We Are Who We Are

ever thought about running away? running from what ur used to be. searching for new place, new identity, place which one one know ur past or urself which make others judge u, ever thought of that? well it seem pretty solid move to make aite? clean new slate with a chance to start over, a chance to make it right this time. but beware of the spoiler, ur past not gonna stay back and let u leave just like that. its gonna come back crawling to ur back door n come knocking. when it does its only a matter of time when ur new picture perfect life going to be haunted n crash to pieces. there no shits of starting over, new n different. what we can do is used that freaking bad experience as a life example n stand up n face the consequences.once we do, thing wont be so bad. its not gonna be as blue as before, but its better then a life on the run. cuz we are who we are. u cant change that fact.

Punk Eh?

mummy aku usha ni, konpem2 dia suro potong blk rambut aku on the spot.hahaha. no sweats, kalu ngn mummy aku aku xbuh gel byk2. bg nmpk messy skit jew so x r ketara sgt.hahaha

My Blog, My Rules, My Way

nak story skit. ada mamat ni tanya aku pasai blog. dia tanya da brapa lama da aku ada blog ni. aku kira2 blk, wah da dkt 2 taun da aku ada blog. aku pun cam xsedaq yg masa jalan cam ayaq terjun ja. series. ok2. thats not what i wanna story bout. ok, mamat tu tanya lagi, weh blog bkn ble wat duit ka. aku balas blk, yaka? dia cakap, yala. aku ble buh iklan2 mua kat blog ang n then bulan2 dpt payment. seriesly, aku xtaw pun pasai2 wat duit ngn blog by putting some advertisement on it.aku just gelak ja without any reply. ya, aku pasan, byk gak blog2 yg aku singgah ada nuffnag(betui ka eja ni), ada iklan nu, ada iklan ni, macam2 iklan la. siap kdg2 post yg depa tulih, tgh2 syok baca, ble plak ada iklan. peh, sempoi siot da mcm tgk TV da, ble ada iklan tgh2. hahaha.well, as for myself, aku actually xsuka sangat nk buh2 iklan2 mua kat blog aku.bkan sbb aku xmau duit ka pa, it just that, blog yg aku cipta 2 taun lepaih n counting, adalah tempat utk aku luahkan perasaan aku, tempat aku maki hamun org yg wat cibai ngn aku, tempat aku freeze any sweet or damnest moment of myselft so that when i re-read everything i can goes. "ooo ya, benda ni penah jadik kat aku dulu..".. tu tujuan aku wat blog. bkn nak wat duit. plus, aku sendri pun xtaw yg ada org baca ka x blog aku, contoh mcm blog Eny, peh skali satu post dia tulih, berpuluh2 comment masuk, aku, satu pun nk dpt satu komen pun susah.ahhahaha. xkesah pun. sbb apa yg aku tulih adalah utk aku. kalu ada org len baca, its a credit la kan.hahaha.ok2, da melalut d ani. my point is, i xmau nk buh iklan2 mua kat blog aku. final.orang len nk buat, buatlah,but not me. i guess underground style gets me this time. no mainstream, no public known of appearance, juts be what your want. hahaha. reminder, ni blog aku,aku ble wat apa aku suka, aku ble tulih apa aku nak,aku ble tambah buang apa aku nak, n macam2 lagi la. adios amigo!

p/s-baru pasan. aku tulih post ni dalam bahasa melayu. peh, da lama xtulih dlm BM.haha. pasan mat saleh tui aku ni.hahahaha

Wave Your Flag

Artist-K'Naan
Song- Wavin' Flag

When i get older, they'll call me freedom
Just like a Waving Flag.

[Chorus]
When I get older, I will be stronger,
They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag,
And then it goes back, and then it goes back,
And then it goes back

Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
but Violent prone, poor people zone,
But it's my home, all I have known,
Where I got grown, streets we would roam.
But out of the darkness, I came the farthest,
Among the hardest survival.
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak,
Except no defeat, surrender retreat,

So we struggling, fighting to eat and
We wondering when we'll be free,
So we patiently wait, for that fateful day,
It's not far away, so for now we say

[Chorus]
When I get older, I will be stronger,
They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag,
And then it goes back, and then it goes back,
And then it goes back

So many wars, settling scores,
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor,
I heard them say, love is the way,
Love is the answer, that's what they say,
But look how they treat us, Make us believers,
We fight their battles, then they deceive us,
Try to control us, they couldn't hold us,
Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers.

But we struggling, fighting to eat,
And we wondering, when we'll be free
So we patiently wait, for that faithful day,
It's not far away, but for now we say,

[Chorus] 2x

(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And everybody will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And you and I will be singing it
(Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhh)
And we all will be singing it
(Ohhh Ohh Ohh Ohh)

[Chorus] 2x

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger, just like a Waving Flag,
Just like a Waving Flag, just like a Waving flag
Flag, flag, Just like a Waving Flag

p/s-wave your flag guys. be proud of ur own national flag-JALUR GEMILANG. lagu ni theme song world cup.

Secrets Makes Us Closer

simple conversation

F: jangan gitau kak aku aku smoke.
A: awat plak?
F: ang cam xkenai dia.
A:ooo. ok2. aku cam xble caya lagi yg ang smoke.hahaha
F:ish ang ni. well, aku saja nk try, orang cakap besh.
A:pala otak ang besh.
F:abih awat ang isap?
A: aku rokok ni dah jadik keperluan idup da.
F: huh.
A: pasni, kalu nak cakap la, aku bagi.
F:yaka? mekasih. sayang ang.
A: yala tu.

End Of Conversation..

F

England Team

GOAL KEEPER-
1)Joe Hart
2) David James
3)Robert Green

DEFENDER-
1)Jamie Carragher
2)Ledley King
3)John Terry
4)Matther Upson
5)Stephen Warnock
6)Ashley Cole
7) Rio Ferdinand
8) Glenn Johnson

MIDFIELDER-
1)Gareth Barry
2)Micheal Carrick
3)Joe Cole
4)Steven Gerrard
5)Frank Lampard
6)AARON LENNON*
7)James Milner
8)Whaun Wright-Phillips

STRIKER-
1) Wayne Rooney
2)Jermain Defoe
3) Emile Heskey
4) Peter Crouch

My fav for the world cup. my fav player from the squad, first of all of course Aaron Lennon, others will be Hotspurs captain, Ledley King. n not to forget Man U's ace striker, Wayne Rooney and also defender/captain Rio Ferdinand. as for the keeper goes, i think Joe Hart is the best of all 3. sorry Green. viva 3 lions!

Ride Along Aint Something Simple, It Means Everything

No One, I Really Mean No One Can Have A Ride On My Bike Unless They Mean Something To Me. So Far, Whom Ever Had Ride Along On My Bike Is Dudes, Which Are My Friends(Dudes Not Count Okay!), Both Of My Sister, & You My Dear. Well. U Had Make It To The Next Level When I Invited You To Ride With Me.Maybe To You It Means Nothing Cause You DOnt Know The Symbolic Of The Action Is, But To Me, It Means Everything. You Just Gain Acess To My Filthy Heart. Now, Its Ur Move n Its Up to You Wantcha Wanna Do.

Suprised!

"Ang Nak Handphone Ni? Kiss Aku Dulu."

Happen Around 7.02PM Just Now.
What Happened Next, Thats For Me To Know And For You Guys To Find Out.

Stupidity Equals Single

Ok, Nows since the heat been cooled off, i will story at ya. SINGLE? some dont believe me saying that its just another tactics of me to hit a girl, to lure a gurl to my place. fuck you guys. thats what i reply. i dont need to justify myself, so say whatcha want, i dun give a damn at all. juts to be clear, if i really wanna used facebook as a tool of hitting girls, why on earth did i stated there that i'd been in relationship, better of said single if thats was my purpose, idjit.

believe it or not, yes, im single. like i said before, Adam Ar-Rashid is mean to be single, always. but my heart wont let me. it kept falling, n falling n falling for a wrong pair.i dunno, maybe its just my stupid luck or maybe its a punishment for me, but still i dont know how to stop. i keep on going n trying. stupid huh? yeah, maybe i am that stupid. or maybe i just that plain, or even maybe my herat is a soldier though cuz i keep on trying even i know its a lost cause.

oh ya, i forgot. this post is not about the story why i change my relation status in facebook to single. sorry.

p/s- FYI for that certain someone, i you do love me, why u didnt post any of the pics of you with barry, why upload something else. huh. yeah , i am that stupid

Road To Madrid

UEFA Champions League Final.
Inter Milan VS Bayern Munich

I dun favor any of this team, but its final dude so im gonna watch it anyway. plus, its get douchey if only EPL teams in the final every single season right, so its kinda good to see new team arive at the final.well, Inter havent win Champs League title eversince 1965 n Bayern since 1991. gud luck for both team.

Aint It To Soon?

shes crazy, n thats what i like about her.

Better Of Dead

pernah dengaq stigma? percaya pada stigma? well bagi aku, aku xpercaya sangat unless aku experience sendri benda tu. contoh paling baek ialah stigma "budak klantan ni berpuak".. seriesly aku dari dulu xpercaya benda ni. dulu aku xble r nak argue sbb aku xpenah ada member2 dr klantan, but now aku da 2 member dr klantan, housemate aku lg, n as far as it goes, still aku xpecaya ngn stigma tu sbb awe ngn bulu xberpuak pun siap peramah lg,ramai kawan dr pelbagai jenis n peringkat umuq. ok stop first, post ni bukan pasai stigma di atas tapi stigma laen which is

"SORANG ANAK YG JAHAT TIME KECIL AKAN JADIK ANAK YANG AKAN MEMBELA IBUBAPA DIA DI MASA DEPAN"

pernah dengaq? well first thing first, confession. yes, aku ngaku awai2. aku bkn anak yg baek, soleh, positif2 pny sifat la. aku anak yg cmna? well,antara 3 bradik kami, aku paling trouble maker, aku paling kuang ajaq, aku paling byk menjawap, aku paling banyak bagi mummy aku nangis, aku paling byk perabih duit mummy aku, aku yg paling banyak bagi hati mummy aku terguris,aku yg paling banyak macam2 lg. so yes, aku consider diri aku sebagai anak yang jahat, sie, pa2 len lagi r. so the big goddamn question left to answer is this, ble ka aku jadik anak yg akan membela makpak aku in future? mampu ka aku? diri sendri pun tunggang langgang nk bela makpak aku. tapi cam mak aku cakap la, adik bradik aku yg lain dua2 pompuan so depa akan kawin da ikut laki depa, tapi aku x. aku ngn mak aku xkan putus sampai bila2 even if kau da kawen, makpak aku stil akan jadik tanggungjawap aku. mampu ka aku? seriesly aku xtaw. sbb cam yg aku cakap, i live for the moment not past nor future. so pikiaq pasai masa depan is not my kinda area. tapi, if i could, yes i will do. aku akan bela makpak aku. even im not sure i can but stil, i will try to. xkesah r pa nk jadik kat aku, janji aku fullfill benda ni. sbb time skrg aku paling byk wat sie, so i need to redeem myself in the future. what ever it takes. thats my oath! everything else, its not up to me to decide!

Another Stupid Piece Of Mind

somesay, the sooner you started to accept the fact, the better you will be. well, isnt that just a piece of shit? well, thats the probs with people's mind. refusal to believe, n worst refusal to accept the fact. we prefer to dream n fantasized. aint that dead heartbeat huh? well reality alway kick u ass, but fact dont. fact make you stay real, but in our eyes fact is some stinking shits that we will alway stay away from. so, gudlux guys. keep dreaming though!

Hook

the simple catchphrase for someone who in letting other to be on his/her hook is this,

I CANT BE WITH YOU..... RIGHT NOW

No Man Is An Island But Im Different Though

When you cant contact or connected when someone you love cuz i love the communication device, was it your fault? damn technology. why? why we'll mushy2, lovey dovey only when we cant connected with each other through any tech method as such facebook, text messages n etc. why cant we love someone just the way they are without needs for attachment to each other with all the type of communication? does it really necessary? do we really need to report to our love one our where ebing 24/7? if yes, wow! thats suck! thats suck hard! i hate attachment. i hate when people tell me what to do. i hate when someone keep tailing me on everything that i'd done on very single day, nay every single minutes. i need breathing room, i need personal space.i need time of my own. thats one of the reason i really glad i los my phone. seriously, i never felt free like this. seriously i dont miss my phone. im freaking happy cuz i dun have a phone rite now cuz no one i mean no one can contact me whatsoever, and i like it. im free. i think i'll try not to buy a new phone in near time being.

Resist Is Pointless

whats the point of even remembering/missing/wanna-hug-if-see-in-front-of-own-eyes if the person herself doesnt even give a damn? well girls, if that the game u wanna play, game on. i can play along n mark this, i will win in the end. dont test my awfulness!

New Indie In Town

Band- Fit For Rivals
Song- Crash
Album- Steady Damage

Don't know where I'm going
Everybody's running, everybody's running
Come back, after all is broken
Everything is burning, no one is returning

Step back, step back
Everybody, step back, step back
It's time to pick up the slack, the slack
You ought to know

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

Don't know why I'm crawling
Everybody's running, everybody's running
Re-spun back to where there's something
Everything was falling, trust in what was nothing

Step back, step back
Everybody, step back, step back
It's time to pick up the slack, the slack
You ought to know

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing

[riffs]

Save me
From this wicked person I've become
As the world
Comes crashing x3

Christian Cage Is The Captain Charisma

Band- Jim Johnston Ft. Story Of The Year
Song-Close Your Eyes
Album-WWE Addicts

Go!

If you close your eyes, Your life, a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and scars never healed
(Scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there you'll see if you just close your eyes.
If you just close your eyes.
(If you just close your eyes)

Deceived by my eyes and all I was told I should see.
Opinions not mine, The person they taught me to be.
One night in the dark of vision of someone I know,
And out of the darkness I heard a voice say I'm you.

Inside of me a light was turned on. Then I was alive.


If you close your eyes, Your life a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and, scars never healed
(scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there, you'll see if you just close your eyes.
(Close Your Eyes)

Hearts uninspired, trapped inside somebody's dream.
To close to the fire, Yet cold and so numb with the pain.
But the fever has broken, and the river has run to the sea.
Washed to the ocean and saved by a voice inside me.

Inside of me a light was turned on, Then I was alive.

If you close your eyes. Your life a naked truth revealed,
Dreams you never lived and scars never healed
(Scars never healed)
In the darkness life will take you to the other side,
And find me waiting there you'll see if you just close your eyes.
(If You just close your eyes. If You just close your eyes)

I Heart My Mom

wanna wish my mum, Zaridah Binti Ahmad a very lovely mothers day. u r the besh mom in the world that anyone will nevy for cuz i am ur son. thanx for all the wisdom n advice that u gave me to make me a better person, you r the prime mover of the obelisk in my heart that hardly change if anyone try to, but you r the only one who cna do it. i will never change myself if other told me so, only if you say so.cuz, u r my mother. no matter how much i struggle, i rebel, in the end i will alway follow any of ur words. sory, for all my misbehavior. sinc enow im already a young adult, i will try to be a better person just like u wish i will become someday. i will achieve that, slowly but steadily.only for u mummy.

Im Digging My Own Grave

back in 2007 i once dream. dream to be somebody. somebody that society look up for.not public figure, but just somebody that his life aint so bad cuz he manage to take care of himself,independently survive own his own. make his own signature, colored his own life as he want it to be.yeah, that was my dream. as for now, i am on my way to try to achieve that dream. how im i gonna do that? i need the KEY. the key that society demanded me to own if i wanna make it. the KEY here, symbolise as certificate that everyonr try to hold on but many had fall. the KEY is either DIPLOMA or if lucky, DEGREE.but now, i am crashing down n burn.

p/s-STUDY LA ADAM KALAU NAK BERJAYA!