I Love Her, Whats The Big Deal Guys?

I LOVE U SAFENA ISFAZURA

AS A BEHFREN BECAUSE I KNOW THAT U LOVE ME AS WELL AS I DO!!

SO WHAT?

WE LOVE EACH OTHER..

AS A BEHFREN

AS A KNUCKLES BUDDIES.

THATS DOESNT MAKE US A COUPLE.

THATS DOESNT MEAN THAT WE R IN LOVE.

SHES IS MY ROCK, MY BITCH, MY LOUDMOUTH COMMENTAR, ADVISOR IN LIFE MATTERS, MY COOL HANG OUT FREN, MY ARM HANGER, MY SPECIAL RING BORROWER, MY SPECIAL THIRD N FORTH EYE THAT GONNA LISTEN TO EVERY WORDS OF MINE, MY BESTIE IN THE WORLD

I LOVE HER SO MUCH..

I LOVE MY OTHER FRENS TOO..

ALL MY BROTHERS FROM ANOTHER MOTHER..

AJAM,HAKIM,KUDDUS,AYIE,AIMIL,FZ,ADI,IJAT,AMINI,PAKLAH N ALL THE DUDES THAT KNOW ME.

I LOVE THEM TOO.

THAT DOESNT MAKE ME GAY OKAY,PLEASE.I DAMN STRAIGHT.

WELL, MAYBE THE WORD LOVE KINDA CONTREVERCIAL SO, ITS SOUND A LIL BIT LOVEY DOVEY.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,STILL

I LOVE SAF,

AS MY BESHFREN

Random Playlist

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. THEN YOU MUST WRITE T SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag some friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

+Believe-STAIND+

+believe siot kalu org tny aku ok ke x.ish2+

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

+Baby, Come On-PLUS44+

+ala syg lagu besh xkena plak ngn diri aku.siot..+

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

+Alive-POD+

+uish.xkan nk yg xbernyawa kot.naya kena haunted aku nnt.+

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

+Beichte-TOKIO HOTEL+

+beichte in bhs jerman aku pun xtaw maksud dia pa.xclap aku pasai frenship.xtaw r.kena r tu+

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
+Fall For You-SECONDHAND SERENADE+

+bapak r.purpose aku idup utk fall for somebody? betui r kot+

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO ?

+Misery Business-PARAMORE+

+ha3.ni maksud dia aku pny motto idup nk wat choas xabih2.anarchy la kan.haha+

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

+Never Too Late-3 DAYS GRACE+

+WRONG!! Always late tu bru betui!!+

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

+War Song-Tomahawk+

+ha3.kira aku ni dr persepsi parents aku slalu bwk perang r? haha.betui la tu+

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

+Savin' Me-Nickelback+

+peh! baek pny kena.mmg slalu aku pikiq nk slamatkan diri pun.chantek!+

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

+Stay-Estrella+

+peh! 2 cmpuq 2 jdk stay.stay kat mana tuh? ehem2+

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

+Faint-LINKIN PARK+

+Safena, u slalu pengsan ke?ha3+

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

+Rejection Role-SOILWORK+

+hmm..slalu kena rejek ke aku ni? no one noes+

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

+Pari-Pari Di Bawah Angin-Meet Uncle Hussain+

+xble blah.aku nk jadik Pari-2? layak ke? cupid ble r kot.ha3+

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

+Rise Up-Drowning Pool+

+peh! rise up nk wat pa tu? make a move r.peh.kalau kena lagu MAKE A MOVE-INCUBUS ni sedap ni.ha3+

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

+Crazy Angel-KILL HANNAH+

+xkena.kalau Kill Hannah nama lagu besh r.aku bunuh org time wedding.klasik siot!pastu polis mai angkut time tgh bersanding.ha3+

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

+Im Charming- THE BLACK DAHLIA MURDER+

+chantek!! bullseyes! tepat kena! walupun lagu metal.ahaks+

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

+Umbrella- VANILLA SKY+

+huh?+

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

+Im Soo Sick-FLYLEAF+

+aku takut sakit? ye ke?+

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

+Join Me In Death-H.I.M+

+hm..lu pikir la sendri!!+

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

+Saying Sorry-HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS+

+nk ckp sorry kat sapa ek?+

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

+Crash The Wedding-BUSTED+

+kwn aku yg mana la wat prangai cmni.n kwn aku yg mana la bakal jdk mangsa+

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

+Operator, The Line Is Dead-JASON LO+

+hah.orait la tuh.kalau tajuk lagu UiTM, WIFI IS DEAD rancak siot!+

Gossip Whisperer's Club

President-FARAKHIN
Naib President-ZATUL
Setiausaha-IQA
Bendahari-WANI
Ketua EXCO-FARAHDIBA
EXCO LOGISTIK-AMINI
EXCO PUBLISITI-SURIA MUSCHA
EXCO PROTOKOL-AJAM

club terbaru diwujudkan kat UiTM Kedah.club ni wujud utk satu tugas/mission jew.gossipkan aku ngn saf.haha.there u go guys.i got a name already for u guys.hahahaa

Life As A Student, Sucks Man..

its sucks really.im still comparing my life now n last 2 year completely differs.life after spm n life being a student again.well, no wonder some of us take drugs or smoke.not an excuse for permission but it is really hard though.before this, my life is so damn simple n relaxing.i woke up early(7 sumthing, part of life that i hate so damn much) go to work, playing around jiggling around at workplace n then punch out at 6 then life real life as teen begin.shoping spree, hang out at mamak, movie marathon, even sometime enter club(i dun rewally like it though), kareoke, gigs-ing n many more.end of month, id get my paycheck, happiest day of my life man.its heaven.then again shoping spree, completing my t-shirts collection.the hardest part of that life is only being scolded by my mum for few times n life as a bartender tensed my out.dats all.nothing more.its precious moment.but now, im broke, study-a-holic, assignmnet finishers, n many more dude.i dun even had time to clean up my room everyday like i used too.well, its suck though.im not a kinda person who study a lot, my hobby is enjoying life.but now, life offer me books, papers, n notes.thats the best i could get.well, sometime we hang out n lepak-ing only if we had bucks.if dun, cuci mata ja kat fudcourt.peh! is this my life? wow! campus life isnt that sweet man, series.for all the people out there who are kindalike me, u guys gonna have a tough time surviving here.aku respek jake.he got a ball.he quit campus life n live out his dream, becoming a chef.learning in the street, experiencing life as i should.well, nothing against campus, but i prefer being on the street.its not that campus life is worst or whatsnot but it juts that i dun fit in. i belong in the jungle not zoo.i'll feed my self not being provider.well, what cna i say, life aint sweet but i am who i am.its just not me.

Finally

yes! at last my knuckles babe, my besties in the world, my shoulder to shout to, safena isfazura had enter the cool,cruel,cute world of blogs. welcome babe! its okay, u dun have to post an entry bout ur life ur anything related bout u, u can just post ur thought bout anything.its better that way babe.so pasni xpyh komen kat shoutmix dah ek, comment straight truih kat post orait? welcome babe!! to all blogger, better watch out, saf is here!!

p/s- hah kpd sesapa yg asyik tertanya2 sapa dia safena isfazura yg namanya acapkali timbul tenggelam dlm blog aku, org yg kena scandal ngn aku, hah usha r tgk blog dia

http://balloonupinthesky.blogspot.com/
link dia. chow!!

*Kami Hanya Beshfren*

yup.dats all.nothing more. antara aku ngn Saf xdak papa yg lebih. mmg.pada surface nampak macam kami ni kapel la, perfect match la mcm2 la la lg.kami rapat, share story, tlg each other, pangkah each other.bitchin n bastard-ing around the campus."dating" slalu kat court tapi nothing special.no love bond holds us. kami hanya besties.knuckles bestfren.ramai gak yg wat assumption yg kami kapel tp tlg r.kami kwn je.plus, mmg slalu pun kami kena kutuk pasai bba lovey dovey ni.so, nk stresskan skali lg saya

ADAM AR-RASHID

&

SAFENA ISFAZURA

IS JUST A BESHFREN!!!

Demam Tagged

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Adam Ar-Rashid Bin Mohamad Rasdi

2. A four Letter Word: aCe+, Damn, Shit, Fuck, Dick (Bapak r.suma curse words jew)

3. A boy's Name: Aiman Danish Bin Mohd Mazoor Tarmuzi (anak buah aku..)

4. A girl's Name: Nurul Xenayhana Diyana Binti ....(Ex-Gf.i dunno why but her name keep on giggling in my mind lately)

5. An occupation: Prime Minister, Geologist, Civil Engineer, Lawyer (my childhood ambition..silly)

6. A color: Black n White

7. Something you'll wear: T-Shirt

8. A food: Roti Canai (kempunan dah ni.lama dah xmkn.)

9. Something found in the bathroom: hm.. Shaver?

10. A place: ARGENTINA!!!

11. A reason for being late: Maleh nk tggu org.biaq org tggu kita lg baguih..

12. Something you'd shout: Babi r!! Butoh Ang!! Kimak!! Bodo!! (daily words i shout.)

13. A movie title: Terminator 4-Salvation

14. Something you drink: Bancau (Bandung+Cincau)

15. A musical group: Lantai T Pinkie

16. An animal: KUCIN' (One word-Adorable)

17. A street name: Lengkok Tuna (Jalan Umah Aku)

18. A type of car: hm.. Proton Exora (MPV for a family man)

19. The title of a song: huih byk nk buh ni..xpa r pilih satu cukup r. In The End-Linkin Park

20. Tag 20 people : 20? fuck! simplify, anyone who read this post.ahaks!

Reality Is Nothing, Perception Is Everything

in some matter, Its Effect/Affect Me A Lot.Others Perception or assumption that people tends to create bout me, the way i live my life, my bastard-kinda attitude. i choose to ignore it sumtimes but still, i wont get out of my head.still, i think bout it n sumtimes i be careful bout my next action.i hold on tight on one thought, DONT GIFT A DAMN BOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAID! im stil trying to live that kind of attitude cuz seroiusly i dun give a damn.i just thought bout it, but still i did it no matter what.no one can change me, only myself..my mummy tried her best but stil i stil the same person no matter how many intervention i gone through with her.yeah i change so some timeline but in the end i stil the same badass as before.so, dun try,dun waste ur time..i am me.only adam can change himself.bare that in mind..peace out!

Ntah R

aku pun xtaw.hidup aku byk brubah sem ni..bz manjang.kalau nk banding ngn sem lepiah aku lepak atas katil time siang, hari2.skrg dah jarang.bz sgt ke aku sem ni? maybe sbb sem lepaih aku xambik serius sgt keja2 clas rep aku.sem ni aku wat series ckit.sbb kes time cuti ari tu r.nnt r bila2 aku cita pasai insiden tuh..btw, nk kaat aku bz ngn study, assignment Oublic Admin xwat g pun, Current Issue smlm bru ambik tajuk walhal org len suma nk stat lama dah..ish2.bz ngn blog? jarang gak aku update..maen games? game pa yg tggai dlm laptop aku tuh..tggai game2 ajam ja dok maen aku sklai pun xpenah try lg..dok layan TV Series.agak r.tp suma dah ulang brapa byk kali smpai aku anek borink.ntah r pa yg aku bz sgt sem ni.maybe aku dah byk active ckit kot sem ni.xtaw r.maybe suma tu prasaan aku ja.ntah r.tgk la cmna.

Dah Lama Xwat Tagged

1. Who tagged you?
+Suria Muscha.+

2. Do you like tags?
+Depends+

3. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
+I Wanna Be The Prime Minister Of Malaysia.True Story+

4. What is your current mood?
+Borink n Lame+

6. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
+Not Anymore.i wont again,EVER..Saf b careful!!remember ur deal, no lovey dovey+

7. Which will you prefer, loving someone or being loved by someone?
+Can I Choose Both(tiap kali jawap soklan ni jawapan aku len2.ish3)+

8. What is your favourite food?
+My Mum's Cooking+

9. If the person you dislike is right in front of you, what will you do?
+Im Gonna Kick His Ass,Hardly.I Already Have Someone In Mind+

10. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
+Goodness n Happiness to My Family+

11. What takes you down the fastest?
+Ntah,byk sgt kot+

12. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
+Married,Living In Suburbs, Having Kids Maybe,Steady Career+

13. What is the reason that could make you so tensed up?
+Done Sumthing That I Dislike,Maybe+

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
+Shes Cool,Agak Gila2,Dun Give A Damn Attitude(Shes Smoked in Public Man, WHat Can i Say..)+

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
+Either..+

16. Would you sacrifice for your loved ones?
+Definitely..+

17. What's the character must have in your partner?
+Cute,Can Mellowed Me Down In Every Perspective,hm..i dunno.im blurred+

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you like to pick?
+Both?...+

19. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
+Forgive Maybe, Forget Never!!+

20.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
+I Cant Really Say.When Im In Relation I Rather Be Single, But When Im Single I Want To Be In Realtionship+

21. what is your most embrassing moment?
+Byk Kot.Xkan Nk Tulih..Malu R Aku..+

22. Who are the 5 person that you would like to tag?
+Anyone Who Read This Post..+

LOVE-The First Corinthians

Love is patient and kind
Love does not envy or boast
It is not arrogant or rude
Love does not insist on its own way
It is not irritable or resentful
Love bears all things
Believe all things
Hopes all things
Endures all things

p/s-sorry..im in poetry mode

LIFE AINT SWEET, OUTCASTERS

Reality mean nothing, perception is everything
We try to denied it but it won’t cling
The says, the words we try to take it for granted
Because in our head it still flustered
Should we care about all of the filthy thought?
They don’t even know us, isn’t that an obvious odd?
They said we the doubter, but we do believe in god
But still, their perspective and speech hurts, a lot

Maybe we don’t belong maybe we just the exile
Trying to fit in, but the world is another plays of child
Maybe it’s them with constructed mind
Or it just us that too blind to find

Ww don't have the right path to go
We don't have the right voice to mellow
We don't the perfect click to follow
What we have is just the cute cover to blow

We try our best to fit in
Still all of the efforts blown away and drowning
Still people see the worst of us
They Lust for more and we starting to fly dust

It’s time to seize back what ours
The rightful marks to be belong and fuss
all we want is Society membership not to be freaks
Can we, or can’t we? it just another break
Another swing we must alert on
To be apart, nah! To be heard upon

Quit Ur Smoking!!

when i get up dis morning, i felt a lil dizzy, seriously.its not that i had a bad hangover or whatsnot.maybe its bcuz i slept too much last nite..as usually i woke up n light up my ciggs.afterward, the dizzyness get worst, still i puffed it in.ya fuck me!! teh rest of the day fly by as usually.one thing that bother me a lot bout this morning is that i cant get it out of my head, the fthought bout quit smoking..my frens said that it just cuz im bout to be broke in few penny more, and i'll be bax in the game next month whne i FAMA bank in my blood money..is it? maybe itruely wanna quit..i mena cmon, i burning my healthier possiblity future, im burning my saving bila-aku-dah-tua future n all other thing.maybe its just another morning crazy feeling n thought taht will always fade away the next time i close my eye for a nap, n turn on a new feeling n thought.the smae thing happened last few day when i try to be nice to imah just bcuz she appeared in my dream, DAMN!! well to be honest, im still trying to be noce to imah, but my heart wanna tease her so bad.MUNCUNG SIOT MINAH TU!!!ha3.whatever.i'll update on my newlycrown mission of quit smoking.bare in mind, i tell ur now..its not gonna last long, trust me..i know myself..peace out!!

Hellhounds On My Back

ya aku mengaku aku mmg cpat panasa baran..one thing only, gi mampuih r!! aku cmni n aku xdak niat nk ubah diri aku, wat masa sekarang..kata r pa hampa nk kata, *ada aku kesah?!!(pinjam jap ayat K).ya kadang2 bila aku bersuara mmg kasaq mmg mintak penumbuk kat muka, kdg2 aku bersuara mmg mcm org nk gaduh, kdg2 bial aku bukak mulut mmg ramai yg terkejut n terasa hati..aku cuma nk nyatakan satu benda, dr dulu aku slalu ckp.

DONT JUDGE A BOOK JUST FROM ITS COVER

org2 yg first time jumpa aku slalunya akan bg bad impression ttg dri aku..aku xkesah..pimak r!!tp cuba tanya member2 aku yg dah lama kenai aku, dia suma dah masak ngn prangai aku, ngn sora aku yg kuatni, ngn ayat2 pedas yg kluaq dgn sleng penang aku ni, suma dah ble trima n diorangxdak masalah.bkn suam org perfek..dan aku xkan ubah diri aku utk org len.xpayah nk cuba..aku mmg cmni.mummy aku dah cuba sejak dr aku pandai mengeluarkan kata2, still xberjaya..*aku tetap diriku(pinjam lagu The Official).

kepada yg trasa ngn aku, korang xkenai aku dna aku hanya nk ckp, GO FUCK URSELF!!! aku xperlu nk explain satu persatu pasai diri aku kat hampa, plus hampa xdak hak nk meyebok!!! ini hal aku.kalau hampa nk kenai aku, hampa yg kena make an effort, aku xperlu wat apa2.lepak ngn aku dulu, sembang ngn aku dulu, smoke ngn aku dulu bru judge aku..jgn nk wat hero.suma org ble wat apa yg hampa wat.plus, aku xambik pusing langsung apa hampa nk kata..sedangkan pak guard yg cuba nk teguq aku pun kena maki blk ngn aku ni kan plak hampa, hahaha.xpyh buang ayaq liuq.

one more thing,bout respect n stuff..fuck it off!! sorry aku mmg susah ngn respek org..ada 3 golongan ja dlm dunia ni yg aku respect.first, org yg lagi tua dr aku yg mempunyai pertalian darah ngn aku..mummy aku, akak aku, abah aku..makcik pakcik2 aku yg prangai ntah ppa pun aku xrespek.second, golongn yg bg aku ilmu,pendidik.mummy aku pesan hormat org yg bg ilmu kat kita baru berkat, aku pegang nasihat mummy aku..thrid n last, GOLONGAN YANG TAW NAK RESPECT AKU BARU BLE AKU RESPECT DEPA!! sorry hampa xtermasuk dalam golongan yg aku respect..sebab setaw aku, hampa sama ja ngn aku..sampah yg ble di-recycle.tambahan aku x[enah nk aspect org utk respect aku..respek2 ni formla sgt, aku xminat.xdak r aku nk pggl ang ABANG or AKAK kalau aku xrespek hampa, kalau hampa xrespek aku..sorang ja dalam dunia ni yg sampai mati aku akan tetap pggl akak.NOOR HAWA, my big sis'..2r..kalau sapa2 yg rasa berbangga sbb aku penah pggl dia akak, cian kat hampa.dtas all just for formality that i had to considered, nothing more.

p/s-aku hidup ngn cara aku..kalau xble nk coop, BLAH!!!

Kantoi

AJAM KANTOI!!!
cian dia..dha r kamis ni nak naek court dah kantoi rokok ni kantoi skali lg tadi..fien rm200 kot.so, dia kena rm400 r..cian member aku sorang ni.ish2..fuck r pak guard uitm suma.

Valentine Huh?

valentine..seriesly, aku xpenah pun nk celebrate valentine.bkn aku fuck valentine or sumthing xpenah, it just doesnt fit in right.actually kalau bagi sestgh org yg fuck valentine, dgn menggunakan alasan keagamaan dan semua aku xtentang diorang, cuma xsetuju.mmg tarikh tu sama ngn paderi ngn church mana ntah tapi its just a yearly routine that people do.kalau nk fuck napa kita xfuck bday celebration? tipu lilin, cake pa kaitan ngn sambutan hari kita lahir.napa nk kena wish tiap kali bday sedangkan ajal kita makin hampir setiap kali bday menjelang..napa kita bersanding bila kawin.bukankah itu amalan hindunism? budaya diorang.napa org melayu ikut? napa xfuck benda tu r tol x? dlm islam hanya menyatakan agar membuat kenduri utk mengelak fitnah, tu ja.bagi aku, tak salah kita nak celebrate, tapi dgn cara yg betul.tp pa pasti, valentine celebration always end dirty n horny.dat just fact.lovey duvey suma mcm2 ble jadik.feeling tgh memuncak time tu tol x.brapa ramai member2 aku yg make love time valentine.aku taw dan aku sdaq.tapi pa yg aku ble buat.2 jala entry aku ttg valentine.slamat menyambut hari memperingati kekasih.peace out!

Hidup Ini Memang Palat Tapi Esok Masih Ada

*pinjam tagline Kami The Movie Jap

first time aku dgq tagline ini around tahun lepaih r dr preview kami the movie.time tu aku xtaw pun kami nk wat muvi.ugt nk wat second season.aku mmg minat cita kami.bkn sbb gig2 yg indie band perform saja, bkn sbb mostly of the character speak english, bkn sbb kehidupan sosial aank2 remaja mesia, tapi di sebabkan jalan cita dia.the way the story goes.awai2 mmg shits r gak kan sebb ulang2(bagi sesetgh org), aku plak aku dah suka dah flash back2 suma sbb aku layan Lost(lost kalau xtaw flashbax xkn taw cita dia)..

Hidup Ini Memang Palat, Tapi esok Masih Ada.Ya.hidup ini mmg palat.Life's sucks.so get a helmet.everybody gotta sob story but not everybody becomes a loser.some keep fighting.cuz they noe, tommorow still will come..cmna teruk pun, cmna hina pun, cmna gila pun, cmna kotoq pun hidup ini, esok tetap ada.esok yg mungkin menjanjikan sinar yg lebih cerah dr semalam, atau esok yang mungkin menyajikan sajian yang lebih jijik dari semalam.namun apa daya,kita akan tetap menghadapinya.situasi yg bebeda tapi watak yg sama.tidak disangkal remaja pemikirannya cetek, tapi kami bkn bodoh.kami cuma tersimpang, kdg2 ada yg terlpas jauh..nk wat cmna? keadaan memaksa..tapi ini bk maksud kami ni sampah yg tidak berguna.kami sampah yg boleh di recycle dan jd bahan baru yg boleh diguna pakai kembali smapai daya tulang dua kerat kami habih dikerah..namun, ada sesetgh yg memilih utk give up. a lost cause they said.xguan nk memberontak kalau tahu yg kita akan tetap tumbang.TIDAK!! mereka salah..i noe.this world gonna end badly, damn bad..but thats doesnt mean we shouldnt keep fighting.ada sinar dihadapan yg menantikan.apa yg menghalang, kecekalan dan penungguan.dlm fasa ini ramai yang tumpas dan jatuh tanpa mapu bangun semula.itu hanya sebahagian dari kitar hidup remaja..hidup ini mmg palat, tapi esok masih ada..

Song's Story Of A Girl

When Your Heart Stop Beating..
girl.dun worry.i'd be there..i promised.i'd be there when ur last breathe taking away.i sweared.


Make You Smile
last time i saw u, u turn away..i say hello but u kept on walking..
dun worry, i holds no grudge..i understand.i'd make u smile, i'd never make u sleep alone.i'd stay with u for a while.


Baby, Come On
u r a pretty girl n u'll alway falling down.i felt in love with u, but u dun remember.i alway find u at the bottom of plastic cup, drown in drunk insanity, u r a sad n lonely girl.but i remember..i dun forget it.quit crying ur eyes out,girl, i'd been there rite? n all YOUR best friends had been the death of us cuz they'd never remember n all my words get used against me..its ok girl


Weatherman
i'd let u sleep away cuz i noe i barely holding on.every now n then i felt the end of us is near, dun you? i never meant to say im sorry girl.


No It Isn't
please..understand..this is not gudbye.this is where the road crashin to the ocean.i noe..now we're barely breathing.i'd listened to u cried, i noe girl.im sorry.


Lillian
the place we used to been, make us felt like a tourist,rite? is kinda arkward.sorry. im the one that couldnt co-exist.when the last laugh started to filtered, it seem as a perfect time to THINK bout the future.



THERE!!! thats all plus 44 song that i could dedicated to u.specially to u.the one n only that fits the story of the album..bout us, bout the past bout u girl.when your heart stop beating, i'd make u smile.i'd said baby,come u said no it isnt..i called u lilian n u called me weatherman..sorry things didnt work out between us.

but for now, i mean rite now, the only song that suite the moment is-

FUCK(I Dun Want U Back)-Eamon

i dunno why i like u so much,
i gave u all, all my trust
i thought u i love u

FUCKWHAT I SAID
IT DUN MEAN SHITS NOW
FUCK U WHORE I DUN WANT U BACK

get it?

Arkward-NESS

Susah kan nk reconnect ngn kwn2 yg kita dah lost contact lama? maybe bg sesetgh org xsusah, tp aku susah..aku nnt blur n arkward,sgt3! ari tu time cuti raya cina aku ada jumpa member lama aku..lama gak r terpisah.kami skolah skali time secondary skool.sama clas.time darjah 3.pastu dia naek darjah 4 aku trus express naek darjah 5 so xslalu jumpa dah n xjdk clasmate dah..tp skool aku dulu kecik jew, SKPP-(Permatang Pauh). so kdg2 jumpa r gak..pastu dha abih secondary aku blah g boarding skool-PFS-Penang Free School pastu dah jarang jumpa bdk2 skoolmate aku dah..bkn jarang mmg xjumpa pun..so after quite sumetimes aku jumpa blk dia time CNY ari tu..peh awai2 okay la ada gak story nk share.pastu aku wat clap g offer dia lepak2 smebang catch up suma la..time lepak2 kat mamak tu peh mmg arkward kot..aku dok wat tekan2 hphone dia pun sama.so last2 dia yg make a move.dia kata dia ada hal ckit nk setelkan,walhal aku taw tu suma excuse jew utk dia blah dr situ..so, sorry la ek..aku ni mmg cmni..susah ckit nk bersembang kalau dah lama xjumpa..kalau wat reunion ke pa ke, orait r g ramai2 kan x arkward sgt..sebenarnya, skrg pun sama.kalau aku xrapat sgt pun ngn seseorg tu kalau kami lepak berdua arkward kot..agak r..ni antara probs yg aku ada dlm berkwan..so, member2ku sekalian, sorry la kalau aku wat korang rasa arkward ek..aku xreti sgt.musti ramai yg xcaya pa yg aku tulih ni tp ni la kebenarannya..seriesly..sorry sgt2

I Dont Know Though

Everything Is not As It Seem.its hard to deny but its the truth.it is the fact tha wont change, unless we learn to accept it.if that, its gonna be a lot easy though..it wont be any more pain in the ass.the moment we learn to accept, we can open up for forgiveness.forgive n forget..thats what people alway say, mostly on the side whom making the mistakes or mess.well, it both two different thing.forgiving doesnt mean we r forgetting what had happen.bad memory is hard to fade.it takes time.a lot.give it some.if we are on the other side, the side of wrong doing, dun push it to hard.let time does it magic on the wounded heart.of cos, scar remain but it wont inch anymore.it just gonna be there, maybe forever as a reminder for the people whom been hurt, n the side of hurt doing.reminder that gonna tick when crisis arisen.so be careful.ya thats rite.one silly mistakes, we pay teh price for ur entire life.it sucks, but reality.but worst of all, the perception of people.ya some of us might say that we r strong, we can handle all the bullshit-ing people talk bout, but deep inside we noe, we r lying.mostly to urself.it hurt, a lot..but we choose to be strong..sir Nash was rite..reality is nothing, perception is everything.