ops!!

ada org marah aku dok kritik Anti-Flag.bajet punkers sejati abih r nk gak menangkan Anti-Flag? hahaha.aku bkn kutuk la weh..aku bg pendapat jew.apa yg aku rasa ttg new album diorang..kalau ang rasa len tu pendapat ang.pendapat aku len..sorry, i stick with my opinion..

p/s-next time comment r.aku nk gak hate comment.ni asyik2 comment menbina jew.!!!

Anti-Flag.My Side Of The Story

every punk rock fans looks up for Anto-Flag.they all said that Anto-Flag is the true pure punk fighters that keeps the ideologies alive.but when I listened to the latest album,"Bright Lights Of America (2008)" i had to say, im kinda dissappointed with this new masterpiece.the fire of punk rock in Anti-Flag kinda mellowed down.its not as pure as it used to be.What Happened Anti-Flag?? wheres the FUCK U AMERICA? FUCK BUSH? FUCK PRESIDENT? FUCK PRESS? with a good guitar riff n jamm.yes, its still punk rock genres but its sound more like radio frenly type.more like good charlotte, Boys Like Girls, even sound like We The Kings with the cursed against the world.to be honest, i think sum 41 now with their latest album Underclass Hero(not so latest) is better that Bright Lights Of America.n even plus 44 kinda impress me more.ialway look up for Anti-flag cause u play punk rock with no lovvy duvy stuff in ur music, thats the reason i listen to ur music in the first place.i kinda against punk band with love love.pluss 44, sum41(special case cause they turns to alternative metal for quite sometimes),simple plan,even rancid.what happened, i keep asking myself..maybe Anti-Flag is evolving, towards something more, trying to attract new listeners.but after 7 masterpiece of great album, why making a change now? u guys have a strong fan-based around the world.all american haters, even not a punkers listen to ur music just to show their support against all american wrong doing.is it bcuz bush is stepping down, n obama is the new commander in chied of the World Police? nah..this album is in preparation before the presidential election.justin sane, what happened? Chris Barker, what happened? maybe the next album will bring back the glory of Anti-Flag..for that, i have to wait for another year or two..whatever it is, dun worry.u guys are still the best punk rock band in the world, n i support u guys all the way.



p/s-maybe i have to listen to Bright Lights Of America for quite something first before judging the album.maybe..

The Bright Lights of America (2008) RCA Records
1."Good and Ready" 3:59
2. "The Bright Lights of America" 3:32
3. "Vices" 4:59
4. "The Modern Rome Burning" 4:19
5. "If You Wanna Steal (You Better Learn How to Lie)" 4:04
6. "No Warning" 3:00
7. "Spit in the Face" 4:09
8. "We Are the Lost" 4:17
9. "Go West" 4:19
10. "The Smartest Bomb" 3:48
11. "Shadow of the Dead" 3:51
12. "The Ink and the Quill (Be Afraid)" 4:34
13. "Tar and Sagebrush" (Not written on cover) 3:12
14. "Caution to the Wind" (Bonus title available on iTunes) 3:57
15. "What Do You Think About Western Civilization" (Bonus title available on iTunes) 3:17
16. "I'm So Sick of You" (Bonus title on double LP version of the album) 1:01
17. "Wake Up the Town" (Pre-order bonus title released April 1st online) Benjamin Kowalewicz from Billy Talent 3:44
18. "Tanzania" (3:34) 3:34

Consequence Of Lying N Benefits Of Telling The Truth

People tends to lie instead of being honest when it come to the stuff which the truth is kinda gonna hurt people.but one thing that people didnt realize is that lying all the way its more hurts urself more n more if we gonna keep the lies alive while if we tells to truth the moment of killing the pain is lesser arkward than being a liar.lets face it, if we going to lie for the rest of out life isnt that going to hurt us better than being honest? i meant, yes of cos the person we lied to gonna be pissed for quiet sometime but they'll come around.but when we lie, we have to accept the fact that we noe the truth n our life or relation its all based on lies.so, coem straight.dun lie.face the demon for god sake, be a man that stand up for himself.ist a lot easier.even if the person wont accept us for the rest of our life, but we noe deep inside that we are doin' the rite thing.plus, human a soft hearted.they'll come around anyhow.it just a matter of time.n whne they come around, they'll gonna love u more cuz u being honest bout the truth, thats going to be a better clean of relation.

people make mistakes.but they dun have to take the blame to the..so, the other party-the party where been lied to, please give the lying dude another chance.trust me,when they come clean thats mean they regret the acts a lot n they cant take the shame anymore, thats why they r being honest.dun let them live in shame of the wrong action.maybe they dun think wisely when they commit the crime/wrong doing.they r a gud person with a wrong timing n wrong place to be.apologize should be match with forgiveness not blame.

Tagged Myself-Thanks Fairuz

1) Name 3 songs that reflects you and your life:
+Walking Disaster-Sum 41..+
+Curses-Bullets For My Valentine+
+So Cold-Breaking Benjamin+

2) Name 3 songs that you hated before you like it like crazy:
+Come Back Again-Couple+
+Elvis Aint Dead-Scouting For Girl+
+Rejection Role-Soilwork+

3) Name 3 things that you did before this:
+Talk To My Foster Sis Iman+
+Taking My Heavy Breakfast+
+Light out My Ciggy's'+

4) Tell 3 characteristics of your dream house:
+On The Ground+
+Full Of Hapiness+
+Full With People That i Love n Care+
-in house matter for me, size doesnt matter.

5) Name 3 movies that you hate:
+type? all indon movie.+
+nah, i like most of them, some kinda boring but still keep me awake.he3+

6) You’re sick of:
+People Asking Me Why I Dun Eat Vegie..Dun ASK!!+
+Judgemental Thinking n Judgemental Look+
+People Full Of Craps+
+Being Broke+
+Fake Friends+
+Being SINGLE.FIND ME A GIRLFRIEND PLEASE!!+

7) The perfect gift for your birthday:
+Just A Bday Cake.Not Need To Be Fancy.The Thoughts Is Good Enough For Me+

8) You love :
+My Family-My Mummy, My Lil Sis,My Big Sis, n My Dad..Accordingly+

9) Would like to say sorry to :
+No One.+

10) Tell 3 characteristics of your crush :
+CUTE..The Most Important+
+Down To Earth+
+Indie+

11) Who do you usually turn to whenever you’re having problems?
+No One.Im Kinda Person That Settle My Own Probs.Cuz Usually The Probs Alway Caused By Me+

12) 3 things about yourself that you want people to know:
+Im A Sensitive Kinda Dude..REALLY..+
+I Am A Gud Listener.Ask All My Gud Frens If U Dun Believe Me+
+Thats All I Guess+

13) Are you right-handed or left-handed?
+Im A Righty+

14) What are you wearing right now?
+Short pant n my 2006 5 Science T-shirt+

15) 3 bad habits that you have:
+Im Kinda Forgetful Dude.So, Sorry For Any Inconviniency+
+Im Wether LoudMouth Or OutSpoken.Which I Dun Realy Noe So I Consider It As Bad Habit+
+When I Want Something, I'll Make Sure I Get It, By Any Mean Necessary.+

16) Have you ever tell someone that you love her or him till you cry? Who is it?
+NEVER+

17) Name one place that you really want to go but you’re not going there EVER!-
+NONE.. I Wanna Go To Argentina N Im Gonna Make Sure I'll Step My Feet On That Freakin Soil One Damn Day+

18) What’s your favourite character in The Series of Unfortunate Events?
+????+

19) If you are about to die in 3 months, what is your last wish?
+Fullfill All My Crazy Dreams+

20) The tagging is over. You will :
+Light Up Another Ciggy's'+
+Take A Bath+
+Eat My Lunch..Im Starving+
+Watch Lost Season 5 Episode 1 n 2 For The Third Time+

Perihal Rehat

rehat yg panjang, yg cukup utk menenangkan jiwa slalunya membuatkn manusia jadik pemalas? setuju..aku amat setuju..manusia ni mmg pemalas..kalau tgh dok keja stret 4 jam non stop ni hal, tapi one dah stop, kalau duduk 5 minit pun kita akan jadik malas nk bangun n sambung keja.so advice, kalau nk wat sesuatu tu bek xpyh la rehat2 kejap, buat truih sampai abih pastu rehat puas2.adrenalin mmg akan bantu kita wat keja.so bila kita rehat, adrenalin tu akan stop, sbb tu kita jadik malasa nk bangun.sama utk rehat dlm konteks cuti..kalau kita cuti lama sgt, kita akan malas utk bgn tido dan bersiap2 utk pergi kerja..dlm konteks study pun sama.kalau dah lama sgt rehat, khususnya cuti smester, mmg akan liat utk sambung study.so rajin2 kan lah diri anda.jgn jadik malas ok..apa yg penting, KITA ENJOY!!!

A Thin Line v2

OBSESSION & ADDICTION

addiction is a very complex probs to face, mostly by teenagers.sorry to say, this addiction probs alway find its way to hit teens, n as vunerable n weak as we are, we alway got shot.drugs,pills, even ciggys is actually an addiction,but most people denied it cuz they alway compare ciggys with drugs."rokok bukannya ketagih gila2 mcm dadah."..of cos if u compare it on that way..try another way around.it both killing u softly.rite? its both burn out ur cash.n of cos, rite now nobody gonna see it, yet, even me.so, addiction is one of the social probs that need to be handle by the person affected themself.

obsession, one of the act that kinda different with addiction but its have its specialty n disguise.i dun realy noe how to explain it but i have a case to present.take me for example.im obsess with t-shirt.whenever,where ever i see a nice, gud looking t-shirt, i'll buy 'em witout thinking twice.angie jolie can also be an e.g.she obses with knives.she have a bunch of knives collection.thats obsession..

i noe.addiction n obsession is kinda alike but there are differences.its all depend on us how we see things.

Welcome To The Teenage Life

To all folks or should i say oldies, this is an awful truth u guys should noe or learn bout teenage's life.is dark, dirty n some might say crossing the line.yes, maybe who guys can say, easily that u guys once are young,having fun,enjoying life pushing it to the max but the reality is thats from the past.teenager in this lifetime far far worsethan before, more2 seduction of destruction towards us.smoking,drinking, free sex, drugs is a common activities.murder,rape, snatch theft, thats uncommon but happening.sorry, this entry are not for our excuse for being bad, it just as a reminder that we r facing a lot of difficulty to survive this phase of life.some of us, didnt.some, turn out just fine but been neglected by majority.im one of the failure,n stil trying to find the light at the end of the tunnel.help me please, i need to get bax on track.

Dilema Prasangka

kenapa aku kdg2 tidak mengotakan janji? sedangkan aku cukup fuck orang yg xtunaikan janji.n aku dah berjanji pd diri sendri aku tidak akan jadik cmtu.aku ciba utk tunaikan kotakan laksanakan apa yg aku war2kan pada dunia, apa yg aku canang satu kampung, tapi masih ada sesetgh situasi aku mengecewaka kan org? menghampakan? tidak menunaikan kata2 manis aku yg aku akn bersama together2..kenapa? tapi cuba bayangkan kalau aku berjanji untuk sama rompak bank, rogol orang, ragut, pukul orang, bunuh orang, patut ke aku tunaikan? memang benda tu salah tapi aku dah berjanji dan aku xsuka mengecewakan org?

She Cried

I have a foster sis.iman.cute, happy go lucky, indie,ready to rock the world.i love her, n for god sake i noe she love me.but today, i made her cried.yup, she just realize my true color.the real me.the stupid SOB, the dick shit, the bastard..she stil in shocked, she said that she cant sleep all nite cuz thinking bout me,the one n only blood an unrelated bro she had.the one that swore to protect her from danger, the one that promise gonna make her life better.sorry babe.im not who i used to be..yes is been 5 years now.but in that timeline i've changed, a lot.sorry..i wish i cant covered it up last nite, my true self.but i dun wanna lie to u,i dun wanna u to fantasize how great i am, but the truth, i am not. im sorry for the tears i caused u. dun worry.as i promised, this is the far as i go, n i wont go any further.i cross the line, but i wont be too far.i gonna keep my promise.i will protect u, i will hunt the son of bitch that hurt u, cuz thats a part of me that is the same as u imagine.the part which i love u..thats true.

the moemnt rite after she cried.

DIA Black Sheep

kalau ada seseorang di dalam kawanan kumpulan kita, ahli kawanan kita, member of the floor,tapi dia lain dr yg lain.amat berbeda.dia tidak boleh bergurau senda, beramah mesra dengan kita sebagai mana kita mampu bersama rakan2 yg lai dlm goup yg sama.mengapa dia amat berbeda dari yg lain.mungkin betul bak kata pepatah masuk kandang kambing mengembek masuk kandang lembu(cmna ek nk tulih bunyi yg lembu buat)..mungkin kambing yg berbeda ini adalah punca segalanya..takkan mungkin sepuluh yg lain salah n dia sorang yg betul..mungkin terjadi tapi agak mustahil..apakah yg membuatkan dia amat berbeda? perwatakannya, letererran dia dlm bertutur bahasa inggeris, atau dia mmg bermasalah utk bersosial.dia hanya boleh masuk dlm group2 orang yg spesel..ya, mungkin dia bukan aneh tapi special.MUNGKIN!!! mungkin kami yg agak low utk berkwan dgn dia..kami ni mungkin macam HARAM JADAH bak kata Hakim..betul kami agak haram jadah..kami penuh dgn kekurangan..kami pangkah memangkah antara satu sama len utk mencari keriangan.ya, KAMI MEMANG HARAM JADAH, tapi itu tidak bermakna kami tidak berguna..kami suma rakan yg baik.kami suma sanggup tukarkan perwatakan gila2 kami kalau situasinya serius n apabila ada rakan kami yg memerlukan bantuan, kami tampil mengulurkan tangan.tanya saja Ijat dan amini.bertapa ramai tangan yg menghulurkan bantuan dikala mereka dlm kesusahan.ya, itu kami..HARAM JADAH YANG BOLEH HARAP!.tapi mengapa "dia" tidak boelh masuk dgn masuk.join kami? adaka disebabkan perwatakan nya yg sombong? atau disebabkan kami suma ni sukar didampingi untuk suai kenal? itu bohong sama skali..kami charming.suma skali..kalau tak, masakan Syahid rumate aku yg baru masuk awal tahun ni n baru berkenalan dgn kami slama hampir sebulan boleh join kami,boleh lepak2 dgn kami, boleh bergurau senda dgn kami..rokok? jgn jadikan itu sbg asalan..ayie dan kuddus boleh je join ngn kami walaupun diorang x smoke..so, apa masalahnya? mungkin kami bkn masalahnya..tepuk dada tanya selera!!
U r the black sheep in the group!

Straight To Hell All The Way

8 bucket of alcohol..40 bottles of Heineken..A club name DREAM..14 people..8 guys n 6 girls..lord RnB HipHop Music..frenly DJ.Gud Lighting.Sensational Dancing.vomiting on the floor..glass breaking freaks action.nice dance floor..crazy people..drunk..10 pack of malboro..a few pills.3 girls strip down..free sex in the toilet..generous dude who want to buy it all..thats all it takes to turn on people.thats all it takes for a gud girl to turn bad.thats all it takes to destroy teen.thats all in takes for everything to went wrong.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Announcement

new new year approaching, again i face this fucking situation.people will never stop asking, wouldnt they?

for the last time,

I DUN WANNA TALK BOUT MY CHINESE FAMILY TREE,PERIOD!!!!

bare that it mind!!!

A Thin Line v1

OUTSPOKEN & LOUDMOUTH

is there a different? is there a similarities? i noe its there..based on what i saw, based on my experience with people, there are a differs.still, some people didnt realzie it before..some do now..for me, loudmouth is kinda person who talk a lot, fucking a lot..its just like there no pause or stop in the vocabs.but, all the word coming out their mouth, most of it, r bullshits.nonesense.ussually this type of people, they have ahappy go lucky kinda characteristic, gedik2, kinda bitchy, kinda magnet attracting people to hate the.. what best come out of this people is there will be no arkward silence, at least on one side of the party.but, if is goe on too damn long, its kinda annoying, for some people.this, people, often been hated or loved..theres no middle party or neutral.obviously, we'll noe what type of people that gonna BFF these kind of people, n we definitely noe who disguise them..as for me, i got no probs with loudmouth as long as they dun cross my line.

outspoken..conficent, no afraid of anything, soe not even death, words of wisdom, this is they type of things..usually a de-facto leader, commander in chief.(not pak lah of cos).people like CheDet.someone who is somebody in the society.for those who r not a leader, its only bcuz of the fact that they neglect it..they r man of intel n info..full of them, but choose not to share it unless they have to..silence is gold, the principles they alway choose to hold,talk only if needed..wasting time n hanging around , not their type of routine.some of them prefer being no one cuz of the pressure they have to deal with..ot maybe they noe ita a lost cause so why wasten it?

we are who we are.we are who we choose to be..we can be anyone, as long as we believe in urself..even loudmouth something useful, even outspoken sometimes is a dick..so what?life is unfair.life is unpredictable..get use to it..

caio!

Since blah blah blah

..ijat accident..quiz public admin..meet uncle hussain menang AJL..azam kantoi ngn pak guard.. kami g umah syahid..mkn laksa..mkn cendol..overnite kat penang..aku blk umah utk 5 jam..meeting sport day..nabilah fucking around my blog.. well, thats pretty much whats going around seen uitm wifi fucked me up..shits!..well, gtg..ATM waiting for me..chow..

peace in, rox out!

Lucky..Again!

well by muet result pooped out.. i got Band 4..hahaha..better that what i could imagine.hahahahere is my result

listening-32/45
speaking-36/45
reading-85/120
writing-60/90
full-213/300
band achieved-4

well i get 220/300 i'll get band 5, but i got nothing to complaint bout..i got lucky, again! thank god!

Time Will Only Erase The Pain,It Wont Heal The Scar

when the time we were happy, everything seems rite.everything seems perfect.love conquer all, people choose to believe that but the fact remains, love also can destroy..its has destoy me before, it has blindfold me again n again, i choose to believe that love can conquer all.still, i been fool, again.i try not to think bout it,but it stil bother me.it keep haunted me.guys had their ego, ego that im not proud of, but im apart of.still, thanks to u, u kill the ego by ur appearance,the one that i believe its truly yours.u lied straight to me face, attack straight to my guts. u steal my heart away, just to throw it away deep deep inside the dark hole of lies.a guys heart is softer in different part.yes, girls a vunerable, but it is their advantage.guys, are strong, manly but when they give their heart to somebody, they r more vunerable than girls could ever be..girls who noe this info, well educated in relation choose to take an advantage out of it.well, thank you.u did it.. u are one of the person that succeed..the one that can pass trough all obstacle i create, all hard way i build to protect my heart from being hurt.i dun it! Congrats! mission accomplish..my life been in living hell afterward.thanx.well, u should be thankful, enough cuz ur survive out of it in one piece.survive!if i am what i used to be, i bet u, u r the bitch that i will hunt down.u r the prey that im gonna fully dedicated to kill.thank god i've changed.in a good way.maybe its a wrong reason to be fall in love again..after all that i've been through with u, i should be done by now..still, my heart is strong, my will is undenialable.i care to try again.i want to make another mistakes, cuz thats how i gonna learn.thats how im gonna find MISS RITE..by all fashioned way..try n error.im gonna keep trying..u r history to me.u r no one to me.btw, u noe that i lied by saying that we had a clear break up.clean n smooth eventhough it real one is damn ugly.remember how big ur fight was?u just gonna forget that? just like dat..goddamn! dun u have a heart? dun used that that asshole name as an excuse.. respect me enough by not lying straight to my face, again.. for once, be true, be u, be a girl. "we can be a friend again"..hahaha..how funny is it that fucking words coming out ur mouth..how funny u just gonna put all things behind n have a new clean cut..how, u r amazing..i admire u.. u gonna be the best of the best SLUT in the world.thank god, u r my past.thanks again for going through all the hardwork to find my blog n leave a comment.thanks, please come again.please, drop by one more time.i insist!

p/s-jangan tanya dah napa aku koyak dan buang gambaq kami dalam laut! enough said!

Beautif00l Betrayal

if someone ask me, what is it feel like when u been betrayed?

its kinda hard for me to answer.not because i dunno how its feel, it is because i dunno how to put it in word.its inaffable.unexplained.some might say its feel like i just been kicked by horse straight to ur chest.or maybe a rambo knife been stabbed rite to ur heart.but dun be suprise if someone answer its feel like im the king of the world, cuz i noe one who love to be betrayed, esspecially in relation.he said, it gud cuz now he had an opening to betray bax,rite to her face.ignore that..we,human being, who have heart shouldnt be that cold.we should be ripped out if been betrayed..its not good, its negative but its an experience that we have to face.cuz when we felt the pain, so we'll learn not to put other people in the same shoe.well, i noe, most of us want other people to suffer as much as we did, but it is wrong.

betrayal sometime can turn people around.its a disease with no cure.a full throttle pain in the ass that just wont go away..plus, who in the world want to be betrayed? most of us want a cool,soft,warm relation that gonna cherish ur life every single day, every moment..but, life isnt sweet..sourly n slowly, ur happiness that we thought gonna last, vanish in ashes of injustice.how? how we gonna survive this kinda brutality? both party is affected..guys n girls.some might say, guys dun suffer as much as girls..that is completely wrong..guys do suffer.is just that on the surface is look like we all okay,but deep inside, its killing us.mostly the pain left a scar that permenantly effected ur personality..that, is just the fact.

p/s-i really like to see the happiness on Hakim's face..i just realize that during ur sport day meeting..behind those fierce kinda look, theres happiness n pleasure in his look.it shown..he really love saidah..some might say its silly for him to stand right beside her all the time, just like a bodyguard, but i thought differently.thats is some of the way for him to express his love towards her..Bro, go for it,tiger.u deserve her.u guys are a perfect match..keep it that way..

Cable System

ya..cable system..sistem yg hampeh, cibai,lancau suma ada r.aku mmg fuck ngn cable system ni..bg yg xtahu apa itu cable system, cable sistem ialah sistem di mana makpak sesetgh org menggunakan org dlm utk menyumbatkan anak2 diorang dlm institusi pembelajaran kerajaan.sama ada sekolah asrama atau universiti.cmon lah..kalau yg pakai cable tu result gempak2 xr nk bara sgt.ni yg result mcm haram pastu dpt masuk sbb makpak yg nak anak2 diorang masuk u, padahai anak2 tu sendri unwilling to do so..last2, kena kick or keluaq ngn terhormat..kalau diorang suma kluaq pastu institusi tu replace tempat diorang ngn org len xpa rgak.ni kalau kena kick, abih r..another empty spot.fuck! taw x brapa ramai lg org kat luaq sana yg mmg layak n betul2 nk masuk U tp xberpeluang..peluang diberikan pada anak2 org yg mempunyai connection ngn menteri2 or kwn2 menteri..well, nk wat cmna.quota khas utk spot dlm U mmg dah disediakan utk "golongan khas" ni..so, xpyh tgk result diorang mmg dah ada tempat.so, cmna? still trying to convince me to support the government? fuck it!! absolute power tends to corrupt, kata ayie.betul r..bila dah ada power mmg akan corrrupt..PA aka public admin pny sector pun sama..pilih kasih,bias, suma r..bukan dlm pendidikan jew...government menetapkan pembelajaran dlm Diploma Public Admin bab2 politics, PA, management suma which is on the rite track but, do they even practise it? NO!!! not at all..all politician do the same..yup, the government can change faces or regime, but the disease will still be there..walaupun ada org len yg menguasai taktha kerajaan , perlakuan diorang akan tetap sama..aku dlm line admin, aku mungkin akan berada dlm line admin bila grad, tp will i coop will all this shits? a wanna make a change!!! but can i? all against one? NO!! i cant top that..so, fuck government, fuck democracy! anarchy should be te one to praise..

p/s-aku freelancer..aku xsupport government xsupport opposition.

Bestie

SAFENA ISFAZURA BINTI HAJI ISHAK IS MY BESHFREN IN THE WORLD..

I WILL CROSS AN ARMY OF DEMON TO GET HER BACK ON THE RIGHT TRACK,
I WILL SWIM THE FEARLESS OCEAN JUST TO HELP HER OUT FROM DROWNING,
I WILL GET DOWN TO THE DEEPEST PART OF THE WORLD JUST TO BRING HER BACK TO LIFE,
I WILL DODGE A BULLET FOR HER SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT HER,
I WILL KICK ANYBODY'S ASS IF THEIR TRY TO PLAY HER,
WHY?
CUZ SHES MY BESTIE
WHY?
CUZ I KNOW SHE"LL DO THE SAME FOR ME..

p/s- we r not a couple..we r a *knuckles* buddies

Here In My Home

aku trasa nk blk umah..tetiba aku rindu umah aku..aku rindu katil aku di rumah.bilik aku yg cerah ngn cat orennya.motor kapcai abah aku yg slalu aku latam gegila babi..sampai masuk longkang pun penah masuk.ya..aku tahu..aku penah ngaku yg aku slalu maleh nk blk umah bila aku masuk campus..tp skrg aku trasa nk blk umah.mostly, aku rindu family aku.mummy..big sis.lil sis.abah.tapi if i go home, it stil wont feel rite.akak ngn adik aku xdak..akak aku kat campus dia.adik aku kat skolah dia.yg ada mummy abah n probs yg blom settel..probs yg aku blum ready nk face..respo which im not willing to carry around my ass all the time..im sorry mummy.im not ready..i keep trying but still i cant..maybe im not gonna be ready till the end of time..why dun u past it to big sis? shes gonna carry it with pride, shes gonna do a magnificient job, shes gonna turn out fine.eventhough u keep denying it, the truth is shes better then me, shes turn out to be a savior of the moment.the gladiator of glory.me? im just a lost cause.thats who i really am.

still, aku rindu umahku.aku rindu familyku.aku rindu penang..aku syg umahku.aku syg familyku.aku syg penang.