She Cried

I have a foster sis.iman.cute, happy go lucky, indie,ready to rock the world.i love her, n for god sake i noe she love me.but today, i made her cried.yup, she just realize my true color.the real me.the stupid SOB, the dick shit, the bastard..she stil in shocked, she said that she cant sleep all nite cuz thinking bout me,the one n only blood an unrelated bro she had.the one that swore to protect her from danger, the one that promise gonna make her life better.sorry babe.im not who i used to be..yes is been 5 years now.but in that timeline i've changed, a lot.sorry..i wish i cant covered it up last nite, my true self.but i dun wanna lie to u,i dun wanna u to fantasize how great i am, but the truth, i am not. im sorry for the tears i caused u. dun worry.as i promised, this is the far as i go, n i wont go any further.i cross the line, but i wont be too far.i gonna keep my promise.i will protect u, i will hunt the son of bitch that hurt u, cuz thats a part of me that is the same as u imagine.the part which i love u..thats true.

the moemnt rite after she cried.

DIA Black Sheep

kalau ada seseorang di dalam kawanan kumpulan kita, ahli kawanan kita, member of the floor,tapi dia lain dr yg lain.amat berbeda.dia tidak boleh bergurau senda, beramah mesra dengan kita sebagai mana kita mampu bersama rakan2 yg lai dlm goup yg sama.mengapa dia amat berbeda dari yg lain.mungkin betul bak kata pepatah masuk kandang kambing mengembek masuk kandang lembu(cmna ek nk tulih bunyi yg lembu buat)..mungkin kambing yg berbeda ini adalah punca segalanya..takkan mungkin sepuluh yg lain salah n dia sorang yg betul..mungkin terjadi tapi agak mustahil..apakah yg membuatkan dia amat berbeda? perwatakannya, letererran dia dlm bertutur bahasa inggeris, atau dia mmg bermasalah utk bersosial.dia hanya boleh masuk dlm group2 orang yg spesel..ya, mungkin dia bukan aneh tapi special.MUNGKIN!!! mungkin kami yg agak low utk berkwan dgn dia..kami ni mungkin macam HARAM JADAH bak kata Hakim..betul kami agak haram jadah..kami penuh dgn kekurangan..kami pangkah memangkah antara satu sama len utk mencari keriangan.ya, KAMI MEMANG HARAM JADAH, tapi itu tidak bermakna kami tidak berguna..kami suma rakan yg baik.kami suma sanggup tukarkan perwatakan gila2 kami kalau situasinya serius n apabila ada rakan kami yg memerlukan bantuan, kami tampil mengulurkan tangan.tanya saja Ijat dan amini.bertapa ramai tangan yg menghulurkan bantuan dikala mereka dlm kesusahan.ya, itu kami..HARAM JADAH YANG BOLEH HARAP!.tapi mengapa "dia" tidak boelh masuk dgn masuk.join kami? adaka disebabkan perwatakan nya yg sombong? atau disebabkan kami suma ni sukar didampingi untuk suai kenal? itu bohong sama skali..kami charming.suma skali..kalau tak, masakan Syahid rumate aku yg baru masuk awal tahun ni n baru berkenalan dgn kami slama hampir sebulan boleh join kami,boleh lepak2 dgn kami, boleh bergurau senda dgn kami..rokok? jgn jadikan itu sbg asalan..ayie dan kuddus boleh je join ngn kami walaupun diorang x smoke..so, apa masalahnya? mungkin kami bkn masalahnya..tepuk dada tanya selera!!
U r the black sheep in the group!

Straight To Hell All The Way

8 bucket of alcohol..40 bottles of Heineken..A club name DREAM..14 people..8 guys n 6 girls..lord RnB HipHop Music..frenly DJ.Gud Lighting.Sensational Dancing.vomiting on the floor..glass breaking freaks action.nice dance floor..crazy people..drunk..10 pack of malboro..a few pills.3 girls strip down..free sex in the toilet..generous dude who want to buy it all..thats all it takes to turn on people.thats all it takes for a gud girl to turn bad.thats all it takes to destroy teen.thats all in takes for everything to went wrong.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Announcement

new new year approaching, again i face this fucking situation.people will never stop asking, wouldnt they?

for the last time,

I DUN WANNA TALK BOUT MY CHINESE FAMILY TREE,PERIOD!!!!

bare that it mind!!!

A Thin Line v1

OUTSPOKEN & LOUDMOUTH

is there a different? is there a similarities? i noe its there..based on what i saw, based on my experience with people, there are a differs.still, some people didnt realzie it before..some do now..for me, loudmouth is kinda person who talk a lot, fucking a lot..its just like there no pause or stop in the vocabs.but, all the word coming out their mouth, most of it, r bullshits.nonesense.ussually this type of people, they have ahappy go lucky kinda characteristic, gedik2, kinda bitchy, kinda magnet attracting people to hate the.. what best come out of this people is there will be no arkward silence, at least on one side of the party.but, if is goe on too damn long, its kinda annoying, for some people.this, people, often been hated or loved..theres no middle party or neutral.obviously, we'll noe what type of people that gonna BFF these kind of people, n we definitely noe who disguise them..as for me, i got no probs with loudmouth as long as they dun cross my line.

outspoken..conficent, no afraid of anything, soe not even death, words of wisdom, this is they type of things..usually a de-facto leader, commander in chief.(not pak lah of cos).people like CheDet.someone who is somebody in the society.for those who r not a leader, its only bcuz of the fact that they neglect it..they r man of intel n info..full of them, but choose not to share it unless they have to..silence is gold, the principles they alway choose to hold,talk only if needed..wasting time n hanging around , not their type of routine.some of them prefer being no one cuz of the pressure they have to deal with..ot maybe they noe ita a lost cause so why wasten it?

we are who we are.we are who we choose to be..we can be anyone, as long as we believe in urself..even loudmouth something useful, even outspoken sometimes is a dick..so what?life is unfair.life is unpredictable..get use to it..

caio!

Since blah blah blah

..ijat accident..quiz public admin..meet uncle hussain menang AJL..azam kantoi ngn pak guard.. kami g umah syahid..mkn laksa..mkn cendol..overnite kat penang..aku blk umah utk 5 jam..meeting sport day..nabilah fucking around my blog.. well, thats pretty much whats going around seen uitm wifi fucked me up..shits!..well, gtg..ATM waiting for me..chow..

peace in, rox out!

Lucky..Again!

well by muet result pooped out.. i got Band 4..hahaha..better that what i could imagine.hahahahere is my result

listening-32/45
speaking-36/45
reading-85/120
writing-60/90
full-213/300
band achieved-4

well i get 220/300 i'll get band 5, but i got nothing to complaint bout..i got lucky, again! thank god!

Time Will Only Erase The Pain,It Wont Heal The Scar

when the time we were happy, everything seems rite.everything seems perfect.love conquer all, people choose to believe that but the fact remains, love also can destroy..its has destoy me before, it has blindfold me again n again, i choose to believe that love can conquer all.still, i been fool, again.i try not to think bout it,but it stil bother me.it keep haunted me.guys had their ego, ego that im not proud of, but im apart of.still, thanks to u, u kill the ego by ur appearance,the one that i believe its truly yours.u lied straight to me face, attack straight to my guts. u steal my heart away, just to throw it away deep deep inside the dark hole of lies.a guys heart is softer in different part.yes, girls a vunerable, but it is their advantage.guys, are strong, manly but when they give their heart to somebody, they r more vunerable than girls could ever be..girls who noe this info, well educated in relation choose to take an advantage out of it.well, thank you.u did it.. u are one of the person that succeed..the one that can pass trough all obstacle i create, all hard way i build to protect my heart from being hurt.i dun it! Congrats! mission accomplish..my life been in living hell afterward.thanx.well, u should be thankful, enough cuz ur survive out of it in one piece.survive!if i am what i used to be, i bet u, u r the bitch that i will hunt down.u r the prey that im gonna fully dedicated to kill.thank god i've changed.in a good way.maybe its a wrong reason to be fall in love again..after all that i've been through with u, i should be done by now..still, my heart is strong, my will is undenialable.i care to try again.i want to make another mistakes, cuz thats how i gonna learn.thats how im gonna find MISS RITE..by all fashioned way..try n error.im gonna keep trying..u r history to me.u r no one to me.btw, u noe that i lied by saying that we had a clear break up.clean n smooth eventhough it real one is damn ugly.remember how big ur fight was?u just gonna forget that? just like dat..goddamn! dun u have a heart? dun used that that asshole name as an excuse.. respect me enough by not lying straight to my face, again.. for once, be true, be u, be a girl. "we can be a friend again"..hahaha..how funny is it that fucking words coming out ur mouth..how funny u just gonna put all things behind n have a new clean cut..how, u r amazing..i admire u.. u gonna be the best of the best SLUT in the world.thank god, u r my past.thanks again for going through all the hardwork to find my blog n leave a comment.thanks, please come again.please, drop by one more time.i insist!

p/s-jangan tanya dah napa aku koyak dan buang gambaq kami dalam laut! enough said!

Beautif00l Betrayal

if someone ask me, what is it feel like when u been betrayed?

its kinda hard for me to answer.not because i dunno how its feel, it is because i dunno how to put it in word.its inaffable.unexplained.some might say its feel like i just been kicked by horse straight to ur chest.or maybe a rambo knife been stabbed rite to ur heart.but dun be suprise if someone answer its feel like im the king of the world, cuz i noe one who love to be betrayed, esspecially in relation.he said, it gud cuz now he had an opening to betray bax,rite to her face.ignore that..we,human being, who have heart shouldnt be that cold.we should be ripped out if been betrayed..its not good, its negative but its an experience that we have to face.cuz when we felt the pain, so we'll learn not to put other people in the same shoe.well, i noe, most of us want other people to suffer as much as we did, but it is wrong.

betrayal sometime can turn people around.its a disease with no cure.a full throttle pain in the ass that just wont go away..plus, who in the world want to be betrayed? most of us want a cool,soft,warm relation that gonna cherish ur life every single day, every moment..but, life isnt sweet..sourly n slowly, ur happiness that we thought gonna last, vanish in ashes of injustice.how? how we gonna survive this kinda brutality? both party is affected..guys n girls.some might say, guys dun suffer as much as girls..that is completely wrong..guys do suffer.is just that on the surface is look like we all okay,but deep inside, its killing us.mostly the pain left a scar that permenantly effected ur personality..that, is just the fact.

p/s-i really like to see the happiness on Hakim's face..i just realize that during ur sport day meeting..behind those fierce kinda look, theres happiness n pleasure in his look.it shown..he really love saidah..some might say its silly for him to stand right beside her all the time, just like a bodyguard, but i thought differently.thats is some of the way for him to express his love towards her..Bro, go for it,tiger.u deserve her.u guys are a perfect match..keep it that way..

Cable System

ya..cable system..sistem yg hampeh, cibai,lancau suma ada r.aku mmg fuck ngn cable system ni..bg yg xtahu apa itu cable system, cable sistem ialah sistem di mana makpak sesetgh org menggunakan org dlm utk menyumbatkan anak2 diorang dlm institusi pembelajaran kerajaan.sama ada sekolah asrama atau universiti.cmon lah..kalau yg pakai cable tu result gempak2 xr nk bara sgt.ni yg result mcm haram pastu dpt masuk sbb makpak yg nak anak2 diorang masuk u, padahai anak2 tu sendri unwilling to do so..last2, kena kick or keluaq ngn terhormat..kalau diorang suma kluaq pastu institusi tu replace tempat diorang ngn org len xpa rgak.ni kalau kena kick, abih r..another empty spot.fuck! taw x brapa ramai lg org kat luaq sana yg mmg layak n betul2 nk masuk U tp xberpeluang..peluang diberikan pada anak2 org yg mempunyai connection ngn menteri2 or kwn2 menteri..well, nk wat cmna.quota khas utk spot dlm U mmg dah disediakan utk "golongan khas" ni..so, xpyh tgk result diorang mmg dah ada tempat.so, cmna? still trying to convince me to support the government? fuck it!! absolute power tends to corrupt, kata ayie.betul r..bila dah ada power mmg akan corrrupt..PA aka public admin pny sector pun sama..pilih kasih,bias, suma r..bukan dlm pendidikan jew...government menetapkan pembelajaran dlm Diploma Public Admin bab2 politics, PA, management suma which is on the rite track but, do they even practise it? NO!!! not at all..all politician do the same..yup, the government can change faces or regime, but the disease will still be there..walaupun ada org len yg menguasai taktha kerajaan , perlakuan diorang akan tetap sama..aku dlm line admin, aku mungkin akan berada dlm line admin bila grad, tp will i coop will all this shits? a wanna make a change!!! but can i? all against one? NO!! i cant top that..so, fuck government, fuck democracy! anarchy should be te one to praise..

p/s-aku freelancer..aku xsupport government xsupport opposition.

Bestie

SAFENA ISFAZURA BINTI HAJI ISHAK IS MY BESHFREN IN THE WORLD..

I WILL CROSS AN ARMY OF DEMON TO GET HER BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK,
I WILL SWIM THE FEARLESS OCEAN JUST TO HELP HER OUT FROM DROWNING,
I WILL GET DOWN TO THE DEEPEST PART OF THE WORLD JUST TO BRING HER BACK TO LIFE,
I WILL DODGE A BULLET FOR HER SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT HER,
I WILL KICK ANYBODY'S ASS IF THEIR TRY TO PLAY HER,
WHY?
CUZ SHES MY BESTIE
WHY?
CUZ I KNOW SHE"LL DO THE SAME FOR ME..

p/s- we r not a couple..we r a *knuckles* buddies

Here In My Home

aku trasa nk blk umah..tetiba aku rindu umah aku..aku rindu katil aku di rumah.bilik aku yg cerah ngn cat orennya.motor kapcai abah aku yg slalu aku latam gegila babi..sampai masuk longkang pun penah masuk.ya..aku tahu..aku penah ngaku yg aku slalu maleh nk blk umah bila aku masuk campus..tp skrg aku trasa nk blk umah.mostly, aku rindu family aku.mummy..big sis.lil sis.abah.tapi if i go home, it stil wont feel rite.akak ngn adik aku xdak..akak aku kat campus dia.adik aku kat skolah dia.yg ada mummy abah n probs yg blom settel..probs yg aku blum ready nk face..respo which im not willing to carry around my ass all the time..im sorry mummy.im not ready..i keep trying but still i cant..maybe im not gonna be ready till the end of time..why dun u past it to big sis? shes gonna carry it with pride, shes gonna do a magnificient job, shes gonna turn out fine.eventhough u keep denying it, the truth is shes better then me, shes turn out to be a savior of the moment.the gladiator of glory.me? im just a lost cause.thats who i really am.

still, aku rindu umahku.aku rindu familyku.aku rindu penang..aku syg umahku.aku syg familyku.aku syg penang.

Not At All

If ur broke no matter where u go,

no matter what u do,

no matter with whom u spend ur precious time,

nothing will fell rite.kedah is not a really bad place,

not at all,

staying inside campus during weekends is not that bored,

being with ur buddies/love one is not lame,

not at all,

but without a penny in ur pocket nothing can cheer u up.

still,

im happy.

cuz i spent every penny left, on this lappy..

it hurts, but i try to make the best out of it..

it sucks, but i try to be happy.

its killing me softly, but i'll try to survive.

Back To Skool

Semalam Aku xble tidoq dowh..mmg fucking shit.aku naek atas katey around pukui 3cmtu but otak aku melayang jauh di sinun sampai pukui 5 pun still dok terbukak lg mata aku..fuck2..mcm2 aku pikiq smlm..mula2 benda yg membuatkan aku xble nk tidoq ialah sport day..yup, kami budak2 part 3 kat campus uitm kedah ni kena organize sport day course kami..aku telah dilantik sebagi Ketua AJK..mmg aku fuck r.kalau nk dibandingkan ketua ajk ngn project manager, mmg aku yg pny lg teruk.setaw aku ada 8 AJK yg berasingan dan suma kena report kat aku no matter what..so, secara xlangsung suma keja ajk yg len menjadik keja aku gak r..aduih..agak r kan..tp aku ni bkn jenis yg suka menghampakan org..dah diberi tanggungjawab laksanakan ja la..suka xsuka tolak tepi dulu, yg penting buat.same goes for my class rep position..mmg xsuka tp dah suma xmau, biaq la aku step up kan.

btw, entry ni actually aku nk sentuh pasai sumthing else..lepas xble tidoq pasai pikiq sport day, pikiran aku melayang jauh ke zaman skolah aku dulu.suma sbb aku tringat theme sport day kitorang BACK TO SCHOOL..besh kan zaman skolah dulu.peh!! smpai skrg bila org tny aku still jawap zaman kolah la zaman yg paling aku xble lupa..zaman skolah mengajaq aku erit persabatan, erti, kehidupan, erti kemanusian, well to be honest time skolah r aku blajaq wat benda2 jahat suma..but not smoking ok..aku start smoking pastu aku abih skolah..besh bila tringat time dulu2,tringa all the wrong doing what i'd done during my skool time.time skolah dulu kalau dapat tuck out baju kira dah gangster abih r..muka nk bannga ja..pastu bila cikgu disiplin lalu, dan2 tuck in blk.hahaha..mmg lawak.pastu aku still igt aku ponteng tuition dulu..ponteng g CC..hahaha. kuang ajaq aku dulu..4 bulan kot aku ponteng tuisyen..aku ng Wan n Saiful..tp time tgh2 tu Sepol kantoi ponteng ngn mak dia so pas kantoi tu dia g tuisyen r..aku ngn wan still xinsaf g..duit yg makpak bg kat kami asa tuition fee kami guna g cc.plg konpem clas Fizik ngn Addmath r..dah r addmath bodoh ponteng plak.sebab tu aku slalu ckp result SPM i got lucky..cmna la aku ble dpt 7D utk Fizik ngn 8E utk addmath..patot fail ja 2 2 tu.

hah, pastu ada plak story time bulan posa.aku dayat ngn sepol..kami g ronda Pacific-mall kat seberang jaya, penang..bapak r time tu dayat yg xposa..dayat ni head prefect kat skolah aku..budak pandai r.dpt 8A for PMR.10A utk SPM..budak pandai cam dia ble ajak kami ponteng posa, ada ka patot..aku pun setan dah cucuk aku join r dayat.pastu aku wat satu benda yg agak jahat r..kami plan nk kami dlm panggung wayang..so, aku g r bveli..aku wat2 mcm chines utk beli makanan so that sapa2 pun xsyak.kuang ajaq x aku..ish2..setan tol..

pastu kalau nk kenang blk time time dekat skolah sendri pun mmmg besh..kalau ada spot check dayat r tolong cover kami..clas kami xpenah kantoi apa2..besa r clas 5 Science 1..time to kira clas kami the only science clas for form 5 in tha skoll.so, famous abih r sapa clas science..org cop bdk pandai r.padahai suma sampah ja..back to cita spot check, kami tiap2 hari bwk illegal stuff-komik,makana dlm clas,CD games, CD BLUE..mcm2 g r..suma dayat cover..hahaha..

mmg besh bila igt blk time skolah dulu..peh.argh! i wish i cant go back then..the time when i got nothing on my shoulder to carry on, the time when i was happy to do what ever i want..now, as i grow up, everything change.i need to take care of myself so that im ready to take care of my family..no body ask me to, i just noe that is my job now.but, im still happy, other way around but still happy..not as happy as im a skool biy, not as cherish n joyful, but its kinda cool..cmon la time skolah dulu kalau bwk benda illegal g skolah, pastu nk sorok2 or ponteng class n cuba lari dr cikgu, bapak beshnya.skrg kat U, kalau ponteng class ada lecturer kesah..bwk illegal stuff pun relax jew..xkantoi pun..kantoi xdak r nk kena rotan or maki, pak guard just suro sign surat saman jew..haha..mmg agak bebas tapi krang thrill dah mcm dulu..kalau dulu pinteng skolah polis pun mai cekup tol x? skrg 2 mggu xmai clas pun sapa xpedulik, ckup time surat barred form exam mai, dah setel.repeat sem depan.huh..so, utk anda2 yg stil berskolah dengaqlah..enjoy la puas2 tiem sklah tu..pasni bila anda dah berada di tempat saya, di dlm golongan hm.. i prefer as young adult, benda tu suma anda akan rindu..percaya la..mmg betul anda akan rasa sedikit terkong2 time skolah dan anda inginkan kebebasan tp bila anda dah besaq n diberikan kebebasan itu, thrill nya dah ilang.bila anda buat apa yg anda idamkan semsa young adult, benda2 illegal la, tidak akan sesseronok time anda buat time skolah..percayala.xtipu..aku ckp based on experience..so, hargailah zaman skolah anda..kami yg dah besaq2 ni amatlah tringin di beri peluang utk kembali menyarungkan sluaq slack akler hijau tua n baju kemeja berwarna putin ditambah ngn belt kaler hijau n tie ikot skolah..rindu siot.ok.

peace in, rox out!!!!

chow!!

/s-kalau aku jumpa jin dlm botl aku nk mintak kat dia tukaq aku kembali time aku form 2..sebab hidup aku as remaja start bila aku form 2..rambut aku start cacak2 suma time form 2 r..smpai skrg..

Spread The Love,Kill The Pain

ntah!! lately ni byk siot, gila2 byk love2 pny entry dipost oleh suma bloggers yg aku kenai. Baby Jane xclap aku dah dekat seploh dah entry pasai lovey duvvy ni, Fatin Syafira pun tgh angau ngn Hisham, Farahdiba pun sama bru broke up n kluaq dating ngn first crush dia kat uitm, rekha walaupun xdak entry love2 tp nick dia ja dah wat org pikiq pasai love, nick dia LotsOfLove.so, aku nk tny napa suma org tgh feeling love2 ni? hah..ni yg wat aku trasa ni.dah r tgh single.ish!bila nk jumpa white sweater girl ni, please girl please be on my eyesight again.dont make me loose hope.yup, im still hoping.

p/s-being single has it own pro n cons.im not sure which one i want.

Long Distance Relation-The Sequel

Fatin Syafira once wrote bout long distance relation.all the misses, all the i want u rite beside me n all the lovey duvvy stuff.n to be honest, i totally agree with her.my last crash-n-burn relation will prove it..we have been a great couple when we started dating which is in my first sem break(bout few week), we hang a lot, we see each other often, we spent our time to gether2, we hold ur hand everyday, sometimes i even stalk her during midnite just to feel her presence.ya i do it in relation cuz i really love her..but after i started my second semester our relation pretty went north.im kinda busy with my life here, so was her.n maxis fucking stupid coverage play its big role in our fragile relation.FUCK MAXIS!! eventhough im just from penang, but im not the type of guy who alway go home every weeks but i did tried to go home more often juts to be with her.but that doesnt help..ya, ur love is still fresh when im already come bac k here in my campus, i she kinda girl that dont take relation seriously n so was i.so, its not really the distance playing its part, but us,still, the main reason our love got flushed straight down the toilet is because of the distance.so, i do think long distance realation will never work..so some couple it may seem impossible but for a new born relation, dun challenge it that way, its gonna kill it..eve for a strong rwlation ist gonna get hit by tornado.so, mark my word, if u wanna try long distance, make sure to keep the fire alive..or sacrifice something, mostly ur money.take one my my frens as an example.Jamal.his girl is in shah alam..u noe what he did? he ride on a bus every two weeks to shah alam just to be with his girl.yup.he did it.n asa its result, their relation still have a shot to survive.some of us, boys, think that he is crazy cuz wasting his money for all the trip but as for me , i think jamal is doing the right think..he dun wanna loose his baby girl so he gotta do what he gotta do.[well of cos some part of me still thought that jamal was stupid cuz he's the only one that trying to keep the sparks flame on].my piint is, both party have to play their part.both party need to try to make it out, lovely-ly.bak kata pepatah, bertepuk sebelah tangan xkan bebrunyi kan, tol x? for the guys, or maybe girls that trying to serach for TRUE LOVE n so on, which is still trying to search pleae dun search too far..serach in the short distance of urs.everything is not asa it seem.sometimes ur true love is juts right in front of ur eyes, it just sometimes slipped out of ur eyesight. that what i thought.

Peace In, Rox Out!
Chow!

Prostitution, Sex N Virginity

sound porn? well, its kinda sexy to talk bout eventhough some might think as disgusting, but i noe deep inside that particular group of people are eager to hear bout it.sex? ya its something thats is on "NOT-TO-DO" list but still it happen around us rite? if not, how come child abandon rate keep on rising day to day? im not here to be rightous n telling u guys bout things that u cant do or can do, u guys can think for urself rite? spare that.bout virginity, well some guys still think thatits cute to married a total virgin girl, guys like me.seriesly. OK! i admit..im still a virgin.i never scuba drive rite though the swimming pool, not even put my foot near around the beach.not even one..some might think im a nerd, but mostly think is respectful..rite guys? so ya, im kinda into this stuff.it'll be great if my future wife is still a virgin till ur honeymoon nite.but, sometime i think to myself, do i even deserve that type of girl..im a dick.. a dick dun deserve a nice cute lil girl with clean attitude n nice personality but still im hoping for it.people deserve another chance ok.prostitution? wow.its creep the hell out of me just to think bout it.i never try that, n i dun intense to..one of my bro offer me once last year when i turn 18.i refuse.to be honest, i scare.its not that i dun want to, cuz im just a normal guy.if that kind of opportunity slip by, of cos we'll just forget bout our integrity for one.but at that time, im fucking scare..thank god for that..so thats me..a virgin dick.wow..its actually sound cool.hahaha..

rock in, peae out!

Chow!

p/s-i wanna write more, but is sound inropriate.rite?

Bro's Before Ho's

well im not exactly agree with the quo cuz i think bor's n ho's should be treat equally, rite saf? i mean cmon we need both party rite.. we need ur love to be there by ur side everytime we felt down or life push us too much but sometimes ur we choose to speak with ur bro's cuz the things is kinda disgusting or impropriate to talk with a girl..so, equal..share n square.. but sometimes(all the time..saja nk cover xmau suma bg terasa) ur bro's(utk yg girls skali..) often put their ho's first n left ur bro's hanging by he moment..kinda sucks huh? i felt that all the time.thanks to all dudes/babes that will always treat us(their frens) this way.. ala kalau mcm xjdk kluaq ngn kita utk hang out sbb girl ajak dating xkesah r.kitorang pun ambik hati..even kalau spent more time with ur girl then us pun still no hard feeling sbb kami suma pun penah bercinta, we know how it feel, to love n be love..tp kalau sitausi(sambul layan lagu Sitausi-Bunkface ni) dimana kawan mintak tolong sbb matter of life n death(literally) pun still xble nk tolong just because nak tolong girl ko wat homework or sbb girl ko demam yg ala2 manja ngada2 saja attention,please r..jgn sbb girl u loose all of ur frens..kami pun xmintak lebih, cuma time yg diperlukan tu please r be there..xkan baru nk mai time mamt tu dah nk time kebumikan kot..ntah2 still xmai cuz banging ur girl.. rite? emo? hell fucking yeah im freaking pissed off asshole..bkn aku bru kenai ang setgh jam(statement dr rizal) dah lama dah we noe who u really r..bises, if its not cuz of us, u wont ven have a lips to kiss, a shoulder to gedik2 with, a warm girlie hand to hold, even a hole to nail..so please appreciate it, no APPRECIATE US!!! dun wait till we fucked up cant take it anymore n we choose to kick u out fro the team..we dun wanna do that, ur mmebership still havent reach its expiry date..n for god noe, u dun wann aloose ur either.. we r not some ditchable prom date ok.we r ur bro's.the only clan that willing to accept u..(mcm menyimpang masuk cita len dah ni)..ok2 dah r tu.

p/s- sorry r lately mmg byk ckit entry aku piss out pny story,,xplan pun tp benda dah nk jdk nk wat cmna..byk sgt benda yg menyakitkan hati jdk lately..shit! i hate this new semester..

fuck in, rock out!
CHOW!!!

Love-Money Or Feeling?

someone once ask me bout this, n seriesly by that time i dunno how to answer it..oh god, i still blur if this question is pointing rite to me.. i mean are the thing that we call love, all the lovey dovey, mushy2 romantic stuff is true love or we are just pretending to love that person cuz of something else? money n all the gadgets that he/her own.maybe, cuz of the intel? well, how maybe person that will always say dat their life partner is smart.. most of them i would say..rite? maybe thats what love really if..we feel attracted to someone cuz of someting boutthem..their appearance maybe..shes look cute, pretty, he look handsome or look like Mr.Body six-pack chest..or welath..yup..this is the main attraction to anyone, boys or girls..dun lie.cmon..azam awai2 dah ngaku yg dia kapel ngn Roban sebab duit, at the first time..skrg dia dah mula appreciate ckit kowt Roban tu..ha3..(Roban beli Sandal Bonia siot kat bro aku tu.peh..pastu siap mail lg kat campus all the way dr shah Alam)..gud for u bro, u nailed it!!well, who can tell me now what love is actually?

I Am Not Anti-Government.Im Just A Political Science Student

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Don't Die For Your Government

Die For The Governmentyou gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
(all together)
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.

there's a golf war vet.,
dying a slow, cold death,
and the government says, "we don't know, the sorce of his sickness"
but you can't believe what they say,
because your government is lying,
they've done it before,
and don't you know, they'll do it again,
a secret test,government built virus,
"Subject Test Group: Gulf Battle Field Troups"

you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.

first world war veterans slaughtered, by General Eisnehower
you give em' your life,
they give you, a stab in the back
adiation, agent orange, tested on u.s. soles,
ginnie pigs, for westurn corporations
i never have, i never will,
pledge alligence to the flag
You're getting used, you'll end up dead

you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.

i don't need you to tell me what to do!
and i don't need you to tell me what to say...F**K YOU!!!
i don't need you to tell me what to say!
and i don't need you to tell me what to think,
what to think, what to think, what to think,
what to think think think think

die, gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.
you gotta die, gotta die, gotta die for your government,
die for your country, that's shit.


p/s dun die for ur government.we r not the loyal dogs that will do anything its master told it to do..we r human.we have wishful thinking.use it well.government conspiracy is bullshit n sometimes we, the people need to remind them that we have the right to choose n speak for our own.