Dan Bila Esok

Song-Dan Bila Esok
Band-Sofaz

Di dalam hati selalu tersimpan
rasa yang takkan pernah bisa ku ungkapkan
kau diam tanpa kata
saatku ungkap semua rasa

Di saat ku ingin dekat denganmu
kau semakin jauh meninggalkanku
dan kau diam tanpa kata
saatku ucap semua rasa

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
tuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki
tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
tuk bisa menjagai hati ini
tuk selama-lamanya

Mungkinkah esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatiku
untuk cinta yang pernah engkau miliki
untuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki
tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
untuk bisa menjagai hati ini
tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu

Untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki tuk selama-lamanya

My Heart Is A Soldier

Hati Ini Kotor,
Tak Layak Untuk Kau Pegang.

Hati Ini Hitam,
Tak Layak Untuk Kau Simpan.

Hati Ini Penuh Dengan Tar,
Tak Layak Untuk Dekat Dengan Hati Kau.

Hati Ini Pesong,
Tak Layak Untuk Meluruskan Kau.

Hati Ini Sesat,
Tak Layak Untuk Membimbing Kau.

Hati Ini Rapuh,
Tak Mampu Untuk Menanggung Derita.

Namun,
Hati Ini Gersang,
Kepingin Memiliki Hati Kau.
Hati Ini Keras,
Masih Mahu Mencuba.
Hati Ini Degil,
Terus Memberi Walau DiLanyak-lanyak.
Hati Ini Cekal,
Gagah Untuk Menanggung Sakit.
Hati Ini Bebas,
Mampu Membelah Awan Biru

Tapi,
Hati Ini,
Mahu Di Lanyak Berulang-Ulang.
Mahu Jatuh Berkecai Bak Kaca.
Mahu Kalah Pada Yang Sama.
Mahu Diterjah Berkali-Kali.
Mahu Di hina Dan Di Keji.
Mahu Di Sepak Dan Di Terajang.
Mahu Jatuh Tersungkur Dan Terkangkang.

Juga,
Mahu Di Kurung Dekat Dengan Kau.
Mahu Di Lekat Hampir Dengan Kau.
Mahu Jatuh Cinta Pada Kau.

Light Of Kiss

Beautiful As Its Sound,
Cuter As Its Look.
That You..
:-)

I Kiss Her Cheek

OUCH!!!!

Bye Bye Black Bird

i cross 40km from merbok tu butterworth just to u before u took off. its totally worth it. im sorry i didnt teel u earlier but thats the point rite, its a suprise. babe, i do wanna see you. it kills me when i knwo that u r that close to me but yet so far to reach. i suppose to fight harder, n for that im sorry. but still, it damn worth it to scoot all the way to penang eventhough we only got 20 minutes to spent together. ur mama was so understanding for leaving n left u with me, alone. i cherish every second of it. bye bye blackbird. i alway gonna miss you and i alway love you!

Love The Way You Lie

Artist-Eminem Ft. Rihanna
Song-Love The Way You Lie
Album-Recovery

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn
But that's alright

Because I like The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe I can't breathe
But I still fight While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it Wait
Where you going I'm leaving you
No you ain't Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane But when it's bad
It's awful I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom And these words
When you spit 'em You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today That was yesterday
Yesterday is over It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry But that's alright
Because I love The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things Did things
That we didn't mean And we fall back
Into the same patterns Same routine
But your temper's just as bad As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love You're just as blinded
Baby please come back It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist At the dry wall
Next time There will be no next time
I apologize Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I Hate Everything About You

Why You Hate Me So Much?
All I Can Think About Its The Fact That You Try To Get Rid Of The Feeling Of Love.
Aint It?

wow

There Nothing In The World Can Compare To How I Feel,
i Felt Overwhelm And It Keep Me Reel,
Keep Me Energize And Keep Me In Blue,
What Feeling? Feeling Of Missing You!

Warmness On The Soul

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

You Are Not Mine To Own ~My Lovely~

Your HEART is my home..
Warm,cozy and nice!!
It's the only place,
I LOVE to be in...
Morning,noon and night!!!

I LOVE YOU ♥ ♥ ♥

Believe it or not, those words up above is not mine.yeah, its may seem like it, but no it isn't.i never aspect she one of the type of poet but she do can write , but the cliche' of that fact is that, poet characteristic she has is not mine to own. i guess i never will own her. well, even though thing had dissolve between us( i guess it is), i dunno why im still hurting. maybe the fact that i learn bout how she truly felt about me kills most of my dying heart.how so? her action speaks for herself. i should be mad at her but instead im sad. i should ripped her heart out to make it mine, but instead im mourning.hahaha. like i said before, i am that stupid. see that sweet lil bear above? her name is Barry. well, even as cosy as it seem when i hugged Barry tightly, but the reality is i never hold her, own her, feel her. why? because truly she never open her heart to me but her heart is not my to own, her hand is not mine to hold. its other dude lucky charm kicks mine back to down earth.been cheated ove AGAIN, how many time? sorry, i lost count. it hurts. i does but thats the pain i have to endure, thats the motherfucking facts i have to learn to accept. my heart is a soldier, yeah rite. fuck me!

p/s-Barry is no longer in my possession cuz i give it to her.

Not For Me To Decide

As For You Theres Only 2 Option Remains. Either Love Me Or Hate Me. But Its You Who Put It That Way, Not Me..

Death

Song-I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Band-Death Cab For Cutie
Album-Plans

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied

Brutal Cold

There no such thing as me and you, only me and you. theres alway third party. theres alway another guy, theres alway another girl. wanna talk about being single? single is another word for no serious attachment with anybody, not bout feeling. when feeling come in hand, theres a different side of the meaning of single.so, yeah. im single though. same goes for her

This Is Our Story

a beautiful dove like you will keep on flying high,
until somehow magically you own the sky,
as for that reason i won't be a drag to hold you from your search,
because i'll be down here waiting for you on mother earth
an independent soul like yours will keep on living free,
until you finally colour your life with full of glee,
a colour of life which keep you fill and satisfy,
but still i will be right down here waiting to justify.

if there even a slightest thing in this world
that could ever slow your pace, girl
i'll kill it instantly so that your lust keep on fire
why? beacuse girl like you is full of passion and desire
i couldn't stop you i wouldn't want to
because your type of naturale is just a few
a rare girl like you i hard to find
thats why i'll keep waiting till you are mine

you are you whom become miss teen
you are you whom one day will be a queen
you are you whom never slow down
you are you whom alway own the town
you are you whom never give up
you are you whom never stop
you are you whom bend the curve
you are you whom i alway love

i am me whom alway here
i am me whom alway near
i am me whom gonna keep waiting
i am me whom gonna keep on fighting
i am me whom not gonna stop trying
i am me whom never gonna stop loving
i am me whom alway love you
i am me whom forever will still be in love with you

Airplanes Part 2

(Hayley Williams)

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now

(Dreamin’)
(Of fallin’)
(Dreamin’)
(Of fallin’)

(B.o.B)

Let’s pretend like it’s ’98
Like I’m eatin’ lunch off of Stryofoam trays
Tryna be the next rapper comin’ out the A (A-Town)
Hoping for a record deal to ignore my pain
Now let’s pretend like I’m on the stage
And when my beat drops, everybody goes insane
(Okay) And everybody know my name (B.o.B)
And everywhere I go, people wanna hear me sing
Oh, yeah, I just dropped my new album
On my first week, I did 500,000 (Yes)
Gold in the spring, and diamond in the fall
And then a world tour just to top it all off
And let’s pretend that they call me the greatest
Sellin’ out arenas with big-ass stages
And everybody loved me, and nobody hated
Just tryna use imagination

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)

(Okay) Let’s pretend like this never happened
Like I never had dreams of being a rapper
Like I didn’t write raps up in all of my classes
Like I never used to run away into the blackness
Now, let’s pretend like it was all good (Good)
Like I didn’t live starin’ in the notebook (Notebook)
Like I did the things that I prolly knew I should (Should)
But I ain’t have neighbors, that’s why they call it hood
(Yeah) Now let’s pretend like I ain’t got a name
Before they ever called me B.o.B or AKA Bobby Ray
I’m talkin’ back before the mixtapes
Before the videos and the deals and the fame
Before they ever once compared me to Andre (Three Stacks)
Before I ever got on MySpace
Before they ever noticed my face
So let’s just pretend
And make wishes out of airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)
Wish right now (Wish right now)

And it seems like yesterday
It was just a dream
But those days are gone
They’re just memories

And it seems like yesterday
It was just a dream
But those days are gone

(Eminem)

Let’s pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen
Let’s pretend things would’ve been no different
Pretend he procrastinated, had no motivation
Pretend he just made excuses that were so paper-thin
They could blow ‘way with the wind
Marshall, you’re never gonna make it
Makes no sense to play the game, ain’t no way that you’ll win
Pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends
Pretend he even had a friend to say was his friend
And it wasn’t time to move and schools weren’t changin’ again
He wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kid
He had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as shit
And he never dreamed that he could rip stadiums
And just lazy as shit
Fuck a talent show in a gymnasium, bitch
You won’t amount to shit, quit daydreamin’, kid
You need to get your cranium checked
You’re thinkin’ like an alien, it just ain’t realistic
Now pretend that they ain’t just make him angry with this shit
And there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed at
And his alarm went off to wake him
But he didn’t make it to the Rap Olympics
Slept through his plane and he missed it
He’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailie and Laney
These food stamps and this WIC shit
‘Cause he never risked shit, he hoped and he wished it
But it didn’t fall in his lap, so he ain’t even here
He pretends that

Airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now
Wish right now

Eet Haga Hik

SHE SAID=

miss u??

realy ??

hmm...??

thinkng.. y i miss u..??

hee.... know y??

because i miss u damn so much...!!!

=)

but... u know y i miss u...??

i dunno too lowh... huxhux... so.. think..!!

Aint Another Excuse, Its Fact

i was left in the dark for quite something i've turn to something i hate. darkness can be comforting sometimes, but when u do keep comfortable in the dark, it means u've change. yes, darkness do presenting bad things,demonic things. thats why we should fear if we felt comfortable in the dark. but what if the question of choice in not on the table? what if we cant choose not to live in the dark. we are force to do so.well that mean we are meant to be in dark. we are meant to be bad. we are meant to be the vilain in life. we are who we are, thats correct n thats are also not true.sometimes we are force to be something we dont want to without us knowing that. we are becoming something bad unwillingly. once we realise we are too late because we had become the thing that we not supposed to be. wanna know bout darkness? thats real life..

You Are Special

You are special. why? we text each other 24/7. the only then we stop is when we both are asleep. You are special. why? because everyday i sent u a good nite poem just before you go to dreamland. You are special. why? you make me smile every second my phone rang when i get ur texts. You are special. why? because sometimes you force me to webcam eventhough i hate YM. You are special. why? because on my laptop the wallpaper is either our sweet pix or our pix together. You are special. why? because i bought ateddy bear since i met you. You are special. why? i miss you every single day.You are special. why? because after all this while, i havent even confess to you how i feel all along since we first reunited after long lost. You are special. why? you stole my heart away and i know it keep on pounding everytime. You are special.why? BECAUSE I DO LIKE YOU.. You are special.why? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

Trouble Is A Friend-Lenka

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

This Is Real Life, And It Just Kick My Ass

In life there are two simple choice. A-give up and leave or B-Stand up and fight. to be frank, i am at the junction between both. i dunno whether i should just give up n raise my middle finger to all of you at leave this shithole once n for all because its only bring me misery and pain which i'd reach to a point where i cant endured it any longer. but apart of me wanna keep on fighting because im such in closer motion to the finish line. im almost there. the only thing that bring me down is the fucking "injury". so, will i suck it up, pull myself together n stand to finish this godforsaken race or just raise my white flag? i dunno. there nothing much left in my cup. i havent find the courage to summon the fighting spirit. i am so close to giving up.im still hanging. which also mean i havent given up yet. which mean, im still in the game, im still in the race. fuck others even if they finish first before me, because where i come from, my hood teach be to be a fighter not a Bacul. winning is another scenario, its just an extra credit, what important is finishing what u have started. thats how i was raised. but im no longer sweet childish innoncence boy such 10 years ago. i'd grown. i'm learned. some of the experience which i collected along the way is that sometimes given up is not an act of cowardness, its the smart way to survive, to still be in the war eventhough you surrendered the battle. so, what say me decision? nah i havent decided. im still waiting.

p/s-lucky for me, shes there all the time to pick up my broken pieces n combined it together to make me whole again.