Time Of My Life

I Think I already know what i should go for the next one week of holiday. im gonna create a new myspace account since mine had been block, create a facebook, yeah i know how come i still dun have a facebook account rite, n pimp out my frienster. wow! seem excited but im only gonna be in front of my aCepiRe for the next 7 days. wow! shits!

Cuti Oh Cuti!

maybe i should firstly thanks the deadly scary H1n1 virus.. cuz of the virus 5 or 6 UiTM campus had been closed.. since our campus is free from the virus, or maybe i should say not in time yet to be hit, but out of nowhere our campus stil have to be closed starting tomorrow for one week to standardize everything. the news just popped out yesterday n everything were being chaotic since that we have to leave campus by tommorow. everyone were busy with the plan of getting home. as for me, i got nothing to be worried about since my home is just half n hour away from my campus. penang ngn kedah jauh mana la sgt kan. i dunno how to express my feeling bout th cuti. why? cuz seriesly i dunno wat to do since im gonna be alone at home with no one to hang out but no worries something will always come up. it always do. so, as for now, im just gonna sit back n relax, enjoying the chaotic enviroment of suspension among student who r worried n rushing the way to make sure they reach their home safely n well get their home. even farah diba had gone crazy cuz her event ELC Carnival had been canceled special thanx to the suprise holiday. well guys, happy holls. gte home safe n stay safe. chow!

You Think You Know Me?

You think you know ace? think again.. you think you know Adam? think again.. you think you know me? think again.. close your eyes. imagine someone. he dress like no others. nothing special. graphic tshirt. 3/4 shorts. slippers. a lil bangle on his arm.. he said nothing special. just like "weh, hampa dok wat apa tuh?".. who come cross your mine? a dude which kinda look like anak mami? mat rempit? typical malay boy? now, open your eyes. who do you see? a malay dude, a pure chinese look. suprise? well, shame on you.. is not a new stuff to me.. cuz i got that a lot. yes, maybe is hard for you to understand by understanding this, but i am differeent. i learned that fact, each n single day, daily basis. yes, i am malay with chinese looking appearance.but yet again, try to look deep inside me. it just like what i to quo, "aku ni muka ja macam cina, tapi dalam aku pure melayu".. i dun even like chinese food or even their culture. goddamn, i dun even good in using chopstick. trust me, ajam better. know matter how hard , people will never get the "mamat-ni-cina" thought out of their head. I AM A ULTIMATE OUTSIDER. imagine this. if i wanna hit on somebody, gurl of course, first think cross their mine, "mamat ni cina la".. thats ussuallt happen with malay gurls. take the same sitaution with chinese gurl. "OMG, his not a chinese". try to imagine my possibility of sucess? yeah, its really damn low. well, its hard to be me.. its hard to be ultimate outsider. but if i wanna make friends, i dun hav e to sweat it out damnly hard. cuz its nothing to do about my appearance cuz whats matter in friendship is personality n chemistry.plus, i love making new friends. but is damn hard for me to find a girlfriend though. u have no idea how the hardness always bring me down. but i never failed to try. but is a shame how people love to treat others by the way they look, not on how they are. so azam, there's ur answer. thats why my-sort-of-girlfriend-type-or-my-ex-girlfriend alway look so indian-ish. hana aka "My Angel", malay punjabi mixture. Nabila "My shiteru" or "lil blood angel", lagi r hitam berkilat. even Diyana kinda dark skin. Linda maybe the only one whom can be consider as normal looking appearrancely. shes really malay looking type a girl. its not that i dun like amoi-looking type of girl, but i just dun have luck on hitting them. once, i almost got one, Renee'. but this goes bad from the beginning, or maybe its bad timing. well, thats just the price i have to pay for being malay/chinese. sometimes when people said "ang xpa la ang mix, senang r nak dapat awek", i just wanna scream out u guys a damn lucky u guys look purely malay, or purely chinese. cuz a mix like me, its hard. i cant hit on purely malay looking gurl, cuz they will always think im a chinese. i cnat hit n chinese girl, cuz they will always reject a malay dude. so, if you think u know me, THINK AGAIN!!!

Leverage Point

I Aint Gonna Be Another Stepping Stone..

I Aint Gonna Be Such A Wuss No More..

I Aint Gonna Be Fragile N Let My Heart Wide Open To Be Crack..

I Aint Gonna Be Leverage Point For Someone To Mark Up Their Market..

I Aint Gonna Be Another Brick On The Wall..

Guess What,

Even A Person Like Me Bleed Inside..

Even A Guy Like Me Falls Hard..

Even A BadAss Me Hurts..

That AInt Gonna Happen No More!

Jahat? Xah!

jahat ke kalau kita wat apa2 yg kebanyakkan org len wat? ketepikan soal moral, kita cakap sola persepsi skrg ni.. jahat ke kita?

This Is Not A Rebound

If We Are Trying To Get To Closed To Someone
Doesnt Mean That We Are Trying To Rebound..
Rebound Just Work On Relation Not TMM.
Or On Admirer..
Admirer Is Not Lover.

Si Barua Yang XSedaq Diri

Life Aint All Bout Running Away..

Life Sometimes Is About Facing Ur Fear..

Life Aint All About Start New From The Beginning..

Life Sometimes Is About Patch Up From What We Left Off.

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Life Aint All About Leaving Everything Behind..

Life Sometimes Is About Using Whats Worst Of Us & Make It The Best Of Any..

Life Aint All About Putting The Blame On Others While We Oneself Is Apart Of The Fault..

Life Sometimes Is About Accepting The Mistakes Like A Man With "BALLs"..

Life Aint All About Hoping For People To Fit In With Our Flaws..

Life Sometimes Is About Fitting In With THe Situation We Are In..

Life Aint All About Depending..

Life Sometimes Is About Independent..

Life Aint All About Changes..

Life Sometimes Is About Being Who You Really Are..

Life Aint All About Giving Up..

Life Sometimes Is About Chin Up..

So Then,

Stop Whining Man..

Dun Be A Wuss!!

Current Mood

HORNY..

help me please!

Bluff Me, But I Think Im In Hell On Earth

kedah ni mmg panas gila babi.. aku dah mandi 2 kali dah still panas n berpeluh cam ser..

If You Listen To Linkin Park Does Not Mean You Are A roXstaR

Atreyu
Funeral For A Friend
Jimmt Eat World
The Offspring
3 Days Grace
Breaking Benjamin
As I Lay Dying
Armor For Sleep
Billy Boy On Poison
Static-X
Tokio Hotel
TomahaWk
Chimaira
Disturbed
Hazen Street
Disciple
Sick Puppies
Hawthorne Heights
Madina Lake
My Dying Bride
PlaceBo
Papa Roach
Union Underground
Rev Theory
Story Of The Year
Avenged Sevenfold
Billy Talent
Scars On Broadway
Julian K
Relient K
SugarCult
Saliva
SevenDust
NOFX
Flyleaf
Finger Eleven
Seether
Sum 41
LINKIN PARK

We Make Our Own Call, Not Luck

luck come upon us, when we need the most

not when we want the most..

what matters, is the action of gaining one..

make ur choice, make a call.

then, let the luck do its charms.

Normal Guy, Extreme Life

tgh busy.
idup aku tgh tunggang langgang ni..
susah nk ckp,
susah nk predict..
byk sgt..
lepas satu, satu plak yg datang..
skrg aku ada kat penang utk setelkan SEMUA!!!
aku balik cuti 3 hari ni aku nak setelkan..
xmau dah ada benda2 tertinggal yg bakal kusutkan pala otak..
aku nak balik ke kampus t otak dah xpusing..
chow!

Busy

clas pack..
5 clas ari ni...
gudlux to me

Tagged Curik Dari Aimi

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
+Benda. bkn org aimi oi.. for the moment, AcePire aku, SE K660i aku, slipar 9.90 yg aku baru beli kat tesco, slesa siot slesa ni, gi clas, gi mandi, gi CS pun aku pakai slipar biru ni+

2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
+nasik lemak sebungkus, teh o ais, rokok winston 2 batang+

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
+benda ni suma bukan bride ke kena pikiaq.. groom angguk ja kan..NAY, groom dun have the say in this type of matter+

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
+paling lama penah sampai 6 bulan, paling cepat seminggu.. u decide!+

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?
+dulu ya, skrg x.. hati dah tawar..+

6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?
+McD kat CS+

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
+ntah.. dah lama xbeli buku. education or entertainment+

8. Nama penuh anda?
+Adam Ar-Rashid Bin Mohamad Rasdi+

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?
+mummy r.. seploh kali pun tetap mummy.sorry abah.+

10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?
+i dun admirer anyone.. nevertheless, i'd found all of them..+

11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?
+8 ja? susah ni.. ok2.. kat cini, uitm- ajam,saf,aimil,fizi,ijat,baby,boy,awe.. kat umah- rizal,imran,dayat,wan, e-in, hana, wan nad ngn jeff+

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?
+of cos.. tapi kadang2 dobi gak.+

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?
+pada waktu skrg, katil r..+

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
+aku curik tagged ni, so cmna nk describe? ahaks.+

15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai....
+rock music+
+graphic t-shirt+
+sweater+
+mohawk hairstyle+
+money+
+hang out+
+laugh+
+jokes+

16. Pelukan atau cium?
+dua2 passionate+

17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?
+zero+

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?
+8 ja? mana cukup+
+when your heart stop beating-plus 44+
+harder than you know-escape the fate+
+cute without the e-taking back sunday+
+so cold-breaking benjamin+
+in the end- linkin park+
+surrender- billy talent+
+the press corpse- anti-flag+
+with me- sum 41+

19.mari main TAG 8 org lain.
+orag ja..specially nak tagged ENY DIAMOND+

Quo Of My Day

DON'T EAT WHERE YOU POOPED

i learned it the cold hard way today..
seriesly, dun eat where you pooped!
its impropriated!
plus,
another lesson that i've learn today,

BROS BEFORE HOS!

dun worry..
i'd been practicing it eversince..
thanx to all my bros.

want some more?

SOMETIMES EVERYTHING NOT AS WE WANT IT TO BE

more?

LIFE AINT SWEET, GET A HELMET

i quo that many,many,many times in my blog, even i did not practiced it n let my guard down..

second lastly,

PERCEPTION MEAN EVERYTHING,
REALITY MEANS NOTHING..

i dun stick to that, but when everyone around u hold to it, its hard to u to prove that quo is wrong.. well, what can i say.. we live in a community of a posers n followers. everyone seems to just follow whats in front of them without making their own stand.. UNITY WE STAND, SEPERATE WE FALL aite? xguna kalau aku ja yg berpegang kuat pada realiti tapi hakikatnya semua orang berpegang kepada persepsi yg diluahkan..

akhir skali,

CINTAILAH ORANG YANG MENCINTAI KITA,
BUAKN MENGEJAR ORANG YANG KITA CINTAI..

~NO COMMENT!!~

P/S- I'D LEARN A LOT OF THINGS TODAY JUST BY ACCIDENTALLY INVOLVE IN ONE INCIDENT.. WHATS WORST, LIFE TO BE ENJOY NOT WASTED! MMG SHIOK LAYAN LAGU ESCAPE THE FATE- HARDER THAN YOU KNOW SKRG NI, SBB SESWAI! CUBA LA KORANG DENGAQ, SEDAP N SESWAI..

Peluang Dalam Kehidupan

Dalam Hidup..

Peluang Datang Bukan Bergolek..

Datang Pada Keadaan Yang Kadang Kita Tidak Jangkakan..

Namun..

Peluang Itu Tidak Harus Kita Lepaskan..

Peluang Untuk Berubah..

Peluang Untuk Memulakan Hidup Baru..

Peluang Yang Ibarat Kunci Ke Dunia Yang Lain..

Tetapi Kadang2 Kita Takut..

Takut Untuk Menggapai Peluang Itu..

Kerana Kita Tidak Tahu Ke Mana Arah Yang Bakal DiTuju..

Kerana Takut Untuk Tinggalkan Apa Yang Telah Kita..

Takut Untuk Tinggalkan Mahligai Yang Telag Sempurna Kita Bina..

Takut Untuk Menghadapi Cabaran Hidup Di Persekitaran Baru..

Berbaloikah Semua Hanya Untuk Segelumit Perubahan?..

Persepsi Yang Berbeza Datang Dengan Harga..

Andai DiGapai, Tak Mungkin Boleh Kita Toleh Ke Belakang Lagi..

Beranikah Kita?

p/s- AKU BERJAYA DALAM INTERVIEW PERFORMING ART BARU2 YG AKU AMBIK..AKU XSURE NAK PI KE TAK.MAYBE SEBAB AKU TAKUT, MAYBE SEBAB AKU RASA AKU TAK CUKUP LAYAK..MAYBE AKU RASA YANG AKU XMAU TINGGALKAN KEHIDUPAN YANG AKU ADA SEKARANG..MAYBE....

Tagged Dari Eny

1.YOUR REAL NAME:

+Adam Ar- Rashid Bin Mohamad Rasdi+

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:

(mother and fathers name)

+Zaridah Mohamad Rasdi+

3.NASCAR NAME:

(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)+

+Ahmad Abdul Ghani+

4.STAR WARS NAME:

(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)

+RASAD+

(eny..teka ni nama laki ke pompuan)

5.DETECTIVE NAME:

(favorite color, favorite animal)

+Black Cat+

(mcm anime fav Wan jek)

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:

(middle name, town where you were born)

+RASHID BAGAN DALAM+

(makaih pleknya)

7.SUPERHERO NAME:

(2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)

+THE WHITE LYCHEE+

(kalu aku betui2 jadik superhero n guna nick ni mapuih villlain suma gelak kat aku)

8.FLY NAME:

(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)

+ADID+

(ADID?? okay la tuh)

9.ROCK STAR NAME:

(pets name, current street name)

+aCe Apek+

(cam ser..)

10. PORN NAME:

(1st pet, street you grew up on)

+aCe Seberang Jaya+

(gila ganaz!)

11.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:

(first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")

+ADizzle+

(gangsta gila!)

12.YOUR GOTH NAME:

(black, and the name of one of your pets)

+Black aCe+

(haha.. goth gilew!!!)

13. STRIPPER NAME:

(name of your fav perfume, fav choc)

+Brave Ferrero Roche'+

(betui ke eja.. xpa stipper pny name jew pun.ahaks)

14. WIZARD'S NAME:

(last 3 letters of mother's name, first 3 letters of current job, first 3 letters of your zodiac sign and last 3 letters of home street's name)

+DAHSTUARIAYA+

(mcm nama antu ja pun.. wizard kepejadahnyew..tahyul ja..ahaks)

15. PIRATE'S NAME:

(fav actor last name, your 'pet' name, fav actress last name, add "Captain" at the beginning)

+Captain Cruise aCe Jolie+

(cam bek jew.. lanun bek ni.ahaks)

THE LIST OF WHO YOU WANT TO TAG:

-SAF-

-LotsOfLove-

-sapa2 ja la..-

-sapa2 yg baca-

OUT

Sickness

Eversince u got back to kedah i kept on been sick..
my cough havent been better..
my fever is kept on increasing..
my throat hurts..
flu, dun wanna talk bout it..
dear god, i wanna feel better..
i dun wanna skip clas tommorow just cuz of all thi sickness.
please help me..

F.T.J!! F.T.J!!

aku baru balik dari program Transformasi UPSR SKPP Kampong Pasir dimana aku jadik Facy for the first time in my life.. sblom ni kalau aku join apa program musti jadik peserta ni first time aku join jadik facy so its a goddamn big different.. pasru siap wat iduction bagi budak2 nangis jew. kalau x aku n member2 aku yg di nangiskan.. ni kisah dulu2 okay, skrg kalau wat iduction blom tentu aku akan nangis. baru ja smlm balik ari ni dah ada AGM-annual general meeting DiPAC dah.. peh! no rest dowh.. sepbek slideshow dah ciap..thanx haziq.. FIY, program2 dipac yg diapprove just 3 tapi kami akan banyak wat program ngn Abg Syah esspecially ngn budak2 UPSR tuh so, society tour dipac xdak lumpuh teruk eventhough HEA n HEP banyak reject proposal program kami.. so, wat i need to do now, is FTJ, FTJ.. apa tu FTJ? tgk x transformers 2- revenge of the fallen.. leo suka cakap FTJ-FUEL THE JET!!!

Bom Masa Pembunuh Hatiku

sapa2 yg baca ni, try scroll kat bawah ada link Eny Heart.. dlm blog eny [drama is boring.reality is fun!!] dia punya latest entry cita pasai admirer dia mr.F.latest, mr.K nyanyi lagu dia title selimut hati utk dia, in a way of trying to win n unlocked her heart..sweet kan? admirer kebanyakkannya semua sweet kan.. well, WRONG!! xsuma! ada admirer yg psycho.. aku baru ja experience sendri.. xla lama sgt.. baru2 ni, time cuti sem.. minah tuh nama dia Maya..kalau nak ikut kami baru kenai sebulan lebih jew tapi dia punya psycho-ness in loving me,NAYY, i should use OBSESS with me is extremely mind blowing.. skarang ni dia dah seminggu dah ilang xdak balik umah..since dia mmg xbyk kawan sblum ni, sbb dia baru pindah mai penang dlm 3 bulan lepaih so maybe im her only friend there in penang..so, skrg dia dah ilang.. mggu lepaih mak dia call aku.l tanya taw x maya. aku ckp la xtaw sbb aku dah blk campus dah.ble ja slamba katak slama kami berkawan, as a fren, dia ble baeknya dok cita pasai aku kat mak dia, suma yg gila2 punya. kata aku ni baek gila2, aku ni ambik berat kat dia, yg aku ni slalu take care dia, plus dia ciap tunjuk umah aku lagi kat mak dia. well, skrg dia ilang mak dia igt aku la yg bawak dia lari.plus, time dia lari umah tuh, dia ciap tggai kertas tulih nama aku, no phone aku yg dia mintak kat member aku time first dia dia nak text aku n ciap ada ayat lovey dovey gi.. hampa bayangkan lah.. kalau hampa jadik parent si minah ni, konpem hampa akan carik aku dulu sbg suspect utama kan dalam kes dia xbalik umah tu, tol x? well thats exactly wat her mom did. dia call aku tanya suma, igt akau la suspect. padahal, time mak dia call dia dah ilang 3 hari, on the last sunday dia dah xbalik umah dah.. by that time aku dah balik campus dah kot, on saturday aku balik..mak dia call aku ari senin xclap aku.mak dia cakap nak wat police report.. konpem2 polis pun akan carik aku dulu kan.. hm.. well2, so u guys still think admirer is sweet? think again!! really think bout it!

p/s- ESOK AKU ADA PROGRAM.. JADIK FACY UTK BUDAK UPSR! GOING AWAY FOR 2 DAYS!