No Man Is An Island But Im Different Though

When you cant contact or connected when someone you love cuz i love the communication device, was it your fault? damn technology. why? why we'll mushy2, lovey dovey only when we cant connected with each other through any tech method as such facebook, text messages n etc. why cant we love someone just the way they are without needs for attachment to each other with all the type of communication? does it really necessary? do we really need to report to our love one our where ebing 24/7? if yes, wow! thats suck! thats suck hard! i hate attachment. i hate when people tell me what to do. i hate when someone keep tailing me on everything that i'd done on very single day, nay every single minutes. i need breathing room, i need personal space.i need time of my own. thats one of the reason i really glad i los my phone. seriously, i never felt free like this. seriously i dont miss my phone. im freaking happy cuz i dun have a phone rite now cuz no one i mean no one can contact me whatsoever, and i like it. im free. i think i'll try not to buy a new phone in near time being.

Resist Is Pointless

whats the point of even remembering/missing/wanna-hug-if-see-in-front-of-own-eyes if the person herself doesnt even give a damn? well girls, if that the game u wanna play, game on. i can play along n mark this, i will win in the end. dont test my awfulness!

New Indie In Town

Band- Fit For Rivals
Song- Crash
Album- Steady Damage

Don't know where I'm going
Everybody's running, everybody's running
Come back, after all is broken
Everything is burning, no one is returning

Step back, step back
Everybody, step back, step back
It's time to pick up the slack, the slack
You ought to know

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

Don't know why I'm crawling
Everybody's running, everybody's running
Re-spun back to where there's something
Everything was falling, trust in what was nothing

Step back, step back
Everybody, step back, step back
It's time to pick up the slack, the slack
You ought to know

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

[riffs]

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing x3

Christian Cage Is The Captain Charisma

Band- Jim Johnston Ft. Story Of The Year
Song-Close Your Eyes
Album-WWE Addicts

Go!

If you close your eyes, Your life, a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and scars never healed
(Scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there you'll see if you just close your eyes.
If you just close your eyes.
(If you just close your eyes)

Deceived by my eyes and all I was told I should see.
Opinions not mine, The person they taught me to be.
One night in the dark of vision of someone I know,
And out of the darkness I heard a voice say I'm you.

Inside of me a light was turned on. Then I was alive.


If you close your eyes, Your life a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and, scars never healed
(scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there, you'll see if you just close your eyes.
(Close Your Eyes)

Hearts uninspired, trapped inside somebody's dream.
To close to the fire, Yet cold and so numb with the pain.
But the fever has broken, and the river has run to the sea.
Washed to the ocean and saved by a voice inside me.

Inside of me a light was turned on, Then I was alive.

If you close your eyes. Your life a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and scars never healed
(Scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there you'll see if you just close your eyes.
(If You just close your eyes. If You just close your eyes)

I Heart My Mom

wanna wish my mum, Zaridah Binti Ahmad a very lovely mothers day. u r the besh mom in the world that anyone will nevy for cuz i am ur son. thanx for all the wisdom n advice that u gave me to make me a better person, you r the prime mover of the obelisk in my heart that hardly change if anyone try to, but you r the only one who cna do it. i will never change myself if other told me so, only if you say so.cuz, u r my mother. no matter how much i struggle, i rebel, in the end i will alway follow any of ur words. sory, for all my misbehavior. sinc enow im already a young adult, i will try to be a better person just like u wish i will become someday. i will achieve that, slowly but steadily.only for u mummy.

Im Digging My Own Grave

back in 2007 i once dream. dream to be somebody. somebody that society look up for.not public figure, but just somebody that his life aint so bad cuz he manage to take care of himself,independently survive own his own. make his own signature, colored his own life as he want it to be.yeah, that was my dream. as for now, i am on my way to try to achieve that dream. how im i gonna do that? i need the KEY. the key that society demanded me to own if i wanna make it. the KEY here, symbolise as certificate that everyonr try to hold on but many had fall. the KEY is either DIPLOMA or if lucky, DEGREE.but now, i am crashing down n burn.

p/s-STUDY LA ADAM KALAU NAK BERJAYA!

Pondan?

Azam ckp aku ada sifat kewanitaan dalam diri aku. ntah.aku pun xsure.well, nak kata pa, sbb dalam family aku aku ada 2 org adik bradik pompuan, akak ngn adik aku. aku sorang ja anak laki. anak tengah plak tu. so, maybe betul la kot. maybe aku dah terinfluence skit2 ngan sifat2 lembut siblings aku.so, maka skali skala secara tak langsung sifat kewanitaan tu akan terserlah gak.hm.. tapi jangan risau, im stil straight. xmen2 r gay2.haha

The Cure Is The Main Poison But I Swallow It Anyway

Listen.For Once Just Listen,Don't Argue. Try To See What I Have To Say.Just Try To Find The Logics Of My Word. Try To Understand The Reason Not The Action.Action May Leads To The Perception Of Negativity.Reason In The Other Hand Will Give You The Whole New Perspective About The Situation.But Compared Mine With Others. I Won't Care A Bit What Others Will Say. What Matter The Most Is Us.Because This Is Our Story Not Theirs.Where Are In It, Not Them.

Can't You See The Difference? The Distance Between Our Bond? Your World Is Close To Mine But Still Somehow I Can't Reach It. You Are Mine But Not Heartly Own.Why? Is It Me Or Is It You? I Rather Not Say. Because I Don't Wanna Hurt You.I Cared Too Much To Be The Pain Deliver. I Choose To Create This Fantasy That You Live In Right Now Because Thats How I Want You To Be Not How You Suppose To Be. Yes, I Admit. Its Selfish But Tell Me Then.What Am I Suppose To Do?

I Do Remember The Time When We Were Happy.Its Not That Long Ago But It Felt Thousand Lightyear Away. I Remember How U Laugh Sincerely Not Fakely As Now. I Remember You Being So Talkative Because That's Just How You Are. I Remember How We Used To Jog Sweatyly Our Ass Off And When Our Hand Touches I Can Feel The Love. Like Im The Happiest Dude In The World. What Had Happened Then? How In Hell Did We Loose All Of It?

Im Confused Babe.Light Me Up Please.

If I Let It Go, Will The Scar Continue To Show?

You are so cute, you are so beautiful

You are the reasons that make me crawl

When I face you I felt so tall

Overwhelmed by your cuteness make me seem small

You are so beautiful, you are so cute

You are the type of non-mute

When you speak I felt overwhelmed

My knees become weak, that’s damn

I like your styles, I like your perfume’s smell

U teased my hair a lot of gels

Jokes on me make me laugh so hard

Maybe it not that good but you make it seems smart

I like your perfume’s smell, I like styles

Simple n catchy make me fragile

You are so cute, I’m not gonna lie

Make me wanna come look at you, all night

I wrote this poem out of uncertainty

Maybe it seem lame but it full of dignity

This poem is to make a point

A suggestion that our heart should be join

Because I like you a lot hope you do too

Simple say, I love you.

Love Is A Dangerous Game To Play

I dunno what the hell is ur probs but if u keep going on like this, u will loose me babe. im freaking tired with all the games, the lame excuses, the secret relation that we need to keep low under the radar, all the ignorance. u know what, im a dude. i shouldnt felt the way i am now, u r suppose to have all of this kinky feeling stuff. dun bother. from now on, im shunning u.end of story!

Jen Ledger

sory tre' cool. minah ni favourite drummer aku skrg.. nama minah ni jen ledger, drummer Skillet. bru umuq 20.

Just Another Perks

One thing about being broke is that u can stil be happy though. u can stil hang out, to free place like enjoying the view on a sundown at the lake.n the most important thing, when u broke, u wont felt such an ass if there someone else tehre with u, being broke, together, eating maggi together, sharing a puff of ciggys together, cook to together, it just another silly day of our life i guess. thats teh reason why i love all my housemates. theres bad blood everywhere but in the end of it, we all in this together.

Cute & Wisdom Can Mixed Well

In Life You Will Realize That There's A Purpose Of Every Person You Meet,
Some Will Care For You,
Some Will Test You,
Some Will Use You,
Some Will Teach You,
Some Will Bring Out The Best In You,
Some Will Hurt You,
But You'll Learn To Move On,
So Forgive Of Those Who Can't Treat You Right,
And Hold On To Those Who Will Treat You Right.
Gudnite!

Song-SOmething
Band-Escape The Fate

So now you're running
it's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
you're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me
I've treated you badly
But I am still here

Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
that's how you make me
Sometimes I question why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else


You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
we've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait for ever
Yes I would wait (I would wait)
You know I would wait forever
Yes I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant
Something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else

Song-My Heart Is A Soldier
Band- The Juliana Theory

I fight to make you stronger, to make you love your life.
I fight to show you purpose, to keep you satisfied.
I fight to make you happy. I war to win your heart.
I'd fight forever for you. I ache when we're apart.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

I fight to stay together, to bring us eye to eye.
I fight to speak your language, to keep you by my side.
I fight to make it easy. I push to give you time.
I fight our losing battle. I bleed to stay alive.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

Am I twisting everything?
It's hard to tell when all I see is temporarily between the way it should and shouldn't be.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.
My heart's a soldier. My heart's a soldier.

I fall like a fighter when you give me a shot. I'll live like a lover when you're all that I've got.

I'm fighting for us. My heart is a soldier.
I'm killing myself. My heart is a soldier marching to die.

Life Is A Bumpy Road

I Hate Final.
I Hate Studying.
I Hate Books.
I Hate Paying Rent.
I Hate Authority.
I HATE YOU

So Long & Gudbye To Teen World, I Don't belong There Anymore

as i turned 20, well it suck though.i wanna be 19 forever but thats just wishful thinking i guess.hahaha. now, like it or not i belong in adulthood, no more teenager.but do i change completely? dun worry im stil me. i dun believe in resolution changes n wishes. i change when ever i want to.pediodically, not instantly.i will change but not in single day, not starting tiday cuz its my bday, i will change bit by bit.haha.

well, thanx to all the bday wishes. i appreciated it a lot though. to all the texts, all the wishes through facebook, chat in facebook,email, mail i facebook. thanx a lot. sory its my reply its short but stil i appreciated it all.n specially for the one who called me on the exact moment of 12am today. who? not gonna tell. haha. n not to forget for all the early wishes, stil tengkiu.hehe.

my bday turn on to be great but stil theres one grudge. not a big one but i was hoping for it to happen actual. guess what, she didnt wish me. well, she did chat with me 30 minutes aerlir to ask whether its my bday, n then she promised to wih on the excat time, but that didnt happen.well, im not as hurt as i thought i would, but im kinda excepting another letdown n that is what excatly happen so its okay.

p/s- stil looking for poetry book.ahaks.silly

Welcome To The Adulthood

abg,,i found diz 1 poEm 4 u...
so,,i guEss diz is da bEz birthdAy wishes 4 my dearEst bro...=)

"I'm fortunate, and I'm glad
I got you for my brother;
Even if I had the chance,
I wouldn't pick another.


I'm happy you're in my life
You're my winner, come what may.
May your birthday wishes come true
On your very special day. "
hAppy 20th birthday abg adAm...

mAy aLLah bLess u aLways=))

Im Officially Hates Burfday Next Year cuz Im No Longer Teen

Dear Adam,

A little reminder to show that I care,
A few thoughts in my mind, openly share.
Where should I begin, before raindrops appear?
Has it already been another beautiful year?

Who would have guessed; no changes at all
Expressions the same, If I do recall.
That smirk is you, strangely unique,
In sync rhythm, with rosy re...d cheek.

Please do not worry, you are not asleep,
Internal changes and growth, surely not cheap.
A birthday; a chance to remember a year,
Where is the line of moving frontier?

Once again I wish u Happy Birthday Adam...

Nothing Left To Say

nothing left to say.
its just a memory now.
all the times we share, even though its too short, but still wont perished.
cuz deep inside i know.
we will never be the same.
all left with me, its just this picture.
to remembered all the gud times happened.
to recall that once i was happy.
to be reminded of the truth meaning of life.
to learned thats worng and whats rite.
the moment we were together were heaven on earth.
eventhough its on the call of the devil.
at least at that moment, we are ourself.
we connected on every level possible.
at least we try to discover, together.
but yet again, thats all in the past.
you took the path far away from mine.
and i choose to stay in wonderland.
i dont regret my decision.
its just another memory.
a sweet old memory that i cant never relive ever again,with anyone,ever.