Bila Punk RoCk Nyanyi Jiwang

Song- Harder Than You Know
Band- Escape The Fate
Album-Late Is Your Latest Fashion

You said this could only get better
there´s no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I´m not over you

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you´re driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time, I guess I´ll go away
Inside me now there´s only heartache and pain
So where's the fire?
you´ve become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I´m not over you

Baby, don´t talk to me I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy
And if you don´t want me then I guess I´ll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know

Yea

So I´ll make the call And I´ll leave today
I´m gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I´ll make the call I´m leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy
Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don´t talk to me I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know

Yea

Baby, don´t talk to me I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
it´s good you´re driving me so crazy
And if you don´t want me then I guess I´ll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know Girl you´re driving me so crazy

Baby, don´t talk to me I´m trying to let go
Not loving is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

Usha Diri sendri Dulu Baru Nasihat Orang

aku ada member. member aku ni kuat gak r membebel. besa r dia mmg dr dulu kuat membebel. dia skrg bru further study. yup.dia lmbt ckit sbb kes dia sama ngn aku.dia keja n terikat truih ngn dunia pekerjaan.smalam dia call aku dia ckp dia nk quit study sbb tempat keja lama dia offer dia position with a good pay rate.so dia nak mintak opinion aku.aku straight ckp kat dia suro jgn brenti study, keja bila2 pun ble. tapi skrg aku nyesal. aku taw sgt course yg dia ambik tuh. peluang nak dpt keja nnt even if dia grad with flying grades susah dia nk fit well ngn keja.so, napa aku bagi dia nasihat cmtu? kan baguih kalau dia accept offer tu, dia skrg dah ble pegang duit sendri, n in no time dia dah ble held any senior management pny title.tapi tgk dia skrg, kalau dia further study sampai grad skali pun, tgk consequences yg dia kena face. utang ptptn bertimbun, kalu grade dia okay, maybe ada chance nk dpt keja, tu pun usha r umur dia bapa time dia nk grad tuh, around 23 something, tapi kalau grade dia hancuq? stakat 2 pointer something, ble ke dia dpt keja yg baguih2? compare ngn future ahead dia kalau dia accept offer keja tuh. by the same time dia ble grad, dia dah ada experience keja yg byk n time tuh dia dah senior kat tempat keja dia, dia maybe dpt lagi promotion, comparekan dgn dia as a fresh new grad yg xdak exp langsung with an average pointer? mana lagi baguih? so napa aku bagi dia nasihat cmtu? aku sendri xta wnak jawap. yg sebenarnya maybe aku nak ada companion skali. aku dulu pun camtu gak.aku dah keja kat satu tempat, Swenz kopitiam for a year n sebulan before aku stop keja n accept offer uitm utk course dip in public admin ni, manager aku time tu dia ckp kat aku dia lagi 2 bulan nak brenti keja n boss aku tgh nk carik replacement utk dia tapi dia ckp xpayah bagi ja post tu kat aku sbb aku dah ada experience suma. boss aku setuju. starting salary depa nak offer kat aku time tu rm1500.. time tuh aku baru 17 tahun. bayangkan, sorang budak 17 tahun akan jadik manager kat kopitiam ngn starting salary yg camtu. kalau aku blah dari Swenz skali pun n try nk apply keja kat tempat len pun aku boleh apply keja as a manager n i bet my boss will give them a great recommendation.so, i have a sweetd amn life previously but why in the blue hell i throw it all away to the trash can n further my goddamn study in uitm.. course yg aku xminat sgt plak tuh. politics. cmon la kan. aku dulu fuck politics gila2 babi pny last2 aku ambik course yg regards ngn politic. WTF? n aku pny pointer xla impresive mana pun. current pny skarang 2.69.apa la sgt. plus nnt kalau aku grad pun , degree la aku dah umur 23. 23 baru nk start keja.ngn pointer cmtu? keja apa ble dpt? hm.. skrg ni Swenz Kopitiam pny manager position is vacant. aku tgh dok rasa nk apply.plus gaji manager skrg dah naek. rm1800 plus benefits n ada la mcm2 advance lagi.chop2, let me explain.aku skrg tgh sem break so aku wat la part time kat swenz kopitiam. yes, boss aku akan terkejut kalau aku apply sbb dia tau aku tgh study g. n aku penah turn down the offer before because of the study stuff so that maybe haunt me back, tapi ntah la,aku xtaw apa nak buat. nak brenti tapi rasa mcm rugi plak sbb aku dah part 4. lagi setaun stgh ja tggai utk abih diploma aku.tapi aku nak kena further degree baru ble dpat keja elok ckit.which mean tambah lagi 2@3 tahun. i really cant decide.lagi dua mggu aku dah nak kena balik campus.

Once Upon A Time

ada skali time aku stil form 3, while im stil in Penang Free Skool, masa tuh aku dah kluaq dari hostel so aku ulang alik hari2 naek feri sbb aku dok kat sberang. time tuh aku tgh dok ambik PMR kalau xcilap.time aku dok tggu feri kat jeti sblah penang pny otw nk blk ke seberang ada satu kapel duduk depan aku. mesra, secocok, sama hensem sama cantik. besa r kan bila dah kapel2 ni, peluk2 gedik2 cubit2 benda besa r. masa tu aku naek meluat tgk depa dok menggedik duarang.. dari jeti pulau sampai naek feri sampai ke jeti butterworth depa dok merendek. and then, sampai kat jeti butterworth aku ambik jalan aku, depa ambik jalan depa. pretty simple aint it? yes it is. tapi aku xtaw napa dua tiga ari ni, aku asyik teringat kat kapel tuh padahai aku xkenai pun sama depa n depa pun xkenai sapa aku. hm,, aku ni jenis imiginasi tggi pny.mula pikiaq mcm, adakah depa stil kapel sampai skrg, ntah2 dah kawin ke, dah ada anak ke, ke dah break ke, yg laki tuh dah ada gurl laen ke, yg gurl tuh dah ada boy len ke.hm.. weird!

Realitinya

Kalau Semua Orang Tau Batasan Dosa Dan Pahala,

Semua Orang Akan Masuk Syurga Cik Kak Oi!

BLURRED!

I Wonder

Foreigner Workers Rules Our Street, Aite?
What Should We Do About it?
Lay baCk And Let Them Abuse?
Or We Fight ANd Take baCk What Is Rightfully Ours?
Or Maybe We Just Should Let It Slip?

Hard Choice

"Cintailah Orang Yang Mencintai Kita, Bukan Mengejar Orang Yang Kita Cintai"

kenapa semenjak duamenjak ni aku sering terserempak, terjumpa,bertembung, menghadapi sitausi yang menyiyakan statement kat atas ni.seriesly, bagi aku, seorang lagi perlu mengejar orang yang dicintainya walaupun ada orang alin yang mencintainya sbb kalau hati kita terpaut kat orang lain, kena kita perlu let it slide just like that, aite? ya, changes utk kita fall kat org yg mencintai kita tu tinggi, tapi dalam hidup ni kita perlu buat pilihan. hard choices.. as for now, i choose to chas ethe one that i love, not falling for the one that love me. mungkin pilihan yang aku buat ni salah, tapi kita manusia kan. manusia perlu buat silap utk belajar..kalau betul silap, selepas aku sendri dah alami kesilapan aku tuh, baru aku ble kata yg kita perlu menerima org yg mencintai kita, dan tidak perlu mengejar org yg kita cintai, kerna ianya sia2.so, buat masa skrg aku blum mengalami sendri sensara kesilapan keputusan aku so, aku xkan cakap n xkan fall utk org yg mencintai aku, n i akan terus kejar org yg aku cintai. its u babe. u know who u r.

Timeline

27 days till we meet again..
28 past by since the last time i saw you..
1 full year of adknowledgement of your existence..
2 month more or less of trying to make it happen..
100 years differences wont tears my heart apart..
one thing that i wish from you..
4 words..
11 sylabus..
"I LOVE YOU TOO"

12 Cara Untuk Mengetahui Kamu Mencintai Seseorang

12:Kamu bercakap dengan dia hingga lewat malam dan bila kamu tidur, kamu masih teringat padanya.

11:Kamu berjalan dengan perlahan sekali bila bersama dengannya.

10:Kamu rasa serba tak kena bila berjauhan dengannya.

9:Kamu akan tersenyum bila kamu mendengar suaranya.

8:Bila kamu memandangnya, kamu tidak nampak orang lain di sekeliling. Kamu hanya nampak dia...

6:Dia adalah segalanya yang kamu ingin fikirkan.

5:Kamu perasan kamu sentisa senyum apabila kamu memandangnya.

4:Kamu akan melakukan apa sahaja untuk membolehkan kamu berjumpa dengannya.

3:Semasa kamu sedang membaca ini, dalam fikiran kamu terbayang wajah dia sahaja.

2:Kamu begitu asyik memikirkan tentang dirinya sehingga kamu tidak perasan bahawa nombor tujuh hilang/tiada.

1:Kamu akan balik ke atas untuk memastikan adalah betul tiada no 7 dan kamu akan tergelak sendiri.

BUATLAH HAJAT KAMU SEKARANG. KAMU TAU APA YANG KAMU PALING INGINKAN.....*****HAMPIR.....!*****Poskan mesej ini kepada semua kawan anda dengan tajuk: 12 CARA UNTUK MENGETAHUI KAMU MENCINTAI SESEORANG*...Dan sesuatu yang baik akan berlaku malam ini....*Sekiranya tidak, kamu akan menyesalinya....


p/s- aku copy n paste post ni bukan sbb dia suro poskan kan suma org n aku akn menyesal kalau xbuat, aku post sbb post ni sweet sgt.plus, aku plg xpecaya benda2 yg kalau kita forward sumthing bad akan jadik kat kita, cmon lah. n plus, time aku baca post ni, theres only one person that dat i think about.hehehe.. FZBK

Confidence

can be defined as

The Food Of A Wise Man,
But A Liqour Of A Fool

Speak Out Loud

Somesay, life is full of suprises..
Somesay, life full of craps..
Somesay, life is coloured with opportunities..
Somesay, life ain't sweet..
Somesay, life takes apart of us..
Somesay, life gives back something..
Somesay, life is short..
Somesay, life is too damn long..
Somesay, life is full of spoiler alert,
but aCe+ say, Life To Be Enjoy Not Wasted!

Cruel Evil

Kalau org ajak kita wat jahat, kita ikut..

Kalau org ajak kita wat baik, kita xikut..

tapi,

kenapa walaupun kalau org xajak kita wat jahat, kita tetap wat jahat??

konklusinya, manusia memang sentiasa akan wat jahat..

SCREWED!

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3. Give it to another blogger

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5. Leave your message/comment on their blog so they will know u give them award

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3- saf

-rekha

-inyheart

-ana

4. link? ada kat bawah tuh

Satu...Aku
Dua..Dia
Tiga.Mereka
Empat.Kita
Lima.Siapa?

If A 10 Years Old Kid Driving A Car And Then Hit A Tree And Cause A CarWreck, U Cant Blame Him, He Dont Know Any Better. The Blame Should Be On The 30 Years Adult Who Ride Along On The Passengers Seat And Say, "Drive Kid, I Trust U"

Try, Comfort Zone & Life

we can travel to the end of the world trying to search for new experience, trying to find the best suitable lifestyles that we are not even sure whether we are going to be happy with..

we can try and fail each time trying to do so, trying to find the fit that we may look back and say,
"i really love doing that, i will keep on doing it forever"..

we can try to meet new people, new enviroment each time we step foot on the unfamiliar ground but one thing that we may miss out is the facts that we already have a comfort zone and it will stya the same,the way that we like it..

we can try to make changes in our life, in our state of mind, in our believe, in our attitude but one thing that will drag us back to the exact same point is that we are who we are..

we do try to rebound in relation but in the of it, when its over, we still kept on thinking about the true girl that melt out heart..

we try to be someone else but the person we fool the most is ourself..

so, step on the solid ground... whats so good about changes?
why we wanna destroy something that is so damn comfortable just to a lil taste of newsies?
yes, we may end up liking it, but the feeling wont be as good as the one that our heart already stick to..

the same reason i can change some part of my life. the same reason why every semester break i'll be end up working in Swenz Kopitiam anyhow, its been more than 2 years already, because thats what im good at.. yeah, i love working there. i do love the post as bartender in that coffee house. why? i cant explain. maybe its because of the smell of the fresh coffee after i done boiling it, eventhough i hate coffee so much.. maye its cause of the design of the shop that make my heart stick well. maybe because all of the workers that i well known eversince.. maybe its because the fact that i started working there eversince i got out of skool. maybe its cuz i started working there eversince i was 17.. maybe cuz Cayson is such a good boss cuz he still hired me eventhough when he dun really need an extra worker there..maybe its cuz of the salary..i dun really know why but Swenz Kopitiam is my comfort zone.. dun expect me to work anywhere else.. i do try but i failed to fit in.yes, i am taking my diploma in administration but who know the future right? maybe i'll end up opening my own coffee shop n name it aCe+ kopitiam, who know? cuz i see myself working in office 8 hours a day, typing on keyboard making some customers care call.. i really dont see that.but i do see myself as a boss of a shop, as an owner of a great coffee house, but its just my imanigination though. life aint what we dreamt, life is what we are. still, life is to be enjoy not wasted so, we'll see.

A Price Of Being Mr. Nice Guy

Which part of "I DUN WANT A RELATION RITE NOW" that u dun understand huh? even if i wanna to, i will never ever get involve with u? cmon, whats hell is wrong with u? i tot we cool it off already.. u r just frens. nothing more. please stop making all the freaking move of flirting on me, please, it aint work. n please dun get to low okay. what? do u think im really gonna fall for that? showing of with some guys that kinda cute to try to make me jealous? WTF? i dun have feeling for u lah, how come im gonna get jealous? use ur head! n please dun get over my head.. WTH is wrong with u.. i told u before, we r just friends. u r not my only friend oky. i have a lot others. i cant sent the whole time with u 24/7.. plus, sometime i do need a time of my own. cmon whats more do u want? almost half of my day, everyday i spent with u, i neglect all other hang out offer from my others friend just to hnag out with u? doesnt taht mean something? or u r to blind to see it? just cuz i refuse to hang out, u wanna end it all? no more friendship? huh? now want can i say is one thing, GO FUCK URSRLF BITCH!!! i am tired.. tired of all the fucking tiny lil things or big things. all the mushy2, all the flirty2, all the manja2 gaban... now, u'd get want u want. lets edn ur friendship okay, thats exactly what u wnat rite? fine! SO LONG SUCKER!!!

p/s- safena isfazura haji ishak.. irespek gila babi kat u sbb u ble ja jadik kawan i yg baek, tanpa menyakitkan ati i. thanx. really appreciate it!!!

Blablablabla

Every Exit Has An Starting Entrance,

Every Starting Entrance Roll With A Locked Door,

A Locked Door Untangle By A Simple Pick Of Key,

Key Aint Grow On Tree It Need To Be Search,

Key Searching Start With A Full Determination,

Deternimation Will On Be Crown With Full Of Dedication,

Dedication Start With A Starting Point,

Starting Point Aint Gonna Be There Without The Will Of Heart.

So Set Ur Heart Straight If U Wanna Find The Exit Point

Hidupku, Hatiku

Hidupku Sepi Tanpa Kontroversi
Hidupku Bosan Tanpa Penyesalan
Hidupku Kosong Tanpa Omong
Hidupku Sunyi Tanpa Bunyi
Hidupku Rapuh Tanpa Pernah Jatuh
Hidupku Tiada Erti Tanpa Entiti
Hidupku Bahagia Tanpa Rahsia
Hidupku Indah Resah
Hidupku Kabur Tanpa Suluh
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang Mengerti
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang Faham
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang Baca
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang Cukup
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang Cela
Tapi Hatiku TiadaYang Mampu
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang Kasih
Tapi Hatiku Tiada Yang tahu