"A Funny Thing About Being Followers Is That Without Followers, Who Will The Leader Leads?"
[Netflix] Lust, Caution HD quality
7 years ago
March 10, 2012
March 9, 2012
Fact Ain't Fact Without Stats
The sky ain't always blue as most people seems to view it. the thing is, that's reality. full of clouds, surprises such storms always come knocking by when we least expected it. and again, that's life. If we can't accept that, well we better off jumping from 50 storey building. well, that is the best place of to view the sky for the perfect vision. well, I have a solution for this stupid problem. don't ever, ever aim for the sky because the stats are stake against us, so just aim for the stars then. problem solved. at least if i fall, i'll be cruising on the sky of blue. just saying. peace out bro!
February 14, 2012
Journal Of A Bastard
Dear Diary,
Cripple, Bastard And Broken Is My Middle Name
Not A Gentle Stuffed Animal, Or Circus Freak Well-Tamed
I Am A Smug That Shoot For The Skies But Have A Terrible Aim
And Once I Fire, Words Wrongly Pronounce, Things Shatters, And It’ll Never Be The Same
Dear Diary,
Say What You Want As I Am Cold-Hearted
My Action Reflects Otherwise As I Am Hard-Headed
Pouring Out All Wrong Things That Shouldn’t Be Heard
Forgiveness Hard To Come By When All The Mistakes Had Absurd
Flawed Acts Are Just Another Killjoys Play In My Creed
As I Am A Man Of Many Words But A Man Of Few Deeds
A Sour Apple From A Beautiful Tree, But The Blame Is Not On The Seed
Maybe Someday I’ll Embrace Before Death Comes Knocking And Say Its Greet
Full Of Hatred, That’s How I Live, As Time Passed By
Flashing Back Into Bitter Memories And Still Couldn’t Find Any Goodness Cries
All I Ever Did Find Was Crimes That Went Profoundly Unconfessed
Call Me A Pariah, Call Me An Asshole, Yes, All I Am Was A Mess
Dear Diary,
Maybe Someday The Table Will Turn And I’ll Be A Changed Man
None Of That Will Become Reality As Long As My Heart Still Full Of Sands
Sands That I’d Collect As Simple Dust, One For Every Sin
Till Then, I’ll Held My Head High, Enduring This Awful Pain
Perhaps I Am Forever Destined To Be An Unwanted Bastard
A Man With Ni Real Riddance, Only Life Full Of Curse
Payback Is A Bitch, What Goes Around Often Come Back To Hunt
Soul-Searching In My Life Had Always Been A Case Of Low And Grunt
Will The Day Ever Gonna Come For Me To Turn My Fortune?
Never I Guess As My Soul Still Fuel On Dark Black Fumes
Fumes That Darkens My Heart For It Is A Fuel Of My Survival
As I Am Still Hook On It, I’ll Never Reach The Point Of My Gracious Revival.
February 10, 2012
aCe+ Shitload #14
Thinking About Doing Something Morally Wrong Is Not A Mistake, Yet, It Is Call "Conscience Kicking In"
February 2, 2012
February 1, 2012
aCe+ Shitload #6
Exploitation Of Beauty. From Morale Perspective, It Is Wrong. But Hey, What's The Wrong In Making Money From Your Natural Gifts?
January 12, 2012
Pimpin' Is Hard, Especially When You're Pimpin' Bout Yourself
I still remember a few month back in early September, I was like a lost bird in the sky, looking for a shelter tree, hoping to make a new home, without any disturbance. Yes, that's me when I first arrived in Shah Alam. kinda scared at first, well the fact that I never been away , far away from home, give you some chills on the bone. Well I'm not really dependent time of person where I cling too much on my perfect home, I was away for quite few times in my life. I was at boarding school for three years. Then during my Diploma, I was in Kedah, not that far away, but still it counts. But Shah Alam, is the biggest step away i ever took. Gotta be honest, I was a lil scare at first. New enviroment, new place, new program to study, new level of academy, everything's new. Even when I was started my life here i still felt lonely, maybe cuz I was taking a giant leap of my life, since I blatantly choose a program to further my academic without having anyone to be in it together. Yes, my first two weeks in Shah Alam was a hell. I thought about quitting, but I just brace myself through it, hoping for a miracle to happen, and yet it did. Now, fast forward 4 1/2 month after, I am happy to be here. I'm clicking with the drastic changes in my life. I'm not doing real great academically, but I meddle through, so that's put it in the winning column. I guess what I'm trying to babble about is this, changes are hard at first, but patience, somewhere somehow, You'll ended up being fine, or if you're lucky enough, You'll enjoy every bit of it.
p/s- Just looked through my old Diary post about being scare to come to Shah Alam, silly me!
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