LOVE IS LIKE CIGARETTES AND LIGHTER....

love..

2 soul + 2 heart= lovebird..

in other words, love means 2 person need in other to survive da relationship n fight all da way to conquer all.. just like cigarettes n lighter.. without any light cigarrette can be suck.. without lighter, a cigarettes is useless.. without lighter cigarettes is just another killing tool that wont bring any enjoyful ending.. so, if love is just bout on person, if love is just bout 'me' not we, its not a love relation.. dat person is in love with him/her self. so, if u r in a relation, just think bout cigarettes n lighter..

FUCK IT!!!!!

WAT DA FUCK MAN?????!!!!!!!!!!!!

WATS DA MATTER WITH ME??!!!!

DEAR GOD, PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!

ok ok ok.. lets start from da beginning ok.. hm ... hm where to start?. hm ok i come dis morning at 1 p.m(Jumaat r weh, ari cuti, standed r).. hm im stuck in my room as always(posa la xlarat nk berjalan byk2) Malinja A220.. in front my laptop, play need for speed, watching my fav sitcom(How i meet ur mother).. then i stop ir for a while n watch Chuck.. then i remember, i my god, aku x mandi lg..hahaha..celaka pny azam bkn nk buzz aku suro mandi.. hahaha.. so after i take a NOT SO LONG bath, i go back to my laptop, i got to finish da game man,

DAH SAMPAI BLACKLIST 4 KOT...

errr.. its from da game NFS most wanted.hehehehe.. then Kuddus arived.hm.. gud.. dia nk pinjam baju melayu.. ye r satg nk g majlis berbuka posa Dipac kat kmpg Belau.. i gave him one of my baju melayu... he hang out for a while.. then he go back to his room in Malinja B.hahaha.. padan muka ang..kena jalan jauh.hahaha.. fast forward till 5, kuddus came bax n he alredy

SUIT UP!!!!

WOW.. he even brought Ijat camera(Ijat si tua).pa lg. time for posing boys..hahaha.. kami nih mmg suka bergambaq.. aku ajam meor standed r kn,hahaha.. hm kita fast forward lg ble x? 7.30 pm.. dah sampai dah kt kmpg tuh dah tahlil dah , dah berbuka dah n guess wat??

SANGAP ROKOK WEH.. DAH R KAMI 3 3 ORANG XBWK.. FUCK TOL!!!

pas berbuka tuh aku ngn meor senyap2 kluaq dr masjid tu nk p kedai yg ada depn ckit dr c2.. guess wat? its close..

FUCK!!!!

kami jalan lagi r.. hm.. but ist kinda fun actually. after all, we didnt join this activities for the activities provided we just wanna get out from campus for a while.hahaha.. kami jalan samapi klauq kg tuh xjumpa2 gak kedai rokok.. kat simpang kluaq dr kg tuh kami nmpk r sign petronas, 1000m?

WAT DA FUCK???

xpa2.. relax2.. we decided to go for it.hm.. 1km? dude, next time dun ever do it.hehe.. after 500 m we stop..

ITS FREAKING TIRED MAN!!!

FUCK!!!

kami stop kat satu majlis berbuka posa.. nmpk satu beskal, meor dah gelak2..pa lg.. meor balas beskal tuh pi runner beli rokok kt petronas tuh.. me?? i stay there in case the owner come i can explain that we do not have any bad intention, we just wanna borrow the bike.. hm.. i just look at the reception.. w

WOW!!!! AYAQ SIRAP!!! PEH!!!!

i went inside that reception n grab a drink.. peh.. ilang dahaga aku!!!
5 minutes after, meor sampai!!!!

THANX GOD!!!!

2 pack of winston.. peh... gud enuff for me.. 3 batang straight..

ITS TOTALLY WORTH IT!!!

eventhough we hav to walk bout 3 km , its worth it!!! if u r a smoker, u'll noe how its feel..kalu nk sgt2 tp xdak bila dah dpt, peh!!!!!

ok, on our way bax, kuddus n ajam sampai.. depa naek beskal.. peh.. we ride a long.. hahahaha.. its kinda cool. i noe dats that nite gonna be historical.. eventhough i lost one of my winston pack..i never gonna forget last nite.. becus i noe 20 years from nite i still gonna remember this nite, not becus we go for a berbuka reception, not becus we in dat village, its becus wat happen to us dat nite.. how we spent da nite together like we suppose to do, and its becus it is..

LEGEND

wait for it......

DARY

hahaha..

i thought my day just gonna end up like dat, well regularly.. becus i noe wats i gonna do next in campus.. laptop, cigarettes, drink... but its not just and ordinary nite.. my nite just started..













its bout 4 am dats time, me? like always.. wacthing how i meet ur mother, smoking, drinking(ayaq laici ok).. but dat nite was different.. ajam awai2 lg xdak dlm bilik, gurlfren dia call.. bergayut pny lama.. dr pukui sebelas samapi 4, cmon!!!! his gurl not dats rich..sorry bro!!! well, im in my room with adha(DIM part 2).. ok wait a minute, lets talk bout my rumates ok.. malinja a220.. da company? me, ajam, adha n rafi dim part 2 n 2 junior azan n elyas dcs.. hmm tp diorang du org ni slalu xdak bilik aih.. lepak bilik member depa kat malinja b.. ok bax to da story.. where were i? ooo.. its 4 am, im wacthing HIMYM.. its alredy season 2(well ok ajam this is the third time i wacth this series, the whole 3 season) n dis series is bout frenship n love.. i i after 3 time re-watching dis series finally i realize.. how lovely ted n robin(the character in HIMYM) as a couple n how nice ted to each gurl he dated..

WHY I CANT BE LIKE TED?

I SHOULD BE LIKE TED!!!!
DTAS WAT MAKE HIM ADORABLE N AL; GURL LOVES HIM!!!!

WHY CANT I?

finally i realize, hei dude u have a gurlfren... it jst popped out from my head. so i toook my cell n open my inbox..

message 149 -My ShiteRu-

when i nvr msg u,
it doesnt mean i

forget u, im just giving u tiem to miss me....


WOW!!!

REVERSE PHYCHOLOGY!!!!

well i dun really noe its a reverse phychology.. but i noe thats text have 2 different meaning which im not sure which one is the real reason she sent it for..

a) SHE SENT IT BECAUSE SHE REALLY MISS ME

b) SHE TRYING TO SAY DAT DA REASON IM NOT TEXTING HER FOR BOUT 2 WEEKS, ITS BECUS I WANT TO MAKE HER MISS ME...

SO, WHICH ONE IS DA TRUTH??

even me i dun really noe.. wow maybe its both.. she do miss me, n she want me to noe dats its ok to not textong her, becuz she got the point dat she should be da one to miss me too..

i dun noe..

FUCK IT MAN!!!!

NOT LIKE DIS.... its just rejoice my luv.. n suddenly i miss her.. i want to hold her tight, i wanna hug her n touch her cute face.. damn it.. what da hell is wrong wif me.. just like i said b4, my nite just started.. n of cos i act cool... so dat adha wont realize.. i slept at 5.30 am n woke up(just now) 10.30.. b4 i go to sleep last nite, i just realize.. i had a gurlfren, i should appreciate her, love her, care for her.. just like ted...

The Bro's Code

when any dude get in the "BRO's" Clan this r some of the code which should not be broken..

SERIUOSLY!!!!!!!


1) BRO CANT BREAK THE BRO CODE
2)BRO CANNOT LEAVE ANY BRO'S HANGING
3)BRO MUST SUPPORT ANY OTHER BRO
4)BRO CANNOT LEAVE OTHER BRO FOR A GURLFREN(IN HANG OUT MOMENT)
5) BRO CANT BRING GURLFREN HANG OUT WITH OTHER BRO'S
6)BRO HAVE TO SHARE CIGARETTES(YA... IS TRUE)
7) BRO SHOULD HANG OUT A LOT
8) BRO CANT LEAVE ANY OTHER BRO FOR ANOTHER NEW BRO
9)BRO SHOULD RESPECT OTHER BRO
10) BRO NEED TO BE REAL BRO...

LIFE............

LIFE...

too much to say, too much to write bout it..

LIFE IS LIKE A FERRIS WHEEL .....

is it true? ya rite.. sumtimes u r down? well, is kinda true but the way we handle it, makes all the different.. think bout it.. it we r at the bottom of it,

JUST CHILL!!!

it happen all the times.. just relax n take it EZ.. its heal in time if u let it be... probs can be solve only if ur mind is clear..

CLEAR AS A BLUE SKY....

u cant solve anything if u r fragile emotionally.. if it happen to me, dats exactly wat i do..

TAKE IT LIKE DIS,
if u noe dat u gonna loose ur leg tommorow, will u sit on a couch n cry bout it, or u

JUMP, RUN, KICK A BALL OR DO SOME AWESOME AIR KICK!!!!!

if u just sitting down and cry, u still gonna loose ur legs, so enjoy ur legs to the last moment.. use it, make it worth using,.. dun just cry bout it..

DATS SUCK!!!!!!


LIFE IS FULL OF SUPRISES!!!!

YA!!!! dats wat make life unique.. if not, it will b lame.. even if its a bad suprises, dats wat amke life worth living.. who want to live a life dats have zero mistakes n bad things?


I TOTALLY DONT WANT TO!!!!!

mistakes make people realize n think.. how we gonna noe if its a mistakes or not, unless we done it? then we'll noe its a mistakes.. mistakes make us a better person.. mistakes free life, make our life just like a damn silly trunk in the forest..

WE ARE NOT THAT!!!!

we r human being.. dats wat make us unique.. so

MAKE A MISTAKES!!!!

A LOT OF MISTAKES!!!!!

dats wat gonna make us better.. dats wat gonna give us new experience... dats wat gonna make us a better decision maker... every mistakes, bring a new element in life..

Changing The World

Searching in the dark still can’t find a thing
In this nowhere road it’s just not fit to sing
I know I can make a change but I’m not the king
How can I stand it, it just not my ring

Strange place to be weird thing to see
People ignorance, something that I just don’t agree
Massive destruction happen in here where it suppose to be
Was it all wrong or it is just me?

Making mistakes seem to be silly
Killing people just seem so easy
Man are not either beast nor grizzly
How revenge take place so suddenly?

Blaming other just not the rights move
Dying world need to be improved
Humanity and society need a second chance
Don’t wait till everything we know turn to sand

Bullets and missiles can stop, it just a matter of time
Misery and pain can heal, just let music roll and rhyme
Make a move, make a change, make a choice
Stop the kebaboom!, press play the lil’ voice

Change the world for all, give’em a shining hope
For them that been left hanging, throw them a rope
Bury all bomb, put down guns, let it lock not load
Respect each other, human life it is not a joke.....

Single or On a Date?

well, these are the question dats up in my mind recently..



BEING SINGLE OR ON A DATE??



i do believe people ask themself this kinda question oftenly, its just wether they want to take its seriouc out of it, or just let it slip out of mind just like dat.. me, i used to just let it slip, but recently i been thinking bout it. maybe i just



MISS THE GUD OLD DAY!!!

or mabye im just



SICK AND TIRED BEING IN RELATIONSHIP!!!



well lets face it, dis is da longest relationship i ever been in!!!! 3 month ++.. dats quiet long enough for a guy like me.. but, wats other option i have?



a) BEEN SINGLE AND HAVE ALL DA FUN I USED TO HAVE AND GET LONELY SOMETIMES N JEALOUS WHEN SEE OTHER COUPLE AROUND ME



b) STAY IN DIS RELATIONSHIP AND HAD SOME FUN SOMETIMES BUT I CAN GERENTI DAT I CAN CHANGE..



im not really a gud boyfrens in many terms, i admit dat but im trying da besh i could.. maybe im just not gud enough for her, or maybe dis is just my another xcuss..



MAYBE!!!!!



i dun really noe.. should i break her heart? did she deserve it? just bcuz im da one dats do not feel rite? she is trying her besh she can for me.. but, i dont noe.. i just dun feel right.dats all. maybe i just miss the gud times i used to have when im single..

Quota 90:30

Quota 90:10... wat the hell is this thing? Hm… for all music lover(indie of cos) the quota can be defined as the savior of our local indie act. Is actually a quota dat gonna keep our music scene alive and kicking. In dis quo, it stated that 90 % of the music show are belong to the local act and only 10% leverage are given to the outsider musician to perform in Malaysia(Indon Bnad of cos)… wat does dis means? Are Indon music scene not as kicking as they used to be? Or our local fans finally realize da value and quality dat our local act have? Ya it is all becuz “The Rise Of The Underground”.. thanx to eStranged, Meet Uncle Hussain, Hujan(most controversial of all, hahaha) finally of music scene been given a life to breathe again.. by eStranged winning in Juara Lagu showed us dat indie music can survived in mainstream music scene.. ya of cos is quite controversial becuz some people argue dat eStranged winning is all becuz Faizal Tahir been kicked out of the picture, but dats their P.O.V!!!! From my P.O.V even if Faizal Tahir in the AJL dats doesn’t mean eStranged does not have da chance to win.. maybe even if faizal tahir compete, eStranged can still win.. who noes? Ok lets put eStranged aside, how bout Hujan , Meet Uncle Hussain, Pop Shuvit? Without eStranged win, M.U.H still be as famous as they are rite now(Thanx to the TV show KAMI n “Lagu Untukmu”).. Hujan? “DA Controversial Band Of All Time”.. without estranged winning, “Pagi Yang Gelap, Bila Aku Sudah Tiada, Aku Scandal” are still conquering the airwave.. hmm. Bittersweet? Their Britpop wave can still happen without estranged..How bout Pop Shuvit? They still can sell their album in Japan without a doubt.. so even without eStranged winning, “The Rise Of The Underground” can still happen.. so wats up now? Hmm… so from my P.O.V I totally support the new quo.. its for our own good…. Maybe its time dats the mainstream scen take a second look for the indie side of music.. band like Dragonred, Julies Goes Overseas, Upon Arrival, Couple ,Jeoperdice, The Times, Love me butch, Plague Of happiness Cynosure, Komplot, Force Vomit, Estrella, Seven Collar T-Shirt, they will kill us all, edge of fire, bunkface and many more.. orang dulu cakap, JANGAN CEPAT MELATAH!!!!! Tengok dulu baek buruk sesuatu tuh bru ckap.. hm… dats all..

peace In, rock out!!!!!

its all about da money!!!!

money makes da world go round..... isnt ist clise'?? we, the human create money, but it seems like money r da one dats control us these day, rite? its even better dats human.. people are willing to die for money better than human.. people willing to sacrifice everything eventhough their family for money, but how many of us dats willing to die for other human?? hmm.. nk jumpa yg sanggu[ mati utk family pn susah, ni nk cari yg saNggup mati utk org len?

DATS IMPOSIBBLE!!!

WELL, i guess dats just a fact dat we hav to live with...

Last Thought On Final Breathe

Try to understand me that’s all I ask,
My stand and believe will never last,
Lets try some empathy, maybe its be easy,
In the end of it nobody will ever see.

I take the blame for what I’d done,
My emotion are high cost me triggers of gun,
I am an asshole, in everyone eyes,
No one understands me till the day I die.

Flash back into history, look for what you’d found,
I’m just regular kid from another silly town,
I’d buy for my cute Shorty a pink blushing gown,
But how, how I end up been shot down?

It is my fault, my mistakes and I know I’m suck!
It were never my dream to been a thug,
Never ever crossed my mind I’d deals drugs,
What can I do, I can’t afford anything, not a single buck.

Yet again, it’s my bad I should had stayed,
I should calm down and waits for Wednesday,
I shouldn’t pissed off in my very own birthday,
Last but not least, I should think like I have a bright brain.

Understand me, but it’s too late to do it right,
I been shot down, I am going to the light,
I know, the world gonna be better,
Without me, maybe there will be more laughter,
To everybody, forgive me and I’m really sorry,
Hopefully when I’m gone, you guys have a less thing to worry.


p/s-

THIS POEM HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYBODY ALIVE OR DEAD... IT JUST POPE OUT OF MY MIND..

hm... dis poem is actually telling a story.. a story of a young man who had died n flash bax his entire life on his last breathe of air b4 he die.. lets just name dis guy micheal..in this story micheal is THE wrong of every possible way a man could be.. he been raised to be a good person , never had a probs in his childhood life but he still ended up doing the wrong thing.. he even got a gurlfren in his hometown, when he is young.. but, he end up being drugs dealer.. at the end, Micheal ask for forgiveness..but, no one was there to hear it, except the guy dat shot him down.. dats briefly wats this poem is about..

DA MORAL VALUE OF IT

HMMMMM.... maybe wat we can take from dis poem is, its never too late to ask for forgiveness.. eventhough no noe will hear it, at least b4 we dead, we did it.. hm.. maybe.. who noes rite? plus, we cant predict da future.. eventhough da smartest or nicest person we ever meet, their are not 4 SURE to be da same in future.. maybe they will end up just like Micheal.. others moral, hmm... maybe

PEOPLE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND...

no matter wat we did, if its wrong, people wont look at the bright side, they will just call it off, U R GUILTY!!!!!... only few will try to think twice.. wel, dats jsut poeple is.. we cant blame them.. we r apart of them.. sumtimes we act like dat.. making fast conclusion in some thing dat we barely noe.. hmm.. am i rite?
dats all..

OUT!!!!!


P/S- ATTENTION!!! ALL POEM DAT HAD BEEN POSTED ON DIS BLOG IN MY WRITING, COMES FROM MY MINE,HEART N SOUL.. NONE OF IT ARE COPIED OR PLIGiARISM ACT...

Time and Time waits for no men..

well well well...
bout dis idioms?
is maybe seem nothing to sumbody but to me, it seem important. not the meaning, but the words itself sound strange n make people think..
if u look through idioms book i shall say dat the meaning dis idioms is-

DONT WASTE TIME, TIME IS VALUABLE

but yet again, who did cared? do poeple care bout time nowadays? ask ourself.. penah x terjadik dlm idup kita, kita kata

LA SAT JA DAH SEMINGGU DAH?

LA SAT JA DAH SEBULAN?

LA SAT JA DAH SATU SEM?

LA SAT JA DAH SETAUN?

dun lie.. dis questions is around us since we noe how to say a word, since we're small kid, n now we're young adult in just a blink of eyes, n in just a blink of eyes ur time is up n we gonna leave dis world..

and again, WHO CARES????

WHO DID EVER CARES?

no one did b4, n no one does now.. its not really ur fault to be honest, ye r kita bz r kn. mana ada masa nk pikir pasai masa.. kalu kita pikir pasai masa skrg x ker dah membuang masa tuh? am i rite? is a waste of time thinking bout sumthing from da past, we can change any of it, so just deal wif it.. straight up, make ur mind clear n look forward to da future...

AND...AGAIN??

WHO DOES THINK BOUT DA FUTURE?


just think bout it.. hmm


OUT!!!!!!

bout me.. dis is wat i think bout myself 3 year ago..nothing has ever change

hi everybody.. i really dunno whether their will b sumone dat will preview this blog.. im just wanna say sumthing bout myself..dats all. well actualy nobody i men nobody really noe who i really am.. i alway keep my real personality under shadow.. if i realy let it all out, it will b d end of da end[trust me!!!!].. there r tooooo much anger built inside me.. i relly dun wanna let it go, bcus i dun wan 2 harm anybody.. im a really gud actor.. i can cover up my anger,sadness,guiltyness, n all other -ve side of me.. dats da reason i post the lirix of surrender-billy talent.. i which a could just "surrender" my real feeling inside me n just be who i always want to be[which is not myself].. well, who ever reds this blog i realy which u dont understand a damn thing.. i just wanna keep it in me.. plus, i hope my frens havent notice this blog..

Billy Talent
Surrender
II

She reads a book from across the street
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet
Talk over coffee for an hour or two
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood

Killing time before she struts her stuff
She needs support and I've become the crutch
She'll never know how much she means to me
I'd play the game but I'm the referee

[CHORUS]
(Surrender)
Every word, every thought, every sound
(Surrender)
Every touch, every smile, every frown
(Surrender)
All the pain we've endured until now
(Surrender)
All the hope that I lost you have found
(Surrender) Yourself to me

Even though I know what I'm looking for
She's got a brick wall behind her door
I'd travel time and confess to her
But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger

[CHORUS]

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
Searching until my hands bleed
This flower don't belong to me
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
I think I found a flower in a field of weeds
Searching until my hands bleed
This flower don't belong to me
This flower don't belong to me
Why can't she belong to me?

Every word, every thought, every sound
Every touch, every smile, every frown
All the pain we've endured until now
All the hope that I lost, you have found

[CHORUS]
(Surrender)
Every word, every thought, every sound
(Surrender)
Every touch, every smile, every frown
(Surrender)
All the pain we've endured until now
(Surrender)
All the hope that I lost you have found

(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender)
Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender)
Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask
(Surrender)
Has my moment come and passed?
(Surrender)
I never had the nerve to ask

sleeping beauty or sleepy creepy??

well2.. wat a suprise.. hahaha.. 2day i learned sumthing dat i really dun bother but when it been point out its seem to bother me.. bkn nya aku xprasan benda nih tp td aku jdk mcm stunned.. terkejut, tercangak n xsangka yg benda nih real n is happenning around me.. around my frens, my family n my classmates..hmm. how should i start? hmm. first ari ni aku bgn agak lewat(as always)..7.50 a.m kot but still manage to be in BEl260 class at 8.10 a.m(true story ok n aku sempat mandi n make-up).. ma'am sharina tgh wat survey.. its actually an essay dat we supposed to write..bar-chart essay.. wanna noe da topic.. college/university students's activities during leisure time.. of cos ada la surfing, chatting, watching muvi all dat kind of stuff..PLUS, ada sleeping.. first benda to x bother aku sempat nomel r ada masa lapang aku pn kdg2 tido(eventhough lately nih aku jarang tido ptg.. tido mlm pun kdg2 x mcm mana nk tido ptg).. ok ma'am ask to rised up our hand kalu sapa yg tido time leisure time.JENG3.. wanna noe? all girl in my BEL260 class(DPA2B) rise up thier hand n boys didnt.. ni bulan posa r xkn org nk tipu kot.. so is an honest confession lah.. aku jdk terkejut.. xsangka yg bdk2 pmpn suma suka toido.. imean cmon lah slam ni aku pny expectation at girl r always high. in my p.o.v girl should be hardworking, workaholic kinda and all that other qualities but its suprised me dat they all like to sleep.wow!!! its BANG my head pretty heavy.. is it true? gurl suma suka tido je.. i mean comn.. u'all suma future wife(eventhough some dun wanna to be), u should be studying or cleaning.. hm kalu boys yg angkat tgn td ramai2 aku xterkejut sgt r sebb laki suma mmg pemalas pn.. tp aku bru realise dat boys in my campus jarang tido dah skrg.. most of us just sitting around, smoking, play games, watching muvi or Tv series jarang r tido n most of us tido lambat kot. plg awai pn slalu 2.am r.. kdg2 x tido truih.. so, pelik gak r aku.then i realize ya girl do love to sleep.. aku tringat blk smester le[as, clas pa ntah ramai gak gurls ngaku yg diorng suka tido jew.. so? i dunno.. form my opinion gurl shouldnt.. well, dats all i gotta say..

sleeping beauty or sleepy creepy??

adapted from FD blog...

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?...
+hmm yes.. except my relative? hmm still yes..+

What were you doing at 1 am?-lasnite..?
+sleep early bcuz im not feeling well last nite+

What was the reason you last cried?
+fight wif my mom+

What are you seriously wearing?
+rite now? my 2/3 short n my sleeveless t-shirt+

how are you doing tonight?
+great!!.. i feel much better+

Do you clean when you’re upset?...
+depends on da situation.. ussually i dont+


Would you ever dye your hair blue?
HELL yeah i will!!!!

How many pairs of shoes do you own?
+at dis moment? hmm.. 4 i guess.. can sandal b consider as shoe? if not i only got one.. im not a shoe person+

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
+hm.. depend on the feeling.. if guys, i'll come clean wif them , if girl depend of the girl+

What's on your mind right now?
+prison break seson 1 2 3 and 4.hahaha+

How have you felt today?
+great!! wonderful!!!+

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
+maybe.. kalau aku wat silap aku nak org maafkan aku n bg second chance so i have to do da same+

Did you cry today?
+nope.. i havent cried for 2 years now..+


Do you miss anyone?
+all my buddies in penang.. suma dah g study merata mesia.. susah nk lepak2 cm dulu.. miss Ed ngn Amir-dpa1b.. geng kita dah x sama cm dulu sejak korang xdak+

Who knows your biggest secret?
+nobody+

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
+My Shiteru-Nabila+

How many windows are open on your computer?
+five.. hell!!! wat kinda question is dis??+

What do you hear right now?
+aku tetap diriku-the official+

How many hours did you sleep last night?
+hmm...5 to 6 at least.. the longest sin dis whole semester+

Are you waiting for something?
+waiting for dawn+

Does anyone hate you?
+yes.. i do noe..+

Who was your last call from?
+fida.. she ask me bout meor.hahaha.she is a very concern gurlfren+

Have you ever ran away?
+too general.. from home? once.. responsibilty? used to.. not anymore.. i'd learned my lesson.. relationship? yes..+

Can you run a mile?
+of cos.. im not a pussy+

voice did you hear last?
+azam-"gua tidoq dulu bro"+

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
+no.. im ot gay hahaha n theres no girl around me dat willing or have guts to do that. plus is ramadan+

Did you speak to your mother today?
+last week.. boys!!!+

What is the last movie you watched?
+hmm.. in cinema or in laptop? in cinema wanted i guess, laptop hellboy II-the golden army(third time)+

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
+my mom i guess+

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
+yes.karma. whats goes up must come down+

Do you like someone?
+everyone around me..human are unique.. we are make wif different styles,character and emotion+

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
+a lot.. x mampu nk kira dah+

How late did you stay up last night and why?
12am.. the earliest in 2 month

Q & A

wats ur name?
Adam Ar-Rashid Bin Mohamad Rasdi

what ur nick?
+aCe+ a.k.a aCe+

wtas it is mean?
+bukak kamus tgk maksud dia+


fav food?
+my mum cooking.. da besh food in da world+

fav band?
+a lot.. lets just name da top 5 ok?
1)Linkin Park
2)sum 41
3)My chemical romance
4)billy talent
5)blink 182(angels and airwaves n +44)+

fav clothes line?
+A.L.I (action ladfigure inC)+

fav colour?
+black n white(y?? bcuz its opposite and clise')+

idol?
+Myself.. dun ask!!!!..ever...+

who u love da most. ur mummy or abah?
+honestly, my mummy bcuz im a son not daughter+

interest in?
+1)money 2)money 3)a lot a lot of MONEY+

dream job?
+engineer, lawyer, prime minister, king of the world, otromen batman, kluang man u name it. i used to want to be everyone+

sumthing u would like to achieve?
+a trophy of my own. i never have one+

what will u do if u noe dat u will die tommorrow?
+i dun noe...+

whos u wanna date?
+hm.. sticky one.. maybe ******..hahahaha+

unachieved dream?
+iu want to tarvel around da world.. hope its not to late+

future plan b4 turn 30?
+have a job dat will give me good paycheck dat can maek me live in a proper life, support my family, start my own kopitiam business, own a house and car them get married+

r u gay?
+NO+

in realitionship?
+kinda hard to explain.. maybe yes, maybe no+

why's dat?
+cinta tidak akan wujud jika hanya bertepuk sebelah tgn.. aku k yg bertepuk 2? hm...+

p.o.v about love?
+love is subjective and unpredictitable.. love can bring u to da place dat u'll never imagine.. love will make u do sumthing stupid sometimes cross da line, but u wont cares becuz u willing to loose everything just for love.love will make u strong n sometimes fragile.. love is not crazy, person in it are.love is a killing machine.. it will kill u, slowly or da fastest way dat u never imagine.last but not least, LOVE is LOVE+

Who Am I

Who Am I
I am what I am
I love who ever I am

I can be sun that shine up the world
I can’t be bought and I can’t be sold
I light up everyone life when they’re in pressure cold
But sometimes I’m overheat, as far as I’ve been told

I am hard and stubborn same as solid rock
But I just don’t care as far as everyone hear my thought

Sometimes I just like Jack Bauer in TV series call 24
Because I’ve been push to do something more
Or I considered myself as Micheal Scofield in Prison Break
I’m sagacious and my intelligent is not a fake

I’m not Superman, not Dark Knight either
Sometimes I make mistakes, I’m sorry I’m not a life saver
My decision will cost something, but I’m a believer
I always put everyone else first in list, ever and ever


I’m a student as long as I breathe
For me everything is knowledge even if it just a simple kiss
I’m a lover, I love everyone around me
But sometimes love blind me and s can’t really see

But
I am what I am
And
I love who ever I am


dis poem actually had its own story.. i wrote it bcuz our BEL lecturer assign us to do a poem ... she actually already give us a poem " I am A Bird" quite a good poem.. so she wanted us to do a poem dat represent aourself with sumthing.. but instict i wrote a poem entitled who i am and she loved it.plus my class mate luv it too.. all of them vote for excellent for dis poem.. n my group aa a;ways follow wat ever i did. meor, ajam n saf, thanx guy for giving me an opportunities to write again.. dia poem is also da reason i start writing poem again.. i stopped for almost a year.. thanx guys.. hehehe

bout me

well2.. bout me? what im gonna say bout myself.. not much i guess. i not dat kind of person dat self-proclaimed myself. i always let people around me, people dat noe me(even not fully) to tell more bout it..its maybe klise' but i like it dat way.. i dun wanna people think dat im kinda person dat look high to myself(eventhough we should). yet again, yy should i care.. who cares?(one of my buddy azam fav line).. i dun give a damn about people thought.. hey, im sharing.. dats good.hahaha.. back to dat issue, im kinda person dat dun care bout wat poeple think, i just do it.it might get me into trouble sometime but who cares..i dun..once, few month back i made dis mohawk hairstyles, almost everyone said its sucks, i just go on with it u noe y, cuz i dun give a damn.. i a straight edge kinda person..hmm.. wat else? err, for ur info, im kinda art person, i wrote poem, play, lyriC even hates letters(dats happened when im in primary skool, i'll talk bout it later)... hm.. its really not fitting with my rough personality but AGAIN, who cares?!!!!.. i love myself, n i will live it anyway i want it.hmm... my fens used to make fun of it but i dun care.. its bout my princuples of life.. i have 3 of it.. first the most important of all "English is my Passion, Malay its my liFe".. i mean in life i alway look up for english, i love studying it, n i believe it will make ur life easier n help u get trough all da probs in life but again malays cultures will alway be da stone of the road but its not gonna stop me.. sometimes in life we have to make a choice and stand and live wif it..i might bite u back in ur ass, but u just have to stand it.trust me!! i noe how its feel like.. i apart of me.. im mixture-malay chinese. dats will alway haunt me for the rest of my life, but im cool wif it.. well, my second principles its "Dont hunt what U cant Kill, Dun Kill what u Cant Have".. it means u mess wif someone that u can fight, n dun kill a chance for everyone else if u can get dat chances.. for example u try to hit a girl n she reject u, dun kills any other guys opportunities just bcuz u cant have her.. that suck!!! really really damn fucking suck!!!! hm.. ok ok.. third n my last principle is "He who laugh last, laugh loudest".. hm i dun think i have to explain dis rite. just understnd it ur self.. ok lah, i gonna continued wif my prison break.. hehe.. its wanna of my fav TV show, wanna noe what my top 1 fav? hm.. maybe next time.. ok, chow.. peace in, roX out.. so long n gudnite

MY SWEET LIL’ BLOOD ANGEL

I never truly love you
For God sake I know it is true
Maybe I’m really blind or stupid, but it’s the right things to do
Who cares, I jst wanna be with you
My interests in you, its never cruel
Before I go to dreamland, I will always say “I love you”

Is my feeling to you love, I always wonder?
If its worth I’ll willing to trade my soul to the soul trader
I love you so much, whenever I high or sober
Simple curiosity cross my mind whether we’re soulmate
If its true, wow! It will be great
What if it’s not, my God hope it’ll not come true what I just said

Recently speaking I don’t really know what I feel right now
So many things in my mind, sorry I’m not willing to take a bow
I love you so much before, but I’m not really sure right now
We never fight at all, no such things as sorrow
We never share things, no offer for a borrow
I’m not sure our relation is love, today maybe what about tomorrow?

I really love you my sweet lil’ blood angel
It’s not I’ve someone else, but my heart right now really fragile
I’m so sorry babe, my cute shorty, my sweet dream goodnight, my girl
So many things up in my head, my mind been twisted and twirled
Maybe it’s good for us to keep the distance not just for now but for real

I’m sorry babe, maybe we are not meant to be
Maybe someone out here for you, or maybe I’m just being silly
I want us to be like before, when I say “I love you” daily
I just don’t want to know why but that really rare lately
Maybe, maybe, maybe we should break up, really
I know this will break your heart, it hurt me too, I’m really really sorry

My sweet lil’ blood angel, I release you
Fly and go to the place you really want to
I’m insist I really do
Fly high and rip the sky in blue
Don’t worry about me, fate and faith will find me my real boo
Its just that, that boo its not you….


err... to anybody who even read dis stuff just leave cmmnt ok.. i dun really wanna talk bout what dis poem is really about.. if u really look through it maybe u'll got the idea of the poem..ok chow..hehehe..