- plus 44

She's a pretty girl She's always falling down
And I think I just fell in love with her
But she will never remember, remember
And I can always find her At the bottom of a plastic cup
Drowning in drunk sincerity A sad and lonely girl

And she said, I think we're running out of alcohol
Tonight I hate this fucking town
And all my best friends will be the death of me
And they won't ever remember, remember
So please take me far away Before I'm melt into the ground
And all my words get used against me You sad and lonely girl

Quit crying your eyes out
Quit crying your eyes out, and baby, come on
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on
Quit crying your eyes out, baby

Empty- The Click Five

Try to take a picture, of love
Didn’t think I’d miss her, that much
I wanna fill this new frame, but it’s empty
Try to right a letter, in ink
It’s been getting better, I think
I got a piece of paper, but it’s empty

Maybe were trying, trying to hard
Maybe we thorn apart maybe the timing is beating the heart,
Were empty

The Only Song- Sherwood

Im okay, since like I just need a break,
Set down town and now im up against
Finding out that im alone, my friend left me behind
And into another town,
Where this boy is not around
And I don’t blame them cuz I do the same
And now im alone again

So I sing along this only song,
I rather known
And I sending out to the lonely one
Those day are gone but the night roll on
Taking their place

Hey, lets write this story again,
Where im your lover and bestfriend
Pack ur back and we’ll leave this old goes down behind
Into another time
Where this boy is not around


Far away- Nickelback

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long to late
Who am I that wanna make you wait

Just one chance, just one breathe
Just in case this wont last
You know, you know, you know

I love you, I love you all along
I miss you, far away is far too long
I kept dreaming, that u’ll be with me and u’ll never go
Stop seeing when I don’t be with you anymore

On my knee I’ll last
One last chance for one last stand
With you, I’ll stand, to just hold your hand
Give it all, give for us, but anything I just wont give up
Cuz you know, you know, you know,

I love you, I love you all along
I miss you, far away is far too long
I kept dreaming, that u’ll be with me and u’ll never go
Stop seeing when I don’t be with you anymore

Here Without You- 3 Doors Down

100 days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies had made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separated
They disspear now when I dreaming of ur face

Im here without you baby
But you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby,
And I dream about you all the time

Im here without you baby
But you still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby,
And I dream about you all the time

Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and and steal your pain, away
I kept your photograph cuz I know its serve me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain, away

Cuz im broken when im lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you you gone away
You gone away, I dun feel me right anymore

Fall for you- Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Only One- YellowCard

Broken this fragile thing now,
But I cant I cant pick up the pieces
And I thrown my word all around,
but I cant I cant give you a reason

I felt so broken up
And I give up,
Just wanna tell you so u know

Here I go
Screams my lung out
Try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
There just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Until the day I Die- Story Of The Year

Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you,
Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you

As day goes by, I race the clock with you
But if u day right now, u now that I die too
you remind me of the time when I knew who I was
Till the second hand will catch us, like we always does
We make the same mistakes; I take the fall for you
I hope you need this now, cuz I know I still do

Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you,
Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you

p/s-this is exactly whats my feeling for the past few days.dunno. she rock my heart.

Smile

For once, it is hard even for me
To be in the situation that I don’t want to be
To take the beat, I am cool with it
As long as I know where it would leads

Same reflection past by me every day and every night
It’s doesn’t matter because I know it’s what I like
For the true love I seek, that’s why I will fight
It is okay for me, even if you “might”

Because,
You are the one that I dull about like and love
You are the one that make me not stopping my puff
You are the one that I open my heart to happiness
You are the one that have the key to my fragileness

Your smile makes my heart melted
Your smile the reason I tried many method
Your smile heals my wounding hurts
Your smile put up my moods

The smile upon your face bright ups me day
Even though sometimes its buzz my tongue and left me no word to say,
The cute smiles of you make me exposed and cloud my judge
It could make my day better or make it fuss

Your smile is one of the reason I’m falling for
It is also because you are special and raw
I like you just the way you are
As the same reason I’d fight till this far
Once, I tried to give up on you
But my heart won’t let it though
So from now on I will keep on trying
Because it’s you that I’m craving.